dang.. korea trip is canceled.. coz father's damn boss wants him to come back on monday for a 2 hr meetin.. so unreasonable lor.. now we need to forfeit the $400 we gave earlier.. and i can't go to korea.. damn.. finding a job now.. at least work for 2 months before starting poly.. get a bit of pocket money as well..

this afternoon got alvin and chris to accompany chew yuen to bugis to buy her bag.. after buying that.. it started to pour.. so we hung around that area.. which was super sienz.. so rain got smaller and we crossed the road lorz.. go walk around parco . go arcade.. finally used my stained 5 bucks at the arcade.. the auntie there didn't notice i think.. haha.. wasted it on arcade stuff.. den went to watch woodlands wellington vs that jap club at woodlands stadium after eating at yu kee duck rice.. ch house there.. dotz.. i didn't have to be so specific..

its late.. i meant to call u.. nahz.. too late.. i guess u need ur rest and peace and quiet as well.. im considerate u noe.. haha..

tml play soccer.. TRAIN.. haha.. at ch house that field.. hope it isn't too wet and stuff.. i better bring extra plastic bags and clothes incase it gets all muddy and stuff..

tonight there's aresnal vs chelsea and real madrid vs monaco i think.. at 2.30 am.. ok.. so it isn't tonite.. its tml morning.. tml is just 32 minutes away.. haha.. anw.. i gtg catche some sleep... needa watch the match.. so that's 2 and half of slp.. den slp for another like 3 and half hours or so before going to play soccer.. kaoz.. tough.. nahz.. dun wanna get sick.. think i'll just like watch first half or somethin.. im already rather weak.. somemore today so unhealthy sit at the duck rice stall all surrounding tables except for one had at least one smoker.. kaoz.. damn smelly.. then go stadium also got so many smokers.. knn.. breathe in so much smoke today.. unhealthy siahz.. i HATE SMOKERS... i dun understand why they want to die early.. is life that hard? yea.. i guess it is.. but so is every1 else.. from titus : " life is easy.. and if urs isn't.. QUIT WHINING!" haha.. good ad.. star world rocks.. gd shows..

see.. im free to write wadeva i want now.. i mean.. i feel free la.. coz im in my own room! bro's using the com on the other side.. so i had mine connected by LAN.. cool ehz.. i feel i'm given much more privacy over here. with no mum prying over every word i type.. haha.. ok she doesn't do that.. i think.. i just feel she sometimes likes to.. haha. kinda paranoid eh..

dunno why i suddenly had this urge to read chicken soup that day.. so i read it.. didn't noe why i hadn't touched that.. it has always been in my parents room.. hmm.. quite nice.. but i prefer it more related to my life..

just bought a cd from the cd place in between northpoint and the interchange.. $4 onli.. veri nice songs.. but this com in my room.. the cd rom can't seem to be able to play it!! damn.. have to dl cd ripper first.. den dl real player.. so i can play it.. damn stupid.. the windows media player here isn't updated.. stupid siah.. nvm la..

ok lah.. think i've talked enough about today.. blog again next time.. im missing her quite badly.. hmm.. afraid someone would do something earlier then me.. then wad will happen?? hmm.. haiz.. but i dun wanna rush.. dunno her that well yet.. slow.. slow.. slow..

hey u guyz.. come tag my board lehz.. no biz the leh..

Liang : "out"

today i received bad news at lunch time.. kinda ruined my whole day.. yeah.. so didn't have the inspiration to go for drum lessons tonite..so postponed it to friday.. anyway... i was freakin worried my father would lose his job.. he was freakin pissed with his freakin boss.. haiz.. if he were to lose his job.. need to change lifestyle lorz.. somemore i dun think can go on the korea trip.. coz father has to go for ONE meetin during that time.. damn his boss.. anyway.. may end up having me and my mum onli goin to korea.. hmm..will see how tml lor.. if i aren't goin i feel like goin to get a job.. just any job.. part time de.. until sch starts..

hmm...can't type so much of wad i want to now.. i dun have the privacy.. the com and tv is sharing the same room and my mum is now in here watchin some show.. so.. i'll blog later.. ya..

goin bugis tml anybody wanna come? feel free..

the moon tonight is nice.. yesterday i was told it was nice.. but i couldn't see it over here at yck it was too cloudy today is the opposite..haha..

mum's havin a cough..

blog later..

today i watched love actually.. actually love IS all around just that we dun actually notice love.. hmm.. it's a nice show la.. haha.. been watching lots of love stories lately.. love actually , big fish , sound of colours , turn left turn right.. yeahz.. all quite nice.. yeah.. watched Mr deeds too... not that funny.. even love actually was more comical den mr deeds.. hahaz..

played soccer yesterday in the morning.. den went to play lan.. supposed to help mayon play match.. dey not enuf ppl.. but canceled last minute coz the opponents couldn't get players.. so went to play more soccer..quite tanned liao ar haha..

just now went to esplanade to watch sp concert band .. not bad .. i would like to play for them if i can.. haha.. will go join them in sp.. yeahz.. im inspired by the oboe player.. mayb will join trumpet again.. mayb will go back to clarinet.. haha..

hmm.. nothing much liao lorz.. the concert was gd.. it'll b better if someone else was sitting next to me.. haha.. no offence.

how i wish that someone would just initiate a chat on a phone or just an sms.. just something.. let me know my existence on this earth is significant to her.. haiz.. think i'll take Ur advise.. patience.

see ya. i gtg.. gd nitez..

no ruud no saha.. still managed to get a goal... cool.. manz.. and henry pires all sucked.. bwahhaa.. alritez.. man u gonna win FA cup liaoz.. haha..

hmm.. never update for a long time.. paisei. no privacy at home.. u see my com is infront of the tv.. in a room.. and my mum watches tv there every nite.. so didn't want to blog.. incase she reads anything ahem ahem.. haha..

wad happened today? i woke up to the sound of my phone sms beep.. vian n chris already down stairs i just get up.. so i told them to wait.. i got up bathed and wash up.. so they came up played cz awhile then waited for alvin n john to come.. when swimming at around 1+ i think.. then so suay.. started to rain.. then stop.. rain then stop.. hahaz... awent to furo bath as well.. then went up again.. brother was back so couldn't use the come with cz installed in it.. some of them played magic.. some played com.. some sit there and sleep.. then kevin appeared from aj.. haha.. i watched mr deeds too.. ya.. then went to yj to see their jam and hop.. they damn on wan.. ok la.. lousy facilities.. but i think those ppl had fun.. i didn't have mood to hop around.. haha.. so went to the second level to provide better special lighting effects.. in other words.. when those ppl where busy dancing.. me and chris ANd han ming ..played with the ohp from the top haha.. disco effect.. then went home lor.. didn't eat dinner and the rest goin home to eat.. wasn't that hungry but had to eat something.. so grabbed a curry puff from old changki.. haha... yah.. now at home lorz...

still finding someone to go to sp band concert with me and chiu hao.. hmm.. nigel why never help to find de.. nvm..

hmm.. benny suddenly ask me to play for mayon tml afternoon.. weird.. think they real despo liaoz.. haha..

k la.. i gtg liao.. abit tired.. update agai next time.. haha..

shit la..

if i noe can get so many ppl to play today i would have gone for soccer instead......... damn it MANZ.......... wah liaoz.. if onli called chris earlier.. but den if i didn't postpone soccer till tml.. they wouldnt have organised badminton.. which wouldn't have been canceled and those ppl go play soccer... hmm.. but today got 6.. john , benny and me wasn't there.. but tml onli got 6 mayb.. unless rakesh n chong yu comes.. until now haven't reply!!! kaoz..

damn it ar... if today we got play.. then got 10 liao lor.. SIENZ.... mayb shouldn't organise so much casual play soccer liao.. waste time onli.. and too often they will get bored.. but i wanna play.. rash subsided liao...

anyway. went to eat korean food last nite.. all the kimchi and chilli stuff gave me a stomach prob today.. so couldn't play soccer anyway.. so went to ai band again.. for fun.. den went to iffah's hse watch videos of our band.. quite memoriable la.. haha.. then watched some malaysia produced ghost show which realli isn't scary at all.. but some of them still kana frightened.. haha.. no wonder they thought ju-on and the eye2 was scary..

anw..hope can play properly tml.. haiz.. stomach still havin a little trouble..

hmm.. at a weird dinner at romano's just now.. father's friend came from aussie .. so invited him to dinner.. but my other father's friend and family where there too... kaoz.. can't stand their family of spoilt brats and impolite kids... heck..

i gtg liao.. cya guyz.. soccer start liao.. tml man u vs arsenal.. hope man u wins..

hmm.. damn.. got this bloody rash on my neck..doc says is due to allergy to something.. damn.. might be the gatsby spray.. hahaz.. mayb something i ate... damn la.. can't go play soccer or wad.. got flu and this rash thing.. haiz..

didn't get into mass comm np.. freak. Nevermind.. just think of it that i got accepted into a course with less intake.. which makes it more difficult..haha.. which is true lor.. mass comm np onli accepts 200.. sp media comm onli accepts 100.. haha.. damn lucky to get in liaoz.. haiz.. must b i didn't promote myself enough in the last section of the paper.. nvm.. now i'm the onli one going into media comm in sp.. haiz..

hmm.. got to 'guest play' for ai band that day speech day rehearasal.. haha..cool.. first time that i played highlights from grease.. its a simple piece.. easy to sight read.. not bad.. hm.. the band discipline veri bad now.. haiz.. hope seniors do something about it.. if they noticed la..

ami start liao.. blog later.. hope jasmine gets thru.. ciao

JASMINE TRIAS ROCKS! she can sing well , she's cute , and she's onli 17!!

Its the first time i hear of ppl change name after 17 years of existence bcoz of feng shui.. hahaz.. eye opener..

my planning is lousy manz.. shit.. i shouldn't have agreed to ALL of them on the same day.. hell.. lucky turns out ok .. i think.. luckily i cant borrow a bike from my neighbour.. he's away from singapore.. sorry arhz.. next time lor.. we still got time wad... just that dun have benny onli... unless his appeal fail la.. haha.. which is quite difficult lor..hahaz..

so tml my whole day's packed.. gona meet them at 11 to play soccer.. then at aorund 1 i think i'll go to causeway point to watch the eye 2 at 1.30.. hope got more ppl go la.. dun wan 1 on 1 with her.. haha..

no cyclin tml arhz.. paisei... realli sorry arhz.. somemore onli 3 of us.. kok got training.. kevin.. dunno la he.. heard from benny that he's not comin also.. so.. onli left benny , chris and me.. hmm.. 3 ppl.. go there do wad? more ppl more fun mahz..

match on sunday changed to versus botak liaoz.. the other team isn't free.. they themselves got match.. alvin won't b playin.. neither will chris.. hmm. we already lost 2 gd players... hope alfian can make up for them.. haiz..

i gtg toilet liaoz..
cya..

kaoz.. utd kana thrash by city 4-1... damn sienz.. totally give up on them liao.. this season..

notin to talk about today.. didn't do much.. after my mum went out for dance i just stayed at home and played guitar.. played a game called the partners.. not bad.. like sims.. just more emotions involved.. can buy alot of things.. but cannot built.. is like makin ur own law firm.. for a soap opera.. haha.. abit borig after a while.. long time nvr play this kind liaoz..

benny told me he might wanna go overseas in april.. haha... ask him think somemore first la.. dun make decision so fast..

tml RTX coming to my house.. compose song.. hahaz.. set ar.. they want me to help ..k lor.. try my best..

den go play soccer.. prob somewhere.. will tell them tml.. its the sch hols anw.. think they should b free..

pulled myself outta my bed to go have a hair cut at 9am this morning.. wanted to beat the sunday crowd.. managed to..haha.

now waiting for movie.. later can watch liao..yeah.. can't wait for u all liao.. paisei.. but i dun mind watching again wad.. haha.. if it's gd..

anybody wana watch the eye ? hmm.. she says runaway jury was gd.. k lor.. will try to catch it some time..hehe.. i called np's voice response system yesterday.. hehe.. i'm shortlisted for the test this tuesday! yeah.. 3 big steps.. i've past the first step.. wonder if i can jump over to fsv in 2nd year or somethin like tt..

now watchin trailers of all the new movies comi out.. will see.. have to start saving money liao.. got lotsa things to do and buy.. learn drums for brother's friend.. 20 bucks a lesson.. buy that new soccer shoe... get a job.. buy new clothes.. train.. play soccer.. needa do all these b4 sch starts..

this week supposed to go cycling or something again..hah.. afternoon cycling there and back onli.. destination still yet to be decided... anyone interested to join can just tag me lor..haha..

cya.. will blog again tonite..

