hmm.. going out in 5 mins.. meeting the normal ppl.. going out. somewhere. not yet decided. happy new year to all. see u all next year. now is the last time i'll be able to touch my com for the year of 2004.. i've gotta make a few new year resolutions.. haha..

Resolutions for the new year

1. Spend more time on work.
2. Set priorities right.
3. Get her.
4. Play GOOD soccer.
5. Get fit.
6. be punctual.
7. Try not to take MCs just to skip classes
8. Take MCs when i'm realli sick
9. Remember ppls birthdays
10. Be happy throughout the year!

oh damn.. i guess my 6th resolution isn't realli gonna happen before 2005.. i'm already late! it's 4.54 now.. i'm supposed to meet them at 5! oh no! shall rethink- re edit my resolutions on 1/1/2005.. haha.. happy birthday to john tan first.. just in case.. i've gotta go! See u'all in the near year!

i'll say i it to u soon! ( not to u, for those of u that manage to read this.)

Happy New YEAR everyone!

and may all ur wishes come true!

watched phantom of the opera yesterday... its a veri nice show.. veri veri nice. i guess it would b better in the theatres.. with a live band and all.. the soundtrack just rocks.. hats off to andrew lloyd webber.. i think that's how u spell it.. anyways.. i finally got to watch the show.. instead of just knowing how parts of its music goes.. without knowing the reason behind it.. the phantom is realli just a traumatised, desperate, music genius who has gone crazy... over the years.. yeah. that's wad i think he is..

gonna go queesnway tml.. spend money.. hmm.. getting jerseys.. and maybe a shoe.. i need a good walking pair of shoe actually.. can't keep wearing the adidas indoor soccer shoe everywhere i go..

ok.. shan't blabber too much today.. got econs to do.. at least i'll try.. missed friday's lecture so i doubt i can complete it today.. which reminds me.. i need to fill up my LOA soon. yeahz.. ciao.. the new year's near.. new year is on the 8th day of christmas..haha.. i just realised.. hah.

i'm damn sick now. just woke up. missed dinner. told them to go without me. wanted sleep. bad things happened just now. i'm damn sienz now. stupid IDEAS module.

dad just came back with food. i go eat. 10.39. weird time for dinner.'

it wouldn't hurt to tag.

went for match today. unfit. sick. stomach got prob. got flu. phlegm in my throat. DAmn sick. but i still wanted to play. i played like shit today. mainly bcoz i couldn't work with renkun la.. he damn pro. calm and composed. but he likes to play as a sweeper and me as a stopper.. abit weird.. nvr tried that b4.. with chongyu we play flat 4.. anyway.. my stomach was bothering me at half time.. so i decided to take a rest.. den on the 20+ min of second half i subbed john tan.. went in to cover right back again.. i totally suck at that position.. too slow to react.. can't read.. was not on top of my game today.. unfit la.. my throat veri dry like tt.. lots of phlegm and i feel veri er.. bloated? sick. anyway we didn't lose. we were winning 2-0 at half time. den when i came out. the got another 2 goals. and conceded one. den due to some stupid mistakes the other side managed to equalize.. i think so la.. wasn't realli concentrating on the match.. just felt sick.

basically that's it. we drew with them 5-5 in the end. i fell. bruised my left arm slightly. after the match sat around. bought drinks. got a cab back with benny. he was rushing to work.. he pay. so.haha. ate some leftovers . bathed. came here to type. it's been a long time since i did that.. bloggin i mean.

a little recap..

wednesday. didn't want to go school. went to get my hair cut. den came back. went to yishun in the mornin to get doc's Mc, went to cold storage. didn't get anything. came back. was already feeling quite sienz. later mindice ,eunice came to learn new songs for the countdown on x'mas eve. practiced a bit. benny came. drums was loud. finished pract rather late. tired. ate dinner at KFC. at first had a craving. den. horrible. it just sucked.

thursday. went to school. finished school at 2. hazry came to jam with us. reasonably good drummer. we played a few christmas songs. ran thru some old tunes. alvin came. he wasn't in good mood. something in school. but he learn his parts veri fast. finished playin everything. already round 10?1030? not sure. went to 925 to eat with eunice and dice.. ban mian stall. tried the fuzhou fishball noodles. not bad.

friday: x'mas eve. supposed to start school at 11 tt means i have to leave the house at 9.45 in order to make it there on time. went down stairs at 1015. decided i was going to be late.. so better take cab. waited. 15 mins. no cab. went home. skipped school in the end. it's just 1 hour of econs lecture. anyway spend my morning playing drums and going thru my songs. dey came earli. mindice and eunice. they did the powerpoints for the lyrics of the x'mas songs. we ran thru some parts. den i had to rush up and down. alvin came. me and him helped to arrange the chairs and stuff. den the rest came. all helped to carry the parts of the drum kit and amps and guitars down. went down. practiced a few songs. my guitar was a little outta tune.. didn't care. no time to. kick drum pedal just sucked. went upstairs with chiu hao to fix it for like 20 mins. came down. eat a little. den gotta a lot of ppl talking to me. so i was the MC. we started of by playing a few christmas songs. didn't play veri well. but i guess it was ok. den it was games.. by my mum. some memory game. den genieve my other MC gave a performance by herself.. some violin piece named 5th concerto or something.. den 2 other pieces with mindice accompanying her.. on the keyboard. den it was us again. performance. played 1 last christmas song. den starting with the pop songs and oldies.. i think ppl enjoyed that better than the christmas songs. we played better also. cept for the fact that my guitar was a little off tune. after many pieces.. tony and eddie came to perform on stage. we had to become a make shift band. yongsin my couz-in-law on bass.. albert on guitar with tony himself. and ofcoz.. me on the drums.. eddie. as himself. or rather.. elvis presley.. a veri old and wrinkled one suffering from spasms and retardation or soemthing.. but he sings well. entertaining.. damn funny. so after bout 45 mins of elvis and oldies. ( apache ). we got on to line dancing. didn't realli want to dance. but mindice eunice and benny was veri on.. so joined in. taught them. or rather helped my mum to teach a few dances.. simple ones.. like jingle bell rock.. electric slide.. cowboy cha cha and wild wild west.. or something like tt.. the rest slacked outside by the pool. nearing 12.. john shaun and alvin head home first.. didn't stay for the countdown. the rest did. chew yuen went off at 9+ i think.. felt bad not being able to entertain her.. but.. i was so busy! so everyone went home after a few performance by tony and eddie again. with yongsin again on the guitar. dis time with zhiliang on the drums. and me on the keys. had a hard time trying to play with them. coz i can't hear my self on the keys.. the speakers were too far away.. had to figure out the chord progression for all those songs like on the spot. some i couldn't catch. some i think i did ok.. haha. eunice mindice and chris stayed over. the rest went home. benny and the bullion gang went to orchard to do nothing. haha. smashed candy cane outside my house. benny. watched dodgeball. went to eat. watched a little of national treasure. slept.

x'mas day.. got up.. father decided to treat those that stayed over to lunch at safra restaurant.. so.. went there. ate. er. after tt wanted to play street soccer actually. but onli like 4 ppl free.. so decided to go to dice house to play pool.. coz yewtuck so hot play pool.. dunno why also. so went there. around 4+.. played 3 games. sang karaoke. auntie came to fetch me to OCC to meet my family for the penang buffet thing. $23 per person. the food is not up to standard. after actually going to penang and tasting the best of the best around.. the penang food fair is no longer appetising to me anymore.. we used to go there and find the food reasonably good. this time, my brother said.. he didn't even want to go for seconds.. so after tt went home.. got on the com.. talked on the phone. slept. had to prepare my self for today's match.

and finally.. events of today are all in the first few paragraphs... haha.. so i'm sick. and tml there is the stupid IDEAS presentation of the plasticine models and drawings. sienz. dun feel like going. later at nite supposed to go dinner near clarke quay with couzing siew hwee and yong sin.. see how.. might not feel like going. runny nose now...

wednesday going to get team kit.. finally.. pay for all first.. $28 per person.. so we have 14.. that's 28 x 14.. er.. bout $400? er.. ok la.. i might get 2 shirts. haha. different numbers. like favian. he took both 11 and 13.. i might take 22 and something else. or not. see my mood.

yeah. thats my x'mas weekend for u.. summarised in just these few words.. new year's around the corner.. new resolutions again i think.. i didn't fulfill any of those i wrote last year. i think. well.. yeah. sad. resolutions..

yesterday had inspiration to write a song. to do something.. but.. didn't get on with it.. not today. maybe tonite? maybe.

merry x'mas !!

its back to sch tml.. haha.. so many things undone. the donation thingy not yet found. wad m i gonna do. haha. heck. now my room got one electric guitar. one bass guitar. one keyboard. 3 amps. and one drum set. yay. finally. but wad a time. when i start sch i dun get the time to play. shit. oh well. lucas said without a paddle is funnny. i thought it was ok onli.. i thought shaun of the dead was nice.. haha. benny thinks its boring. haha.. one mans meat..

now watching some symphonic orchestra playing some pro piece. fascinating.

soccer was this morning. got up at 7. chris called at 7.15. favian was there already he said. so i bathed. changed. got ready. went out. raining. called benny. took a bus to his bus stop. wanted to get a cab coz it was damn late already. 7.50. waited veri long. some stupid cabs dun wanna stop. pretend nvr see. shit. some freakin ppl rush for the cab with me. shit. so took a bus. from there took another 812 to ah tong. still drizzling. went there. changed. warmed up. kicked abit. got wet. started match. sneezed. within 10 mins we were 3-0 up. before we noe it. at half time. we were i think 6-1 or something. can't rmb. den by the end of the match. we found ourselves winning 15-3. so kwa zhang rite. but realli lor. haha.out of that 3 goals conceded 2 were own goals. unpredictable and unsavable.. so.. we scored 17 goals. haha. i managed to get 1/4 goal. shared with alvin and 2 other guys. haha. ask me bout it. haha. so went to sakura after washing up at some tap. ate dry beef kway teow with a lot of chilli.. shiok. but abit too shiok. i cannot handle the chilli padi.. haha. ok la. i gtg.. my mother's pushing me to go and sleep coz there's sch tml.. duhz. its on li 11 lor. i have to get up at 7 onli..

quite satisfied with the way alvin played and the way mindice played their instrus today.. benny improving.. mayb tired from soccer. chris. got interest. kok didn't come. chiu tired. i lots my chords. neighbour came down. brought his friends. got 1 pro. realli pro. damn pro. electric guitar. play until i melt. i played drums for dem.. a bit borring kinda music for me.. but haha.. dey say i good so.. happy la. haha. got a gig in one weeks time and a week after. benny. convince me u can play on that day.. drummers interested invited to tag.. haha..

i realli hope the band works out. i mean. day and nite i think about it. i mean since i'm in one i should give my best and stuff right? at least do something during practices. ok la. today's jammin quite productive. cept tt the bass is not there. so had to sub with another guitar. shit la. where's my strap. 2 weeks liao. or more? den on the way back. zhiliang told me benny maybe cannot make it on 24th. i asked ben. he says can. i choose not to believe zhiliang. kok. come back and play if u can. 3 drummers better than 1. need to learn lots of stuff now. 11 songs. hope can make it. dun wanna spoil christmas. it IS gonna be christmas eve..

