some ppl have been saying that they can't see anything on my blog. as in, the text is messed up. hmm.. oh no. looks fine from here leh. i dunno. oh well. i'm coming to the end of my 4 day block leave after ap course. hahaha. ok la.. booking in tonight, sleep there for 3 nights den book out again on friday. cool. this sunday must play soccer lor. haiz. feel damn weird if never play over the weekends.

i wonder wad it'll be like back at 41. this time our pc, ps are in charge in alr. our csm is the king alr. haha. no more staff goh. no more sgt david. will it be tuang all the way? will it be siong? i dunno man. haha. i've got a good one more month to go before going for my appointment at NSC. mean while my rashes will be getting better at kranji. that is if i dun go outfield.. my rashes was the worst when i was at sungei gedong. wah lau. so dusty and dirty. clean the bloody bronco i can feel my fingers getting itchy alr lo. hahaha.

this sat must JAM! like hy said. must do a serious one. we gotta settle down with a perm singer alr la. i duno when was the last time we jammed with mike also. haha. wait. when was the last time we jammed?! mans. 5 months ago? damn sad la..

hmm. ok la. nothing much to say today i guess. stomach not feeling too good.

just now my dad started asking me questions about the future while sitting down at yakun waiting for my mum and auntie to shop at ntuc. hmm. he asked me bout uni, bout mindice. and one question was, wad if one day i find that mindice found another guy and leave me, how will i handle it. hmm.. never realli thought of that question. never realli thought that would happen. hahaha. what? hahaha. seriously. i dunno wad i would do. hmm.. go into depression maybe? perhaps? i dunno.. i said to my dad, why u ask me this question now? then before he could ask me again, my mum appeared and i quickly disappeared to help her carry her groceries. hahaha. so avoided that qn.. haha. sms-ed dice.

am i too dependant on u? or are u too dependant on me? or both? hahaha. i think it's both.

watched john mayor on youtube just now. listening to jamie cullum now. long time since i've listened to this jazz, blues stuff alr. missed it. i miss music la. u dun realli get exposed to much in ns u noe. all u get is some stupid corny ns songs , or in my case some vulgar hokkien peng song about something not decent enough to be typed here. music in deed.

oh well. i gtg for dinner soon alr. den booking into kranji camp by 2230. think i better be there early since i dun have my camp pass. have to do some explaining later i guess.

yup. off le. see everyone again next weekend.

for update on my time in sungei gedong refer to dice's blog at www.mini-dice.blogspot.com...

-back to military life-

ok if you all haven't heard the news. I'm out of course of sispec alr.. on the second day of the course. declared my eczema during FFi so the MO said im unfit for course. thought i'll get a slack vocation. den mindef posted me to 41 SAR. as armour infantry trooper. WTH..

anyway when i got there on that monday i had to choice to choose whether i wanted to be a AI trooper or a pioneer in Strike.. picked to go to Pioneer platoon. good choice. Slack. but onli hard thing for me is that all the ppl there all hokkien peng.. first day go there i culture shock la. haha. veri depressed. just wanted to get out of there.

now i'm better. made a few friends. BUT i still wanna get out of there. i just feel that mindef cocked up my posting. i mean i OOC from sispec bcoz of skin problem. the MO didn't want me there coz he said a lot of chiong sua outfield, my skin cannot take it. even though i told him i wanted to be in. so obviously i thought i would be given a non-outfield vocation. little did i know, they post me to an even dirtier, oil-ier place as a trooper in armour. all the WOs and Staffs there all ask me the same thing. how come i ooc from sispec for skin problem can come here. i say how i know. the ppl there dun even know i'm from sispec. dey dun even know why i ooc for. i think my personal info is not even in the camp yet. hmm.. ok shouldn't say so much la.