-sheltox b sheltox.. baygone b baygone-

woke up at 1pm today..

let me tell u about the 3 days 2 nights chalet..

1st day

checked in.. rented bicycles.. 12!
cycled to so called haunted places.. red house , changi hospital , ex-commando camp.. didn't go in.. went to changi village.. saw some transvestites.. ate nasi lemak..$2.50 onli.. cheap and nice..took few photos.. went back for real bayern match.. some slept.. tuck bathed together WITH john lim.. kaoz.. gay. saw bayern lose to real by one zidane goal..see them play ps2... air con was way too cold..

2nd day

had to return bikes by 10am... pool pool pool.. arcade.. drum mania.. drum mania.. spent about $7 buck on that machines until the card reader got problem.. so decided to stop and go back and slack.. rained heavily.. got a little wet..kok came b4 lunch i think.. yea...hl and dice came at night.. went to ktv.. sang till midnight.. hahz.. they got in with shorts and sandals.. :P think some of them stay awake the whole night.. i couldn't do that.. had to at least slp a bit..

3rd day

walked hl out to mrt station at 6am in mornin.. air was fresh.. came back and couldn't find the door to the chalet... pitch black.. called benny to open. alvin opened the door for me.. i slept.. when i came back.. heard some of them go in and out of the chalet.. mornin englim , ry and john lim went off first.. some of them payed mahjong.. some slept.. as in continued sleepin.. i played we7.. hah.. then checked out... when to whitesands to eat.. then took 39 back to yishun.. was supposed to go watch big fish or something.. but turns out those o the other side decided to watch runaway jury.. so.. i didn't go.. so me benny mindice decided to go watch haunted mansion.. which sucked.. as in. it wasn't realli gd.. too predictable.. typical disney family movie.. not my type anymore..


eCK. supposed to go cut hair today.. woke up so late.. forget it.. supposed to go call up np now.. hope i'm shortlisted.. test on tuesday.. hope i get thru tt AND the interview...

gtg... bb

lots of things to say... will do so tml.. my brother has to use the com to print some stuffs.. ok lor.. see yall tml..

damn.. man u crashed out... 3-2.. shit porto..haiz expected anw.. keane couldn't play.. so haiz.. was supposed to get up and watch this morning but hp didn't ring on time..didn't set the alarm properly.. damn.. nvm..

the sun is out and the world is a happier place.. chalet today.. great.. can do wadeva we want. hope cycling tonite.. yepz.. have to go pack bag liao.. blog on friday if possible.. should haVE LOTS of stories to tell.. yepz.. bye.z

going to chalet tml.. not bad in a matter of like 2 days can gather about 12-16 ppl to go.. not bad le.. yepz.. plannng cycling trip to red hse.. the supposed haunted chalet.. have to rmb to bring my camera.. hahz.. yepz.. thursday nite i plan to book ktv for them.. depends la.. see response first.. yepz..

tml gonna meet favian john and chris first .. gonna collect the developed photos from favian than go pasir ris or something.. he have yet to give me all his cds he promised.. nvm.. will wait.. i'm used to waiting.. trains my patience..

tml gonna collect ps2 from benny from aj at 945 am.. cool..gonna have to carry it around.. hahz..hope some ppl help to carry too.. must rmb to bring xtra controls.. if not it'll just b one person starin at the tv.. hahz.. won't make much of a diff la.. even if there's another control.. there'll still b just 2 person playin and the rest starin.. heck.. there's always mahjong and hahz.. daidee.. yepz..

gotta do some planning now first.. ya.. mayb burn afew audio cds or something so can listen in chalet.. friday supposed to go watch big fish.. i've yet to see it.. it's gettin out of cinemas soon..

bruce came just now.. supposed to carry the old cpu back.. but.. it was too big and heavy for him.. ended up watching william hung.net..hahz.. he's damn funny manz..

well..man u vs porto.. hope man u wins.. hahz.. with thier horrible defence.. huh.. just hope la.. hope ferguson would put solksjaer on the right wing.. rmb how he played so damn well at that position last time? and there was all these comotion that he'll take becks place in the team? now becks gone.. so fergie.. have u found ur replacement??

i opt for a line up of : howard gk , brown rb , g,neville +keane cb , o shea lb.. fortune and silvest out due to injuries..
then solksjaer rm , scholes + djemba-djemba/kleberson cm, ronaldo/giggs lm and ofcoz saha and v.nistleroy up front..

hahz.. mayb there's a chance with that formation..

well see ya soon..
buaiz.

woke up today to the sound of door bell.. computer guy came.. fixed up new com .. yeahz.. now have internet access in both coms.. great. no more fights over computer with bro.. yepz.

mayon match tml.. realised we onli have 11 players exactly.. benjamin , chin yong not playin.. chiu and hao also not playin.. die.. i scared i tire out tml.. i'm supposed to still be sick.. nvm.. should recover by tml.. felt much better today already.. yepz..
its the first time i got inspired by benny to win tml.. to let us score and not concede.. read his blog.. he seems fired up.. hehe.

watched league of extraordinary gentlemen today.. its nice..

so cool AND lame chattin wif my brother ONLINE ... we're just a room away from each other.. dotz.. haha..

well its late.. gotta get up earli tml..nitez.

man u won 2-1 to fulham.

-score!-

hmm.. woke up to an sms today at 10am.. was fr favian.. " wad u wanna do today?" .. i was so damn sleepy i cont' to slp till 11.30.. den replied his msg.. hah.

anw.. vian and poh came at around 3pm.. i was practicin canon in d on guitar tt time.. den they came.. they played magic and MU.. yepz.. and watched mtv asia awards... and ate lots of peanuts.. hell lots.. den kevin came.. chris was late coz he watch BIg fiSh with his fried onion or shallot or char-lo-ti.. haha.. guess tt's his secret character la.. had dinner here wif dem then went down to ktv rm to watch gangs of newyork.. den half way thru.. they started to play magic so we decided.. just sing karaoke la.. so.. we did. sang lots of lame songs.. vian and poh played pool.. first time i hear kevin sing karoake.. haha.. not bad.. even remixed bsb's i want it tt way to a chinese version.. haha. fun.. recorded it on vian's phone.. rmb to send me ok?

its past mid nite now.. at 10am later.. my com will b taken away.. to be upgraded to a faster , smoother more reliable and LAN/wireless internet enabled computer.. haha.. wonder how it'll b like tml without a computer at nite.. hmm.. seems little weird.. guess i'll have to keep my self occupied with soccer on espn or something... mayb watch league of extraodinary gentlemen..

vian suddenly say he hot soccer.. great news for us.. can play on sunday.. hope benny can make it too.. i'm not sure whether i can recover by den.. tml supposed to play soccer wif them in the afternoon.. hmm.. will see whether i'm fit enuf then.. yepz.. hope i can play..
someone get last samurai..

-recover...recover..-

hehz.. we were so bored just now we just stuck to the com and internet.. played abit of CS on the xbox as well.. den ate dinner at kev's hse.. haha... den chris went back to the com.. and me and kev just hung around.. slacking.. haiz.. i think slacking has become a daily routine for us le.. like a hobby already.. dis is bad.. real bad.. we realli need some motivation manz.. and why haven't i recovered yet?!?? can't stand it.. i can't play soccer.. ran abit to the bus stop while chasing for 859 just now.. was already coughing after tt.. again.. oh yeah.. b4 tt we met up wif vian.. just to go walk at the pasa malam.. yeah.. walk round there 2 times.. and a 3rd time to go into the fun fair.. haha.. the 'ferris wheel' is like the baby brother of the actual thing.. dotz.. anw.. we just walked around the pasa malam.. doing nothin.. the bags sucks too.. so bought some stuff to eat and sugar cane drink.. i'm not supposed to consume all those stuff but heck la.. drink more water later..haha..

think going to watch gangs of new york tml... initial plan was to play soccer then come my house ktv rm to watch.. but erm.. i dun think i can survive soccer... still not yet recovered.. further more match comin up on sunday.. need to force a recovery.. hehe..

oh yeahz. rmb next wk go watch BIG fish yeah.. i'll c whether i can borrow last samurai.. i dun mind watching that.. heard some pretty gd things about it.. but didn't have any time or cash to watch it haha.. yepz. damn o levels and stuff. had to save up to watch lotr 3 tt time.. could onli choose to watch 1 movie.. anw.. i'll try to find a way to go watch tt.. yepz..

i've dl the photos le.. developing some onli.. the nice wanz.. i'll burn the videos yup.. my throat seems a little sore now..

