7 days since i last blogged.. sienz. tml got chemistry practical test.. on QA.. scared. haben memorised a thing.. dun care just go there and do wad i noe..

went back to band today.. supposed to just go back with chiu hao onli.. in the end dunno why alot of the sec4s went back... cool.. haha.. all out play yewtuck. so weird.. seems like everyone went back except for the band major.. haha.
sylvia went to french horn le.. quite pleased to see that she has the same interest as me.. not bad.. like brother like sister..
ya.. let's see the differences..

me: sec 1--> trumpet section---> 1st trumpet-->wanted to go french horn section-->2nd and 3rd trumpet---> tp5 den 6 den 7--->syf 2001 played duet with fadilah---> bach---> clarinet---> supposed to go first--> thought 2nd was better-->syf 2003...

sylvia: sec 1 --> trumpet section---> 2nd and 3rd trumpet---> tp6 or 7( not sure ) --> got my bach--> syf 2003-->french horn--> first horn...

not bad.. somemore at least now got someone to take over my conducting burden.. hahahahaha.. actually i hope there will be A FEW conductors.. so the ONE conductor will not have so much stress.. at least have a few assistant conductor mahz..
acutally i've already been conducting this band since sec 2 le.. haha.. where got ppl do this type of thing for 3 years one.. haha.. no choice.. our band major can conduct 'very well'.. oh yah. i dun understand why. this person keeps talking about jn.. say she veri cute la.. veri nice la. veri dun la.. oh yah.. still got say sv cute also.. veri good.. somemore call her meimei..then say happy she go french horn section.. say say say.. oh yah.. stil got rbc.. kaoz.. dunno whether he loyal to lx or not also la.. cannot blame also.. seems like they onli sister to sister relationship..haha..i badz.

so the match's on thursday.. gotta win.. gotta show that we are not wad morais think we are.. and give the those that noe us some face also.. haha.. but this thursday they announcing the new committee lehz.. dunno.. no choice.. hope he announce after combine.. then we can join in.. i dun realli care about the party.. just food. i wanna play soccer.. and see who's gonna take over us.. actually i realli hope jna or sv or fad or atfah or ym gets a post.. want them to get wad they deserve.. wad d hell.. i actually dun even mind letting cl get something.. can't believe i did that.. but aiyah. i dunno.. went back today also didn't realli talk to my section.. was talking to trumpets.. trombones.. euphoniums..horns n percussion.. most of the time.. dunno wadz happening..

actually when we step down i want the steppees to sing a song that i'll re write.. for them.. for the band.. at least show some stuff la.. haha.. i already thought of part of it.. hope they'll like it..

i have been having non-rest nights these few days.. keep waking up.. sometimes dream to much.. so much until when i get up in the morning like no sleep like that.. den sometimes like got headache.. aiyahz.. it's been a long time since i've had a nice DREAM.. a quick kit-kat off reality... i think i need it especially now.. maybe it'll do my mind good.. coz it seems i'm realli starting to worry about my results le.. ppl pls if u can.. pls push me further.. not too far though. i still want my soccer.. haiz.. shouldn't realli on others.. reminds me of benny.. must in independent.. self motivation..haha.. come on i CAN DO IT! L1R5 12 points.. at least i will have a choice of destination rite? yea. thought it straight.. acutally i was thinking of continuing my music.. be a instructor next time after NS.. hmm stable economy n i have the interest.. haha.. well. it's an idea..

u noe wad.. i think i realli totally gotten over her already.. haha.. maybe feel abit dumb la.. coz other ppl can get just SMACK! like that.. i think so long still like crap.. aiyah my fault la.. think so much.. think until BYEBYE. but i realli think i get over le.. seriously.. oh well.. will continue stories next time i come to blog again.. cya peeps..

wish us luck on thursday. we need it.

hope my cousin get's well soon.. bridget too..

ciao

i can't believe it!!!!! it's a silver.

this is so far the best achievement of entire life until now..

sorta.

woahz.. the atmosphere was quite nice.. after 4 years finally.. a solid medal.. haha.. somemore only second time taking part in this for the school.. for me is the second time la.. for some is the first and only time..
we were so worried we would get COP.. especially ch la.. he keep saying we might get COP.. sh also.. but ok la.. not bad.. intonation problems solved some wad in vch.. only our rhythm killed us all..