anyway our master warrant had asked my PC to settle my case by this week la. already in the 4th week of the pioneer course. moving from neesoon camp to sungei gedong tml. according to my dad im fit for my course. but i think they didn't refer to my FFI slip in my blue docket la. just qualify me by my pes status or something. haiz. hope i ooc this week and they give me a suitable vocation. everytime i go outfield and sweat in that no.4 and lbv i my neck, chin, arms, joints feel damn itchy la. den i tend to scratch uncontrollably den the wounds get infected and bcomes more itchy. den scratch more. haiz. heard sungei gedong is realli damn dirty. as in the things we're gonna do is damn oily and greasy and dirty too. haiz. dunno how i'm gonna survive there. i mean survived field camp and sit test in bmt. but i did have rashes den too.. treated it after everything was over. hmm.. wonder wad will happen to me.

my FATE lies with mindef . sad truth. can't have control over everything yea.

anyway on a brighter side. went jamming today. 1 hour onli. at U.S.Studios.. not a veri good jam session. but atleast i jammed. with my brother's friends la. 1st time since 4 months. omg.
haiz. everytime i blog it seems like i just have a lot of shit to vomit out here. realli not enough time to write everything that has happened since my last post here la.

oh yeah. my fellow sispec ooc who followed me to 41 SAr pioneers has OOC-ed too. haha. zhihao dey all managed to get into Military police. sienz. i think i got the sort of the worst paying worst vocation amongst everyone la.

i miss my bmt platoon ( esp my section ).
i miss my dmc class.
i miss my 2e4 friends.
i miss dice everyday.
i miss my family's comfort.


shit. gotta book in, for the last time, to nee soon camp soon alr. 2230 gotta be at the bunk. no is 2100. dice not fetching me in this week. she's at a relatives wedding. haiz. not used to this. she's always the last person i see before i book-in. a good hug before i go in always makes my day. den a good long talk on the phone before lights out.

for all u pre-ns enlistees and NSFs.. should go check mr miyagi's comic In My Time.. haha. could realli relate to most of the things in there. quite cute la. quite funny.

hmm. ok la. hopefully by my next blog posting im alr in a 8 to 5 job, behind a computer doing admin work. if not. just a 8 to 5 job will do. near home pls. pls. pls. pls. hopefully. at least i can do some part-time studying or get some extra pocket money doing videos or playing music at a pub or something..

ok la. enough grumbling and wishing and hoping. hope to see everyone soon. happy hari raya to my muslim friends. good for u all, no more fasting. means more siong training for u OCTs in police and OCS. haha. no more excuses. hope u OCS ppl still surviving too...

ok. a thank you and good nite to everyone. pray, if not just hope for me.

it's been a long time since my last post here.. it's been an eventful few weeks i guess.. haha. once or twice i wanted to update this blog but couldn't coz there was sth wrong with blogger or i was too busy.. oh well. anyway i got accepted into SISPEC! and i ooc-ed on the second day.. i declared my eczema during FFI.. told hte MO my eczema gets worse whenever i go outfield under those dirty conditions.. full of sweat, grass, dirt, no baths.. so he said he cannot let me be in sispec bcoz its alot on outfield.. even when i said i want to be in sispec he said he cannot play with this kind of thing. so he said he didn't want to risk me. so marked me unfit for course.. got my posting onfriday.. called the new unit up to ask what i have to bring and wad my vocation is.. the bloody guy on the other side of the phone was laughing and saying things like you don't wanna know.. just bring every fuck shit thing u got from bmt and report here at 8am on monday.. wad the hell.. i bet he didn't even check . i asked wad vocation again.. and he said most likely is AI trooper.. WTF! cannot be lo. i ooc-ed from sispec bcoz i cannot go outfield den they post me to another chiong vocation like that rather stay in sispec right. damn cock leh. oh well.. another 7 + hours and ill noe the outcome. maybe i become clerk or storeman leh? maybe 8 to 5 leh? dunno right.. haha. dun wanna believe that guy on the phone. like making fun of me. haiz..

ok enough bout NS.

