im totally lethargic.. in CM terms.. im lacking match practice.. nono. is SEVERLY lacking match practice.. er.. eveyday get up after 11am.. slp so late.. eatin times also upside down.. im like suffering from somekind of self made jet lag.. this is bad.. need to play soccer FAST.. arh.. supposed to play soccer today.. but everyone replied in the morning.. when I was sleepin. and tan n i already decided to cancel the whole thing.. so.. er.. the next time tan can play is on friday.. but dunno whether they can.. coz those ppl workin.. ar..how?

i was expecting beckham to miss.. but i didn't expect it to realli happen..er.. just as i predicted.. if beckham misses.. england go down.. if not they win.. too bad la.. first kick for far far away liao.. anw.. i think the left my place about 7? im not sure.. i fell a sleep.. anw.. i said bye and went back to slp again. ithink.. haha. then supposed to go to ai band at 9 today.. couldn't freakin wake up and no one called me.. so got up at 11.. today have sectional at 2pm at sp.. so i left hse at 12.30 met the ai band ppl to get my tuner.. went to apply for tertiary ezlink .. finally.. top up ezlink.. took a train towards sp.. den at woodlands had stomach cramp.. recognised it as gastric pains.. so took the other train back home.. saw cherlynn and cc tham on the train.. then had to take a cab back from yck mrt.. came home.. now resting.. playin CM.. leg wobbly liao..haha.. anw.. im on my way to winning champions cup and epl virtually.. er.. this morning's match.. in my view. i thought the rui costa's goal was a phil neville defesive error.. he shouldn't have tackled should have kept following.. den tackle.. den the postiga goal was tyco... the ball didn't even touch his head... anw.. credit to portugal for the fighting spirit.. england.. erikson shouldn't have made them sit back and defend.. idiot.. wad was he thinkin? a 1 goal lead is enough? and beckham.. the new paper says its the pitch that is horrible.. trust me.. we've all played in worse pitches b4 lor.. sand.. slippery.. but still can score from the penalty spot wad.. haiz..

hmm... just finished band.. ate dinner with a few seniors and some of us freshies.. yah.. then go band.. as usual my bass clar is flat.. haiz.. cannot blame.. all seniors try liao also flat.. so must b the instrument. haha... i tried the prestige bass clar that day.. wad a diff.. erm.. so after band went to clementi eat prawn mee.. then come home.. haiz.. the sp band ppl all veri gd.. veri pro.. but the one thing i cannot stand about them is that they smoke lor.. bloody hell.. i hate smokers.. all sure die earli.. haiz.. and the thing is.. they always speak in dialect.. shit lor.. i can onli understand like 1% of wad they saying... that's bad.. even they curse me suan me also i dunno.. arhz..ok la.. need to stay up till 2.35.. hmm.. tml is my cousin's wedding.. haiz.. so weird.. see someone with the same gen as u gettin married.. is like.. we're gettin so old.. arhz.. blog again tml..

supposed to go to sb camp today.. haiz.. heck.. goin to couz wedding tml.. dind't wana miss it.. feel tired and all.. anw.. yesterday went to the sentosa thingy.. 10 ppl went.. 1 went home by 2pm.. AND.. organiser kana diarrhoea didn't turn up.. er.. went there played a bit of beach soccer.. on that freakin hot sand.. and onli the girls could score.. guyz cannot tackle.. er.. so lame.. haha.. then feet got pricks and blisters.. went down to sea awhile soak up the salty walter.. oh yah cycled for a pathetic one hr.. waited for clotes to dry.. went to eat at harbour front.. kana bluff by the poster.. after tt took a taxi to east coast.. jam somemore.. go join sp band for bbq.. nothin much.. felt too full to eat.. played abit of soccer with seniors n chiu hao.. on that prickly grass patch which had lots of stones and seeds .. Ow.. er.. took a cab back with chiu and ed.. wanted to watch portugal and spain.. didn't hv the patience and strength to wait. slept half way while reading a book.. hahaz..

got up today with a stiff neck.. damn.. hmm.. playin cm now.. nothin to do.. tml's the sentosa + band bbq outing thingy.. hmm.. gonna b a busy day.. monday got Biz FO camp somemore.. till tuesday then go couz weddin. wed to friday.. father wants to go penang.. short eating trip.. so.. erm.. gonna be another bz week for me.. hahaz.. i wannna play soccer.. badly.. with lots of ppl..