silver lehz.. haha.. i think i'm sorta gonna miss going for band.. the place where i can excel in the most in school.. compared to the others.. i think it sort of gives me a sense of accomplishment.. haiz.. and i still can't believe its silver.. i dun wana step down so fast.. i wanna relax in the band now.. let them give us respect and pass on the work to the sec 3s.. haha. but i have one last thing to do before leaving.. my log book.. i wanna chagne it to CD.. at least more high tech and more reliable.. easier for the younger generations too.. guess the ppl i'm gonna miss most is those that i sorta 'made frenz' with this year.. my section especially.. and my ex-section.. the two fav sections of mine.. clarinet and trumpet.. the clarinets gave me a lot of stress.. some of them got no confidence in them selves to play.. make me veri agitated.. but guess now then i'm sorta stepping down soon.. i'm not that stressed le.. i just hope that cl would go back to her original self and talk to me soon.. ya.. hope to come back to see welcoming faces.. and i want the band to remember me for a long time..

juliet is probably the most respected and eldest of our batch this year.. yah..

thinking of treating my section to pizza.. but think they won't appreciate much too.. so i dunno la.. den somemore i'll be the onli guy.. veri awkward.. maybe get the whole band la.. then the sec 4s and 5s treat.. cool rite.. dunno..

want to get them something.. dunno wad to get.. oh well.. see how it goes.
i have 5 new vandoren reeds size 3 at home.. can someone buy form me? haha.. oh well. thanks everyone for ur great support and well wishes.. see u'all soon.. think i wanna get mc tml.. and thursday.. dunno see got e maths or not first.. haha..

ciao

haiz.. dry throat.. prob coz never drink water for so long le.. accompany nigel to np to look for jiayin's present.. the guy is so damned filthy rich.. willing to spend $300 for a gift.. kaoz.. i wouldn't even spend that kind of money on myself all at once..

having band practice everyday except for friday.. supposed to go watch some show with my parents on tt day.. gave the excuse i needed to have tuition.. but guess i could push it earlier.. finish sch at 12 nn anw.. nah.. want to play soccer first... already sacrificed my mons , weds for xtra band sectionals.. can't skip soccer on friday..

if those ppl dun wanna play soccer on friday.. or not play properly.. i think i'm gonna be damned pissed.. dunno.. see how.. but tt's wad i think..

scolded gh , yk , jt, im , cm n fdz yesterday about keeping discipline during band hours.. even when mr toh is not around.. told them le.. but today even when toh is around.. they still dun listen.. see la get scolded le.. happy la..
my clarnts also.. tell them to take note of articulation and not be so rough le... juz dun listen.. i dunno why when i tell them they cannot comply.. but when mr toh tells them then listen.. haiz..realli wish we can drop a few members that sucks just b4 the syf.. drop a few save the rest gd rite? those ppl ar.. so long le.. still cannot run notes, neither can they play in tune.. they dun put in enuf effort.. can't stand it.. ask them to play.. give me that stupid long face... veri irritated.. especially with yz.. zt still puts in effort.. but not enuf.. rad too little air le.. shk haiz.. anyhow play wanz..

too bad.. french horn cannot drop players.. too few too late.. haiz.. if can think out of the 5 3 will be out le.. xh think will go to 4th horn.. dunno la.. I DUN WANNA GET C.O.P... again.. i've worked hard at this for 4 YEARS!!!! can u ppl not be so selfish!!!!!!!!!!

haiz..

atifah gave a card.. quite nice... ya.. mr toh had to say the thing out during band.. i dun mind.. but she minds.. dunno la.. all ch fault.. gtg le..

cya next time.. prob just b4 or after my syf.. too bz these days to blog...

just finished 2 tuitions in a row.. no time to eat dinner.. gobbled some stuff down my throat just before the chinese tuition.. now eating those food taht i didn't eat just now.. one piece of boiled chicken.. heck..
mother officially fully retrenched today.. she talk until almost wanna cry le.. haha.. happy and sad day for her lor.. 30 yrs in work.. at the same place.. not bad la.. k le.. gtg liao.. tml still got music exchange..

ok.. shit.. i can't handle my time properly! ARGH! can't sleep well at night either.. wad am i gonna do! it seems like i've got alot of things to complete! got so much a maths homework which i didn't do.. school and tuition.. must complete by this friday.. still got e maths prelim exam 2002 to do.. luckily today i no need to stay back do coz com lab got pro.. haiz.. suppose to do tonite.. i think i do tml.. since i'm going to help CO in the syf ting .. i'll miss maths anyway.. i'll also miss bio n chem.. bwahahah.. it's just one day..