celebrated my brother's 25th birthday today at tony romas.. again.. haha. every year we eat at tony romas once. and that's on his birthday. ordered the standard items.. baby back ribs, carolina honey's, onion loaf, salad, potato skin.. haha. SOP. just that this year mindice was present. haha. think she enjoyed the meal. so did i. wanted to get my brother some psp games for his birthday den again i didn't even know wad game he is playing currently or wad game he will want so decided not to la. haha...

converted my uob savings plans to prudential insurance and savings plan.. not bad i would say. but shouldn't say too much la ah..

anyway. hope for the best tml. meeting my fellow sispec ooc who's going to the same camp tml before bookin in with my field pack and duffle bag. damn sienz to lug that thing around.. lucky got my dad to fetch me there tml. 8am reach there. i 645 leaving house liao. dun wanna risk the jam. hoping to reach there as early as 730. haha.

hmm ok. getting sleepy alr. hope i can get some sleep not like last sunday.. couldn't realli sleep.. to worried bout sispec. i'm always like that. everytime befores some major event i sure cannot sleep.. will keep thinking bout that issue and my heart will not stop going faster. i think i have some sort of anxiety disorder.. i should go check that out perhaps when i'm older.. or maybe soon so can downgrade pes. haha..

ok la. i'll do my best ba. hope for the best tml. see u all soon.

guard duty on a saturday. supposed to book out on a thursday nite, and back in again on a friday nite. but friday morning got ippt and afternoon the army open house shit. so booked out onli at 4.30pm on friday. reached home at 530pm... booked in again at 1015pm that same day. Booked out this morning at 845am. reached home at 1030am.. hmm.. had a nice peranakan lunch with mum and dice.. den went for wayang back massage. prepare for 24 km route march on wed. later will be bookin in at 745pm. brother took the car so the cab is coming here at 645.. now onli left one more hour.. oh well. wad a short weekend i have.. oh well. i heard its the last guard duty before we pop alr. then the rest have to come back to complete during their block leave. hahaha.. convince myself i did the right thing.

anyway.. guard duty at rocky hill is tiring.but slack. work 2 hours. rest 4 hours. repeat this 4 times from 8am sat to 645am sunday. yup. hmm.. i'll be POP-ing soon alr!!

get off tt island., hope i get posted to some good unit.. my ippt cannot make it so er.. yah. no command sch for me i guess..

nothing much to blog about this week. one last thing i have to say..

thanks dear for always being there for me! sacrificing ur whole sunday for me after staying up till 4am after ur d&d thingy..thanks dear.. love you lots!! hey, u noe wad? i kept my promise.. i called u every single night when i could in camp.. hahaha..

ok. happy teacher's day to all.. happy birthday to my mum this thursday. won't be there though. gotta plan somehting for her on sat when i book out obviously. unless she alr has something planned out for herself.

ok off to change now. will b back here next sat to blog bout how excited i am to pop within the next 3-4 days. first company in bmtc to POP! wootz. but shitty thing is onli 2 persons are allowed to come for each recruit. yup. will see how ba..

bye!

eventful indeed... apparently dice had been plannin that for the past few weeks alr..i think at there were at least 30 present yesterday.. haha. didn't expect the surprise to have sOO many ppl.. was expecting only the usuals.. haha. thank you dear... really appreciate it!

the ppl she called were from 5 different groups of friends.. so to the following names of ppl who turned up or contributed some way or another thank you very much...

E4ians:
Alvin & Xue Fen
Zhihao & Juliet
Favian
Zhenhao
Chiu hao & Yongqi
Johny
Ah Tan
XiangYong
Chris
Huiling
Evelyn

DMC:
Haz
Zul
Sanjay
Xiangwei
Cheryl
Joanne & Shawn
Timo
Yango
Shingyeen
Wanching
Yingyi
Ying Ning

Raven 3/Section3:
Rec Chee Kenji
Rec Tang Ru Long
Rec Wu Jia Wei
Rec Irsyadudin
Rec Barry Lim
Rec Kuah Fuwen

Family:

Rebecca & good friend Napz...

Big brother Weiwen & Joan! for the tiramisu cake
Mum

Friends:
Waizin & Norman
Renes
Onion & Cherlene

And ofcoz darling Mindice...