it's band week for me.. monday sp.. tues ai.. wed sp.. thurs ai.. friday.. sp.. haiz.. and both my legs are bitten by mosquitos.. quite severly.. bout 20 bites per leg!! damn itchy.. haiz.. oh well.. match startin soon! i long to touch those drumsticks as well! supposed to go jammin tml.. our main singer can't make it...haha.. nvm la.. next week.. work hard ppl! let's go perform some day.. ( pref at the end of the yr at brandon's club ) haha.. nitez

my neck is stiff and my right palm numb from using too much of the mouse.. i've been on the com since i came back which was like 4 or 5 plus i think.. hmm.. that's 5 hrs excluding dinner time.. woahz.. no wonder.. how am i gonna last through the nite? heck.. just try.. today went back to ai band.. wad a difference.. compared to sp... haha.. then played soccer under the scorching sun.. at the courtyard.. at 12 noon.. then kana chased out by the guard.. then MR fauzi came.. he rulez.. he said play at yishun primary sch.. haha.. cool dude.. then we played until cannot tahan the heat anymore then go wash up.. go np arcade.. then saw yusmar they all again.. haha.. played the flight stimulator thing.. haiz.. slow game.. went to ch house to get the cd.. got home.. listened to all 48 tracks excluding F.I.R... no we have to confirm who is going to the gathering this sunday.. hmm... supposed to b a gathering for all 203 graduates at our level i think.. but no one seems enthusiastic about it.. cept mayb us.. haiz.. oh well.. friday first jammin session.. hope it works out well enough.. untested.. untrained.. unpro.. haha.. die. see how la..

managed to catch the mrt b4 midnite.. managed to catch 2nd half of italy vs denmark.. watching it now. can't believe denmark had to bulk of the possesion.. hmm.. just came back from eating ban mian again.. like everyweek go there eat ban mian after band in sp.. band finish so late.. 10.30.. wah liewz.. haha.. come back 12 + liao.. hmm.. got a slight sore throat.. tml goin back to ai band to help if i can.. haha.. yepz.. chiu hao played solo! on bari sax!haha.. hmm.. k la.. i'll go listen to my newly downloaded phantom of the opera and watch italy vs denmark..

is that all u're worried about? new friends? in ur beloved sch? isn't that the reason u wanna fly away? huh? when u wanted someone to talk to.. even on internet.. i was there.. when u needed to print a gp article.. i printed for u.. somemore go all the way to UR sch to pass it to u.. when u want me to watch ur concert.. WE went.. even shouted ur name. when u scored a goal we cheered with u.. when u miss a goal.. we encourage u.. when u need something u ask from me.. i try to find for u.. when ppl try to stop me from answering ur miss calls when u try to contact us.. i still call u back.. when u got a problem.. i listen.. u wanna use my com.. my games.. my scv.. u come over.. i Gave u posters i got from overseas.. i didn't give EVERYONE u noe.. i onli gave a few.. bcoz i had so much trust.. so much trust in u.. i even trusted u'll turn up with us to sgi.. but on that friday nite.. u didn't even call to tell me u didn't wanna go.. i had to stay up at nite even i though i needed that slp to wait for ur toapayoh cc to finish then call u to ask whether u wanted to go.. if u still wanted i had to print the forms out for u.. i remembered u didn't have a working printer.. then i called u on monday to ask whether u wanted to play soccer.. u said ok.. i asked when u were free.. u said friday..then thursday u called me to ask whether can go back on fri to take cert.. i said ok.. so we called every1 to go back on friday to take cert and play soccer.. then on thursday nite i msg u to confirm whether u were goin to play.. u said ok.. i said go together at 1030.. u didn't reply.. friday morning i called u again.. at 1030.. gettin ready to leave.. u just got up.. i talked to u nicely and ask whether u still going.. u said OK again.. i even said late nvm.. as long u reach there.. try to reach by 12.. u said OK again.. den when every1 was there.. u didn't turn up.. and i was left with just and SMS.. "hey.. dun think i'm going soccer liao.. ".. ok.. i asked why.. u said friend farewell party.. got gathering.. ok.. didn't even CALL.. where is ur sense of sincerity man.. friends for so long.. u didn't even give an apology in ur sms man.. i was so freakin upset with u lor.. and u didn't even notice.. rite.. u still can ask me when playing soccer again just now.. rite.. i just typed" u will go mehz" trying to see whether u will still come.. if u just said yes.. i would let it go.. but ur trust in me.. is so disappointing.. u just said " ... NO I WILL NOT GO FOR SOCCER AGAIN" then u went offline.. rite.. that's 4 + years or friendship trust for you ... hmm.. when my mum had a product that i saw could help u cure ur skin problems.. i even asked her to talk to ur mum and mayb it will help u.. when u were heaty and stuff i even brought u to buy cooling tea... even taught u how to differentiate cooling and heaty stuff.. u even tasted ur first DURIAN with us.. u wanted to eat kenny rogers that time.. nobody wanted to pay to go with u.. i went with u.. haiz.. just ask urself.. would u have done the same ?