penang recharged me. i guess. more cheerful when i was there. no worries no stress no nothing. just eat and travel and sleep and watch tv the whole day. but i remembered when i was there, had this HUGE tendency to go jamming again. coz i wanted to show that we are better than those ppl playin in the hotel. and yeah, i think we are. but sometimes i feel that the onli person that realli wants to play in a band is me. show me u have that enthusiasm. it shouldn't be a chore. come on. its meant to be fun. the learning is enriching. the practices make u better. the playing is sensational. playing for a crowd, priceless. haha. come on. i noe u all have it in u. u got to let it out. enjoy. and can see alvin enjoying already. that's good. i can feel the commitment in him to learn, memorise and play. i noe u've got work. but this band is not the onli thing on my mind either. i've got other stuff to do to.

i guess i like wad i can get out of jamming. we amatuers showing wad we can do. create music. wad i realli like about it is when i just sing. sing out. its like shouting to an open sea. especially when u have to power over the rest of the instruments. it feels good just letting go. close my eyes and i feel it. who cares if i can't sing it well. i try. i listen. i listen to the other instruments. the rhythm. now, will someone pls lend me a bass guitar. the drum set's comin next week. borrowed ofcoz.

blogging. helps me recollect. think whether i'm realli over reacting over certain issues, also helps psycho-ing myself into believing certain things. why would i want to do that? i'm just human..

sometimes i envy others. happy go lucky, carefree. how do u do it? u dun ever seem to get angry.. i try not to. even when i am. but sometimes it can't be helped. u noe wad i mean. i'm just human.. mayb its the stuff he has.. able to relieve stress? i dunno..

its refreshing to see a familiar face, an old friend once in a while. to see them talk the way they do. amazing wad 2 mins can do.

amazing wad 2 mins can do. i was tired and all. a little bit frustrated. a little bit satisfied. came in to see. to help if anything. " go away " wad the heck. anything..

dodge ball. funny.

..coz i've got too much blood runnin in my veins going to waste. thanks rob.

still in penang..

stupid sp.. i purposely changed my class from 22 to 20.. den now they go change me from 20 to 21.. shit.. supposed to be same class as jeremy.. haha..well dats too bad. actually i dun realli care la.

12.. supposed to get 3 onli. got 12.

nothing much to buy. got a fake man utd replica.. realli fake. but nice material la. can use for soccer. and another shirt. names of real players. just a few. nice design.

brother bought a shirt. and 2 jeans from this shop called kawaii.. supposed to imports from korea..haha.. the sales girl quite friendly.. got to know her abit. she asked me to guess her age.. i guess 19.. she said she's 15! haha.. i asked my brother to guess after tt.. he also said around 18.. yah.. she looks matured for her age.. aniwae komtar got nothing to buy de.. nothing i want to i mean.

after tt went to prangin mall. huge mall. got dvds there. father bought the most stuff there. after tt ate again.. the same street stuff.. onli with newer inclusions.. oh yeah. that's yesterday.

this morning reali nothing to do. so free and easy until almost bored.. supposed to go jet skiing.. brother couldn't get up. so. haha. at 11 we walked to the near buy place.. ate nasi padang.. i dunno wad u call it here la. same la. not bad.. the curry everythin veri nice. den walked back after getting some sugar cane juice and goreng pisang from across the road. den walked back. was discussing whether to go to prangin to get more stuff.. but in the end decided not to. so stayed in hotel. slack. watch black hawk down on cinemax. den stupid cable got problem. so came down here.. internet room in the hotel.. to use the internet lor. later going for dinner .. seafood.. maybe can detour into some night flea market or something. can get stuff for u all..


stupid hotel. ppl shifting stuff outside this room.. so damn noisy.. stupid phone ringing behind me. wad the hell.. brother asking me not to say that.. not veri nice he says.

arghz.. i wanna go jamming. big tendency. and er. u know wad. our band is much better than the resident band here in this hotel. listened to them play few tunes. their wonderful tonight is just HORRIBLE. wrong chords wrong notes. can't sing. haiz.. at pragin yest there's this singer player the acoustic and singing at the mall.. horrible. can't strum. can't sing. i was saying to my brother maybe if we came here and started a music career we would be successful.. haha.. maybe ar.. next time. retirement plan. haha..

ok la. if anyone reads this. soccer on thurs afternoon? for john..

i'm tryin to get u all stuff.. whether i can is another thing..haha. the most u all come here watch show lor.. yeah.. i gtg liao. times up. this place isn't free as i thought it was. its RM8 per half hour. used 50 mins after my father already. yah.. he used since 3.11..

oh yah.. wil be back on tuesday afternoon.. 1PM+ reach airport in JB i think.. den takin a cab back home lor.. so will reach back round 2+.. i didn't bring my phone.. so anything on after 2 msg me.. but i'll onli read it after 2.. when i get back that is.. yeah.. first time gastric cured by itself.. nutmeg drink rulez. taste like cola without the gas. yeah. bought some concentrate back too.. k. see ya..

in penang now.. haha.. basically been eating and sleeping and sitting in this MPV since i got here.. at alot of stuff ar.. first day reach here den immediately went to eat char kway teow and ice kachang.. on the way still got eat stuff like ampong balik.. dunno how to spell la.. but is this banana kueh... singapore oso have.. but thsoe at the road sides here realli is nicer.. the peanut cake.. er. man cheng kueh also better.. crispier.. oh yeah.. that meal also ate laksa.. not bad.. realli miss the penang laksa over here.. actually i can't realli remember wad i ate in sequence.. becoz over this 2 days.. realli alot ar.. like eating trip.. and dis is better than malacca man.. cheaper. nicer. erm.. got the fried oyster oso. oh yah. yesterday's nite hokkien mee.. BEST! er.. not ur singapore dry fried hokkien mee.. is the equivalent to singapore's soup prawn mee.. onli nicer.. and include ingredients like pig intestines.. and the te kah also..wah pro.. the pig trotter in the prawn mee soup.. wah biang.. melt in the mouth lor.. steady..

dis morning.. got up went for breakfast.. i can't remember wad i ate actually.. but i know dat i had kway teow soup for lunch la.. coz got gastric yesterday nite.. so while the rest enjoyed penang laksa. i had to take dat. but nahz.. i dun care la.. the kway teow veri diff also.. so smooth and soft. hmm.. went for a tour round penang island.. visit water falls and stuff.. and still got the war museum.. we managed to have some snacks on the way back to the hotel for a rest.. went to this place near some where called the padang.. down there sells 2 things that u can't find in singapore.. i think its called che wu and de other one is the popiah.. che wu is something like indian rojak onli with a thicker sweeter nicer gravy.. fantastic.. the popiah.. nicer.. got a but of gravy.. i think is prawn stock or something.. damn shiok.. haha.. yeah.. after tt came back to hotel slept awhile.. watch cinemax den set off for dinner at 7+.. reached the destination at 8.. the BEST MEE SUA i ever eaten in the whole damn world.. the last time i had dat was 3 years ago.. same place.. standard dropped slightly.. but.. still nice la.. like sharkfin sial.. poor mans shark fins they call it.. for a party of 14 ppl.. we paid RM217.. that's reasonable man.. damn nice. so now my parents and the rest of them went to a bar.. la.. listen to music.. yah.. i gotta go liao.. see ya guys wed..

hmm.. today. mindice came. supposed to come at 8.30. but at 8.30 she msg me to bluff me she just got up. so i thought can sleep another hour or so. den at 9am received a call. she's outside my house liao! haha.. so.. she use com. after that did abit of keyboards thingy. den she want sch at around 1+. i went ZL place to jam with benny and alvin. no keys today veri weird. veri empty. i wanna effects pedal..

had runny nose today.. getting sick liao. late nites or should i say veri earli mornings nearli everyday. get up earli. so sick. got home bathed. sat on sofa watched simpsons. first time i watch simpsons until sleep. too tired liao. so manage to pull myself up to off the projector and sleep. until dinner. den dey called. went to buy present for chiu hao at causway point.the big big funny looking doll and a toilet bowl with a dancing piece of shit in it. haha. cost a total of $30 i think. den called him to come down to take. he was painting the house. no time to answer. so we sat at the interchange there eating bread from breadtalk and talking until someone decided to call him. manage to get him down. travelled to yishun. favian went back first. gave him the present. haha.. nice look on everyone's face. chris said, ur favourite.. haha. went home. bathed again. runny nose getting better. and now i'm blogging. haha.. tml moring have to set off for penang at 6.45.. taxi coming from malaysia to bring us to johor airport. air asia. den a 45 mins flight to penang. yea. food. realli miss the laksas and fried kway teow.. de road side chee cheong fun and de super nice mee sua.. couldn't forget the line dancing de previous time i was there. gosh. the horror. those horrendous line dances. 50 trying to at 15. omg. lucky for me. this time is with my family.. haha.. yeah.. hmm.. i've got nothing much else to say..


sylvia.. u were right. that is life! thanks..

well see u all when i get back on tues. soccer on thurs afternoon if any1 reads this. jamming on friday maybe.. see ya. it's past midnite already. happy birthday chiu.

today's main event was supposed to be GEM registering.. and soccer in the morning la.. stamina down.. never do warm up.. dun think will be able to have match.. true. realli not ready. fitness down.. technique down.. everything down.

everything.

singapore idol. Sylvester realli sucks like hell. can't sing. realli realli can't sing. can't project. uses throat. strains his voice. off pitch. if he wins. i won't b surprised either. singapore's taste in music. disappointing. ok la. not the WHOLe of singapore. just some of them who watch SG idol.. and voted. imagine world idol. wad a disgrace.

its depressing to .. arghz. its just depressing. depressed.

i just don't like the feeling of being kept from something..

shit.

got into entrepreneurship.. GEMS.. wanted DIY com or photography also.. but time clashes and the section was closed by the time i got there. oh well..

gastrics back.

singapore idol. taufik won. that's good. anw. the final 2. taufik and sly. this proves one thing. u dun need a good voice to sing in singapore. u just need to smile alot. and appeal to alot of people.. hahaz. oh well. its not a talent show. its a popularity competition.

haha.. i just changed my blogs layout.. got pretty bored with the old one.. well dis ones more boring.. but i like it. haha. anyway.. did nothing today.. ok.. ya i bought a nike shirt and a water bottle dunno for who or wad. just bought it to use up the full $50 voucher.. haha.. haiz. well er. see ya. match comin up. penang trip coming up. er. band practs coming up.

thats me shootin the arrow.. cool huh.. got the bullseye after 10 tries. not bad for a newb.. haha

stupid blogger.. type so much yesterday.. the post didn't turn up right.. shit. had to delete it. it was empty anw.. didn't do much today.. went to vian's house. collect back dvd.. play with dog. horny dog. left at 12. jamming at 2.. reached there at 2.45.. zl just get up.. today's pract was quite good.. benny makes a good drummer lehz.. not bad.. managed to play all the songs thru once..good rehearsal actually.. den i left at 4.30.. went for band. met chiu at 5 at semb mrt.. ate packed food from co-op for dinner.. went for band. long time nvr see tao geh liao.. sight reading veri bad.. bass clar tone so bad also.. den today got some small small solos also cannot play.. my rhythm also all wrong.. haiz.. nvm la.. pract bit more.. shalt not skip band practs unnecessarily anymore.. after band went to chiu hao house there the coffee shop.. ate chicken chop.. not bad.. went home in a cab.. too tired liao.. troubled.. i wanna whack someone liao!!