Well some of them left after cake.. others stayed to drink, eat supper.. some others left and returned.. some went other clubs to er.. club.. haha. but honestly i was in a little bit of a situation la.. 5 different groups.. impossible to give attention to all of them rite? ya..

the only thing im not veri pleased about is... WHY TODAY NO SOCCER?!! sienz... hahaha. nvm la. might as well also. tml got 16km route march...

and u noe wad? today is my first post NOT about BMT and NS life.. fantastic!

oh yeah.. dice had everyone chip in some cash for zhihao's and my bday present.. so haha. im getting my ipod soon i guess..

oh yah and to Kenji and Fuwen the 29 august babies.. hope u all enjoy the cookies me and dice made for u. will pass to u guys later at book in.

and to my evil twin piggy Wiang Xei.. happy birthday.. i'll definitely get u something next week or wad.. this week alittle tight la..

oh i probably had the best breakfast i ever had since dunno when.. haha. Mcdonald's hotcakes and sausage.. ice milo.. man. i dun realli like macs.. but dunno it taste extremely good.. haha..

hmm 2 MORE weeks to POP! ok.. think i'll stop here for this week.. i dun think i'll bore u with NS stories.. haha. goin to wanyang for my 20min back massage later i hope... alrite. blog again next week.. BYE!

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haha. is that easier to remember or relate to? think dice didn't like the previous address...

hmm.. going for malahuoguo later at 5 plus.. vian's birthday. haha.they thinking of buying mahjong table for him. hmmm.. haha.

i'm just looking forward to the malahuoguo later. think i should buy him a bottle of something myself. den later can open. hahaha. happy mah.

soccer tml i hope. looking forward to it.

orite. update on other parts of my life later...

played soccer for the 1st time with my platoon. played against our sir, jasper's team. played centre back for first half. 10 mins in 2nd half went to join favian they all in yishun alr. reach there just in time. they just started playing. but i was alr too tired to continue. only play 1.5 match only. do the usuals. have lunch n back. suppose to accompany my dale to have her simcard changed. due to time constraint, unable to lah.

yesterday haz pangseh me. supposed to go jam at 1 am. but at 10pm he decided nt to come. hanyuan say nvm. meet me for supper later. then he overslpt. then waited until 2 plus at mindice's place n went home to slp before going for soccer.

go take my medicine first. having a bit of cold now... ok la thats all for now. i going to leave soon. blog again next fri when i book out. might be sat if i kana RT.

yeah.. field camp over.. im kinda relieved that's over and done with.. yeah! all the mud and soil everyday.. not being able to bathe for 6 days.. didn't brush my teeth for 6 days.. eating from little green packets.. shitting in the open with SBO, ET stick and rifle.. oh man.. so glad im back in civilisation.. i miss my bed..miss my family.. miss my gf the most.. she was all i was thinking about and all that pushed me to continue during the field camp.. many times i felt like falling out.. but i keep thinking of the thought of not letting her down.. living up to her expectations. haha. being the onli combat fit soldier in my family.. i'll have a normal POP!! though i expect to haave some sort of downgrade after BMT.. think im allergic to the rifle oil or something., always get rashes after cleaning the rifle.. not too sure though.. gotta go for some test soon...

Field camp is over.. next weekend is SIT test... another 3 days outfield.. nah.. 2 nights onli.. with basha tent somemore.. shouldn't be much of a problem.. i think. i dun intend to go to command sch anw.