just came back from a pub in katong side.. lots of ppl over 40 yrs old.. live band playing.. quite ok la.. ut veri smokey.. and they play tunes from the 60s and 70s..

oh yah.. i told u 3 times.. and 3 times u said ok.. but u didn't turn up.. and didn't even call to explain or apologise.. didn't even go for sgi with us.. organise on that day bcoz U said u could play lor..

just got told by father dat we aren't goin to malacca this weekend.. er.. so.. haha..heck.got and ulcer in my mouth.. too heaty i guess.. ar.. forgot to say just now i watch harry potter today.. yah.. after walk around np.. saw HL.. den go sit at macs.. get cert.. explore the new sch compound then go home.. 11am soccer tml.. remember to go guyz!

went back to ai to collect o level cert.. finally.. the old block is quite nice.. QUITE.. anw.. going back tml again to play soccer.. hope its like last week.. 12 ppl reunion.. shiok.. hope it doesn't rain..

might want to drive up to malacca this weekend again.. hmm.. better tell me wad games u all wanna buy.. $2 onli! haha.. dotz.. now durian season somemore.. eat until shiok la..

haah.. anyway.. looking forward to soccer tml!! wootz.. we'll make do with more than 5 haah.. we DID manage to play with just 4 ppl on tuesday..

change of pic.. got bored of my face in agony pic.. haha.. now it's my soccer boot! just that mine is the firm ground version.. for those who dunno that there is for indoor soccer.. hmm.. saw a damn nice soccer shoe at nikefootball.com yesterday..actually this morning.. called the secutor II.. damn nice.. gonna b the next shoe i'm targeting..

i never realised how good kinder bueno can taste.. bite.. CruNCH!.. then let ur teeth sink through the whole piece... then the hazel nut cream center will ooze out.. flow out.. filling the inside of ur mouth.. crispy and smooth at the same time.. then the taste..sweet.. heaven.. next bite.. alemak.. damn nice.. nvr realised it can be THAT good..

it's my father's birthday today.. didn't get him anything.. yet? anw.. went to eat at paramount.. ala carte buffet.. damn nice.. worth it man..

oh yah.. benny the name of that sesame paste stall is yi ku tang sui.. translated is second aunt soup water..???? haha.. yah.. erm... anw. i think u found it.. so that should b the wan.. best in singapore..smoothest in singapore..

world idol sucks.. australian idol is weird.. sings through his nose.. dutch idol is horrible.. african idol looks good.. sounds OK.. wee keong can sing better.. arabian idol.. can't understand a word she sang.. why sing a arabian song on international tv?? didn't get to catch the german.. the polish idol looks horrible.. my god.. i think the american idol is the best man.. the top 6 of AMI 3 can sing better than some of the world's idols..

haiz.. wad is the world coming to..

hmm.. it's been such a long time.. but it's weird.. reflectin on just that lame 3 days in my 16 + years.. how someone can engrave an impression in me so deep? i don't understand.. first sight? nahz.. second.. the past days.. no.. weeks.. no should b months.. been tryin to understand her better.. but i dun want to sound erm.. urgent? no.. pushy?.. nopez.. desperate..haha.. everytime i try to.. i think.. better dun disturb.. sch onli starts in july for me.. then.. in the holidays its.. busy schedules.. camps.. cca.. blah blah.. hmm.. but then.. it's amazing how i can spot her in a huge crowd of humam beings.. let's say hundreds? mothers day.. that day.. anw.. it might b single sided..must have.. right? should have.. mayb not.. haha.. still.. worth it?

weekeong , wei ye , eunice , me.. didn't go through. singapore will hung look alike..got through..waited.. 10 hrs...20 secs is all we got. they were lookin for someone that can project voice i think.. they didn't give us time. wk can do tt damn well.. we can't do anything to dem bcoz we signed the form. we might get sued.. oh well.. at least we were on ch 5 , 8 , and cNa's news.. memorial.. not good memories.. eye opener.. singaporeans.. the courtesy campaign is probably the most failed campaign in singapore.. haiz.. this is so sad.. heck.. go watch England v iceland..