anw.. benny said shutter is nice.. shall go watch it soon..

just came back from malacca yest. was so tired i slept after dinner until.. now... but i had my dinner at 8+ la.. slept around 10 i think.. no wait. i remember i watched shark tales first.. haha..

anw not much in malacca i guess.. i was there with another 2 families.. neighbours.. that family that we went to bintan with.. and the other neighbour. the family of the girl that played er hu and violin during the lantern festival.. genieve her name.. all we did there was eat and eat and shop and eat and eat somemore.. so.. pretty much an eating trip to the best eating places in melaka.. lets see.

first day we reached there bout lunch time.. so ate at this place restaurant called bibik neo.. paranakan food.. den went to plaza melaka raya.. bought dvds.. tried to find some games.. not in stock yet.. too earli. said had to wait till christmas.. ok lo.. i still got penang.. den after that i couldn't realli remember wad we did.. i remembered we took some time choosing the dvds.. and rushing back to our cars.. coz the time was up.. den.. oh.. we went to makota shopping centre.. or isit spelt mahkota? or makkotha? or makhota? or makotah? not impt... went there me father and stanley's family sat at coffee bean while the rest went to shop.. den after a while i went to look around the place.. too.. pretty boring.. typical shopping centre.. no bargaining . den on the way back we saw some massage thingy.. the thing that u step on and it shoots electricity up ur leg.. haha.. some of us went to try. and got shocked.. people set the thing to onli bout 10 or 20.. dey go set at 99.. haha.. siao.. anw after tt we wanted to try go cart.. went there.. started to rain.. de guy said cannot drive coz wet oily.. and his workers dun worker when it rains.. ok lor.. so we waited for the rain to get lighter den went back to hotel.. rest awhile.. bout an hour.. den went to go eat at this fantastic restaurant.. teo soon leng.. teochew food... supposed to be the best.. it was the best meal i had the last time i was there.. but this time i guess the standard dropped abit.. i think due to the crowd la.. too many ppl coming on a weekend.. might be due to the place being featured on one of the shows on tv also.. the one with mark lee i think.. i dunno.. i dun watch..
den after dinner we walked to the night market side.. smelled all the food at the road side stalls.. so nice.. i felt like eating.. but i was too full.. den like last time.. brought them to see the line dancing and karaoke groups.. the different dialect communities doing different things along that road.. then genieve made the metal name thing.. she made it into a bracelette cost RM11.. hmm.. after that.. we went to try the go cart thing again.. this time it was dry and ready.. haha.. got this 7 year old pro down there.. realli pro.. he made one round in less then 1 minute i think.. pro driver.. so we go lor.. not veri fun la.. coz too few people can go at one time.. then 1o mins.. i crashed into the side once while trying to turn at max speed.. haha.. lucky didn't over turn.. RM60 for 10 mins.. but they gave us more than 10 mins la.. RM 60 per person la.. so after that went back. watch rocket man movie on star movies. lame. sleep.

second day.. got up to go for breakfast at the hotel restaurant.. horrible food. tasteless and not appetizing at all.. ate a bit den went for archery.. jingwen tried.. i didn't see.. we were still upstairs.. den bertrand tried.. hmm.. no energy de.. nvr hit the target board at all.. the genieve tried.. she did it before so.. more pro.. but didn't hit the bullseye.. den my turn.. i tried.. first few shots almost flew either in the sand or behind.. den after that i got the hand of it.. shots got closer to the bullseye.. the instructor asked me whether it was my first time.. i said yes. he didn't believe.. he say most first timers not so pro.. haha.. ask me go train back home and go for tournament next year.. den he ask me how i know how to shoot. i saw watch movie lor.. robin hood.. lord of the rings.. den on my 12 shot.. got the bullseye.. got my name in the reviera hotel hall of fame.. haha.. no la.. dey just asked for my name and room number dunno for wad.. maybe some records ba.. after tt saw jingwen thrash everyone in table tennis.. she's just 11.. pro. smaller li jia wei.. den went for lunch at this place called auntie lee.. peranakan food again.. just that cheaper and better.. but damn difficult to find.. giant prawns.. huge fish.. not bad la.. after that went to makotah to look for stuff again.. clothes this time.. got this huge sale at parkson grand.. bought a few shirts.. and jeans.. so did the rest.. not bad la.. good prices den after 2 hours we went back.. bought a few durians from the road side.. saw some road side stalls.. abit unhygienic la.. use bare hands to fry the prata and roti john de.. hmm.. looks appetizing.. but.. didn't dare to buy.. den on the way back checked out auntie dorothy recommennded place for dinner.. called.. seafarer... ordered our food.. went back to the hotel.. ate the durians at the car park jinwen and her father went kayaking.. de rest of us went up stairs... i slept awhile.. watched wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai... then we came out again.. saw people playing fire crackers and rockets.. heard rather.. hari raya mah.. so we went to eat dinner.. listen to the one man band playing.. coz this birthday man came up to sing a few songs from the beegees.. oh my god.. entertainment of the highest grade.. he sang his heart out.. trying his best to immitate the beegees.. onli to sound like william hung on helium.. im serious.. for half an hour.. den this guy came up to play afew blues and jazz tunes.. on his harmonica.. pro guy.. didn't realise u could do so much with a harmonica.. anw.. the dinner was priced ok.. RM 158 for 10 ppl.. cheap la.
went back to hotel.. wanted to go to the pub.. live band mah.. den they say children cannot go in.. den their parents also dun wanna go liao., like that onli my family and 2 other guys.. where got fun.. i'll be so bored. so ok lor.. went back room.. i played uno with jing wen.. genieve and bertrand joined us later.. played till rather late ar.. saw chelsea thrash fulham 4-1.. haha.. went back room.. tired. sleep.

last day .. got up.. got gastric.. food poisoning wad eva.. couldn't go out.. pain.. took a few pills.. rest in the hotel room while the rest went out for breakfast.. i had to eat at the hotel.. went down at 9.30 not much food left.. no diff i couldn't eat anything anw.. so had a bit of porridge.. went back waited for them to come back hotel.. den checked out.. took charcoal pill.. den got in the car.. headed back for singapore liao.. stopped by macs to get some lunch.. den headed all back.. jam at the causeway.. hmm.. didn't do much on the last huh.. anw.. got back.. benny called from dice house.. ask me to go.. cannot ar.. sick. ate dinner. watch shark tales. sleep.

today.. just got up at 11 plus.. now's 12.20.. later going soccer. i think. i'll go eat liao. hope tml jamming is successfull.. full strength..

see ya.

i see hope.

hope in the patient and persistant.

bought new shoes yesterday.. mum couldn't stand the sight of my shoe.. so got me to buy a new one.. haha.. so good lor..i got a new pair of indoor soccer shoes.. top sala IV.. adidas.. Light. Soft. Nice.

just watched this movie with jack nicolson in it.. er wadz the name again.. er.. as good as it gets.. hmm.. nice show. kinda weird though the after-effects.. veri depressing yet heart warming..

band? guitar? jamming? tabs? chords?present? dunno wad to do..

hmm..
chalet is on 18th - 20th of november.. remember ar.. book liao.. please try to come..

bout electrico's cd today... much more inside.. good band.. good musical sense.. nice style.. but vocals and choice of lyrics not too powerful.. not bad liao la.. i'm inspired by them..

christmas party for my family is on 18th dec.. my brother's band oxygen will be playing.. 25th dec for my friends i think.. our band playing.. christmas songs.. and others. den after tt another elderly band will take over.. haha..

ICp over.. now left FOM.. haven't been mugging much.. just reading.. and trying to absorb as much from the little bit of crap i've read.. hmm.. can wan la.. tml.. pia..

tired.. i think i shall sleep liao.. played soccer just now.. supposed to be at 4.. waited the whole day to play at 4.. i left the house at 3.50. it rained at 3.52. i took a cab. reached yishun at 4.10. it stopped raining at 4.11pm. we waited for others. played soccer till 6+ i think.. den ah poh came.. den chiu hao came.. den play again.. til 7.30pm like tt. i think.. till i was having gastric pains.. came home.. couldn't find the food that i thought my mum cooked. gave her a call. she says in the kitchen. it was in the wok. ate that with rice onli. it's onli 1 hr ago that i realised there's more stuff to eat in the pot next to that wok. how was i supposed to know? haha.. nvm. ate that for supper.

just helped benny with his presentation .. he just left not long ago.. he left at 1.30am. pro.. happi halloween.

nitez.

chalet.. how? i need ur response.. if anyone sees this.. response.. sms me.. tag.. chat with me on msn.. tell me.. i just need ur response man...

chalet.. how? i need ur response.. if anyone sees this.. response.. sms me.. tag.. chat with me on msn.. tell me.. i just need ur response man...

alright... i'm typing this on my brother's laptop.. quite nice to use actually.. haha..

supposed to go watch exorcist today.. but i can't i think john couldn't .. he gave a reason that goes something like he taking back his results today or something like tt.. i dun get it. nvm.. anw.. benny got promoted. i knew it. wonder if anybody i know didn't get promoted.. anw.. it's not a bad thing to get retained right.. i mean.. u have 1 extra year to study wad others onli had 1 year to do so.. doesn't mean that i would want to get retained la.. i wouldn't want to study everything one more time again.. so sienz.. haha.. some more my course is 3 years lor.. not 2 years like jc.. wad am i talking about? lala..

exams coming.. i haven't touched anything yet.. hmm. i promise i will start tml or maybe tonight if possible.. it's supposed to be study week..

hmm.. jam sessions.. when starting? i enthu liao..

maybe wanna watch white chicks later.. haven't checked my hp...it's at 4.20 or something at yishun. see first.. had diarrhea yesterday...

anw.. gtg.. tml got dtp lecture and some speech i gotta do on suicide..teenage suicide that is.. haha.. see ya..

got to play soccer with more than 4 ppl this morning.. 14 infact.. haha.. ok la.. quite fun. but we realli need to play more often. can see that everyone's skill stamina and crap all deteoriorating.. how to have match with zhiyang team's.. have to warn them that their team is pretty strong.. run like siao wan..

tml got excel test.. its at 12.. but i have to be in ssch by 9 to do some CD report shit.. damn sienz.. den also have to hand in this adverisement i made for Creative Comm.. have to go school and print.. house no ink.. besides the school's paper much nicer.. and the ink is much nicer and faster too..

watched resident evil yesterday.. hmm not bad.. but a little short la.. 1 hr plus onli.. after that went to mindice's new house to play pool.. the cue comes in 3 sizes.. have to have small ones coz the room's length is not enough to fully stretch the cue.. er.. u know wad i mean?