-need.. water.. LOTS...-

haha.. am at kevin's hse now..he's sleepin and chris is playin qing tian using kev's hp..knn.. like no batt like tt.. haha.

anyway.. just went to aj dis morning.. got up at 7.30 to chris's call .. they were supposed to meet at 7.30 my place.. but by that time no 1 was there yet.. and chris called to tell me that he and kev will go into aj first..then i met up with favian at bout 8 then went in to get caught by the sch's om.. had to register our name.. haha..bluff our way through again.. we said we were lookni round the sch as visitors b\coz we put aj as 1st choice.. dotz..

den took lots of photos with ajcians... hehe.. chris's bball didn't turn up although we called her about 4 times.. haha.. in the end she told us she will onli b free at 12.15.. haha.. anw.. at bout 11 we went to np to buy chocs and eat lunch.. den go yj take photos with p24 again.. haha.. guess john and chris disappointed.. couldn't get to see natasha.. bwahaha..

yepz.. pretty bored now.. nothing to do.. anw... blog again later if i have the time..

ok... my throats a little better today.. think the 'sore' part's gone. Besides the occasional coughing and getting choked on phelgm.. i'm guess i'm gettin better.. yepz.. haha.. mayb it's the haze these dayz.. been lookin out the window and seeing onli until bullion park.. the rest is a blur..

anyway.. today went with zhihao to nyp to check it out again.. rongyao supposed to come meet us at 9am yck mrt.. haha.. called him at 10am still at home.. heck nvm. yah.. went there and spoke to more lecturers on design and asked about mass comm.. one of them said i was pretty focused.. yepz.. am i? i dunno.. den we went over to benny's house to do JAE.. ya.. my com couldn't be used.. whole housed blacked out since last nite.. anw. it's alrite now.. light's back on.. everything's running ok..
tuck wanted to come use gym.. couldn't be used..
yah.. then we were considerin whether to go watch a movie.. but 2 didn't want to go.. so heh.. came my house to slack.. watched scary movie 3.. again.. for the 3rd time.. watch diz kinda movie need ppl like zhihao to watch.. can laugh loud loud.. got atmosphere..then went down for tennis.. like for a while..the balls kept flying outta the court.. i was coughing like crap already.. due to phlegm in my throat.. damn. yah. so we sorta gave up on tennis and went back to my house to slack.. benny went off DEN msged me to tell me he went off.. dotz. nvm. wasn't doin anything anw.. just slacking. chris use com.. i play guitar until hand pain. then ate dinner.. den came back to my rm.. same thing happening.. zh and kev dozed off le.. haha. next time if goin any1s house must plan wad to do first.. if not damn sienz. go there slack.. for the past weeks been to ppl's hse.. notin to do de.. must have some plan.. games or something.. or some motive at least.. haha.. not just mahjong or daidee... hehe..

anw.. i'm goin to aj tml morn.. acc chris togehter with vian n kev to take photos.. shall bring my camera as well.. i hope. then going back to yj to take class photos.. yepz. with the LIT class of yj.. p24.. shall wear homeclothes.. 7.30am they'll b here.. kaoz.. earli.. the doc asked me to drink alot of water n get lots of rest.. haha.. didn't do both.. mayb that's why i'm not well yet.. heck.. it's onli been 2 days since i've seen the doc..

mayon match dis sunday.. pressure.. need to get well asap.. need to practice for tt.. been a long time since i played soccer.. it'll be hard to play after just recoverin.. will have to try.. hope we dun relive the humiliating defeat against pythons b4.. we were young den la.. YOUNG.. and some of us dun even noe wad is soccer.. except that u have to kick the ball.. dotz.. the highlights of that match was just kok gettin studdded by that guy.. can't rmb his name.. yah..

anyway.. we have won most of the matches we've played so far.. although their erm.. average teams.. yepz.. i think with the prescene of rodney , benjamin , vian and kok around.. shouldn't be a problem.. they have real potential manz.. i thought rakesh was damn gd as well.. hope he can play EVERY match for us.. haha..

k lah.. hope i can get well soon.. need to train on soccer le.. need to get fitness. can't keep wasting time fallin sick.. new com's comin this sunday.. the com guy has to bring back my present com to get some parts out over the weekend.. means..no internet for a few days.. means no music for a few days.. i can't live without my com! haha... i'll pull through..

Janice's sch band performin at macritchie on 14 march.. think is 4-5 pm or 5-6 pm dunno la..

Yj concert at chong pang CC.. $6 per ticket..14march evening.. i'm supposed to go give morale support to my now ex-seniors and sch mates performing.. any1 interested to join me?

anw.. i've loggin out now.. cya..

-peace not war-

finally got the time to come down to blog.. yepz..

firstly.. got my results le.. not too bad.. i expected better..haha.. who cares.. as long as in can get me into my couse.. yepz.. got a 17.. a point worse than my prelims.. but den again.. i dun care.. yepz.. some of my friends got bad results bcoz of humanities and english.. haiz.. hope they make a right decision after this.. yepz.. i'm kinda diff from them.. i scored the worst in science subs phy 4 , chem , 5 and bio 5.. got 2s for both maths e and a.. and 3s for eng and combine humanities.. chinese remained the same.. 3.. damn.. wasted my $20 for the second exam.. nvm.. worth a shot.. i suck at science anw..

yupz..recently down with the flu.. lots of phelgm .. running nose.. even inflammation in throat..haiz.. sad.. i dun wanna be sick when i'm free.. waste of time.. i wanna be able to do everything when i'm free.. play soccer.. go cycling.. go eat anything.. go watch movie.. now i'm stuck at hom.. trying to force a recovery asap.. supposed to go to seoul garden tml.. but my throat's been killing me.. haiz.. how? tml go there drink water onli? haha.. dunno manz..

anw.. benny acc me to np this morning to pay up and apply for mass comm.. yepz.. finally know the way there.. haha.. well.. see whetehr i get called up and shortlisted lor.. haha.. if not i go design or business management or something.. haha.. yepz.. see fate la.. haven't done my JAE.. dunno when i'm gonna.. abit unsure lately.. i need at least 6 choices incase i dun get into any.. yepz.. mayb should even consider bio chem related courses.. haha..jk.

BIG FIsh.. weird name for a movie based on love and fairy tales ain't it? hehe..

just found out that those rappin competitions are actually real.. they have 1 broadcasted on mtv.. watched it last nite.. cool man.. how they come up with words so quick dissin' each other.. it's amazing.. it's brilliant to watch.. think it's called MC competion of something.. yepz.. realli reminds me of eminem.. but eminem's last battle in the 8 mile was de BEST man.. real killed the words out of his opponent leavin him no shit to rebutt.. haha..damn cool.. especially the part he went a capella.. is it true chinese ppl can't rap?

i'm freakin sleepy now.. mayb bcoz i got up at 8 today to go to Np to apply.. or mayb bcoz we played pool for 3 consecutive days or mayb bcoz my medicine is just gettin my drowsy.. haha.. should be the last option.. by now u should get it that my blog for today ends around here..

yeah..

-peace out-

tml is the day that i thought i would be prepared for.. all this while i was so busy plannin wad i was going to do for the next years of my life that i forgot that it will ALL depend on tml.. 2.30pm..

haiz.. i freakin nervous now.. keep tellin my self to keep calm.. so that i won't get gastric pain tml.. luckily tml b4 sch there's this outing.. yah..hope it'll ease my nerves till then.. yepz.. " wad's done is done..wad's done is done..wad's done is done..wad's done is done.." i need that in my head all the time.. even now my hands are turning cold as i type this..

so many questions still left in my head.. i've not decided where i want to go yet.. hope tml will clear things up a little for me. .yepz.. there's always other course rite? i mean.. if u aren't fated to b there.. u're not lor.. yepz.. why worry rite? hehx.. just wished that someone will b there when i get my results.. at least someone to share the happiness OR sadness with..haha.. obviously she won't b there.. she has to get her own results too rite? haha..

ok crap.. i'm real nervous now. .i shalt not talk about O's no more.. destiny lies in fate.. and ur own work brings fate.. ya wadeva..

anyway.. AMI starting soon.. hope thier singing will soothe me a little..yepz..

SEE YA PPL! GOOD LUCK FOR UR RESULTS! AND...


-ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE-

-Group E5
You are found to be a person who loves to love. You prefer emotional decision more then mantel decisions. You consider life just to enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to call FLURTIES.
You love to increase the list of your friends and beloveds.
You have a number of dreams but you never work hard to make your dreams come true which is the biggest drawback in your nature you take everything much lightly.



With in 7 days you will meet a person whom you have never met before that is the person ideal for you.

-If your personal colour is blue, you are introspective and purposeful by nature. You hold conservative beliefs and under stressful conditions, prefer to withdraw into gentler surroundings. You seem to have a lot of control over your passions and desires, but are sensitive to the needs and feelings of others, nonetheless. You are a loyal friend and would prefer to lead a sober life.

ok i spent my day slacking at home.. slept till 11am.. first time can slp so well.. the sun didn't shine in much today.. yeah.. most of the time the sun will glare so much in my face.. even if pull the curtains the wind will blow them open.. then the curtains will be slappin on my face and stuff.. haha..nvm.. point is i slept till rather late today..

yepz then spent the afternoon researching AGAIN on poly courses and entry requirements.. even went to NTU and SMU's websites.. yepz.. dunno if i'm makin the right decision..

yah.. then around 5pm went cycling.. again.. sienz. wanted to cycle pass aj to see if i can catch a glimpse of any1 i noe.. but the traffic light had so many ppl.. so i turned left.. and headed into Ang Mokio ave 10 side.. yepz. since i was there. .thought i would pay Becka a visit.. i reached her house downstairs.. no1 at home..dotz.. haha.. yepz.. it look liked it was gonna rain.. so i rushed back.. yepz.. didn't rain till now.. dotz again.
then later found out the no1 answered the phone at becka's hse coz she was bathing.. dotz again.. haha.

yepz.. came back . ate the same thing i ate for lunch for dinner.. haiz. left overs. yepz.. then watched tv.. came online.. chatted abit.. watched AMI till now.. chat online again.. those ppl online dun seem to b respondin much.. except for 1.. haha..

supposed to go out tml.. go walk walk or sth.. haha.. but seems can't make it.. tight schedule... gotta go give FREE tuition tml at sch..hope she appreciates this..

got asked by my fren to go back to help play my clar for yjc concert.. again.. haiz.. dunno wad to do.. should i go? according to her.. no1's playin my part now.. i dun wanna b irresponsible.. but.. is it a waste of time.. i dunno.. no offence.. but to me i dun feel they are ready to take part in a concert.. i mean.. u are letting ppl pay to watch u lehz.. i noe u ppl work hard.. but the basics are not realli there yet.. need to work on alot of things lor.. intonation especially.. the clashes make my hair stand..

-ok i get it-

ok.. apology excepted..

i think i've officially withdrawn from school already.. yepz.. form ct called today and said i didn't inform her that i wanted to leave sch.. ya.. so anyway.. my mum from a letter to notify her and my father went down personally after lunch to drop her that letter.. yepz. so i think i'm now a free man..

all i have to do now is get my life sorted out.. wad do i want to do.. hmm.. think if i can get into a JC.. it'll have to be Aj.. if it isn't then.. i'll go to a poly.. ngee ann to take mass comm if possible.. or nyp to take media management , again.. if possible..all requires b3 and above for english.. minimum.. i suppose.. haiz.. left onli a few days to decide.. life is tough..

hehe.. any of u watch titus? i remember the phrase.. " LIFE.. is easy. And if yours isn't.. QUIT WHINING!" haha.. watching star world makes my day.. sometimes.. i'm not watching as much TV or soccer as i used to already.. i dunno why.. even though i'm at home most of the time i spent as much time as i can on the pc.. either chattin or finding new songs to sing , play , wadeva.. and ofcoz.. blogging.. haiz.. there are so many things that i want to type in a blog.. but rumours are irritatin.. yepz.. i hate the teasin.. the rumours.. the commotion about stuff that u dun realli want to disclose but just have to. u noe wad i'm sayin? U noe wad i mean????? coz i don't.. haha..hahahaha.. i'm crazy.. mad.. over u.. am i? no idea.

went back to band today.. didn't realli HELp them out much.. just went to see them.. chat with them.. catch up with them.. yeah.. saw a damn irritatin new junior.. sec 1.. childish.. immature.. sec1.. haha.. yepz.. i offered to help sylvia in her a maths.. she said ok.. so now i have to go down to aiss every tuesday and thursday b4 band to coach her or at least give her some help..yeah.. and i'm doing it for free..