ANYWAY.. enough of the NS talk.. kinda sick of it alr. just now was at dinner with the e4 boys.. some of us just couldn't stop talking bout NS.. or refering to NS related jokes.. think we should be a little more considerate to our gf's and non-NS friends next time we go out to eat.. yeah. could sense their boredom and disinterest.. im bored and not interested too..

couldn't decide where to go after our Dinner at safra yishun ( spend more than 100 bucks and get 50% off ala carte items..). So stood around GV. few guys helped the bubble shop auntie repair some plug that was sparkling sparks of electricity.. den drove the tuck juliet home. let favian feel around with my dad's car for awhille.. hahah. still abit newbified.. but should b able to pass Tp on first try de la.. just needa gain confidence..

anyway.. here i am now at dice place.. blogging on her com while she's bathing.. she's out now beeside me alr. so yup gtg.. blog again tml just before booking in at 2030Hrs..

soccer TML! that's the other thing i missed during field camp. sunday's jsut down feel right without soccer with the e4 ppl.. haha.

ok next week is field camp.. another weekend of confinement.. den after 1 weekend of book out and in.. another 3 days in camp den book out for another night for national day. following that is another weekend of confinement for my sit test.. haha.

so far. i think SOC is not gonna be easy for me.. esp the ones which require lots of arm power.. then there's the ones with the psychological barriers.. like that zigzag log thing.. 2m high.. quite scary getting up there for me. think i'm slightly afraid of heights.

ippt cat test.. tremendous improvement for 2.4km run.. from a timing of 15.11 i improved to 11.15 or somewhere around there.. haha.. SBJ still horrible. pull up still zero.. omg. over a month and still zero. gotta do something about it.

oh well.. expect to see me lose weight during field camp.

ok la. have to leave alr. gotta go for dinner den go back to pasir ris int by 8pm later. sienz. at least this time i'm booking in with 24 x 5 packets of hello pandas. hahaha.. that's 120 packets.. hahaha.

went to see a doc yesterday.. kelvin.. gave me excuse uniform for 4 days.. till field camp so my wound on my knee can heal and the rashes from rolling around in the mud will subside. hope my flu gets better before that too. oh well. gotta tahan another 1++ months and it'll be over. haha. so far so good la. better than i expected?

range was fun.. no IA occurance. Heng ah. day shoot only missed two targets from proning.. the rest all shot.. no prob. haha.

ok la. shall go eat dinner alr. catch up with everyone when i book out again. try to during the long weekends.. anyone who wants to know my NS schedule can ask dice..

see ya...

mindice is beside me now.. haha.

so sienz. booked out yesterday at 9am. booking in today at 6pm. wad the hell..its gonna be like that for the next few weeks i think.. field camp coming week after next. dice starting sch 13 august..

alot of abrasion and rashes around my legs.. dunno whether should see MO or not..

oh played soccer today.. fell down. grazed my right knee and left arm.. chao pain.. how to do PT like that.. aiyah. see how la. if realli cmi i go see MO tml lo.. get some cream and excuse long 4 or something.. anyway.. i'll be booking out next sat again. in on sun. out on wed. in on thurs, field camp 2 weeks confined. yeah.

so far lost 3 kg alr.. still cannot do pull ups on my own.. have to keep training ah. ippt cat test next friday.

nothing else much to say alr.. not enough time spent with family and dice this weekend. quite saddening.. oh well. gotta get used to it, i guess. at least for the next 1 and half months. after sit test can book out on friday le.. long weekends til the block leave..

ok la. signing off here. see ya next weekend..

its been my 2nd book out alr! 10 more times of this and i'll be through! hmm.. this week im bringing in more food and orange flavoured glucolin.. hahaha.. and a guitar. like chalet like that..

parents wanted to sell the place.. but i think they changed their mind after looking at one HDB unit.. hahha..

i injured my back during training i think.. these few days damn pain.. the polyclinic gave me 2 days MC.. yesterday and today. so tonite i still gotta book in together with the rest of coy.. but tml and tues i'll be on status.. so sit there do nothing.. haha.

anw.. im gonna catch a movie later with dice.. yup.. this week never play soccer. damn sienz.

ok la. i shall go eat lunch and get ready to go out. tonite gotta be at pasir ris at 2030.. yup.

see ya...

i think i injured my back during training.. must be.. the strain has been there for quite some time already.. 2 or 3 days.. didn't report sick coz i thought just a normal strain.. but hell the pain is quite excruciating after sitting up for too long.. haiz sial..

today booked out at 1115 (friday) sunday gotta be at pasir ris by 8.30..

shit man, my back pain.. HOW TO PLAY SOCCER??!

oh well.. im sleepy.. its 5 hours past my lights out timing.. ZzZzzzzzzz

3 more hours to book in.. SIAN. never mind...
6 more days to book out.
11 more times of this and i POP liao.. veri fast one veri fast one veri fast one..

