is that all u're worried about? new friends? in ur beloved sch? isn't that the reason u wanna fly away? huh? when u wanted someone to talk to.. even on internet.. i was there.. when u needed to print a gp article.. i printed for u.. somemore go all the way to UR sch to pass it to u.. when u want me to watch ur concert.. WE went.. even shouted ur name. when u scored a goal we cheered with u.. when u miss a goal.. we encourage u.. when u need something u ask from me.. i try to find for u.. when ppl try to stop me from answering ur miss calls when u try to contact us.. i still call u back.. when u got a problem.. i listen.. u wanna use my com.. my games.. my scv.. u come over.. i Gave u posters i got from overseas.. i didn't give EVERYONE u noe.. i onli gave a few.. bcoz i had so much trust.. so much trust in u.. i even trusted u'll turn up with us to sgi.. but on that friday nite.. u didn't even call to tell me u didn't wanna go.. i had to stay up at nite even i though i needed that slp to wait for ur toapayoh cc to finish then call u to ask whether u wanted to go.. if u still wanted i had to print the forms out for u.. i remembered u didn't have a working printer.. then i called u on monday to ask whether u wanted to play soccer.. u said ok.. i asked when u were free.. u said friday..then thursday u called me to ask whether can go back on fri to take cert.. i said ok.. so we called every1 to go back on friday to take cert and play soccer.. then on thursday nite i msg u to confirm whether u were goin to play.. u said ok.. i said go together at 1030.. u didn't reply.. friday morning i called u again.. at 1030.. gettin ready to leave.. u just got up.. i talked to u nicely and ask whether u still going.. u said OK again.. i even said late nvm.. as long u reach there.. try to reach by 12.. u said OK again.. den when every1 was there.. u didn't turn up.. and i was left with just and SMS.. "hey.. dun think i'm going soccer liao.. ".. ok.. i asked why.. u said friend farewell party.. got gathering.. ok.. didn't even CALL.. where is ur sense of sincerity man.. friends for so long.. u didn't even give an apology in ur sms man.. i was so freakin upset with u lor.. and u didn't even notice.. rite.. u still can ask me when playing soccer again just now.. rite.. i just typed" u will go mehz" trying to see whether u will still come.. if u just said yes.. i would let it go.. but ur trust in me.. is so disappointing.. u just said " ... NO I WILL NOT GO FOR SOCCER AGAIN" then u went offline.. rite.. that's 4 + years or friendship trust for you ... hmm.. when my mum had a product that i saw could help u cure ur skin problems.. i even asked her to talk to ur mum and mayb it will help u.. when u were heaty and stuff i even brought u to buy cooling tea... even taught u how to differentiate cooling and heaty stuff.. u even tasted ur first DURIAN with us.. u wanted to eat kenny rogers that time.. nobody wanted to pay to go with u.. i went with u.. haiz.. just ask urself.. would u have done the same ?