Big Fish was a show i actually wanted to watch as well.. just that i totally forgot about it AND the title.. ewan mcgregor's in the film.. not bad.. he can actually act a few types of roles.. obi wan ( star wars ) , christian ( moulin rouge ) and now this.. hmm.. versatile actor.. should get an oscar of something.. haha..

Any1 wanna watch sumtinks gotta give with me? it seems nice.. kinda.. a little weird.. but i dun mind watchin.. it'll be a change to see keanu in a different form.. instead of NEO.. haha..

haiz.. so sienz.. need to sort things out fast.. less than 72 hours to decide my fate. hope i can get to choose an option whether or not to go to poly or JC.. now i have the choice.. my parents agree on both.. hmm.. so now it's just me.. JUST ME AND MY LIFE..

bayern v madrid.. later. 3.30am.. dun think i'll watch.. tired now.. going to slp soon.. yeahz..

-will u complete me?-

in case u didn't know.. time is a precious thing .. especially on weekends..

that's my nick on msn.. if u didn't see it that is.. wanna know why i wrote tt? bcoz i'm freakin pissed.. so far.. everybody that is late at least turns up and goes in the end.. but noooo.. u told me to wait there at 10.15.. i left the house at 10... rushing there incase i was late.. i didn't receive no calls... so i waited.. waited till 10.45.. ya.. i thought we could go.. nonono.. " eh.. i think we finish at 12.. u go first" was the first thing i heard.. WITH who? kevin as usual was late.. he was already gettin out of the house i pressumed.. can't blame him.. he was chattin till 4am for wadeva reason.. but U.. u told me to meet at 10.15.. and i canceled other plans to go out with U ALL.. and wad.. u don't turn up? dun tell me u didn't know about CCA yesterday? even if u did couldn't u just send me an sms in the morning.. dun have to wait till i wake up and walk there then tell me u can't make it rite? MY WHOLE morning is wasted..

at least he has changed abit.. workin life made him a better person.. wad has that jc done to u.

FINe.. i'll put this all behind.. but not until i have my part of the 'fun'..

weekends.. today supposed to be family day for me.. sundays my mum goes dancing.. my brother goes church.. my father goes cyclin.. i don't do anything.. so goin to sentosa on sunday is fine for me this week..

u were like.. so wanna go acjc tml or not?.. u kept askin tt question.. so many times.. since i see u as a gd friend.. i decided to go lor.. i dun even have tix.. and no girls are even going.. YOU wanted to go.. so i went WITH u.. both of u bought tix.. i didn't.. i always thought that it isn't the place u are goin to .. it's the company u're with..

it's time for a taste of ur own medicine.. it isn't the first time.. i admit i was late a number of times as well.. but at least i turn up.. huh.. maybe i can't blame u.. bcoz if it u didn't stay in sch.. u'll probably get kicked out rite.. ha.. there's always other places.. ITE not bad wad..

if it weren't for this blog.. i'll probably spit at ur face when i see it.. that is if i dun receive and apology.. i wonder if u even think that u are in the wrong.. but no.. i'm gonna put a mask and pretend its all ok.. until u read this entry i guess.. then mayb u'll understand..

i want my apology or at least an explanation.

- now i comprehend ur feelings -

haha.. got the green lite from my parents to stop sch.. who cares if yj don't let me withdraw.. haha.. withdraw myself.. pon all the way! haha.. Ai band has grown SOOOO much bigger.. anw.. some ajcians came over today to practise for talent time.. not bad.. got quite talented ppl.. even a girl who hasn't got any back grnd of playin the drums.. she managed to learn tt thing u do in just 2 days.. nono.. less.. bout 3 hrs the most i guess.. cute girl..

william was my primary sch mate.. think he doens't noe me last time.. but i know him.. haha. so he was quite shocked when i told him i knew who he was.. anw.. eng choon was in aj as well.. didn't see him for 4 whole years liaoz.. he didn't change much.. just taller.. haha.

just can't get her off my mind ya.. haha.. nvm.

oh yah.. i went to yj today at around 12.30! haha.. think i can be considered as outsider le.. nvm la.. sch dun acknowledge my withdrawal.. i get student fare on buses and mrt.. not bad wad. haha.. just pon lor..haha..

yepz goin to aj tml at 1pm to help them again.. haha..they better give me a treat after this man.. lend them the house as practice area.. give free drummin lessons.. made sure she could play.. somemore need to put on sch u to get into aj.. risk myself being caught trespassing.. haha.. nvm. it's worth it ..in a sense.. if u noe wad i mean..

anw. i gtg. le.. damn tired.. u jc ppl must all be sleepin rite now! haha..

-few days left..

i'm so bored. pon lessons since i came to school.. now in sch library burning time . i've got gastric pains and i feel like i have diarrhea. feel like going to toilet all the time. haha.. die liao.. i wanna go home after this. maybe can get early leave form or something like that. or maybe i'll just walk out the gate and tell her i've already withdrewn. hope to withdraw by tml.. veri sienz liaoz.. come to sch also no meaning.. today hl , ws, jie en and cindy came to yj to crash.. think they only went for one chem lecture and now waiting for maths lecture in the library also.. haha.. so lame.. pon aj to come yj.. hope i can convince my father asap to let me withdraw from sch.. i dun understand lor.. yesterday at dinner my brother was persuading me to withdraw from ' the stupid school' already.. yah.. ALREADY.. my mum agrees too.. but i've got to let my father sign.. while we were discussing that yesterday he kept quiet so i asked him for his comment.. he said.. up to u lor.. begins with the end in mind... haha.. his fav phrase.. but weirdly that phrase actually gives me some pressure.. am i makin the right choice ? anyway today i found out that nyp has this film and media management thing.. its related to mass comm as well. so i guess if i decided that np is too far away.. i have to go nyp and take it.. yepz.. its a newly launched coursed.. just this year.. nyp is so near my place.. why not rite? its eitehr nyp or np or aj.. i won't ever come back to yj.. the honey moon 3 months are not as relax as it seems.. yj sucks so much my straw feels inferior!haha.. lame.. but i thought of it.. so erm.. still lame.. wad the hell. i'm freakin bored here in yj library.. wanna shit.. think have gastric pain again.. so sienz.. so sienz.. goin home after this.. i decided le..


YJ sucks so much all the straws in the world feels inferior..

another slacky day.. pon sch again.. didn't even tell my parents.. onli told my maid not to wake me up in the morning haha.. yepz.. tml morning goin to sp and np open hse.. hope has arrived! will elaborate further tml.. i veri tired le.. BYEZ..

the thought of u remains in me..

hmm.. hope my missing of lessons won't affect me too much.. i still want to catch up.. but at home.. hate sch. . realli wanna see whether poly is better or not.. heard there is a poly open hse this sat.. maybe i shud go see see.. don't realli noe much about poly life.. but i've been hearing alot about it.. hmm.. anybody interested in goin wif me? haha..

i feel much better stayin at home too.. can do the work at my own time.. no pressure.. it's just me and my passion.. and lots of tit bits.. if i'm interested in it i'll work on it wan.. at my own time.. anyway john's not going tml i pressume.. anyway.. i feel kinda sick too..

oh yah.. cherlynn u asked me my opinion of the gers in our class.. well.. i kinda scared i offend some.. haha.. nvm la hor.. hope they forgive me..

well..

Angelina.. think she's quite a nice person to talk to.. veri approachble also ya.. Tiffany.. think she has quite a unique character.. yepz.. veri erm.. ang moh kwan wan.. so different from the girls in my sch.. haha.. Leh jun.. the 'ghost' of p24.. onli seen her once.. haha.. was expecting the mystery girl to be some chio bu.. haha.. no offense though.. charissa's gone down under le rite? nvr realli knew her.. haven't spoke to her yet.. Natasha seems veri nice too.. always smiling wan.. erm.. think my friend likes her haha. she quite chio la.. sharada erm.. seems veri gd friends with natasha... hehe.. seems nice too.. can see she isn't the dao type.. Ling fang always seems veri stressed.. she's the first girl i talked 2 on the second day i was in sch with p24.. she seems ok but vERi stressed! should ask her to relax... heard she's workin.. maybe that's why she's so tensed.. Marzuka ar.. i've been in the same class as her since sec 3! haha.. she's a nice person to talk to.. she can write pretty well i guess.. she and liza used to top our class in essay writing.. Yvonne is SO pink! she realli takes great effort to showcase her pinkish style.. everything is pink lor... she seems ok la.. chattable.. dunno noe her well enuf i guess..and ofcoz cherlynn.. always has a view on something and never fails to let it out to the world! haha.. kinda brings life to the class? i dunno.. haha.. yepz that's my view of the girls.. oh yah.. all that aside.. is vincent like erm.. has he got problems? he seems er.. how do i put it.. ar.. he kinda gives me the creeps. heh. no offense too.

my mum's askin me to go to sleep bcoz its gettin late and i'm supposed to be in sch tml.. hmm.. well. i AM goin go slp soon.. but for the sch part.. eh.. i'm not so sure.. hehe..

erm.. need a little help with the html.. could some one help? tag me..

do you like the new blog look? hehe.. cool.. it expresses how i realli feel rIGHT NOW..yeah manz.. Sschool is crap! will be back later to edit haha.. i kinda lost my phlogger link.. damn.. nvm.. later will settle that.. er.. haha.. u'all can feel free to tag on the brand new tag-board i just made! give me some new ideas on wad to do and stuff.. question me if u want.. yepz.. try not to insult PLEASE.. my days in yj are depressing enuf..

i feel pretty sucky lately.. can't stand going to school anymore.. can't wake up in the morning to go to a place full of some sucky ppl and commitments u have to make without ur own will.. task are always there for us to accomplish and blah blah blah.. somemore everyday there's this irritatin guy who likes to debate about everything under the sun.. can't stand him.. kevin said something true.. gettin sick of yj's food le.. prawn mee chicken rice.. almost everytime eat the same thing.. the other stalls seems ee.. heck.

i've so much work left to complete.. i seem so er.. can't find the word.. i just hate going to sch.. just hate it.. just hate it.. i just wanna stay at home at use my com maybe find out NEW things .. maybe play more soccer.. maybe get fitter.. maybe go work. i haven't experienced workin life before..

and there's this thing that i feel is missing in me.. dunno wad also.. gf? soccer? band? dunno.. maybe it's just takes time to adjust back to schooling life.. well. . seriously. iT sucks bad.

had a re-match thing with weihong's team on sun.. think most ppl played pretty well.. we held on although benjamin and rodney wasn't there... its gd playing soccer .. it's good to feel the same sense of i dunno hunger? to win.. to be in the same team as the ppl that i noe and trust.. it's the nicest feelin i'vehad so far.. stupid yj.. the band sucks too.. i'm thinkin maybe i should quite and join something w less hrs like prob choir? band now is like 3 times a week and can go up till 8 pm at nite.. think it realli is draining the life out of me.. i've no free time with the band.. but i like this band.. at least i like the members not too bad.. their pretty nice.. the instructor is patient.. but i think mr toh was better.. NoW i realli miss AISS concert BANd! they rock man.. i love all my juniors! well.. most of them. some lesser some more.. haha..

