Sunday, October 26, 2003

this is one of the worst analysis i found.. haha.

Virgo Boy

He is always very particular about his appearance and is a fussy dresser. He is not a big spender, and is careful with his money. He takes a logical approach to every aspect of his life. He expresses himself in a straightforward manner. He often lacks tact and his criticism is not always endearing. With his analytical mind, he is often engaged in activities like chess and advanced mathematics that stimulate his mind. This leaves him little time to participate in physical activities and sports. He is usually a top performer in school and has all the ingredients for a successful career, possibly as a businessman or a doctor. He should watch out for anxiety or depression, which are common amongst Virgo boys.

Saturday, October 25, 2003

Virgo - o type

August 23 - September 22

for Men
Personality: You take an active part in life and are sometimes referred to as the "renaissance" man. Your tender looks are deceiving because you become a roaring lion when can't tolerate something. Words you don't even mean come right out. Try to take the rational approach, if you don't want to regret anything.

Love Tendency: Being the practical joker, you enjoy the popularity among women. You like to share your opinion about everything, even in the most frivolous things. One problem you will come across is that you will be known as the heartbreaker in your younger years. This might occur but you become a one woman' s man once you get married.

Life: Your sharp decision-making shows your steadfastness and helps you in the future. You will stick out in a group due to your leadership quality, which will be great in corporate situations. Happiness will be in your life in abundance, so look forward to it.

Good Match: Your high expectations will be met with B-type Taurus, Capricorn, and Pisces, and O-type and B-type Cancers. You'll be able to share your dreams and goals together. A-type and O-type Taurus and A-type and B-type Scorpios

Bad Match: AB-type Gemini look as if they are the romantic person who will pamper you but that is very deceiving. They will drain you mentally and you will have a hard time following their wishes. Another mismatch will be AB-type Sagittarius who will hurt you.
ok.. my phlog can work le..
spend the day sleepin.. now veri awake and alert.. going to study thru the night again.. and watch half time of the man u - fulham match haha..

yesterday did quite alot of things.. but dind't accomplish each task.. went for tuition in afternoon , lfet 2 chapters of a maths to finish revising..then met up with vian , vin , chiu. came my house to 'study'.. ended up watching talking cock and talking cock.. haha. ltr did manage to study a bit of bio.. bout 3 chapters.. then played daidee.. had to di 52 push ups with head dunked in water.. still owe 2..

now having stomach aches. gtg. bye

Friday, October 24, 2003

didn't go to school for a whole week liao except for tuesday bip pract.. so today went to sch welcomed by the new toilet-like-tiled hall.. it lacks colour and creativity.. the design sucks.. high ceiling.. hmm. come la.. next year come back play soccer there..

went for earli recess.. like bout half an hour.. it's like the sch dun care bout us le lor.. shiok. we CAN do wadeva we want lor. i mean we were not studyin but loiterin round the sch.. haha.. yah. went to collect ticket from the new councillors during recess.. the few of us were the first to take the tix.. nice. chiu got 001. i think i got the nicest number.. bwahaha.. 007. she asked me whether i wanted.. haha..hehe..

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY
went off half an hour b4 sch ended to take photos.. shiok.. 2e4-ian boys.. initial plan was to take during recess at e3.. taht didn't work. than shaun wanted to take during the lesson after recess.. e5 ppl didn't want to come out... so all went back to class.
photo shoot was a masterpiece. running towards cam.. nice. then fauzi. then the stairs. cool. we left out a few ppl. rong yao and joei. was john lim there? i'm not sure.. didn't notice. too many of us. haha.

later played soccer with e4-ians guyz.. too bad.. couldn't play properly.. everytime i ran a little stood or stood on one foot to shoot or pass or challenge a ball i feel the pain of my blisters.. damn.. so couldn't play properly the whole time.. control was like shit. came back home with 2 more extra 'extensions' of the already big blisters, and also to find out it burst. so that's why it was hurtin so badly.. raw flesh exposed.. the abrasion..

eve took the ball home.. actually wanted to stay back in sch to study.. but ended up wastin time playin.. no correction watchin them play soccer.. i didn't shoot a few.. but the pain was realli...errgh..

so went outta sch by 5.30.. bought a drink at OUR 7-11.. the onli store we go to almost everyday without fail excluding weekends.. they shoud probably give us a membership card or something.. for us 2e4 ppl.. haha.. lame.

had a nice chat.. over msn.. hmm.. wonderin.. just wonderin..

so wad if there's onli a month left for us to see each other.. we still can meet up if we realli wanna.. yea vian u gotta point there.. u'all cried like dunno wad on the last day of sec2 bcoz u were gettin seperated.. come on la.. look at us now. those that WERE meant to be seperated were seperated.. those that still clung on to each other.. well their still clinging.. hehe..wadeva. it's late i can't phrase my words properly.

just hope all of us won't cry or something on grad nite.. or wadeva u ppl take as the last day to see each other.. make it a happy occasion this time.. not all memories have to be sad ones rite?...

wad u'all wearin on grad nite?