so tired after the performance last night.. i think we should derserve a one day break.. mr toh says this is bad attitude.. butwad the heck... i did GET up.. i DID go to sch.. so should be quite ok just to THINK of not going to sch rite.. haha.
haiz.. got alotof rashes on my neck..

that day play soccer with them.. kicked xy's leg.. fell down.. leg now got bruise at the knee there.. a 'hole'.. curing le..

i think we played rather ok at the concert.. quite majestic the first few bars..
ofcoz after that got problem la...

haha..

figured i got 9 outta 10 rite for my chinese listening compre.. that's a good start isn't it..

oh yah.. tried out the hockey court for socceer near vian's place..
quitw near la..

scored 4 goals.. happy.. lousy goals.. who cares.. it's goals.. maybe just one nice one.. the one i ram in one.. haha.. favian.. i realli think u shouldn't play so much.. ur injury.. go see a doc la.. if not next time cannot play worse..
not asking u to stop totally.. just for a while.. or dun run so much.. play keeper lor.. haha.. that''ll be nice..

it's just 2 weeks more to SYF! yea! after that can step down le!yea! but i'll miss them la.. seriously.. i'll miss those close or rather close ones la.. and the not so clsoe but frenly ones also la.. heck.. i think i'll even miss the lousy juniors as well.. u'all must remember to have band camp next year.. no competition next yr.. and remember to call us seniors back!! form ALUMNI ! haha..

to the CO ppl tml..

benny , denise, zhihao , chris , jiahui , qian hui, minjie, huiling, evelyn ... etc etc.. the list goes on..

good luck lorz.. just do ur best.. u'll get wad u deserve.. dun worry.. if u've worked hard.. than u'll get results..

i'm sitll wondering why they need 6 people to help carry a few instruments..haha.. nevermind.. it's their day..should help them..

gonna miss heritage tour this saturday! got music exchange at woodgroove...

oh well.. that summarizes it..
the rest to lazy to type.. chat in my zonk board if u like.. buaiz..

it's getting hard to find time to update this blog.. it's also getting harder to find time to play a decent game of proper soccer... got thrased by those sec2 guyz after vian went off yesterday.. scored a goal.. and another own goal...crap.
scored the own goal the same way chiu hao did.. haha.. same place.. bought a tub of ice cream. couldn't finish. duh.
ate vege bolognaise and oragina. before rushing home for tuition. went back was pressured by the teacher to do well in oral exams.. couldn't sleep last nite.. nervous. so called my mei.. talk until 12.. probably i can't sleep bcoz i was forcing myself to sleep.. coz these few days also slept veri late.. so i think my body not accustomed to sleepy at 10.30pm.. earliesdt is 12 midnight.. regurgitated 2 times.. before i slept..

today is supposed to be tmy day for my o level chinese oral.. didn't go to school.. was greeted at 5.45 am with an sms.. then followed by a pain in the stomach.. gastric. so called up the school ask whether i could go later to take the oral exam just after i went to see doctor..the clerk told me to get an mc..and they will re-schedule for me.. so ok lor.. went to docs.. explained situation.. she gave me gastric pills and phlegm medicine.. ask whether i want tranquilizer to sleep.. haha.. i tell her just before the o level than i take from her.. she told me that i am veri veri stressed.. so tensed that i will kill my results becoz of stress and not because i can't realli do the paper.. so stress is my main enemy now..
haiz..

going to cut my hair after lunch.. then probably gtg back to school for band practice.. competition a few weeks more.. but concert is just 4 days away.. gtg practice despite my gastric condition..haiz.. hte most go there listen to them play also good.. but will get stressed by those ppl again.. i'm not gonna conduct if mr toh is not conducting us on monday..
have to practice my clarinet.. die la.. one week never practice le..

and can u believe juliet? she asked us to skip ALL rememdials and ALL extra lessons to go for BAND prcatice.. she says band is FIRST PRIORITY until the 22nd of july.. kaoz.. after that day i only left 48 days left to buck up everything before my prelims u noe!!!!!! i fialed chemistry and physics leh! kaoz.. THINK U ARE THE MAIN COZ OF MY STRESS...

go eat le..
bye.