realli feel like shit this few days.. if onli i can decide wad i want to do in future than i can enter poly.. less stress it seems.. and heard its much mroe fun.. but wonder what the change will be like.. haiz.. heard the results of my os comin in 19 feb or seomthing.. or isit 28 feb? dunno.. hope i can get it faster and make my decision soon.. i kinda hate jc life now.. not hearing anything gd about it from others in aj too.. feel like dropping cs.. and takin just 3 a level subs in these temporary 3 mths in yj..

school life sucks.. school life sucks.

i just wanna play soccer. play music. and not go to school.

woahz.. it's been a long time since i last came on line and blogged.. yepz.. not much time left for me to do typing either .. so i'm just gonna briefly do wad i want to tell u guyz there..

ok.. i'm now studying in yj.. pon a lot of times le.. today told the sch i was sick and went to aj to crash haha.. went to their gp lectures and wasted my time there.. they were just like tellin everyone about the ezspeak thigny and stuff.. haiz.. i go to aj feel so left out.. coz all of them went thru orientation and seems closer to each other.. but in yj i feel left out as well.. nobody there seems to like soccer much.. as in the aiss ppl lahz.. only favian.. but he not so on liaoz.. dunno why also..

i think i'll be better off somewhere where ppl there i noe play more soccer than ball or badminton.. somewhere where i can talk to those ppl about anything besides soccer , studies .. etc.. that's exactly wad i am doing with those yj-SIENZ.. haiz.. can't realli click with them... maybe zaki lor.. he likes soccer as well as music.. not bad arhz.. just like me..

i just wanna get out of yjc asap! i rather go to aj manz.. got more ppl i can TALK to there.. haiz.. sad.. should have appealed there in the first place.. 2 points wasted leh!.. nvm.. hope for the best after 3 mths.. yj SUX

lalala.. sorta miss the band lah.. keep going back to their practises.. 3 times le.. shifting to the new house next week.. yepz.. supposed to have more privacy and space there.. yea. i think it wil be.. went there to see the development today.. quite satisfied with most the things.. and i realised my room is BIG... but dunno whether got place for a drum set.. think i'm gonna set my mind on buying it..

gathering yesterday.. didn't realli work out.. lucky shaun came.. wondered what would happen if he wasn't there.. everybody would just be sitting there doing nothing.. luckily we still played some games.. performance sucked real bad.. but wad the heck.. wad would u expect from amateurs tryin to put up a last minute performance...

just received a call from yj tellin me to pay $13 and stuff on friday.. yepz.. startin sch le.. hope will b able to play soccer like in secondary 2.. EVERYDAY.. fraid i won't be able to catch up witht he otehr schs if i make it to a better one after march..

it's already the 31st of january ritez.. so here's my new year resolutions .. for now : buy drum set , be a better person , find a better person , play soccer , go for music refresher course!

this year's a bad year. some parts especially. so hope the next brings me good and fresh starts in a new environment both in sch and at home.. haha.

just came back from ktv with parents and relatives.. not much x'mas mood though.. it's supposed to be x'mas eve.. oops.. no. it's already x'mas... haha. 2am le. didn't noe.. anyway.. sang xin ru dao ge.. improved. relatives said i should sing jacky's song.. suits my baritone voice.. haha.. 'baritone'.. later my father fetched bro to friends x;mas countdown. i was in the back of the car.. wishing i had that special someone to spend my x'mas with.. haha.. oh yah.. just now wen to cause way point.. bought presents for favian , mindice and brother.. spent more than $55.. still haven't buy zhihao's puzzle! not enuf money! haha. sibei tired le.. gtg.. bb. MERRY X'MAS!!

just came back from some x'mas concert thing at my brother's church... yahz.. it is a SUN concert.. Ho yeow sun's... free concert.. so i just went lorz.. today first day..first show.. didn't expect it to be so crowded.. think more thatn 5000 ppl.. so no choice.. we late comers had to watch upstairs in the 'overload room'.. yah.. there was just this big screen.. my cousin darren was sayin this is the first time he has been in a concert which has everything except the concert! haha.. the room was dark.. and everybody was singing and wavnig thier light sticks to Sun's music.. well.. to the screen that is.. we left after the show to get free ice cream the church was giving out for that nite.. then i went to geylang... to eat tau huay..

the journey past one of the alleys.. saw alot of girls standing along the street.. dyed hair.. smoking.. think they are hookers.. yepz.. disgusts me..

Played soccer yesterday morning.. those bowen guyz didn't turn upwith 11 as we thought.. instead they turned up with 5.. so we had to wait from 11 to 11.45.. for the other teams to finish one half.. then we started.. they only had 9.. omg.. so we had to 'lend' them one player.. so it was 9 on 10.. we had 9. then later benny and chris joined us.. so it became 11 on 10.. wth.. after the first half of 30 MINUTES.. they stopped the game.. we already leading 6-0.. then dunno why.. those small boys dun wanna continue le.. haha..

knn.. i just got tricked.. wasted so much of my sms and time.. and flexing of face muscles to frown and think... i hate this kinda sms thingy.. bleahz.. going to get ready for soccer le

haha.. didn't manage to pull myself out of bed to go meet them.. too bad.. furthermore kok isn't goin , so i scared i'll be super bored.. anywayz.. he made aosccer match 4 us tml.. dunno whether will ask wx to go or not.. i got my primary sch friend to cover left mid for us.. hope he performs.. it'll be the first time i play centre mid.. a little worried though.. lack of experience.. wth. it's just a game..

felt like i just wasted the day away.. i did 3 basic things , eat , sleep and watch tv. until now. sienz. seems like tml's match will not be so complete.. lots aint playin.. think the first team line up will be:
( chris , favian , john , weihong , me , rodney , shaun , johny , yewtuck , shaun's friend , keeper)
i dunno.. alvin and chiu cannot make it.. we are hoping benny can stand in.. but i guess his back is giving him problems.. somemore he says he has to go to aj.. bloody hell.how like that..

will have to see how... gtg discuss more le.. bb

they just left my house a few mintues ago.. i finally could take a bath and go to sleep.. which i'll do right after this..

bout 20 ppl turned up last nite. but i think i didn't take care of the so called 'guest' enuf.. but too bad lahz.. i did my best le.. one moment i'm going up to take the bike.. the next i'm at the other house takin margarine and tongs. then a moment later i have to run to the billiard room to sign stuff.. then some one will call me to go up stairs again to collect some things.. then some one will complain that there are not enough of somethings.. and i have to go up and get it again.. arhz.. anw.. it's prob the last time rite.. so nvm lahz..

gd luck to all of u.. jc postings will be tml... hope u get into the jc of ur choice.. i have to.. if not i die. haha. 1st choce yj lehz.

and to Sylvia, Happy Birthday.. see u guyz later..

gtg. tired.

peace out.

i've been neglecting this site manz.. so guilty.. haha. yesterday was the long awaited 13th dec.. the 4e2 bbq.. only few ppl turned up. omg.. it's like a private bbq.. so few.. i thought it was whole 4e2.. lucky didn't bring ball .. no one will play.. cycled alot lorz.. uncle cheat our money.. other she tell 4 hrs $10.. we all he say 3 hrs $10.. wah liaoz..nvm lah.. blue moon.

i loved the sea breeze... especially sitting there with everybody.. just chatting.. not a care in the world. and shouting out to sea.. relief stress.. johny wants to go there again.. i dun mind.. why not we camp there one night or cycle over nite or something.. but i wanna sit on that rock again.. it gives me a sense of freedom.. but it lacks one thing.. i think i know wad it is. haha.. it'll be perfect if there was that 'thing' there...

haha.drew a some stuff on the sand.. . oh yah. i lost my nike water bottle.. haiz. 2nd time le. eve had to go back by 10.30pm.. if not mother will scold..haha.. so we had to leave by 9.30.. initally they wanted to leave at 8.30++.. then they said 9.15.. they were quite upset when we got to the bus stop at 9.35pm on my watch. means 9.25 in real time.. aiyoz.. the bus hadn't even come yet. anyway.. i saw eve abit upset so called her mum.. tell her she'll be back late lorz. haiz.. then the rest i lazy to talk about lahz.. haha.. anw.all 4 guyz , johny ,wee wee, cs and me sent the 2 gers back home. saw the rest of the ppl that stayed at the park till late at yishun interchange after that.. haha.. i thought they wanted to watch movie.. dotz.. anw.. i gtg le. it's late. soccer tml.

peace out.

palyed soccer again today..so sienz.. raining when we started to play.. i had gastric pains.. went to mindice hse to shit.. came down after takin my medicine.. wanted to go home.. then waited half hour.. medincine took effect.. played soccer till dunno when.. coz ok le mahz..yah.. den after that went to macs with vian.. ate Mc pepper.. then go home.. slack until now.. play gb.. play msn.. nothin much.. tml they coming play pool.. hmm someone last tiem ask me to invite her to play if got play.. i 4got who le.. haha.. think i shud ask her to come if playin.. hmm.. can't remember..

so long nvr blog le..

played soccer today.. so lame.. 2v2... the rest eitehr dun wanna go or cannot make it lorz.. haiz.. just go there kick a few balls.. found a challenger to play soccer with us.. most prob next wed.. yah..sorta lookin fwd to the bbq on sat.. supposed to bk a bbq on mon for the e4ians too.. dunno .. will confirm with the rest tml or soething.. not sure yet.. hmm.. yah.. the best part of today was the night soccer.. enjoyed it quite ok... john tan hot arhz.. play like he wants to play soccer!! never seen him so hot bout it b4.. haha.. oh yah. b4 that when to watch movie.. MATRIX revo rocks.. we went in thinking it was another lousy production like reloaded.. haha.. we were wrong.. it was little like reloaded.. it was much more exciting.. much more colourful and the special effects are the BEST!! haha.. lucky didn't watch brotehr bear.. hehe.. trinity died in the end.. i dunno wad happened to neo.. probably got back to zion and remain blind forever lorz.. quite sad lahz.. john said he look like demon hunter with the red bandage on..haha.. quite cool.. the way he blow stuff up with his hands only.. its like.. woah.

yah..den played soccer at the place near chris house.. the open area.. there were social dance classes on.. and abit of martial arts boys practising at the corner.. yah.. so we played soccer.. free for all..dribling.. thenlater passing.. then passing with movement... felt like training session.. haha..then asked john to practice his crosses.. quite nice.. needs more practice.. ya.. think shaun and vian veri hot about the match.. so ami.. but a few ppl that we wanted to ask to play can't make it.. so.. gotta ask outsiders lor.. my friends.. kok friends.. wadeva la.. yah.. okok.. i've finally reached a stone hammer in gunbound.. haha.. gtg.. cya.