Friday, October 17, 2003

missed sch today. first time in life. stayed at home and actually studied. did 1 compo. one a maths ppr. studied the hwole physics thingy. started on bio. started on tourism. i can never do this much things in the whole 6 hrs in sch. SChool SUx.

wondering whether i should go tml. will see.

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

feel like missing school like the others on friday or something.. i mean it's much more productive studying at home den in school lorz.. anyway i want to eat bk breakfast on friday morning.. and probably study there too.. realli dun feel like going.. here ii am.. 9.42pm on a tuesday night.. i sorta wasted the day again.. but i did do a few physics questions.. and i am reading alittle bit of bio once in a while.. haiz.. besides that i played a bit of soccer and watched tv..catched whose line.. drew carey show.. and ranma.. even watched abit of lydia's lame show.. wathed till 9 +.. den i thought hey.. i have a little bit of inspiration to write.. i wanted to start on the narative essay.. but decided this was much more comforting.. hehe.. i've a outta control procrastinater..

haiz.. i need clarification.. it's blocking up my thoughts, my moods.. nvm.. dun wanna talk about it.onli YOU noe about it.. YOu should noe who YOU are..

u noe.. besides a few acceptions.. i've always tried to blend in as well as possible.. and i've never delibrately tried to make anyone angry or anything.. i dunno why some ppl just dun see that.. and in midst of their own argument with other ppl.. i do sometimes make neutral remarks.. neitehr supporting either side.. but i get barked at.. it's like fucked up lor.. i really hope this person sees it sooner or later.. that sometimes he is rather ... and ... and .. those of u who read this.. dun go thinking it's u i'm insulting and all.. coz it SHOULD not be you.. anyway it's a free world.. i can say anything i wanna in this blog of MINE.. u dun like it dun read it.. i'm just stating wad i realli feel..

shouldn't this wad a blog should be like? sorta like a big confession place to throw ur doubts and unhappiness away.. most of the time infact.. after i blogged everything.. i usually just forget about it and forgive everybody who actually did wadeva thing they did.. so i should actually thank this blog.. it has probably been the most 'friend' to me.. it erased my troubles..

i realli hope i can find someone to talk to.. someone to ease the pain and confusion when something happens.. ok so i have my sisters.. but one of them just ends up scolding me for something which i had done previously.. that realli craps me up.. wad d hell..

was just reading back on today's blog.. and realised everything sounds nonsensical to me.. wad d heck.. i dun care.. just wanna type.. brothers gonna ask to use com.. i gtg.. will blog later.

ohyah willbe shifting house soon ater dec 22nd this year.. but just shift to the block next to us.. higher level.. bigger place.. finally can design my own room..

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

feeling high and low alot lately.. somethin's botherin me.. something has survived..

ok.. i was out on MC last thurs n fri.. so i had a long break from thursday and thru the weekend.. 4 days of slacking.. and still am.. doc said i was way too stressed... asked me to take a break.. after today i'll start studying like siao le.. i need to get 4 points less off my L1R5 to achieve my own goal.. dun wanan aim too high rite..

anyway for those of you peeps who still dun noe.. my L1R5 changed to a 16 after the addition of my physics..haha.. didn't expect to get a b3 for physics.. thought i was gonna get a just pass or somethign..thought i was kinda goin to do better for my chem.. well i DID do better.. i improved from a f9 to a d7.. but crap subject.. i still failed.. the worst thing is.. i dun get to see where i was wrong in my physics and chemistry!!!!! apparently.. the change in classroom was so 'sudden' on friday.. they couldn't hep me take my exam paper ... WHIcH THEY LEFT UNDER THE TABLE.. wen tback to school on monday onli to realsie nobody took my paper back for me.. went back to the old calss today to search for my paper.. onli found the stupid geography.. didn't find my chem n physics! HOW am i supposed to noe where i got wrong in my chem and physics! think it's thrown away bcoz of the n levels exam things.. DAMN.. i hate his life.. think i will need to borrow someone's paper and redo the bloody thing.. then check to see where i got wrong.. which concepts are wrong.. got 26 days left to save myself.. with regard to prelim result i only can enter nanyang jc.. actually i have no intention to stay there permmenantly.. i wanna enter ajc.. or if not i go poly.. these first 3 months is to try -try only. see whether j-life suits me..