yest morning went to ajc open house.. go there for one specific purpose but i dun think they wanted to watch them perform.. so zhao.. so sienz.. but saw some ppl la.. after that went over to pj's open house.. also to waste time.. realli waste time lor.. go there do nothing one.. just see the sch.. the sch is damn big.. but veri hot.. veri airy.. too airy until the sunlight shines directly in EVERYwhere! and the band that was playing realli sux. the singer reminds me of aliff.. no offence.. haha.

then met benny at orchard while the rest of them went to get eunice's ticket's for some ballet performance.. at sistic.. er.. specialist centre.. i went with benny's family to see some australia university exhibition.. realised Sp is affiliated with the university of sydney.. not bad.. after poly.. if parents willing maybe can go in.. but ex sial.. $18,400 a year..but then i can cut in 1 and a half year.. other students need to study 4 years.. i go there study 2 and half year onli.. not bad.. see how when that time comes.. now must conc here first.. GEMs.. need to choose.. Public relations.. music appreciation and er.. i dunno liao.. maybe follow chiu hao.. entreprenuership.. i do wana set up my own ad firm also.. hmm.. wonder if that is possible.. argh.. think about excel test tml first la.

hmm.. watching exorcist on tuesday.. hmm.. nahz.

lThe last time i blogged was the day during dtp.. about a month ago plus a few days.. dat's long.. anw.. tml DTP again.. i'm gonna to have to skip the it class in the morning to go print a hard copy of my book cover.. haiz.. wad crap.. why ppl say i look like beng yu.. wad an insult... ok la. not that bad.. ppl also say i look like steven.. yr 2 dmc.. haha.. at least that guy better.. hmm.. mayb i got common face.. heck.. should change image liao.. differentiate myself man.. i can't stand it.

Got a flu recently.. got a doctor's MC and some medicine.. the med at nite makes me damn drowsy.. sleep soundly.. but difficulties getting up from bed.. realli too drowsy..

This sat got so many JC's open house.. i wanna go AJ wan.. see her perform.. anw.. AJ so much nearer.. but mindice ask us to go PJ de.. hmm.. have to think.. now every step is crucial.. especially after the exams liao.. more dangerous..

ARGH! so many things to do! so little time.. everyday besides the essentials of life like bathing, sleeping eating, i still have to do a little bit of housework now.. no more maid.. grr.. increase my workload.. less sleep also.. coz gotta get up earlier.. somemore now all the datelines comin.. presentations.. projects.. presentations.. projects.. haiz.. too many.. until fall sick. i even forgot i had a blog man.. 1 month since i blogged.. i realli forgotten about this until i saw my friend blogging.. den i realised.. yes.. something i can confide in completely..

IDEAS proposal have to do by tml.. chiu hao coming.. piangz. everything also last minute.. friday my OC speech somemore.. i hope the speech goes from the bottom.. i dun think i'm ready for it tml.. the tenor sax still in my room.. haven't returned to the band room.. no time and too heavy.. how.. haiz.. i wonder whether the band room is opened on sat.. like that at least my father can fetch me there..

today.. go digi media studio qiong Project at 9am.. den we found out got class.. so cannot use free acces.. we idiots go and book stupid timeslots without checking the schedule for classes.. so bobian have to share share with others after sch.. den everybody damn kan qiong la.. somemore the lecturer wants us to close and shut down after 5.. wad de hell.. he so naggy.. and irritating.. keep asking us to get out.. come on lor.. we tml. i mean later. project due.. and i haven't even printed my shit out.. wad de hell.. somemore i saved in freehand format.. at home cannot open.. com lab also cannot.. so i had to qiong the thing on adobe photoshop just now.. the text and all bo bian must change lor.. coz adobe dun have those fanciful fonts ma.. haiz..

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today went for Dtp in the morning.. i reached damn earli hoping we could start earli.. coz i had to leave earli.. didn't happen. started on time. from scratch. thought could leave by 10. had to. left by 10.30 instead.. had to go back ai sell tix.. not bad managed to sell tickets to MDM TAn GB.. and got a few ppl to go on that day to buy tickets from the booth.. including Mrs SHaron heng, Ms Ng suang ching , Rozi.. haha.. ben chee also.. er.. met lendl and chris in nyp sold them tix as well.. not bad.. but now got pressure liao.. must perform well..
anw.. felt rather bad leaving them to do the DTp themselves.. when i was there we weren't going no where either.. veri slow progress.. wad ya expect.. its from scratch.. somemore had to scrap the cow idea. COz its fizzy. DAMn OJ with lemon.

it's realli been a long long long long time since i last blogged. well been pretty busy and stuff.. and everytime i go online i onli have time to check my mail.. do my stuff o e-learning and mayb play a game or two.. yeah.. den after tt i'll feel damn tired.. too tired to do anything else..

just camp back from IBM camp a day ago.. hmm.. got sick on sunday.. felt pains in the back when i eat or breathe hard.. so went to see the nearest doc.. 24 hr clinic.. at clementi.. $15 surcharge.. hack care.. had to check it.. was damn worried it was emphysema or bronchittis or something la.. but the doc said it was just over strained.. play too much of my bass clar.. anyway he gave me gastric pills.. he said the pain in the chest was caused by gastric.. darned pepsi.. anw.. went home that nite.. slept in my bed.. wad a nice feeling after the no-blanket-sleep on table past few nites..haha.. anw.. monday i tried to play.. still pain.. but better.. until now.. it's still pain.. but not so bad.. can feel that its just muscle aches..

intensive training.. hmm.. lips almost cracked i think.. haha..

today still had to go project meetin at 9.. tml also..sienz diao.. friday goin to watch garfield. yay. sat got match. mayb. depending on zhiyang's ankle. haha..

sp concert 17th sept.. $6 a ticket.. anyone interested?
please contact me!

shit.. so much work.. tml still got itb test.. Sienz.. haven't revised anything.. but den u might ask wad's there to revise on ms word? huh.. anw.. i just sent my assignment to suantze... er.. my creative comm tutor.. my printer's out of ink.. no choice. save me to trouble of printing or asking others to print also la.. haha.
OC topic changed.. now.. so many things changing.. arghz.. hope i get into the additional film module next year manz.. onli one class of 22.. hope i get in.. i'm beginning to feel like my english in this course is too NeWB already.. wah liew.. nvm.. i learn something new everyday..
Speech outline to hand up tml and still not yet done..

benny came to play pool just now.. den watched a bit of the li jia wei match for the bronze. she lost.. i think in the 4th game she lost confidence and just wanted to get out of that place liao.. dunno why koreans like to shout so much in table tennis.. haha.. haiz.. forced laughter..

i bought nice shorts yesterday.. dri-fit.. $33.. not bad.. rather ex.. but since i don't have a nice pair.. might as well get a good pair.. den went to favian's house play soccer .. with chris and his brother.. till 11.30 like tt.. den went home.. hmm.. nvr wear glasses play soccer i play better.. haha.. anyway i got home and cough/flu got worse.. shit.. hmm.. today been at home the whole day.. anw it's always a short day on sunday.. coz i'll slp till bout noon... den wake up to be rushed out of the house for lunch.. den come back.. either do work or other stuff.. anyway.. i was onli reminded of tml's test onli just.. haiz.. can't believe i forgot..

anw.. i gtg liaoz.. see ya.. chris, shang, becka.. i've linked u..

today was friday the 13th.. felisa went to her new employer le.. now have to do everything on our own.. haha.. omg.. this morning she ask me to tompang her taxi to sch.. supposed to come at 8.50 the taxi.. but was freakin late. came at 9.40.. so brought me to school by 10.03.. lecture supposed to start at 10.. but when i reached there.. someone msged me.. told me lecture for that day cancelled.. coz lecturer sick. kaoz.. anw. the next lesson which is supposed to be at 12 was brought forward to 11.. den went to fc1 to eat.. nothing much la dere. so quiet somemore. like a ghost town. with ppl.. so weird. like zombies like tt. everyone at CLS is looks like some kind of doctor or something.. anw we went to CD at 3 lor.. then kana bombarded by lots of projects. new and old.. arhz.. CD is horrible. i thought Cip could b fun for me if we were to go ahead with the band thing. but.. no.. have to be a class thing.. ...

anw i went to suntec after tt.. went to watch a magic show.. touch community services de.. pastor kong performing. music was way to loud. not veri professional.. but not bad la.. got some kinda christian msg at the end of it also.. but more sincere then some church services i've been too.. haha.. den went for supper.. the porridge at china town.. veri full.. come back whack guitar until now.. shiok.. left hand got cornified layer liao.. wootz.. as i practice more. the sound gets better.. haha..

tml's sectional cancelled.. actually can go for community service for salvation army.. nahz. i dun think i'll go.. think i'll just slack at home.. run to the nearest CD shop and get maroon 5 and jet... hahaz.. had to burn time while waiting for my parents at suntec just now. so went to hmV and tower records.. citylink and suntec.. haha.. listened to alot of cds.. nothing appealing nowadays.. cept for those 2 cds.. the rest i've already bought..

hmm. feel like playing soccer tml.. nahz.. guess i'll just stay at home and finish wadeva work i want.. SOS 8am.. that is soccer on sunday at 8am.. i think.. alrights.. see ya.. love to go jamming.. who's with me?

i've nothing much to blog today.. didn't go sch at all today.. except for freshie band pract from 6.30 till 9.. hahaz.. so earli band finish. not used to it. found out i kept squeaking becoz my bass clar bell not pushed in totally.. so stupid of me.. hmm.. kana bluff by mindice. err..
i think from now on i'll try my best to look on the brighter side of life.. it'll make everyone's life AND mine better.. ok.. i'll go sleep now.. friday the 13th.. how nice..

argh.. played soccer today.. but like suffering siah.. my leg down there got one wound.. everytime touch the ball will pain.. then still got the knee thing.. kana bang that day mahz.. today still abit pain.. but after a while concentrate on the game.. everything ok liao..

national day today.. yesterday went to watch some fireworks! ate kenny rogers.. nice meal.. full... got some nice pics of the fireworks if not for the darned smoke and the shaky hand..haha.. then went to chijmes to watch soccer manutd lost.. haiz.. oh yeah.. zhihao bought a classical guitar liao.. we accompanied him to buy at swee lee bras basah.. erm.. saw kevin on the way home in the mrt..

today.. got up played soccer. ate ban mian after tt. walked around np. saw sylvia. erm. went home. rest a while went to eat crab at neighbours house. gathering. father's friend.. my neighbour.. has one daughter.. looks quite cute from the back haha. young la. prob sec 3.. erm.. went to eat durians.. at club house after tt. too much siah.. 3 pkts.. onli like 15 ppl eatin..

tml i'll have to carry my bass clar all around school.. till band starts.. oh my god. i'm thinking of buying my own reeds after sch tml. At ps..think should b able to make it ba.. hmm.. tired liao.. onli left 6 hrs to sleep jia lat. have to go le.. see ya.. happy national day..

its always good to relect on the positive side of life all the time.. makes ur life better.. makes u happier..

ar.. who am i kidding..