i didn't even step out of the house today.. feel veri lethargic.. no choic.. need to force a recovery fast.. got bbq on sunday and a bday party to go to on sat.. tml somemore wanna play soccer.. kok and alvin got mayon match.. hell.. nvm.. hope favian manage to get another few ppl.. if not 7 ppl play veri sienz arhz.. arhz.. hope tml will be fun..2 weeks nvm touch soccer ball liaoz.. holiday lehz.. can u believe it.. if i dun play soccer soon .. where will i vernt all my frustrations on?? haiz.. listening to jay chou.. recalling the past.. past times in school.. why didn't i treasure them enuf.. now it's over.. and we'll be in another school soon.. so sad.. gonna miss e4ians definitely.. but will miss our the soccer ppl most.. zhihao , kok , vian , alvin , xiong ( owes me my watch and nike shirt ) , tlg , huat , tuck ( yeah wth ) , johny , xiangyong , cx ( wtf.. ) , zhiwei , and i'm sory if i left anyone out.. yah.. gonna miss playing soccer with u all lorz.. i'll miss the 4e2 2e4ians also.. gonna miss talking bout girls with johny and singing ahem ahem songs.. and calling xiangyong from the back and see him walk over haha.. then there is the wistling to call yuwu.. and the all so familiar glare of jie en when we keep askin her for staplers.. haha.. and ofcoz the stealing of the snacks we always get from myriam and jie en and adrienne and yuwu.. haha.. gonna miss that.. yah gonna miss singing with hl too.. and making insulting remarks with chiuhao about various ppl.. haha.. all these.. i will definitely miss.. and then there is also the copying of homework day in day out.. and living in fear of mrs heng's bio lesson.. and ofcoz the funny and amusing stories of morais.. oops.. i mean MR morais.. haha.. still remembered one time i slept in mrs heng class. and it took like 3 calls from her to wake me up.. no wait. it was johny that woke me up.. and when i got up.. everyone was looking back at ome.. un4gettable ar..

didn't do much today.. got up and wanted to play soccer le. still sick though. but i really want. msged vian to confirm playing. then shaun they all say they cannot tahan liao.. didn't sleep mah they.. so ok lorz.
yah went to my music teacher's house to learn bout com music..veri veri interesting. gonna get my dad to buy a portable keyboard for me. when i finished i msged ppl coz i didn't noe where to go. johny asked me to watch movie. then on the way back to yihsun he said he watching le. haha. nvm la. he's got a good reason anyway. yah then came back lorz.. benny got his bike home. finally. and his bag too. i still haven't heard of weixiong. and my $137 watch is still with him. scared he angry then go pawn it or something. i've been having nightmares abouthim. haha.yah. wonder wadz the score between singapore and malaysia. no wait. i don't want to know unless singapore wins.. yah. watched tv. ate. coughed alot. now ok le. thinkin lorz.. go msn le. chat..

quite happy today.. everything sorta went rather ok. better than i expected. i was quite reluctant to leave the house to WATCH them play bball.. haha.. ofcoz la. but the day was good. there was a suggestion to go and watch the body exhibition at EXPO.. the one with the dead ppl.. haha.. onli dice , me and eve wanted to go.. haha.z. so ok lorz. ended up at the zhihao's house.. didn't do much there.. this is when u realise is not where u go. it's the company that is important. not bad. didn't know this group of ppl could gel. cool.. oh yah.. bought a damn nice cd.. Bon Jovi : this left feels right.. nice cd title too.. hehe. it's the acoustic version of some of their songs.. veri cool. veri nice. brings out the groove in you. haha. next is to buy red hot chilli peppers.. yeah.. hen watch 5 movies.. wishing stairs , ju-on (final) , return of the kings ( lotr 3) , brother bear and looney tunes.. maybe if i can love actually as well.. haha.. the trackers went for chalet today.. won't see them till thursday..then play soccer. still abit sick.. tml first com music lesson..

that sorta celaers thigns up a little. at least on the birhgt side it looks like a hands-off warning. haha. er...

well.. turns out that she came back online.. haha,, she told me she answered him le.. now 'm awaiting the answer. she said yes.

haiz... dman depressing arhz.. i waited the whole nite on msn just to be able to talk to her on msn.. then she went to watch tv she said.. when she came back she said she gtg.. wad the hell.. haiz.. wadz the use. she won't even come to visit this place will she?

dun pretty much of thinking today..was sick today so spent whole day at home.. sleeping , slacking and thinkin alot.. but i still can't get it straight.. why do i have to feel this way? i hate htis bloody feeling.. feeling on confusion and unsurity.. unsuirty.. is that even a word? arh.. who cares. u got my point.. dman ads keep popping up on my screen.. dman irritaitn.

it's now almost 1am.. i waited since 10 to chat with her.. luckily for me.. there are others online.. haiz.. i dunnow hy but i have this feeling.. this hope that she doesn't agree to him.. i duno why even..i think i still feel something.. i hate this.. everytime i see her or talk to her or just walk next to her i feel this small flame being rekindled.. maybe it was never even put out..

sista remindered me of the thing i said i would do o HER on grad nite.. if u'all wanna noe wand that is.. go read my previous blogs.. haha.. haiz..

i hope she'll win in the end. like they said.heehee.

Graduation was last ntie.. had too much to eat and too much loud music pumped into my head.... perspiration and cold air dun mix.. got sick.. guyz wanted to chill out somewhere or just just walk and walk and walk after that.. so we did just that.. i was bloody sick.. veri xin ku.. nbut i still continued.. haha.. but apparently at around 12 mid night some ppl wanted to go home liaoz.. haiz.. nvm...

yesterday was quite memoriable rite.. i mean.hehe. everyone can see some old flames rekindled and stuff haha.. i shalt not mention any names.. haiz.. ok.. yesterday was the first time i saw ppl wearing so nice outfits.. woah.. iliyas's was the best man.. beige leather coat and pants with a black turtle neck.. pro..the girls eh.. i thought most them looked nice.. yah.. the girls were like so elboratedly dressed up for the nite.. haha.. not like some teachers who were like.. so casually dressed.. but nvm la.. like we care. at least no one wore the same shirt clr as me. benny , chiu hao and yewtuck wore exactly the same colours.. haha.. lucky.. didn't go to those common shops like g2000 and u2 to buy...

well.. the food sucked.. not up to standard la.. everything was rrather tasteless.. yah.. orh maybe bcoz i was already kinda sick b4 that..

the lindy hop dance thing was ok ok la.. i mean for thsoe that participated it was kinda er.. ok la. quite fun. but for htose sitted they were thought to tdo stupid hand actions.. haha. most of them think is kinda lame.. can't blame them right.. i mean... seriously. those were stupid hand actions. most of them were just sitting there chattin.. tkain photos.. hmm.. maybe its not so bad after all..

i didn't get to take enuf photos... was too busy i guess. oh yah. won second prize in the lucky draw.. haha.. my 007 number actually was kinda lucky.. hehe.. not bad.. a canon scanner worth $149 haha... iliyas wanted to buy it for $50.. nahz.. dun think i'm gonna sell it. i've been needin a scanner for veri long liaoz..

think the best part of the night was the dancing part.. it could have been more fun if ALL the e4ians had joined in.. oh well.. it's not the first day we know them. anw we had fun.. we actually brought the crowd in the mood together with MR row and gang mann.. first it was the train.. we started out with 5 ppl.. chris leading, then shaun , me, xiong and benny.. then the train continued.. woah.. it was like damn long. power siahz.. haiz.. hl and eve didn't participate in anything.. neither did favian and johny and zhihao and blah blah blah.. hope they had fun watchin.. hehe.. maybe they didn't wana get their clothes wet..

after that had a lot of photo takin.. was drenched in my own sweat mann.. who cares.. natural is nicer.. took with the ppl i wanted to take with.. the e4ians especially.. it was cool... i never knew 2e4 was so big.. woah.. it's like alot of us man.. it was cool..

hah.. oh yah.. Mdm SHaron tan got kinda shocked to see my hair like that.. hehe.. in fact i was kinda shocked to see myself as well..anyway now it's back to normal..

yah.. we spent the nite ,or morning romaing the streets for something to do.. the guyz la. and hl , eve and mj.. the rest went home...... xiong got lost on the way.. i thought he was following us.. i dunnno wad he was doing sleeping on the bridge opposite fullerton.. i woke him up.. i mean.. i called his name. he got up.. then i dunno liaoz.. didn't manage to get him le.. nahz guess he went home.. or somethin..

i dunno.. it feels pretty weird.. it's like i'm missing somethin in my life now.. i dunno.. like something is not complete.. i dun feel that i've done wad i shud have done.. hmm... dunno..

so many things to say.. but my fingers are gettin tired from all this typing.. it's 12.41 in the after noon now.. maybe i'll come back later to cont blogging about last nite.. in the mean time, i'll go gunbouding.. haha.. that cheers me up a little... now thinkin whether to watch wishing stairs with kok they all later.. cya peeps.. peace out

i realised ppl can change if left to face with boredom for several hours.. haha..

bought so much stuff these few days.. actually not much.. but feel like it's a lot.. yesterday went to queens way and pondered a long time whether or not to buy the boots..it was $79. i onli sold my predator for $40.. but salam sold it to me for $55.. thought it was rather reasonable.. then today i went back again.. reaslised i needed a pair of casual wear shoes and slippers as well.. and i got them lorz.. went to suntec at first to check out the price.. wanted to buy there initially.. luckily i went to salam.. got a discount from $113 to $75.. not bad.. haha.. going to spend money tml again before the soccer thingy.. buy grad nite shirt.. haha. ya.. noone's online..cya

o's finally over..
breathed a sigh of relief after the paper today.. THE LAST ONE.. bwahaha.. but after that it didn't realli feel veri ' last day' it felt veri ..erm.. shitty. brought ball.. soccer shoe.. initial plan was to go hockey court.. play soccer.. some didn't want to. some wanted to play bball.. haiz.. if wanna play bball tell me on monday lahz.. den i dun bring ball mahz.. haiz.. nvm la..

eventually also went there to play soccer.. sucked though.. place was too big and i kept missing chances.. den tried practicing finishing.. i realli suck.. wad a 'boost' to my confidence for the game tml.. erzz.. hope got enuf ppl to play la.. if not i call 2 of friends come join us le.. so far only got shaun, vian , chris , xiong, chiu ,me .. benny and kevin.. dunno whether they can play.. haiz.. played too much today i think..

supposed to feel happy today.. why isit i feel so damn down... must be the soccer-bball issue.. tmd la.. like that dunno whether saturday they playin or not.. at least i noe xy will be playing.. tan too.. benny also trying to force recovery.. if really cannot get enuf ppl get my 2 friends la.. one offensive wan.. one defensive.. they quite pro wan.. haha..

life seems so meaningless.. nothing to look forward to nowadays.. we realli should get a chalet or somesort la.. or its equivalent.. heck.. yea..just received a msg from her.. haha.. she'll never noe how much that means to me man.. hee..

anybody going to buy clothes for grad nite? i also need to buy.. will galdly accompany u.. (depends la)

a little short on cash lately.. need to buy so many things.. boots , jersey, grad nite clothes, mindice bday present ( my share costs $20 ) , favian's bday present and a treat for jn.. think will ask my parents soon..

well.. cya..

yea.. it's the end of another week.. woah.. long time never see this place. didn't surf net for long time too.. yea.. all 3 sciecnes finished now only left 2 papers!! yea geography and a maths p2..

gotta learn to watch my temper and the stuff i say.. i tend to over do things recently.. frustrated with myself prob.. yea. must be the exams.. THE EXAMS.. seems like 4 yrs of work going down the drain after each paper.. yea..every paper i take brings me one step away from target of 12 points.. haha my hope's a dream.. think will prob go to poly le.. yea. i mean i noe my father doesn't want me to.. but when the results are out wad can anybody do? haha..

they gonna buy jersey and stuffs.. hey.. isn't the jersey thing supposed to be a class thingy and not a soccer thingy.. heck.. wad d hell.. anyway some ppl also not buying.. kaoz so many things to buy.. still need to give favian and mindice birthday present.. think won't get too ex le.. no choice. hehe.. wait for x'mas lor. :p think i've gotta give someone a treat for lending me her tys during this Os.. yea.. should get her something maybe.. oh well.. chem today was ok i guess.. p2 la. p1 i totally crapped up.. physics i think die le... i mean i couldn't even remember i had to use f=ma for the 1st question!! die la.. hell.. bio was ok too.. hope can get at least a B for all science.. gotta bang on my a maths and maths le..

yea..choosing jersey numbers .. i chose 22.. dunno why.. so far the taken ones are:
1-alvin
5-kok
6-xiong
7-tan
9-chris
10-vian
11-huat
14-TLG
15-kevin
16-zhiwei
17-xiangyong
22-ME
25-zhihao
34-benny

sorry if i left anyone out.. i can't remember realli.. haha..so many single digits left..

gtg le.. a maths tuition tml 9am. gonna study with ppl at woodlands lib after that.. must get a1 for geography! haha.. my hope's a dream!

