some ppl have been saying that they can't see anything on my blog. as in, the text is messed up. hmm.. oh no. looks fine from here leh. i dunno. oh well. i'm coming to the end of my 4 day block leave after ap course. hahaha. ok la.. booking in tonight, sleep there for 3 nights den book out again on friday. cool. this sunday must play soccer lor. haiz. feel damn weird if never play over the weekends.

i wonder wad it'll be like back at 41. this time our pc, ps are in charge in alr. our csm is the king alr. haha. no more staff goh. no more sgt david. will it be tuang all the way? will it be siong? i dunno man. haha. i've got a good one more month to go before going for my appointment at NSC. mean while my rashes will be getting better at kranji. that is if i dun go outfield.. my rashes was the worst when i was at sungei gedong. wah lau. so dusty and dirty. clean the bloody bronco i can feel my fingers getting itchy alr lo. hahaha.

this sat must JAM! like hy said. must do a serious one. we gotta settle down with a perm singer alr la. i duno when was the last time we jammed with mike also. haha. wait. when was the last time we jammed?! mans. 5 months ago? damn sad la..

hmm. ok la. nothing much to say today i guess. stomach not feeling too good.

just now my dad started asking me questions about the future while sitting down at yakun waiting for my mum and auntie to shop at ntuc. hmm. he asked me bout uni, bout mindice. and one question was, wad if one day i find that mindice found another guy and leave me, how will i handle it. hmm.. never realli thought of that question. never realli thought that would happen. hahaha. what? hahaha. seriously. i dunno wad i would do. hmm.. go into depression maybe? perhaps? i dunno.. i said to my dad, why u ask me this question now? then before he could ask me again, my mum appeared and i quickly disappeared to help her carry her groceries. hahaha. so avoided that qn.. haha. sms-ed dice.

am i too dependant on u? or are u too dependant on me? or both? hahaha. i think it's both.

watched john mayor on youtube just now. listening to jamie cullum now. long time since i've listened to this jazz, blues stuff alr. missed it. i miss music la. u dun realli get exposed to much in ns u noe. all u get is some stupid corny ns songs , or in my case some vulgar hokkien peng song about something not decent enough to be typed here. music in deed.

oh well. i gtg for dinner soon alr. den booking into kranji camp by 2230. think i better be there early since i dun have my camp pass. have to do some explaining later i guess.

yup. off le. see everyone again next weekend.

for update on my time in sungei gedong refer to dice's blog at www.mini-dice.blogspot.com...

-back to military life-

ok if you all haven't heard the news. I'm out of course of sispec alr.. on the second day of the course. declared my eczema during FFi so the MO said im unfit for course. thought i'll get a slack vocation. den mindef posted me to 41 SAR. as armour infantry trooper. WTH..

anyway when i got there on that monday i had to choice to choose whether i wanted to be a AI trooper or a pioneer in Strike.. picked to go to Pioneer platoon. good choice. Slack. but onli hard thing for me is that all the ppl there all hokkien peng.. first day go there i culture shock la. haha. veri depressed. just wanted to get out of there.

now i'm better. made a few friends. BUT i still wanna get out of there. i just feel that mindef cocked up my posting. i mean i OOC from sispec bcoz of skin problem. the MO didn't want me there coz he said a lot of chiong sua outfield, my skin cannot take it. even though i told him i wanted to be in. so obviously i thought i would be given a non-outfield vocation. little did i know, they post me to an even dirtier, oil-ier place as a trooper in armour. all the WOs and Staffs there all ask me the same thing. how come i ooc from sispec for skin problem can come here. i say how i know. the ppl there dun even know i'm from sispec. dey dun even know why i ooc for. i think my personal info is not even in the camp yet. hmm.. ok shouldn't say so much la.

anyway our master warrant had asked my PC to settle my case by this week la. already in the 4th week of the pioneer course. moving from neesoon camp to sungei gedong tml. according to my dad im fit for my course. but i think they didn't refer to my FFI slip in my blue docket la. just qualify me by my pes status or something. haiz. hope i ooc this week and they give me a suitable vocation. everytime i go outfield and sweat in that no.4 and lbv i my neck, chin, arms, joints feel damn itchy la. den i tend to scratch uncontrollably den the wounds get infected and bcomes more itchy. den scratch more. haiz. heard sungei gedong is realli damn dirty. as in the things we're gonna do is damn oily and greasy and dirty too. haiz. dunno how i'm gonna survive there. i mean survived field camp and sit test in bmt. but i did have rashes den too.. treated it after everything was over. hmm.. wonder wad will happen to me.