anw.. finally got to watch sch of rock today.. its nice.. nice.. hmm went to play soccer outside yj after tt.. feel so much better after playing soccer.. a knock here and there.. feel more normal already.. hahaz... its like a cure.. my gastric's gone also! amazing.. i realli miss playing soccer with them all the time.. we have to do some sports together at least once a week manz.. keeps the bond and keeps me healthy..hahaz... now everyday after sch is like eat.. or go home or band.. NO soccer.. haiz.. got la.. but i seem to onli enjoy soccer when i'm playing with my close friends la.. rite? who doesn't? u'll enjoy anything as long as it with close friends.. haiz.. i've got lots and lots and lots of nEGATIve things to talk about.. but can't.. coz this is a public blog.. ppl will see.. ppl will know.. ppl will tell.. hahaz.. but it's nothin much la.. just feelings.. like let's see.. er.. hate. Anw.. i'm tryin to put that behind me... hell..
haven't done my freakin OC homework.. haven't studied for the test on sat on FOM and for tml's supposed suprise OC test.. haiz... i feel so slack.. can't keep this up man. bad influence i guess.. i realli need soccer.. more.. much more.
I dun have that craving for the guitar anymore.. i wanna play soccer.. i wana study.. i wanna feel like i'ved studied.. i wana feel like i'm exercising. heck. i wanna feel like i'm back.... er... some tension building in me now.. need a listener..
the moon is a beauty today. yellow.. onli i 5/8 of it is glowing... no clouds in the sky.. clear.. windy.. veri windy. beautiful night. wad a waste.. sleeping.. but its essential.. anw.. u guyz sorta made my day. soccer rulez. anw. gotta go.

so tired.. stupid siahz... i wanted to take the NS mrt er.. in the direction wards city hall from sch.. so took.. den i missed the stop at raffles place.. and went to bugis! shit.. then came back lor from bugis to city hall.. got on to the train.. i think i slept on it..standing.. damn.. it was damn crowded. anyway the train had to terminate at ang mo kio.. wah kaoz.. damn tired liao lor.. normally onli take 40 mins train ride home.. today.. 1hr 20 min train ride then still got to walk home.. and the sun was damn hot today.. around 5pm even.. sunset so its glaring.. arhz.. bad day today..

ICP today was er ...laughable. i guess. the guyz had a plan to get back at the tutor.. she said we were too noisy last week.. says we want attention.. ok lor. today we kept EXTREMELY quiet during her lesson..haha. Then i think she completely ignored us lor.. wah liao. everytime she's only looking at the girls and she was sitting on the other side of the class where the girls where.. really completely ignoring us guys. sexist. den during the break she came over to ask us why we were so quiet.. zhiyang just nodded his head. hahaz. when she asked us questions we would just give very soft and unconfident answers. torturing for us.. haha..

now damn tired..i wanna play guitar.. so many songs i wanna try out on it.. especially tribute... i wana play siahz.. shit. i should go get one guitar myself i think... ARRGHZ.. now have to make do with the organ first... which is quite a mess realli. it sounds different play guitar solos on the keys.. too electrical feeling liao.. even when i change the sound to piano or guitar.. still feels veri.. er.. MIDI.. veri er.. flat. somemore my D key on the second octave of the lower keyboard is spoilt.. everytime i press C or E it goes down with it.. veri irritating... oh well.. guess we have to get a portable keyboard too.. hmm..now i'll go search the web for cheap guitars.. hahaz.

i fell sick today. on the way to sp.. on the train. excruciating pain.. gastric. damn yck got no toilet. and it was raining..got toilet la. but is the portable kind.. dun like.. like shitting in the middle of the road..anw.. i got on the mrt.. hopin the pain would go away. den i couldn't stand it.. was wincing already. got down at yishun.. mrt's toilet was under renovation or something.. so had to go to northpoint's toilet.. anw.. it was clean. in the morning mahz. haha. so shitted.. and realised i didn't take enuf toilet paper!! anw.. thank god i took some tissue in the morning and put it in my pockets.. i decided not to go sch after tt ofcoz. went to see doc and went home.. took a cab ofcoz.. while i was waiting.. there's this lady keep askin everyone waiting for a cab whether they going to town.. she no money to take a cab to town.. wants to share one.. dotz.. anw.. went back to realise the guitar is gone. given away.. haiz. now hand itchy.. wondering whether to buy one for myself..anw.. the pain is still there.. have to get up earli tml to take medicine and eat breakfast.. haiz.. skipped band today again.. bo bian rite.. i always get gastric pains when i go for band.. so if i go today it'll b worse. so.. haiz.. anw.. see ya.

Long time sinced i blogged..

had quite some fun yesterday at the steamboat and bbq thingy at marina.. er.. food not that great.. there were lizards and mice around occasionally but. i guess its the company that counts the most.. long time nvr see xy , johny ,ah poh, benny.. ah poh damn funny.. especially the bittergourd durian ice cream part..hahaz..

anw.. i manged to catch house of flying daggers last thurs.. yeah. missed Sp's string ensemble + band performance.. i can't believe i paid $6 for it and didn't go. I gave the ticket o xiang wei coz he said he wanted it. and he gave it back to the counter on the way home. ??????? what is he doing?? hahaz.. anyway. house of flying daggers is quite nice.. the scenary... cinematography.. i think the artistic impressions has some deeper meaning... i mean.. a show like that.. such big names.. can't be that lame right? anyway the 'super powers' the characters possess are too extreme already..

i miss soccer.. dun get to play much of it in sp... sometimes i really wish there were some ppl to play with in class besides JD.. hmm.. tribute is nice.. should go play it..and perform it for something.. pretty easy too..haha.. anw... i just finished CD thing.. the self description thing.. hmm onli homework left to do is the OC speech thing.. oh well.. byez..

it's my 150th post! wootz..i realli should print this out just incase something happens..hahaz..i realli wanna preserve this.. its wad i've been doing for the past few years of my life..

anyway.. just came back from supper an hour ago.. band pract today as well.. hmm.. our group for ICP prob got the best. haha.. well.. she didn't give any bad comments.. and she gave us the green light to execute the project..hmm.. pretty tired today.. guess i won't type much..

someone to die for.. playing in my head.. omg.. over and over again.. and that obviously song as well.. hahaz..

oh i just noticed someone today.. haha..

anw.. saw choonyan yest and today as well.. didn't know she was same sch as me.. biz.. retail i think.. wonder where adlina is... she's supposed to b in interior design.. is there ? in sp? oh well.. will see..

anw.. see ya..

Recently I've been,Hopelessly reachingOut for this girl,Who's out of this world.Believe me.

For so many nights nowI find myself thinking about her now.'Cause obviously,She's out of my leagueBut how can I winShe keeps draggin' me in andI know I never will be good enough for her.

She's outta my handsAnd I never know where I standCos I know I'm not good enough for herHe's good enough for her (for her, for her)'Cause obviously,She's out of my leeague,I'm wastin' my time'Cause she'll never be mineI know i never will be good enough for her.No, noNever will be good enough for her...

just came back from band pract..wah got freshie again. so many liao.. hmm..  didn't go eat supper after band.. wanted to come back.. didn't want to miss the last train as well.. didn't want to come back after midnight and have to walk one whole big round coz the back gate is locked.. oh well.. band ar... er.. i found out who was the one that used the bass clar already.. hahaz.. it was this guy.. jia li i think..
den during dinner at the staff centre.. after that mee goreng.. i realised that i had agreed to go watch string ensemble on thursday.. and it cost $6.. omg..
can't watch movie tml! coz band is brought forward from wed to tml.. so.. damn.. wed got that connect thing.. dun wanna go.. dun feel like going.. seems pretty lame to me. i rather go catch a movie. but now both of them cannot go on wed.. and i cannot go on tuesday.. wad good planning.. anw.. i hope i get my extended bass clar soon.. hahaz..
photography club didn't call to tell me there's something on this wed.. hmm.. prob coz i didn't pay up yet.. wad the hell.. i was sick mahz.. oh well.. got zaki to help me pay on wed.. coz. he'll b going.. i have to turn up for that connect thing.. or not... hahaz..
 k.. gtg go sleep now or mayb watch abit of tv first.. hahaz.. ciao..

So she said what's the problem baby What's the problem I don't know  Well maybe I'm in love (love) Think about it every time I think about itCan't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love) Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on Turn a little faster  Come on, come on The world will follow after Come on, come on Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running Running down into the spring that's coming all this love Melting under blue skies Belting out sunlight Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender To the strawberry ice creamNever ever end of all this loveWell I didn't mean to do it But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning Mean we're never alone, Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come onMove a little closer Come on, Come onI want to hear you whisperCome on, Come on Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on Jump a little higherCome on, come onIf you feel a little lighterCome on, come on We were once Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love Accidentally in love (x7)
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love,Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come onSpin a little tighterCome on, come on And the world's a little brighterCome on, come on Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love

today didn't go to huijing's birthday gathering at suntec..haha.. anw.. stayed home to study FOM.. hahaz.. typed and printed the powerpoint slides out into a word doc.. much easier to refer to for studying.. hahaz.. today's zhihao's birthday as well.. hmm..have to buy present..

been listening to 98.7 ALL day.. hahaz.. hear the same songs over and over and over again.. my god.. they don't change their songs..  most popular are glory of love , she will be loved , look what you've done , and alot more ar.. ok la.. usher's confessions part II got first on the perfect 10 charts.. omg..  listening to overdrive now.. haha.. brother just bought elva's cd..and piano songs.. hahz..

i'm trying i'm realli trying. i dun wanna make it too obvious.. like you said. u wanna conc on studies first..

happy birthday zhihao! didn't get u anything last yr.. this yr must buy liao.. hahaz.. guilty.. happy birthday huijing also.. weird. both of u on same or near day... or is it?

hmm.. went to queensway in the morning.. had a target of 2 shirts..1 jeans..1 cap and a pair of sandals.. but.. only bought 1 pair of jeans.. didn't get the sandals.. coz the ones i saw was too ex.. then we went to bugis.. wanted to buy bag.. when i reached there.. didn't wanna see.. anw we went to simlim sq.. they needed to do some project or something.. some it-based thing la.. so.. when there walk until my legs wanna give way liao.. den go parco walk.. bought some stuff to eat on the way back. was veri tired already.. den father asked to go out for dinner with them and some of his friends.. so went lor.. go there.. father's friends thought i was the waiter.. BWAhahaha.. u see i was wearing black.. and the water there was self-service.. if we wanted to get water we need to take ourselves.. so i was helping my father's other friends to take.. and i was wearing black.. but.. shit him lor. didn't he notice this exact same face was sitting at that table together with him? ... anw he said he didn't know la.. he was confused when he saw the shirt clr... crap. den went over to one of their houses for ktv.. er.. they sing all oldies.. chinese.. cantonese.. i wanna die liao.. luckily for me i onli had to cross a road to go home..haha.. so went off earli.. after a few sips of red wine and some chicken wings.. they aren't home till now.. er..did i tell u i had a dream? hahaz.. nvm.. see ya.. tired..

I'm getting better day by day.. sense of taste and smell recovering.. yay!  Didn't go the northlad concert tonite.. chose to play soccer with them at NYP.. coz.. haven't been exercising coz of sickness and stuff.. gonna grow fat if i continue doing this.. i onli exercise oNCE a week.. omg..

