man utd won tottenham 2-0 cool.. it's amazing scholes can jump up and head at such at quick time.. his not the tallest player too..
the win sees man utd go top of arse-nal 5 points ahead.. ofcoz..with arsenal a game in hand..haha.. arsenal can prepare for the next season liaoz.. seems like the only cup THEY will be handling is the WORTHLESS CUP..oops did i say worthless i meant worthington...HAHA. ( cliche )

well.. i finally finished my chinese homework.. apparently i can't find my five year series. too bad..

i realli can't decide wad to do for talent time.. i already have y options in mind , but which do i choose.. i've been told to decide by tml. my initial plan was to compete against yewtuck ( dance ) and edmund ( sing) in the individual section.. but benny made me an offer rather tendelising.. hmm.. i dunno lehz.. i've never heard benny sing before.. dunno wad to do..

tml's 2.4 km run..can't miss this.. i already missed my 5 items..haha. 2.4 km run.. die. i think i over strained my leg muscle while learning to 'bend-it-like-beckham" but i htink i'm already getting the hang of it. yea.. placement and crossing getting better.. just need to improve on speed, stamina and finishing .. ofcourse.. less shoving. if it was a real match i guess i've already made the most fouls..
haha. ppl say i elbow them sometimes.. i can't help that i'm taller than them can i?

oh well.. supposed to finish social studies by tml.. 8 essay qns.. haben done any.. dunno wad am i to do.. heck care liaoz la.. crap

i'm gonna start studying liaoz.. i mean studyuing harder.. i've slacked by alot since ct1.. must fa fen tu qiang..

but the main qn remains..

now and forever ? or somewhere out there?

let fate decide

just had a chat with my parents about whether or not to go to poly or JC.. seems that they already set their mind on me going to JC..CRAP! ARGH! before i could say anything my father just said ' of course go university' which emans for me to take the straight route from JC to the U.. before i could say that i liked the architecture and interior designing course in poly..they just ahve the mind set that going to poly is the WRONG choice.. why are they so old-fashioned.. why can't they just let me say what i have to say and just explain the reasons for me to go to jc than poly..rather than just INSISTING i go to JC.. crap..crap..guess i have my life already planned 'PERFECTLY' ...haiz.. wonder if this is really the right choice to listen to them. heard better things at poly then at jC.. haiz.. dunno what to do..

haha.. my brother's gonna participate in a talent time outside too.. he told me about it.. first prize is home theater system.. second prize is ps 2. 3rd is an mp3 player..
more importantly during his converstaion with me about his talent time.. he also let me noe wad he was going to do.. like me.. he is also undecisive.. he recommends for me to do something like moulin rouge. but with my own arrangement of songs.. too cheem liaoz..too time confusing also..

evelyn's got fever and flu.. scary..hope is not SARS.. then again ,on the bright side, if it was then we would have 3 days holiday.. hah..nah.. not that good..i'm already slacking on my work..

i dunno why.. but everytime i play soccer with somel..i always get the feeling that they dun trust me.. always doubting my skill .. sure..i'm not fast..not much skill.. but still.. how am i to improve if u dun let us play..

and wtf.. everytime play street soccer.. fine the field WAS wet.. but come on lar.. after when it was dry where did the rest go? haiz.. and my soccer ball was already gonna get spoilt... and another thing.. why does * wanna beat those ppl all the time anyway? then play half way like wanna fight like that.. haiz.. can't we play together as a class? 2e4 that is.. the last few times i've played it has always been one team versus the otehr..
4 on 4 and the worst thing is that the same plp alaways end up with the same ppl.. haiz.. and shaun i get the feeling u already gave up on our class and their soccer abilities.. apparently i think u've underestimated alot of us.. we just need consistent pratise and most importantly..... OPPURTUNITY to perform..

htat's all i've got to say today..

to evelyn , get well soon.. (wash your hands regularly please)
to the rest of 2e4 guyz.. hope we can remain bonded..

damn.. man utd lost overall.. after a 4-3 win over madrid this morning.. why couldn't they score another 2 goals?!oh well..

hmm..talent time.. should i sing? should i even participate? would it be more fun if more ppl came together and sing O-RE-O-o..oreo..oreo..oreo.. i dunno.. wad to do.. i seem to think of trying to beat yewtuck all the time and the talent time is just another great opportunity for me to do so.. i dunno.. wad to do..
a few days ago i was thinking of singing a duet with iffah.. she's got a great voice.. she didn't want to participate. too bad.

now i'm trying to finish my homework..for the first time in 12 weeks i am actually sitting at my desk trying to finish homework.. wad an accomplishment just to be able to say that..haha..
4 hours of lessons tml..than soccer..hope is oin field. i prefer to play on field.i think is because its slower paced for my position so its better for me to adapt.. street soccer is rougher and more quick. can't cope.. apparently i was sorta humiliated in front of so many ppl yesterday at da street soccer court..er.. i'm never doing something i'm not prepared to do again.. i went to the place intending of kicking the ball on the field..but when i reached there.. they were ALREADY ramming the ball everywhere in the court.. haiz.. today's ah poh's birthday.. didn't give him anything.. feel bad..

i've suddenly become rather into linkin park.. trying to memorise their lyrics for somewhere i belong.. so cool.. rap.. those of u who wants it here it is:

Somewhere I Belong

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I live it all out to find
That I’m not the only person
with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what
I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe
I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way
I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t trust to find the way
everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else
until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away and find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong


that's all for today.. gotta continue my chinese compo liaoz..
i think my drive's coming back..
just hope my dream isn't a hope.heez..haiz..

ok..thanks to the person who thought me how to link...hehe..u noe who the hell u are..
i can't say this is enuf an 'on-line diary' .. i mean.. i still can't bring myself to write stuff i RELLI would want to confess. knowing the whole world would have access to this thingy.. hmm..

IS the Talent Time still on? i wanna have a go at it.. sing a duet or something..

this blog's getting plainer everyday.. and it's just been a day..
sienz...sienz..never play soccer today..didn't bring ball.. thought everyone was busy so didn't bring. turned out ok..it rain heavily anyway. i'm ten mintues away from my dreaded chinese tuition. no choice must prepare for 'o's..
can't believe i SLEPT in Ms SHaron Tans class today.. probably was too tired.. had a slight headache too.. ran too much PE today too..maybe that was the bloody cause..
can we like not go to school for a few days or something.. mr tan let us run in the rain today..shouldn't we be excused for like 3 days.. i can say i've got slight flu rite? than no need go school..can tell them i am SOCIALLY RESPONSIBLE and dun want to affect others..

before i go to slumber land again.. i just wanna say i had a great dream last night..haha.. the best i had so far.. it's not wet though..haha ( if u noe wad i mean) kaez..it's monday tomorrow..another interesting week to come.. i'm sooooooooooooo enthusiasitc about it.. (what a lie).Anyway, the match is on thursday morning 3.30am...the big match! MANCHESTER UNITED VERSUS REAL MADRID... my money's on man utd.. that is if o'shea plays.. to me he is the key player of ma utd..can't anyone see? everytime he plays.. man utd is sure to win. kaez..avoir

hey..it's been another of my dumb days on earth. Everytime i get out of bed in the morning i want to start studying...i want to get ready for the bloody 'o's .. but everytme i think of that.. it seems so far away.. and at night i think again .. it seems closer than before! crap man.. i think i'm getting a little worried.. somebody please help me with my subs..especially last years chem and emaths..PLEASE..

i've just started using this blog thingy.. let's see wad this blogger can do..