damn.. man utd lost overall.. after a 4-3 win over madrid this morning.. why couldn't they score another 2 goals?!oh well..

hmm..talent time.. should i sing? should i even participate? would it be more fun if more ppl came together and sing O-RE-O-o..oreo..oreo..oreo.. i dunno.. wad to do.. i seem to think of trying to beat yewtuck all the time and the talent time is just another great opportunity for me to do so.. i dunno.. wad to do..
a few days ago i was thinking of singing a duet with iffah.. she's got a great voice.. she didn't want to participate. too bad.

now i'm trying to finish my homework..for the first time in 12 weeks i am actually sitting at my desk trying to finish homework.. wad an accomplishment just to be able to say that..haha..
4 hours of lessons tml..than soccer..hope is oin field. i prefer to play on field.i think is because its slower paced for my position so its better for me to adapt.. street soccer is rougher and more quick. can't cope.. apparently i was sorta humiliated in front of so many ppl yesterday at da street soccer court..er.. i'm never doing something i'm not prepared to do again.. i went to the place intending of kicking the ball on the field..but when i reached there.. they were ALREADY ramming the ball everywhere in the court.. haiz.. today's ah poh's birthday.. didn't give him anything.. feel bad..

i've suddenly become rather into linkin park.. trying to memorise their lyrics for somewhere i belong.. so cool.. rap.. those of u who wants it here it is:

Somewhere I Belong

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I live it all out to find
That I’m not the only person
with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what
I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe
I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way
I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t trust to find the way
everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else
until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away and find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong


that's all for today.. gotta continue my chinese compo liaoz..
i think my drive's coming back..
just hope my dream isn't a hope.heez..haiz..