Parents came back from Hong konG today.. bought a lot of stuff.. cheap stuff.. food.. dried foods..

oh yeah.. couldn't find a proper place to play in NYP.. after we got out of the turf court.. the hockey ppl were there. damn them. . had to search all over.. NYP so big no place to play.. then saw that bball court ppl goin home.  so we go there play la. play half of the court. hit pole.. den accidetally hit one girl.. sitting on the floor.. den she cry.. 

... den bf not happy lor.. er.. stupid siahz. the ball not even hard. heck la.. some ppl just want attention... den went home.. got a bruised leg.. tried to tackle.. missed.. used knee to break fall.. damn.. right leg just cured. now left knee..

did CD homework liao.. pretty easy.. Adobe today was good.. interesting.. i can edit photos! pretty keen to learn more now.. oh yah.. dtp.. rushed home at mn yest to print and research the diff art movements.. even had to help xw do coz he's net down.. he owe me a treat man.. den not used.. we onli needed to know about pop art for next week's lesson.. right.. wad do we have to do again? or bring? i can't rmb.. wasn't listening.. i needed to pee then.. haha..

hmm.. stomachache.. needa go.. hahaz. queensway and movie on sat... hope secutor is coming... i need that SHOX secutor II!!hahaz.. BOIINGGG....

hmm.. health didn't seem to improve today.. weird.. must b not enuf sleep..shall get more tonight.. oh.. the xtra toilet in the hall.. the toilet bowl got removed today... er.. abit tired..must b the medicine.. piriton workin on me again..damn..haha.. ok.. i'll shall go now.. HL says she go down to sp tml... hmm.. wonder wad for.. haha.. playin soccer on thurs.. mans.. hope im fit..oh yeah.. i saw chew yan today.. outside the mrt station on the way home.. haha.. she's changed a little.. but still sweet as ever.. hmm.. i was buying ice-cream.. then i saw her.. couldn't recognise me.. i couldn't recognise her at first as well.. den i saw her eyes.. so knew it was her immediately lah.. haha.. so she was stunned at first.. then she slowly began to remember haha.. too sudden and fast for me to say anything to her i guess.. so i was like "hi" and when i was buying the ice-cream " do u want one? " she said no.. haha.. i can't believe she asked me " what are u doing here?" so i said " er.. i live here.." haha.. so.. real awkward experiece i guess..haha.. well.. see u around..

yay.. i'm gettin better.. got up this morning.. feeling..well alrite.. cept for the irritatin pain in my throat..no more fever.. flu has got better.. hmm.. that's good.
 
My maid's going off already.. and we aren't gonna hire another.. so we have to do everything by ourselves now.. haha.. how hard can it be rite? anw she'll be coming back every sunday as part time maid to help us out.. haha.. that's good..  she'll b leavin on 26th july.. her new employee is ang moh.. veri good wan.. haha.. ok lor.. it's about time we learnt to be independent.. hahs.. my mum so scared SHE becomes the maid.. everyday keep nagging and nagging.. haha..
 
hmm.. have to go do my STAIRS essay and read up on marketing and wad i missed out yesterday.. well.. ciao

i hate being sick.. shit.. flu got worse this morning.. went to see doctor.. she said i had inflammation in the throat..aRH.. bad throat.. bad flu.. supposed to give the $10 to phtography club today i think.. didn't go to sch.. heck.. hmm.. been sleepin the whole day.. getting headaches.. in the afternoon got abit of fever 38.2 degrees.. lalala~ supposed to b online at 9pm to discuss project thing.. my guess is that xiang wei didn't manage to print out the proposal last nite.. hehez.. ok la.... see ya later..

ARGh! fallen sick.. bad weather i guess. FLU.. gastric has been coming on and off this few days.. better go see a doc tml and have enuf REST.. yeah.. played soccer after sch today.. i just suck.. missed so many times.. felt the worse when zhiyang screamed in exasperation when i missed that shot.. haha.. well.. i scored 2 simple goals.. i guess.. so its kind of a consolation.. hmm.. have to improve on so many things.. i will..

i joined photography club.. i think.. seems like its freelance so no pressure.. good.. but have to pay a yearly fee of 10 bucks.. reasonable i guess..

skipped band pract yesterday to go watch becka in concert.. haha.. i mean her sch la.. choir , guzheng , band , guitar club and chinese drums.. no comment. SRJC conductor is the same as sp.. so haha..

arghz.. runny nose.. veri irritating.. and my eyes is feels like its heavy and swollen but its not.. arghz.. hate COLDS.. hey mayb i played suckily today coz of my flu. yeah. mayb that's why i couldn't concentrate.. haha.. i thought it was just synus at first.. but it cont' all the way till now.. now it's worst..

saw mindice on the train to sch again today.. hmm.. seems like every thursday i'll b seeing her on the train ba.. haha

today's lessons was. OK i guess.. 5 hours of com lab lessons.. i spent 1 hr doing ALL the 3 quizzes in for ITB and the rest surfing the web and playin flash table tennis.. sienz.. then it was desktop publishing.. the macs we use are nice.. but the mouse sensitivity so low..set to highest liao.. sienz.. learnt how to use adobe photoshop 7.. hmm.. quite easy la.. i should have just brought a thumb drive..easier to carry around also. anw.. im lucky.. im skipping tml's 3 min speech during OC.. haha.. no not orange country.. oral communications.. haha..

benny wants to watch king arthur.. nothing in that movie interest me.. except mayb its the first time kiera knightly is acting in a war film.. change of plan to mean girls i think.. hmm.. i wanna watch garfield more..

watched CNA just now and discovered some facts about headaches.. hmm.. wonder if the head pain i felt on the plane to thailand during landing was due to something else.. GOD i hope not.. hmm.. shall ask dr kwak's opinion tml.. hmm POLAR is the name of our group.. stands for PRODUCT OF LAZING AROUND ROCKS ..haha.. so lame.. but haha. it means something to us.. especially since the guy who came up with that is in our group.. hey didn't know shing yeen can chat so much on line.. i've linked u.. hope u dun mind..

oh well.. have to be off now.. tired.. feelin damn sick.. arrrgh...

i can't believe chermaine forgot to call me back for sectional.. damn it.. edmund had to call me and ask me to go there NOW.. haha. as if i would.. i was at ai.. grr.. hahz. hell. i'm thinkin of broadening my options of a cca in poly liao.. hmm.. i dunno lah.. should prob stay in the band.. see wad instrument i'll permenantly be playing first.. anw.. been doin notin today.. got up went for lunch at ivin's under the trecherous rain.. lucky got car.. then came back.. used com play yahoo! pool , do homework , play CM , got frustrated over CM , reloaded game , frustrated again , reloaded again , got bored , quit , came online , bored , and here i am now , 3 hours on this com , with a stiff neck.. haha.. i forgot to watch torque.. nvm.. will return it next time.. played soccer for mayon yesterday.. when i left at half time they were down 0-1.. but they managed to find 2 other ppl.. so from a side of 10 it became 11.. the sub scored 2 i heard from benny.. haha.. hmm.. went over to chris house there.. and found out onli favian and zhihao came.. played 1 on 1.. until parents came to hurry me back.. then ah poh came!er.. so late. i had to leave at 5.15 and he came at 5.. cool huh.. nvm.. i left the ball there.. went to aunt's house to bathe and change den rushed to have dinner with brother opp his church.. he was performin something.. oh well.. go support him lor.. it was one of the most boring service in chc i've been to probably.. haha.. except for the performance part la.. anyway..went home.. slept till bout 12 today.. hmm.. muscles abit aching.. i realised i always misjudge a header.. have to practice on that.. and i realise i can't cross when i dun have enuf time.. hmm.. needa practice on that.. needa improve on a lot of things. and need to play soccer more often!! haha! those in sp that are reading this.. please play soccer if u can after sch on thursday.. everyone i know releases earli on that day.. anw.. ciao.. gtg for dinner..

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chris got internet liao!! wootz.. haha.. er.. finally weekend is here.. er.. i dunno wad to talk about.. might b playing for mayon tml.. if they want me.. im despo for soccer man. long time nvr play haha.. ok.. er.. talk more next time rather tired now.. bb

hmm.. tml will be lessons from 8 ALL The way till 1.. sienz.. then later i'll b goin to ai band.. miss them already.. not too much though...haha.. but im a little sick now.. abit of gastric here and dere.. abit of cold.. hmm..haha.. nvm. ill recover quick enuf. er.. feel like playin soccer. realli feel like playin soccer.. if not ill grow fatter.. and.. WHITE.. sienz..my class not enuf guyz to play soccer together.. haiz.. nvm.. soccer this sat.. enjoy when i DO play it.. its like if u dun do something for a long time u will feel its full satisfaction when u finally do it.. haha.. i didn't go band today.. until i get a bass clar that i can control fully.. i realli think i need not go back lor.. normally with the previous RC i could control my tone and pitch and everything.. now with this leblanc i can't do anything.. waiting for aileen to return the bass clar onli..prestige.. haiz.. xue jun realli reminds me someone i noe. so does calista.. ok. nvm.. see ya.. needa wake up earli tml.. its 8am in sch for me.. sienz..

2nd day of sch today.. kinda enjoying life in poly so far.. hmm its diff alot diff from jc., haha..er.. think the class is losening up already.. needs time.. er.. went to play pool today after the tutor released us 2 hrs early.. so i had 4 hrs to burn b4 goin to yishun.. so.. ya.. er.. just realised huey chien stays 2 blocks away from me.. 3 mins away.. damn near lor.. ok.. benny wants to b sc of his CO.. he didn't get it.. er.. bought my stuff today... saw lots of ppl in the past few days.. zhenglong.. his gf..some girl from xps called cindy.. er.. haha.. i gtg liao.. bb

im feeling veri sleepy now.. no1 to chat with online.. haiz.. met so many new ppl in this 2 days.. orientation.. er.. think there is a seperation between the class.. the quiet ones.. the ok ones. and the beng-ish lian-ish wans.. i guess.. er.. my class got 12 girls out of 19 ppl.. haha.. biz sch rawks la.. but my class.. i think it takes gettin used to.. so now i noe 19 new ppl plus a few more in the band.. got to noe some others better as well.. haha... anw.. liang ying is not the onli one i know who has the same birthday as me.. this guy my classmate ..haha. he's the first person i talked to.. hmm.. got 1 or 2 cute ones in my class.. but not my type.. haha.. anw.. judging the cover of a book.. er... hahaha.. hmm.. got this crazed man utd fan la.. haha.. he keeps askin ppl whether they are man utd fans..hahz.. hmm.. today was damn lame.. orienation? highlights was the SB king and queen thing la.. they make couples from each class to go up.. 3 rounds.. 1st round.. dancing.. 3 genre of music.. 2nd round.. biting off a piece of bread together using onli their mouths.. 3rd round answering a question.. boring and entertaining sometimes.. flag day tml.. 8.15 in sch.. sienz.. got euro lehz.. how to watch like tt.. er.. mayb first half.. so if u guyz better stay clear of harbour front tml if u dun wan to donate money to me.. dotz. i think im gettin more chatty nowadays.. more chatty then i was in yj.. prob the ppl la.. in yj i stuck with the ai ppl.. over here im alone in my class.. duh. low possibility to b with ur fren la.. one DMC class onli got bout 20 ppl lor..haha.. oh yah.. my fac today damn chio la.. too bad she got bf liao..haha..jk.. den again.. she's not my type.. got a few more numbers today.. got to noe our ptm... bla bla blah.. i gotta sleep liao.. now i think of all the many ppl i've seen this few days.. ive got someone in mind that still is the best.. haha.. ...... damn sienz la.. WANNA PLAY SOCCER... SOCCER... SOCCER.. ehz.. u all better dun neglect us when u all go in nyp ar.. must meet up frequently to play soccer.. i scared i can't get enuf of it over here in sp.. scared.. real scared..