my FATE lies with mindef . sad truth. can't have control over everything yea.

anyway on a brighter side. went jamming today. 1 hour onli. at U.S.Studios.. not a veri good jam session. but atleast i jammed. with my brother's friends la. 1st time since 4 months. omg.
haiz. everytime i blog it seems like i just have a lot of shit to vomit out here. realli not enough time to write everything that has happened since my last post here la.

oh yeah. my fellow sispec ooc who followed me to 41 SAr pioneers has OOC-ed too. haha. zhihao dey all managed to get into Military police. sienz. i think i got the sort of the worst paying worst vocation amongst everyone la.

i miss my bmt platoon ( esp my section ).
i miss my dmc class.
i miss my 2e4 friends.
i miss dice everyday.
i miss my family's comfort.


shit. gotta book in, for the last time, to nee soon camp soon alr. 2230 gotta be at the bunk. no is 2100. dice not fetching me in this week. she's at a relatives wedding. haiz. not used to this. she's always the last person i see before i book-in. a good hug before i go in always makes my day. den a good long talk on the phone before lights out.

for all u pre-ns enlistees and NSFs.. should go check mr miyagi's comic In My Time.. haha. could realli relate to most of the things in there. quite cute la. quite funny.

hmm. ok la. hopefully by my next blog posting im alr in a 8 to 5 job, behind a computer doing admin work. if not. just a 8 to 5 job will do. near home pls. pls. pls. pls. hopefully. at least i can do some part-time studying or get some extra pocket money doing videos or playing music at a pub or something..

ok la. enough grumbling and wishing and hoping. hope to see everyone soon. happy hari raya to my muslim friends. good for u all, no more fasting. means more siong training for u OCTs in police and OCS. haha. no more excuses. hope u OCS ppl still surviving too...

ok. a thank you and good nite to everyone. pray, if not just hope for me.

it's been a long time since my last post here.. it's been an eventful few weeks i guess.. haha. once or twice i wanted to update this blog but couldn't coz there was sth wrong with blogger or i was too busy.. oh well. anyway i got accepted into SISPEC! and i ooc-ed on the second day.. i declared my eczema during FFI.. told hte MO my eczema gets worse whenever i go outfield under those dirty conditions.. full of sweat, grass, dirt, no baths.. so he said he cannot let me be in sispec bcoz its alot on outfield.. even when i said i want to be in sispec he said he cannot play with this kind of thing. so he said he didn't want to risk me. so marked me unfit for course.. got my posting onfriday.. called the new unit up to ask what i have to bring and wad my vocation is.. the bloody guy on the other side of the phone was laughing and saying things like you don't wanna know.. just bring every fuck shit thing u got from bmt and report here at 8am on monday.. wad the hell.. i bet he didn't even check . i asked wad vocation again.. and he said most likely is AI trooper.. WTF! cannot be lo. i ooc-ed from sispec bcoz i cannot go outfield den they post me to another chiong vocation like that rather stay in sispec right. damn cock leh. oh well.. another 7 + hours and ill noe the outcome. maybe i become clerk or storeman leh? maybe 8 to 5 leh? dunno right.. haha. dun wanna believe that guy on the phone. like making fun of me. haiz..

ok enough bout NS.

celebrated my brother's 25th birthday today at tony romas.. again.. haha. every year we eat at tony romas once. and that's on his birthday. ordered the standard items.. baby back ribs, carolina honey's, onion loaf, salad, potato skin.. haha. SOP. just that this year mindice was present. haha. think she enjoyed the meal. so did i. wanted to get my brother some psp games for his birthday den again i didn't even know wad game he is playing currently or wad game he will want so decided not to la. haha...

converted my uob savings plans to prudential insurance and savings plan.. not bad i would say. but shouldn't say too much la ah..

anyway. hope for the best tml. meeting my fellow sispec ooc who's going to the same camp tml before bookin in with my field pack and duffle bag. damn sienz to lug that thing around.. lucky got my dad to fetch me there tml. 8am reach there. i 645 leaving house liao. dun wanna risk the jam. hoping to reach there as early as 730. haha.

hmm ok. getting sleepy alr. hope i can get some sleep not like last sunday.. couldn't realli sleep.. to worried bout sispec. i'm always like that. everytime befores some major event i sure cannot sleep.. will keep thinking bout that issue and my heart will not stop going faster. i think i have some sort of anxiety disorder.. i should go check that out perhaps when i'm older.. or maybe soon so can downgrade pes. haha..

ok la. i'll do my best ba. hope for the best tml. see u all soon.