-Dis angel made my life a bitch!

yea! this week is over! bwahaha.. 4 yrs of maths and chinese finally over! bwahaha! ss and english also over... now must prepare for 5 more subs.. bio , chem , physics, a maths and geography.. after that is freedom! bwahaha.. haha.. 4 yrs of my life just going in a flash.. feels a bit weird.. think i'll feel saddened definitely after this yr.. i mean. if we go our seperate ways.. ya. definitely will miss all of ya..especially the guyz..

anywayz.. played soccer after the chinese o's today.. so lame. didn't even study yesterday.. and i went to sit for it.. paper 1 over at 10.. went to eat den take ball at vian house.. reached sch 12. still got time to study. haha. went thru my book.. glance thru la.. then went out of the library awhile to join tuck , zhen hao and eve.. haha.. the 3 of them.. scaring each other.. test chiense words.. i didn't noe most of them. anyway i think they studied so hard for nothing much.. i didn't even study and iknew how to do most of the han zi and zao ju..haha.. guess 6 yrs of tuition didn't go to waste.. yah.. gotta pia sciences and a maths liao.. need all the help i can get!

haiz.. lost my soccer..haha. realli.. no skill le. dis few days play super off form.. den will get a little tempremental when i dun perform to my expectations..haiz.. who cares. must be the exams.

seems that i'm always waiting for her.. dunno why. when i come on msn i wish she comes online. when i check my hp i wish her name appears in my inbox.. when i study i wish she would be there to support me.. i get a little bit worried when i see her wif someone else..i dunno.. dunno whether it's just another illusion of my curiousity.. or wad.. maybe i should try to get to noe her better..

next week alot of ppl birthday.. no choice. u'all gotta accept wad we give.. no money la.. still must save to buy shirt for grad nite. and a pair of shoes. and a bag. and a laptop. haha.. that's after my exams la..

still yet to design my room.. i dun wanna ove into the new place with nothing in my room.. haha.. looking for inspiration.. prob will get it after o's anyway i dun have the heart to do anything except worry and study and think about stuff.. not that kinda stuff.. nice stuff..

soccer match.. 7 a side? maybe.. jersey? some may not buy.. boots.. some may not have. why don't we wear pe attire? just a suggestion.. i dun mind doing the above but the rest? i dunno..

quite tired.. blisters on my leg.. gtg le.. she reply liaoz.

u noe wad? U suck man.. i just can't stand u..realli.. u suck. when speaking o u on the phone i try.. i realli try not to be rude to u or anything.. trying to talk to u like a normal fren.. but i just can't do it.. u are a bloody ass hole.. suepr kiasu.. super hypocratic and u are super matrialistic.. i just can't stand u. you are 2 diff ppl infront of teachers and other ppl.. u're so FAKE... u FREAK. haiz.. no point insulting u so much anyway.. no point.. u won't even come online to look at our blogs anymorez.. when was the last time u even touched urs? irritating piece of shit.. i dunno why there is this grudge.. but i just can't lift that grudge.
in short. YOU DISGUST ME.
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it's been a long time since i last updated this man.. anyway it's the o's u peeps won't coem see unless ur dman free rite.. so wad the heck. u'll prob read this a few days after i've finished it.. haha.

anyway.. was the emaths paper today.. supposed to be easy.. i found it relatively ok.. but shit.. careless mistakes and stupid errors.. made me loose 8 marks le.. die.. if can't get 85 and above then sure a2 or less le.. confirm moderate de mah.. hell..

anywayz the dman ss is tml afternoon with english.. haiz.. ss is after eng at 2pm.. so think i've still got some time to sort thigns out alittle.. i haven't touch english.. heck.. it's a language.. not something u can study overnight.. ok.. mayeb i could get some inspiration of somesort from some reading materials.. shit.. i've not been reading books since like when.. sec 2 ? damn.. later just gonna glance at the format of the letter writing thingy..

studying all themes for ss except growth and venice.. so that leaves theme 1 ,2 ,3 and 5.. finished 2 and 3 le.. read thru 5 le.. going to memorise later.. have to read thru the rest of the book to.. just in case.. hehe..

to the e4ian boys: not confirm.. but there shud be a soccer match 2 weeks after we finish o levels.. so it's prob on the 1st or second weekend of december.. venue should be the field near my house.. u noe? follow bus 854 route.. versus my cousin's church friends. they're bout 25-25 yrs of age.. be prepared..11-a-side i think.

to everyone: good luck for ur o levels! forget about tkj's lame talk about doing and trying ur best.. it's almost the same thing at the olevels... coz u can't guarantee u are DOING ur best can u? u onli can TRY to..haha..

pardon the typo's i've gotta run..

gonna play soccer for 3 weeks after o's..

this is one of the worst analysis i found.. haha.

Virgo Boy

He is always very particular about his appearance and is a fussy dresser. He is not a big spender, and is careful with his money. He takes a logical approach to every aspect of his life. He expresses himself in a straightforward manner. He often lacks tact and his criticism is not always endearing. With his analytical mind, he is often engaged in activities like chess and advanced mathematics that stimulate his mind. This leaves him little time to participate in physical activities and sports. He is usually a top performer in school and has all the ingredients for a successful career, possibly as a businessman or a doctor. He should watch out for anxiety or depression, which are common amongst Virgo boys.

Virgo - o type

August 23 - September 22

for Men
Personality: You take an active part in life and are sometimes referred to as the "renaissance" man. Your tender looks are deceiving because you become a roaring lion when can't tolerate something. Words you don't even mean come right out. Try to take the rational approach, if you don't want to regret anything.

Love Tendency: Being the practical joker, you enjoy the popularity among women. You like to share your opinion about everything, even in the most frivolous things. One problem you will come across is that you will be known as the heartbreaker in your younger years. This might occur but you become a one woman' s man once you get married.

Life: Your sharp decision-making shows your steadfastness and helps you in the future. You will stick out in a group due to your leadership quality, which will be great in corporate situations. Happiness will be in your life in abundance, so look forward to it.

Good Match: Your high expectations will be met with B-type Taurus, Capricorn, and Pisces, and O-type and B-type Cancers. You'll be able to share your dreams and goals together. A-type and O-type Taurus and A-type and B-type Scorpios

Bad Match: AB-type Gemini look as if they are the romantic person who will pamper you but that is very deceiving. They will drain you mentally and you will have a hard time following their wishes. Another mismatch will be AB-type Sagittarius who will hurt you.

ok.. my phlog can work le..
spend the day sleepin.. now veri awake and alert.. going to study thru the night again.. and watch half time of the man u - fulham match haha..

yesterday did quite alot of things.. but dind't accomplish each task.. went for tuition in afternoon , lfet 2 chapters of a maths to finish revising..then met up with vian , vin , chiu. came my house to 'study'.. ended up watching talking cock and talking cock.. haha. ltr did manage to study a bit of bio.. bout 3 chapters.. then played daidee.. had to di 52 push ups with head dunked in water.. still owe 2..

now having stomach aches. gtg. bye

didn't go to school for a whole week liao except for tuesday bip pract.. so today went to sch welcomed by the new toilet-like-tiled hall.. it lacks colour and creativity.. the design sucks.. high ceiling.. hmm. come la.. next year come back play soccer there..

went for earli recess.. like bout half an hour.. it's like the sch dun care bout us le lor.. shiok. we CAN do wadeva we want lor. i mean we were not studyin but loiterin round the sch.. haha.. yah. went to collect ticket from the new councillors during recess.. the few of us were the first to take the tix.. nice. chiu got 001. i think i got the nicest number.. bwahaha.. 007. she asked me whether i wanted.. haha..hehe..

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY
went off half an hour b4 sch ended to take photos.. shiok.. 2e4-ian boys.. initial plan was to take during recess at e3.. taht didn't work. than shaun wanted to take during the lesson after recess.. e5 ppl didn't want to come out... so all went back to class.
photo shoot was a masterpiece. running towards cam.. nice. then fauzi. then the stairs. cool. we left out a few ppl. rong yao and joei. was john lim there? i'm not sure.. didn't notice. too many of us. haha.

later played soccer with e4-ians guyz.. too bad.. couldn't play properly.. everytime i ran a little stood or stood on one foot to shoot or pass or challenge a ball i feel the pain of my blisters.. damn.. so couldn't play properly the whole time.. control was like shit. came back home with 2 more extra 'extensions' of the already big blisters, and also to find out it burst. so that's why it was hurtin so badly.. raw flesh exposed.. the abrasion..

eve took the ball home.. actually wanted to stay back in sch to study.. but ended up wastin time playin.. no correction watchin them play soccer.. i didn't shoot a few.. but the pain was realli...errgh..

so went outta sch by 5.30.. bought a drink at OUR 7-11.. the onli store we go to almost everyday without fail excluding weekends.. they shoud probably give us a membership card or something.. for us 2e4 ppl.. haha.. lame.

had a nice chat.. over msn.. hmm.. wonderin.. just wonderin..

so wad if there's onli a month left for us to see each other.. we still can meet up if we realli wanna.. yea vian u gotta point there.. u'all cried like dunno wad on the last day of sec2 bcoz u were gettin seperated.. come on la.. look at us now. those that WERE meant to be seperated were seperated.. those that still clung on to each other.. well their still clinging.. hehe..wadeva. it's late i can't phrase my words properly.

just hope all of us won't cry or something on grad nite.. or wadeva u ppl take as the last day to see each other.. make it a happy occasion this time.. not all memories have to be sad ones rite?...

wad u'all wearin on grad nite?

missed sch today. first time in life. stayed at home and actually studied. did 1 compo. one a maths ppr. studied the hwole physics thingy. started on bio. started on tourism. i can never do this much things in the whole 6 hrs in sch. SChool SUx.

wondering whether i should go tml. will see.

feel like missing school like the others on friday or something.. i mean it's much more productive studying at home den in school lorz.. anyway i want to eat bk breakfast on friday morning.. and probably study there too.. realli dun feel like going.. here ii am.. 9.42pm on a tuesday night.. i sorta wasted the day again.. but i did do a few physics questions.. and i am reading alittle bit of bio once in a while.. haiz.. besides that i played a bit of soccer and watched tv..catched whose line.. drew carey show.. and ranma.. even watched abit of lydia's lame show.. wathed till 9 +.. den i thought hey.. i have a little bit of inspiration to write.. i wanted to start on the narative essay.. but decided this was much more comforting.. hehe.. i've a outta control procrastinater..