im totally lethargic.. in CM terms.. im lacking match practice.. nono. is SEVERLY lacking match practice.. er.. eveyday get up after 11am.. slp so late.. eatin times also upside down.. im like suffering from somekind of self made jet lag.. this is bad.. need to play soccer FAST.. arh.. supposed to play soccer today.. but everyone replied in the morning.. when I was sleepin. and tan n i already decided to cancel the whole thing.. so.. er.. the next time tan can play is on friday.. but dunno whether they can.. coz those ppl workin.. ar..how?

i was expecting beckham to miss.. but i didn't expect it to realli happen..er.. just as i predicted.. if beckham misses.. england go down.. if not they win.. too bad la.. first kick for far far away liao.. anw.. i think the left my place about 7? im not sure.. i fell a sleep.. anw.. i said bye and went back to slp again. ithink.. haha. then supposed to go to ai band at 9 today.. couldn't freakin wake up and no one called me.. so got up at 11.. today have sectional at 2pm at sp.. so i left hse at 12.30 met the ai band ppl to get my tuner.. went to apply for tertiary ezlink .. finally.. top up ezlink.. took a train towards sp.. den at woodlands had stomach cramp.. recognised it as gastric pains.. so took the other train back home.. saw cherlynn and cc tham on the train.. then had to take a cab back from yck mrt.. came home.. now resting.. playin CM.. leg wobbly liao..haha.. anw.. im on my way to winning champions cup and epl virtually.. er.. this morning's match.. in my view. i thought the rui costa's goal was a phil neville defesive error.. he shouldn't have tackled should have kept following.. den tackle.. den the postiga goal was tyco... the ball didn't even touch his head... anw.. credit to portugal for the fighting spirit.. england.. erikson shouldn't have made them sit back and defend.. idiot.. wad was he thinkin? a 1 goal lead is enough? and beckham.. the new paper says its the pitch that is horrible.. trust me.. we've all played in worse pitches b4 lor.. sand.. slippery.. but still can score from the penalty spot wad.. haiz..

hmm... just finished band.. ate dinner with a few seniors and some of us freshies.. yah.. then go band.. as usual my bass clar is flat.. haiz.. cannot blame.. all seniors try liao also flat.. so must b the instrument. haha... i tried the prestige bass clar that day.. wad a diff.. erm.. so after band went to clementi eat prawn mee.. then come home.. haiz.. the sp band ppl all veri gd.. veri pro.. but the one thing i cannot stand about them is that they smoke lor.. bloody hell.. i hate smokers.. all sure die earli.. haiz.. and the thing is.. they always speak in dialect.. shit lor.. i can onli understand like 1% of wad they saying... that's bad.. even they curse me suan me also i dunno.. arhz..ok la.. need to stay up till 2.35.. hmm.. tml is my cousin's wedding.. haiz.. so weird.. see someone with the same gen as u gettin married.. is like.. we're gettin so old.. arhz.. blog again tml..

supposed to go to sb camp today.. haiz.. heck.. goin to couz wedding tml.. dind't wana miss it.. feel tired and all.. anw.. yesterday went to the sentosa thingy.. 10 ppl went.. 1 went home by 2pm.. AND.. organiser kana diarrhoea didn't turn up.. er.. went there played a bit of beach soccer.. on that freakin hot sand.. and onli the girls could score.. guyz cannot tackle.. er.. so lame.. haha.. then feet got pricks and blisters.. went down to sea awhile soak up the salty walter.. oh yah cycled for a pathetic one hr.. waited for clotes to dry.. went to eat at harbour front.. kana bluff by the poster.. after tt took a taxi to east coast.. jam somemore.. go join sp band for bbq.. nothin much.. felt too full to eat.. played abit of soccer with seniors n chiu hao.. on that prickly grass patch which had lots of stones and seeds .. Ow.. er.. took a cab back with chiu and ed.. wanted to watch portugal and spain.. didn't hv the patience and strength to wait. slept half way while reading a book.. hahaz..

got up today with a stiff neck.. damn.. hmm.. playin cm now.. nothin to do.. tml's the sentosa + band bbq outing thingy.. hmm.. gonna b a busy day.. monday got Biz FO camp somemore.. till tuesday then go couz weddin. wed to friday.. father wants to go penang.. short eating trip.. so.. erm.. gonna be another bz week for me.. hahaz.. i wannna play soccer.. badly.. with lots of ppl..

it's band week for me.. monday sp.. tues ai.. wed sp.. thurs ai.. friday.. sp.. haiz.. and both my legs are bitten by mosquitos.. quite severly.. bout 20 bites per leg!! damn itchy.. haiz.. oh well.. match startin soon! i long to touch those drumsticks as well! supposed to go jammin tml.. our main singer can't make it...haha.. nvm la.. next week.. work hard ppl! let's go perform some day.. ( pref at the end of the yr at brandon's club ) haha.. nitez

my neck is stiff and my right palm numb from using too much of the mouse.. i've been on the com since i came back which was like 4 or 5 plus i think.. hmm.. that's 5 hrs excluding dinner time.. woahz.. no wonder.. how am i gonna last through the nite? heck.. just try.. today went back to ai band.. wad a difference.. compared to sp... haha.. then played soccer under the scorching sun.. at the courtyard.. at 12 noon.. then kana chased out by the guard.. then MR fauzi came.. he rulez.. he said play at yishun primary sch.. haha.. cool dude.. then we played until cannot tahan the heat anymore then go wash up.. go np arcade.. then saw yusmar they all again.. haha.. played the flight stimulator thing.. haiz.. slow game.. went to ch house to get the cd.. got home.. listened to all 48 tracks excluding F.I.R... no we have to confirm who is going to the gathering this sunday.. hmm... supposed to b a gathering for all 203 graduates at our level i think.. but no one seems enthusiastic about it.. cept mayb us.. haiz.. oh well.. friday first jammin session.. hope it works out well enough.. untested.. untrained.. unpro.. haha.. die. see how la..

managed to catch the mrt b4 midnite.. managed to catch 2nd half of italy vs denmark.. watching it now. can't believe denmark had to bulk of the possesion.. hmm.. just came back from eating ban mian again.. like everyweek go there eat ban mian after band in sp.. band finish so late.. 10.30.. wah liewz.. haha.. come back 12 + liao.. hmm.. got a slight sore throat.. tml goin back to ai band to help if i can.. haha.. yepz.. chiu hao played solo! on bari sax!haha.. hmm.. k la.. i'll go listen to my newly downloaded phantom of the opera and watch italy vs denmark..

is that all u're worried about? new friends? in ur beloved sch? isn't that the reason u wanna fly away? huh? when u wanted someone to talk to.. even on internet.. i was there.. when u needed to print a gp article.. i printed for u.. somemore go all the way to UR sch to pass it to u.. when u want me to watch ur concert.. WE went.. even shouted ur name. when u scored a goal we cheered with u.. when u miss a goal.. we encourage u.. when u need something u ask from me.. i try to find for u.. when ppl try to stop me from answering ur miss calls when u try to contact us.. i still call u back.. when u got a problem.. i listen.. u wanna use my com.. my games.. my scv.. u come over.. i Gave u posters i got from overseas.. i didn't give EVERYONE u noe.. i onli gave a few.. bcoz i had so much trust.. so much trust in u.. i even trusted u'll turn up with us to sgi.. but on that friday nite.. u didn't even call to tell me u didn't wanna go.. i had to stay up at nite even i though i needed that slp to wait for ur toapayoh cc to finish then call u to ask whether u wanted to go.. if u still wanted i had to print the forms out for u.. i remembered u didn't have a working printer.. then i called u on monday to ask whether u wanted to play soccer.. u said ok.. i asked when u were free.. u said friday..then thursday u called me to ask whether can go back on fri to take cert.. i said ok.. so we called every1 to go back on friday to take cert and play soccer.. then on thursday nite i msg u to confirm whether u were goin to play.. u said ok.. i said go together at 1030.. u didn't reply.. friday morning i called u again.. at 1030.. gettin ready to leave.. u just got up.. i talked to u nicely and ask whether u still going.. u said OK again.. i even said late nvm.. as long u reach there.. try to reach by 12.. u said OK again.. den when every1 was there.. u didn't turn up.. and i was left with just and SMS.. "hey.. dun think i'm going soccer liao.. ".. ok.. i asked why.. u said friend farewell party.. got gathering.. ok.. didn't even CALL.. where is ur sense of sincerity man.. friends for so long.. u didn't even give an apology in ur sms man.. i was so freakin upset with u lor.. and u didn't even notice.. rite.. u still can ask me when playing soccer again just now.. rite.. i just typed" u will go mehz" trying to see whether u will still come.. if u just said yes.. i would let it go.. but ur trust in me.. is so disappointing.. u just said " ... NO I WILL NOT GO FOR SOCCER AGAIN" then u went offline.. rite.. that's 4 + years or friendship trust for you ... hmm.. when my mum had a product that i saw could help u cure ur skin problems.. i even asked her to talk to ur mum and mayb it will help u.. when u were heaty and stuff i even brought u to buy cooling tea... even taught u how to differentiate cooling and heaty stuff.. u even tasted ur first DURIAN with us.. u wanted to eat kenny rogers that time.. nobody wanted to pay to go with u.. i went with u.. haiz.. just ask urself.. would u have done the same ?

just came back from a pub in katong side.. lots of ppl over 40 yrs old.. live band playing.. quite ok la.. ut veri smokey.. and they play tunes from the 60s and 70s..

oh yah.. i told u 3 times.. and 3 times u said ok.. but u didn't turn up.. and didn't even call to explain or apologise.. didn't even go for sgi with us.. organise on that day bcoz U said u could play lor..

just got told by father dat we aren't goin to malacca this weekend.. er.. so.. haha..heck.got and ulcer in my mouth.. too heaty i guess.. ar.. forgot to say just now i watch harry potter today.. yah.. after walk around np.. saw HL.. den go sit at macs.. get cert.. explore the new sch compound then go home.. 11am soccer tml.. remember to go guyz!

went back to ai to collect o level cert.. finally.. the old block is quite nice.. QUITE.. anw.. going back tml again to play soccer.. hope its like last week.. 12 ppl reunion.. shiok.. hope it doesn't rain..

might want to drive up to malacca this weekend again.. hmm.. better tell me wad games u all wanna buy.. $2 onli! haha.. dotz.. now durian season somemore.. eat until shiok la..

