its always good to relect on the positive side of life all the time.. makes ur life better.. makes u happier..

ar.. who am i kidding..

anw.. finally got to watch sch of rock today.. its nice.. nice.. hmm went to play soccer outside yj after tt.. feel so much better after playing soccer.. a knock here and there.. feel more normal already.. hahaz... its like a cure.. my gastric's gone also! amazing.. i realli miss playing soccer with them all the time.. we have to do some sports together at least once a week manz.. keeps the bond and keeps me healthy..hahaz... now everyday after sch is like eat.. or go home or band.. NO soccer.. haiz.. got la.. but i seem to onli enjoy soccer when i'm playing with my close friends la.. rite? who doesn't? u'll enjoy anything as long as it with close friends.. haiz.. i've got lots and lots and lots of nEGATIve things to talk about.. but can't.. coz this is a public blog.. ppl will see.. ppl will know.. ppl will tell.. hahaz.. but it's nothin much la.. just feelings.. like let's see.. er.. hate. Anw.. i'm tryin to put that behind me... hell..
haven't done my freakin OC homework.. haven't studied for the test on sat on FOM and for tml's supposed suprise OC test.. haiz... i feel so slack.. can't keep this up man. bad influence i guess.. i realli need soccer.. more.. much more.
I dun have that craving for the guitar anymore.. i wanna play soccer.. i wana study.. i wanna feel like i'ved studied.. i wana feel like i'm exercising. heck. i wanna feel like i'm back.... er... some tension building in me now.. need a listener..
the moon is a beauty today. yellow.. onli i 5/8 of it is glowing... no clouds in the sky.. clear.. windy.. veri windy. beautiful night. wad a waste.. sleeping.. but its essential.. anw.. u guyz sorta made my day. soccer rulez. anw. gotta go.