7 days since i last blogged.. sienz. tml got chemistry practical test.. on QA.. scared. haben memorised a thing.. dun care just go there and do wad i noe..

went back to band today.. supposed to just go back with chiu hao onli.. in the end dunno why alot of the sec4s went back... cool.. haha.. all out play yewtuck. so weird.. seems like everyone went back except for the band major.. haha.
sylvia went to french horn le.. quite pleased to see that she has the same interest as me.. not bad.. like brother like sister..
ya.. let's see the differences..

me: sec 1--> trumpet section---> 1st trumpet-->wanted to go french horn section-->2nd and 3rd trumpet---> tp5 den 6 den 7--->syf 2001 played duet with fadilah---> bach---> clarinet---> supposed to go first--> thought 2nd was better-->syf 2003...

sylvia: sec 1 --> trumpet section---> 2nd and 3rd trumpet---> tp6 or 7( not sure ) --> got my bach--> syf 2003-->french horn--> first horn...

not bad.. somemore at least now got someone to take over my conducting burden.. hahahahaha.. actually i hope there will be A FEW conductors.. so the ONE conductor will not have so much stress.. at least have a few assistant conductor mahz..
acutally i've already been conducting this band since sec 2 le.. haha.. where got ppl do this type of thing for 3 years one.. haha.. no choice.. our band major can conduct 'very well'.. oh yah. i dun understand why. this person keeps talking about jn.. say she veri cute la.. veri nice la. veri dun la.. oh yah.. still got say sv cute also.. veri good.. somemore call her meimei..then say happy she go french horn section.. say say say.. oh yah.. stil got rbc.. kaoz.. dunno whether he loyal to lx or not also la.. cannot blame also.. seems like they onli sister to sister relationship..haha..i badz.

so the match's on thursday.. gotta win.. gotta show that we are not wad morais think we are.. and give the those that noe us some face also.. haha.. but this thursday they announcing the new committee lehz.. dunno.. no choice.. hope he announce after combine.. then we can join in.. i dun realli care about the party.. just food. i wanna play soccer.. and see who's gonna take over us.. actually i realli hope jna or sv or fad or atfah or ym gets a post.. want them to get wad they deserve.. wad d hell.. i actually dun even mind letting cl get something.. can't believe i did that.. but aiyah. i dunno.. went back today also didn't realli talk to my section.. was talking to trumpets.. trombones.. euphoniums..horns n percussion.. most of the time.. dunno wadz happening..

actually when we step down i want the steppees to sing a song that i'll re write.. for them.. for the band.. at least show some stuff la.. haha.. i already thought of part of it.. hope they'll like it..

i have been having non-rest nights these few days.. keep waking up.. sometimes dream to much.. so much until when i get up in the morning like no sleep like that.. den sometimes like got headache.. aiyahz.. it's been a long time since i've had a nice DREAM.. a quick kit-kat off reality... i think i need it especially now.. maybe it'll do my mind good.. coz it seems i'm realli starting to worry about my results le.. ppl pls if u can.. pls push me further.. not too far though. i still want my soccer.. haiz.. shouldn't realli on others.. reminds me of benny.. must in independent.. self motivation..haha.. come on i CAN DO IT! L1R5 12 points.. at least i will have a choice of destination rite? yea. thought it straight.. acutally i was thinking of continuing my music.. be a instructor next time after NS.. hmm stable economy n i have the interest.. haha.. well. it's an idea..

u noe wad.. i think i realli totally gotten over her already.. haha.. maybe feel abit dumb la.. coz other ppl can get just SMACK! like that.. i think so long still like crap.. aiyah my fault la.. think so much.. think until BYEBYE. but i realli think i get over le.. seriously.. oh well.. will continue stories next time i come to blog again.. cya peeps..

wish us luck on thursday. we need it.

hope my cousin get's well soon.. bridget too..

ciao