haah.. anyway.. looking forward to soccer tml!! wootz.. we'll make do with more than 5 haah.. we DID manage to play with just 4 ppl on tuesday..

change of pic.. got bored of my face in agony pic.. haha.. now it's my soccer boot! just that mine is the firm ground version.. for those who dunno that there is for indoor soccer.. hmm.. saw a damn nice soccer shoe at nikefootball.com yesterday..actually this morning.. called the secutor II.. damn nice.. gonna b the next shoe i'm targeting..

i never realised how good kinder bueno can taste.. bite.. CruNCH!.. then let ur teeth sink through the whole piece... then the hazel nut cream center will ooze out.. flow out.. filling the inside of ur mouth.. crispy and smooth at the same time.. then the taste..sweet.. heaven.. next bite.. alemak.. damn nice.. nvr realised it can be THAT good..

it's my father's birthday today.. didn't get him anything.. yet? anw.. went to eat at paramount.. ala carte buffet.. damn nice.. worth it man..

oh yah.. benny the name of that sesame paste stall is yi ku tang sui.. translated is second aunt soup water..???? haha.. yah.. erm... anw. i think u found it.. so that should b the wan.. best in singapore..smoothest in singapore..

world idol sucks.. australian idol is weird.. sings through his nose.. dutch idol is horrible.. african idol looks good.. sounds OK.. wee keong can sing better.. arabian idol.. can't understand a word she sang.. why sing a arabian song on international tv?? didn't get to catch the german.. the polish idol looks horrible.. my god.. i think the american idol is the best man.. the top 6 of AMI 3 can sing better than some of the world's idols..

haiz.. wad is the world coming to..

hmm.. it's been such a long time.. but it's weird.. reflectin on just that lame 3 days in my 16 + years.. how someone can engrave an impression in me so deep? i don't understand.. first sight? nahz.. second.. the past days.. no.. weeks.. no should b months.. been tryin to understand her better.. but i dun want to sound erm.. urgent? no.. pushy?.. nopez.. desperate..haha.. everytime i try to.. i think.. better dun disturb.. sch onli starts in july for me.. then.. in the holidays its.. busy schedules.. camps.. cca.. blah blah.. hmm.. but then.. it's amazing how i can spot her in a huge crowd of humam beings.. let's say hundreds? mothers day.. that day.. anw.. it might b single sided..must have.. right? should have.. mayb not.. haha.. still.. worth it?

weekeong , wei ye , eunice , me.. didn't go through. singapore will hung look alike..got through..waited.. 10 hrs...20 secs is all we got. they were lookin for someone that can project voice i think.. they didn't give us time. wk can do tt damn well.. we can't do anything to dem bcoz we signed the form. we might get sued.. oh well.. at least we were on ch 5 , 8 , and cNa's news.. memorial.. not good memories.. eye opener.. singaporeans.. the courtesy campaign is probably the most failed campaign in singapore.. haiz.. this is so sad.. heck.. go watch England v iceland..

been workin at my neighbours pastry warehouse thing the whole week.. pretty tired.. KTVs on tml nite.. wonder if we can make it.. should b la.. haha.. oh well.. i think i'm gettin sick.. prob caught the flu from chris.. haha.. anyway.. gtg rest earli to prevent myself from getting up late tml.. bb

today i think i'm not gonna do anything.. later at 6pm going to fly plane.. hmm.. been practicing on the simulator.. hope the control is about the same..haha.. should b la.. in a while im supposed to go to safra to play cards.. hmm.. the thing about that football champions game.. u play 1 or 2 match then sienz already.. oh well.. i feel like running suddenly or just cycling.. need to get out and exercise man.. everyday feelin so lethargic..

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog.. have to do a quick one today.. brother wants to use com..

got in the morning.. didn't want to was damn tired from yesterday's soccer.. but father dragged me outta bed.. so went jogging at macritchie.. had synus.. damn synus.. keep sneezing in the forest.. er.. ok la not bad.. took the lornie route.. as usual to the fitness corner and back.. took quite long today.. stamina damn bad.. after tt went to eat prata..

then afternoon went to watch movie.. TROY with vian , tan and chiu.. benny cannot make it at 1.. so think he managed to catch it with his seniors.. anyway.. the movie's not bad.. but it's 3 hrs.. felt like peeing 2 hrs thru the movie.. but didn't want to miss.. haha.. think john was worse.. haha..

anyway.. came back and slacked.. just watched man utd lift the FA cup ... finally some sivlerware this season.. ok i gtg liao..

i just realised an article on blogger was on the newpaper yesterday ... hmm.. not bad.. their makin improvements..

yesterday i felt damn weird la.. keep gettin headaches in the afternoon.. i thought was just because of staring too much at the com monitor.. then went out for dinner at a neighbour's restaurant..drank too much red wine.. it was sweet la... veri nice.. den got groggy and headache got worse.. den we headed down to ktv at laguna cc at bout 10.. sang till 12.. got back at 12.30.. felt damn sleepy. went to sleep.... tried but the coffee and tea i had earlier at dinner was takin effect.. and i was feelin damn flushed.. decided to take my temp.. turns out i had a slight fever.. 38.2 deg..hahaz.. so took to panadols and an hour later i was sweatin like mad.. so couldn't realli slp.. hahaz.. blah blah blah..

now i'm fine i guess.. but still got a flu.. ??? how come got flu after fever de.. so weird.. hmm.. still feelin sick and stuff now.. veri lethargic.. get dizzy after sitting too long on the sofa watchin the hijack of schoolbus #17.. duh.. i expected the ending to happen that way..

tmrw's the aj concert thingy.. hmm.. can't take pics right?damn.. argh.. heck nvm.. wonder wad we're gona do after tt..

k.. match started le. gtg..

hey wadz with the new blogger and all.. hmm.. i prefer the previous wan..already was quite familiar with it.. although this 1 loads much faster i guess.. anyway.. today woke up.. sun was shining in.. closed window. closed curtains.. on air con.. then had to wake up to play soccer.. anyway the electricity was shut down.. some electricians came.. hmm.. played soccer.. tiring.. long time no play.. den went to sunplaza.. eat.. i bought a cd.. harry connick jr.. listening to it now.. quite ok i guess... not fast paced enough for me to really like his kind of jazz.. yepz.. yah.. going to sp again tml with chiu hao and juliet.. i think.. haha.. kaez. i'll stop here.. nothing much to write too..

Happy mother's day to all the mother's of the world.. today is mother's day and i acc my parents and brother to service in the morning.. it was quite gd.. veri funny.. got skid somemore.. hmm.. tml gtg enrol in sp.. gonna go with new found friend.. haha.. actaully not found.. favian intro de.. oh well.. future class mates? who noez.. i dun realli noe how the poly system works.. haha.. kaez.. i gtg now.. i've updated my friendster with pics.. haha..

came back from thailand yesterday.. had my hair cut this morning.. erm.. bought alot of stuff for cheap.. wonder if the band thing will work.. glad jasmine wasn't the 1 kicked out of american idol.. she's my favourite..haha.. diana has a bulging stomach.. realised that singapore idol allows ppl above the age of 16 and under 30.. so i can join.. for fun ofcoz.. but then again.. i might consider the consequences.. the unwanted attention if i dun get through and stuff..haha.. nahz.. dun think i'll go.. but i'll consider.. haha.. just for the experience.. ok.. i've got a stomach ache now.. gtg...

just finished watching blue print: chase.. quite gd plot.. didn't noe singpaorean writers could do so well.. kinda gives me a bit of inspiration to work hard on that module in my course.. hmm.. should watch more blue prints next time.. played a bit of soccer today.. scored a tyco goal and sucked the rest of the match.. shouldn't have played when my foot was hurting..
then it started to rain.. so we walked in it from ai to 7-eleven.. then i walked out , in the rain again , to catch a cab .. den the rain became a drizzle... den stopped when reached yck.. damn.

today is the last day i can have cheap bus and mrt rides.. its like growing up to another phase in life.. or not. hahz.. tml no more concession fare.. shouldn't go out so often liao..

realise the drum game at PS is the best.. $1 can whack 5 songs.. i go bugis.. $6 whack awhile.. haha.. cannot blame la.. too amateurish.. didn't noe how to change to auto bass.. and when i asked a guy.. that f***er showed me some hand movements and shrugged his shoulders.. then said " like that lor" in mandarin.. attitude siahz.. the stupiud drum mani 4th and 9th mix were in japanese... yeah.. its more up-to-date but.. kinda like a waste of money for newbs like me.. keep losing and stuff.. the jap versio is DRUMmania.. the english version is percussion freaks.. now i know.. nvm.. i forgive that bugis arcade.. i did manage to change the stained $5 there.. mayb this is a kind of balance.. u noe.. i always believe there is a kinda balance in life.. like ying and yang.. stuff like tt...

k lahz.. i'll stop here today.. see ya guyz.. sorry can't make it to LOTR xhibition..

today woke up with no sense of purpose.. but had to get up because my synus was irritating me.. it was 9am.. shit.. watched the Passion today.. ok la.. nice.. but veri gruesome.. but dawn of dead is MOre Disgusting.. passion is just erm... painful to watch.. den managed to fill up ALL The forms for sp enrolment thing.. goin to pay up tml.. yepz..

it's the first time i actually figured out the chords of a song MYSELF today.. yeah.. and started to experiment transposing up and down.. haha.. learnt 2 songs today.. i wanna learn alot of songs by the end of this long break..

going to thailand this weekend again.. abit tiring liao.. every weekend travel overseas.. somemore always go north.. first it was KL-genting then melacca then now Thailand.. then supposed to go malaysia again with them in june again.. i think..

nothing else to talk about.. Huijing's forming up a band.. supposed to consist of me , kok , chiu , eunice and another guy.. wonder if it'll work out.. haha.. if not we'll have to reduce to a pair haha.. lots of group pairs are gd wad.. see savage garden? Roxette? Pj& duncan aka ant&dec? and lots more.. haha.. even powetstation.. wadz my point? damn sienz..

asked iffah to help ask whether i can buy over the condemned drum set from aiss.. they'll prob just give me the high hat.. toms and floor toms.. 1 symbal and the kick drum.. spoilt snare.. er..dunno whether i should get from them.. the stand is spoilt. think i will la.. as long got something that can produce a beat and omit a sound like drum set i think should b fine rite.. hope can get it for like < 200 or something.. coz i realli can't spend much.. more than that i'll just get a second hand oone.. or even a electric guitar in that chase.. i've gave it some thought.. i'll put the set in my room.. then i'll cushion up the walls with selfmade cushions to sound proof my room.. prob just some styrofoam and spoonge wrapped by a cloth or something.. then by a rug so the set doesn't stratch the floor.. den shiok liao.. everyday can play.. haha.. it's cool to have ur own drum set man.. it's like so rare.. k so a condemned drumset is out of tune.. so tune it..

ok will go off now.. have to go pay bills and acc mother somewhere tml.. then mayb can meet up with Them at causeway point.. ohyah.. alvin if u're reading this.. one guitar string cost about a few dollars.. according to my brother.. yep..

CIAO