today played soccer.. not bad..think they played quite well.. i dunno wad happened to the other side.. abit unbalanced actually... our team got shaun , favian and alvin.. but they got johny , xiangyong and john tan.. chris didn't play today.. think he went off wif his ahem to safra or something.. i heard.. dunno.. no right to noe.. my whole team scored accept for me.. was doing alot more runs then usual today.. experimented with dribbles. n tried shots on goal.. was quite happy with my offensive performance.. i think i sucked at hte beginning of the game..actually hope will get to play like today tml for pe.. but too bad we dun have the luxury of time tml.. will most prob be playing in ah tong field bcoz the sch will not alow us to make noise in our field.. too near yishun pr.. they having PSLE..

an update on my bro's party.. THANKS TO ALL THAT CAME.. u'all made the event less boring.. it's weird.. to me it seems lifeless and boring.. but to my bro it seems he is enjoying every moment of it.. i lost my bike reflector.. dad was quite pissed about that.. was even nagging me about it this morning in the car.. i think irealli need to buy one sooner or at least ask them to chip in to the cost.. anyway.. {rekindled} over the days.. maybe it's becoz of stress? not sure..

learned how to play part of more than words , and better man over the week on the guitar.. finished qing tian.. can play quite ok le.. supposed to teach shaun how to..
and huiling oso.. had a nice chat with renes on msn yesterday.. updates on 'gossip' haha.. i yesterday too boliao le.felt like comin on line for a chat... no one seems present.. should be studying.. hope to realli start tml..after sch will not play soccer.. will go straight home to bia bio and a maths.. hope to score all a1s for maths , amaths, and bio.. will TRY for a distinction in english and chinese.. gotta update myself on current affairs.. cannot loose out in humanities.. at least get a b3.. like that can get my L1R5 of 2+2+1+1+1+3.. = 10. DREAm. success are made of dreams.. hmm.. been dreaming lately.. of things and results and her..

i dunno wadz wrong wif me.. i seem to be pissed and irritated by ahem all the time.. every thing he does agitates me.. just feel like whackin him up.. feels like i've got a lesson o teach him.. dunno why.. just holds a damn big grudge against him.

the new system in sch is not bad.. but bio still sucks.

soccer at ah tong tml.. my phone is rather quiet today.. no rockets.. msn is quiet too.. just came to blog.. still got lots to say.. lots to regurgitate.. haiz.. think i will ask at grad nite.

Wednesday, October 01, 2003

for those of u who are interested to know my results for prelim.. u've come to the right place.. i won't say it's the best score though..... it's the WORST. sorta.

got back my chinese paper 1 yesterday..was praying that my compo would get a 33.. i got it. was so darn happy.. letter got 15/20.. that's a record for me.. overall i made a 72 percent pass! that's an A2! for the first time.. bwahaha.. (some more win someone by 1 point.. bwahaha).. but i cannot be contented.. doesn't mean that if i don't study i will get an A2.. anw, i HAVE always had chinese tuition frequently.. many times a week.

let me start with the bad news..
i got a b3 for english..

the worse news..
i got a c6 for geography.. and a b4 for ss.. that's a c5 for humanities.. shit.. shit geography.. should have taken lit. maybe got higher chance of scoring a 3 or 4..
ss got a 20/25 lehz for source base..too bad the structured part got onli an 11...

the worst news..
i failed the whole biology exam.. but i managed to scrape thru by half mark to make it to the c6 catergory.. lucky for my practical. i mean.. wad johny said was true..

WHO COULD FAIL BIO MCQ?????

now the good news..besides the a2 for chinese.
got an a1 for a maths!
and if the score is being rounded off.. i get an a2 for e maths.. that's a big improvement from the b4 i got in midyr..

if i count my L1R5:
eng- 3
maths- 2/3
a maths -1
chinese- 2
human-5
bio-6

total: 19 or 20 points ( depending on maths)

so i'll onli manage to JUST make it to yj for the first 3 months..haha.. now waiting for my 2 other science results.. chem and physics.. i failed them both previously.. hope i can get a pass this time.. realli hope..

haiz.. to the REST of ya who haven't got ur results..

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST! will be waiting for my chem marks tml.. and see wad had gone wrong in my tourism in geography that casued the 27/50..

soccer during PE sucked today.. ground was 'manured' and wet.. got my shoesand socks damned dirty.. and we lost somemore.. zhihao slipped becasue of the sooty slippery surface at one muddy end of the field.. then i never handball.. chris handballed.. he accused me..not chris.. dun be mistaken. yewtuck clipped the ball to his own hand.. he shout ball to hand. come on la. sportsmanship man, 4 years le still like that. u'all winning somemore. haiz..nvm la.

still dunno wad to get for my bro 21st birthday.. an electric guitar? wonder where can i get a 2nd hand cheap nice one.. with amplifiers ofcoz.. or should i just MAKE him somethin.. nah. i'll buy.. but wad? someone pls help. he will onli be 21 once.. but then again so will everyone be their age once. haha.. but 21st bday signifies somethin big.. freedom.. someone help me.. i left 2 days.