BMT ptp 1st 2 weeks was ok.. better than i expected.. maybe becoz they're not allowed to tekan us yet.. haha. oh well i'll find out later how evil they can become..

whole weekend spent eating mostly with parents and dice.. onli met up with e4ians last nite for supper and for this morning's soccer.. luckily i have the car.. if not how to chiong here chiong there so fast.. still need to pack things..

later reporting uniform is long 4.. super hot.. die alr la.. abrasion and rashes all over.. this morning during soccer feeling veri giddy.. think tml i may consider going to visit MO if this persist.. then attend B? haiz.. attend B boring sial..

didn't get to watch movie nor jam this weekend.. hope my next book out is on fri night and not sat morning.. if sat morning den realli veri sienz liao.. haha. come out 1 afternoon 1 night 1 morning den book in. hahaha... hoping to jam next week ba..

oh.. and i remember swearing not to talk about NS when im in my civilian life.. UNless it's a veri interesting story to tell la.. hahaha.. so yup. no NS talk for me.. ppl will get bored.. i'll prob just blog it out.. haha

i feel i'm veri lucky to have such a caring gf... haha..

ok la. i shall leave this post at that.. see ya in 6 days..

7 hours left to Tekong
6 hours left to Pasir Ris Interchange
5 hours left to leave the house
4 hours left to wake up
3 hours left to sleep...

omfg. 3 hours. well it's a good thing that im sleeping little today. Tml night sure won't be able to sleep well. anyway.. thanks mindice. For everything you've done.. I love you.

Went to Akashi @ Vivo just now for my last civilian dinner.. hahaha.. later came back, threw everything else i needed into the bag and took the car. Drove to pasir ris to meet dice and pass her stuff.. yup. Can't believe they're actually staying at pasir ris bcoz of him. He give trouble only la.

Anyway. I wonder how tekong is like. wonder how life as a recruit in NS is like. 2 weeks of confinement. oh well. everyone has to go thru it. rite?

i'll blog again on my first day of freedom. see u all soon.

Recruit W.L. Loh

woahs.. just came back from zouk... didn't drink much today. good feeling not drinking too much. head was abit heavy just now though.. but it was ok. Dice got it real bad.. juliet too.. aiyah. beginners. hahaha.

Chris got it the worst. had to carry him to the car. and help him up to his place. favian power la, drink so much still orite.

first time i see Juliet drunk.. nvr in my life see her laughing and puking everywhere. hahha.. tml she sure hangover de..

the pre-ns dinner thingy was alrite i guess.. ate at mussel guys over at vivo. typical western food i guess. nothing really special.

the night before went to melben.. brought them to try the crab beehoon soup. i think they all enjoyed it la. after tt i think i stayed in the car too long or something. vomitted alot when i came back. gastric acted up. prob also bcoz didn't eat anything much the whole day cept for that crsipy chicken thingy. now thinking of it makes me wanna vomit..

hmm ok la. time to sleep. gonna upload just now's clubbing photos here soon..

see ya.

I.... can give you gatsby... GATSBy...

that song is playing in my head. hahaha.

Hey...just changed my blog's template... hmm. How is it ah? Didn't really wanna spend much time editing HTML.. not veri sure how. So erm.. stole something from blogskins and changed the bg.. if it loads too slowly.. den er.. someone help me den.

anyway.. i'll be enlisting in another 6 + days time.. tekong.. sch 2.. hope all goes well.

later going for crab beehoon at melben.. hahaha.

Tml gonna have pre-ns dinner at Vivocity.. no budget. and after that gatsby product launch party at Zouk. yep.

I'll try to update as regularly as possible yeah! if i don't den.. Remind me. hahaha....