haiz.. i need clarification.. it's blocking up my thoughts, my moods.. nvm.. dun wanna talk about it.onli YOU noe about it.. YOu should noe who YOU are..

u noe.. besides a few acceptions.. i've always tried to blend in as well as possible.. and i've never delibrately tried to make anyone angry or anything.. i dunno why some ppl just dun see that.. and in midst of their own argument with other ppl.. i do sometimes make neutral remarks.. neitehr supporting either side.. but i get barked at.. it's like fucked up lor.. i really hope this person sees it sooner or later.. that sometimes he is rather ... and ... and .. those of u who read this.. dun go thinking it's u i'm insulting and all.. coz it SHOULD not be you.. anyway it's a free world.. i can say anything i wanna in this blog of MINE.. u dun like it dun read it.. i'm just stating wad i realli feel..

shouldn't this wad a blog should be like? sorta like a big confession place to throw ur doubts and unhappiness away.. most of the time infact.. after i blogged everything.. i usually just forget about it and forgive everybody who actually did wadeva thing they did.. so i should actually thank this blog.. it has probably been the most 'friend' to me.. it erased my troubles..

i realli hope i can find someone to talk to.. someone to ease the pain and confusion when something happens.. ok so i have my sisters.. but one of them just ends up scolding me for something which i had done previously.. that realli craps me up.. wad d hell..

was just reading back on today's blog.. and realised everything sounds nonsensical to me.. wad d heck.. i dun care.. just wanna type.. brothers gonna ask to use com.. i gtg.. will blog later.

ohyah willbe shifting house soon ater dec 22nd this year.. but just shift to the block next to us.. higher level.. bigger place.. finally can design my own room..

feeling high and low alot lately.. somethin's botherin me.. something has survived..

ok.. i was out on MC last thurs n fri.. so i had a long break from thursday and thru the weekend.. 4 days of slacking.. and still am.. doc said i was way too stressed... asked me to take a break.. after today i'll start studying like siao le.. i need to get 4 points less off my L1R5 to achieve my own goal.. dun wanan aim too high rite..

anyway for those of you peeps who still dun noe.. my L1R5 changed to a 16 after the addition of my physics..haha.. didn't expect to get a b3 for physics.. thought i was gonna get a just pass or somethign..thought i was kinda goin to do better for my chem.. well i DID do better.. i improved from a f9 to a d7.. but crap subject.. i still failed.. the worst thing is.. i dun get to see where i was wrong in my physics and chemistry!!!!! apparently.. the change in classroom was so 'sudden' on friday.. they couldn't hep me take my exam paper ... WHIcH THEY LEFT UNDER THE TABLE.. wen tback to school on monday onli to realsie nobody took my paper back for me.. went back to the old calss today to search for my paper.. onli found the stupid geography.. didn't find my chem n physics! HOW am i supposed to noe where i got wrong in my chem and physics! think it's thrown away bcoz of the n levels exam things.. DAMN.. i hate his life.. think i will need to borrow someone's paper and redo the bloody thing.. then check to see where i got wrong.. which concepts are wrong.. got 26 days left to save myself.. with regard to prelim result i only can enter nanyang jc.. actually i have no intention to stay there permmenantly.. i wanna enter ajc.. or if not i go poly.. these first 3 months is to try -try only. see whether j-life suits me..

today played soccer.. not bad..think they played quite well.. i dunno wad happened to the other side.. abit unbalanced actually... our team got shaun , favian and alvin.. but they got johny , xiangyong and john tan.. chris didn't play today.. think he went off wif his ahem to safra or something.. i heard.. dunno.. no right to noe.. my whole team scored accept for me.. was doing alot more runs then usual today.. experimented with dribbles. n tried shots on goal.. was quite happy with my offensive performance.. i think i sucked at hte beginning of the game..actually hope will get to play like today tml for pe.. but too bad we dun have the luxury of time tml.. will most prob be playing in ah tong field bcoz the sch will not alow us to make noise in our field.. too near yishun pr.. they having PSLE..

an update on my bro's party.. THANKS TO ALL THAT CAME.. u'all made the event less boring.. it's weird.. to me it seems lifeless and boring.. but to my bro it seems he is enjoying every moment of it.. i lost my bike reflector.. dad was quite pissed about that.. was even nagging me about it this morning in the car.. i think irealli need to buy one sooner or at least ask them to chip in to the cost.. anyway.. {rekindled} over the days.. maybe it's becoz of stress? not sure..

learned how to play part of more than words , and better man over the week on the guitar.. finished qing tian.. can play quite ok le.. supposed to teach shaun how to..
and huiling oso.. had a nice chat with renes on msn yesterday.. updates on 'gossip' haha.. i yesterday too boliao le.felt like comin on line for a chat... no one seems present.. should be studying.. hope to realli start tml..after sch will not play soccer.. will go straight home to bia bio and a maths.. hope to score all a1s for maths , amaths, and bio.. will TRY for a distinction in english and chinese.. gotta update myself on current affairs.. cannot loose out in humanities.. at least get a b3.. like that can get my L1R5 of 2+2+1+1+1+3.. = 10. DREAm. success are made of dreams.. hmm.. been dreaming lately.. of things and results and her..

i dunno wadz wrong wif me.. i seem to be pissed and irritated by ahem all the time.. every thing he does agitates me.. just feel like whackin him up.. feels like i've got a lesson o teach him.. dunno why.. just holds a damn big grudge against him.

the new system in sch is not bad.. but bio still sucks.

soccer at ah tong tml.. my phone is rather quiet today.. no rockets.. msn is quiet too.. just came to blog.. still got lots to say.. lots to regurgitate.. haiz.. think i will ask at grad nite.

for those of u who are interested to know my results for prelim.. u've come to the right place.. i won't say it's the best score though..... it's the WORST. sorta.

got back my chinese paper 1 yesterday..was praying that my compo would get a 33.. i got it. was so darn happy.. letter got 15/20.. that's a record for me.. overall i made a 72 percent pass! that's an A2! for the first time.. bwahaha.. (some more win someone by 1 point.. bwahaha).. but i cannot be contented.. doesn't mean that if i don't study i will get an A2.. anw, i HAVE always had chinese tuition frequently.. many times a week.

let me start with the bad news..
i got a b3 for english..

the worse news..
i got a c6 for geography.. and a b4 for ss.. that's a c5 for humanities.. shit.. shit geography.. should have taken lit. maybe got higher chance of scoring a 3 or 4..
ss got a 20/25 lehz for source base..too bad the structured part got onli an 11...

the worst news..
i failed the whole biology exam.. but i managed to scrape thru by half mark to make it to the c6 catergory.. lucky for my practical. i mean.. wad johny said was true..

WHO COULD FAIL BIO MCQ?????

now the good news..besides the a2 for chinese.
got an a1 for a maths!
and if the score is being rounded off.. i get an a2 for e maths.. that's a big improvement from the b4 i got in midyr..

if i count my L1R5:
eng- 3
maths- 2/3
a maths -1
chinese- 2
human-5
bio-6

total: 19 or 20 points ( depending on maths)

so i'll onli manage to JUST make it to yj for the first 3 months..haha.. now waiting for my 2 other science results.. chem and physics.. i failed them both previously.. hope i can get a pass this time.. realli hope..

haiz.. to the REST of ya who haven't got ur results..

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST! will be waiting for my chem marks tml.. and see wad had gone wrong in my tourism in geography that casued the 27/50..

soccer during PE sucked today.. ground was 'manured' and wet.. got my shoesand socks damned dirty.. and we lost somemore.. zhihao slipped becasue of the sooty slippery surface at one muddy end of the field.. then i never handball.. chris handballed.. he accused me..not chris.. dun be mistaken. yewtuck clipped the ball to his own hand.. he shout ball to hand. come on la. sportsmanship man, 4 years le still like that. u'all winning somemore. haiz..nvm la.

still dunno wad to get for my bro 21st birthday.. an electric guitar? wonder where can i get a 2nd hand cheap nice one.. with amplifiers ofcoz.. or should i just MAKE him somethin.. nah. i'll buy.. but wad? someone pls help. he will onli be 21 once.. but then again so will everyone be their age once. haha.. but 21st bday signifies somethin big.. freedom.. someone help me.. i left 2 days.

it's been 6 days since i made a blog.. soon after i got my onli surviving ball left from ahpoh's house.. they HAVE to go and kick it straight into the drain.. and it was raining.. haha.. oh well.. wad the heck..

supposed to go and play pool tml..chris came up with this idea for us to form a pool clan.. and tml is for choosing the leader..haha.. go there for the game.. love of the game.. seems i've been playing alot of pool lately.. soccer too. but since my achin' sprain on the left ankle is killing me for the time-being.. i might as well retreat to the comfort of the indoor pool table..

played like f*** this afternoon after school.. soccer rulz.. although my leg hurrts like crap still .. sometimes that is.. still played 4 matches.. my team played 5 matchs.. won 4 lost 1.. i didn't play in the 1.. haha.. ahem ahem.

got an A2 for chinese prelim paper 2.. so far the best chinese result in my life. scored alot better then some others.. everyone didn't study. i salute favian. 32.

these few days planning the chalet.. shaun they all..
seems like they agreed already to share the place with the girls.. guess shaun and some of them were already outnumbered by the others.. yt seems to want to take charge of the chalet. hope most of the class will be able to pay and go.. SENTOSA.. 4 days 3 nights.. hope it will be successful..

i'm composing a rap.. with the bacjground of graduation and chorus melody of black eyed peas where is the love?.. i need a band to play the tune for me.. i need a rapper.. hope can perform or somethin.. it's my first rap outta inspiration..

but i haven't finished it yet.

need help too. guess i should start on steering back to my top prioities in studies first .. been slacking alot after wednesday ..

oh well.. gtg.. so much to say..so little time.. so much to do.. so much to think..

life's short. enjoy it. and it isn't that much of a straw..

apologies to everyone.. i have not updated my blog in like 2000 years.. ok many more like 20 days.. but wad the heck.. it's still long..

our beloved school's Operations manager sucks.

now i'm left with no more soccer balls in my house to kick..

am in the midst of lousy prelims. i think it's wrong to have just prelims.. the sch should have common test at least.. to prepare us for the prelims and then prepare us for o's.. my prelims sucks.. think i'm not getting into jc for the first 3 months of 2004... haiz.. nvm.. if that happens i'll busy myself with music , soccer and work.. maybe a few courses..

actually my o level plan for L1R5 is 12 points.. taht's why i have to try to make it below 20 points for prelims.. at least can get into yj for first few months..
already got chinese results and is a 3 so by retakin git i probably will get a 3 again of if i''m lucky a 2.. think i'm suing it for L1R5.. that leaves engl, humanitites, scinece , maths and another one.
so the xtra sub i'll use a maths.. been getting 1s for that.. eng aiming for 3.. humaities also.. scinece hope i can get at least a 3 if lucky 2 la. like that can get 13 points. so die le. scinece and humanities must get 2.. die. die..

wish me luck.

i think u do have a chance.. maybe i will take it... maybe i would..

i'm still going crazy.