haiz... dman depressing arhz.. i waited the whole nite on msn just to be able to talk to her on msn.. then she went to watch tv she said.. when she came back she said she gtg.. wad the hell.. haiz.. wadz the use. she won't even come to visit this place will she?

dun pretty much of thinking today..was sick today so spent whole day at home.. sleeping , slacking and thinkin alot.. but i still can't get it straight.. why do i have to feel this way? i hate htis bloody feeling.. feeling on confusion and unsurity.. unsuirty.. is that even a word? arh.. who cares. u got my point.. dman ads keep popping up on my screen.. dman irritaitn.

it's now almost 1am.. i waited since 10 to chat with her.. luckily for me.. there are others online.. haiz.. i dunnow hy but i have this feeling.. this hope that she doesn't agree to him.. i duno why even..i think i still feel something.. i hate this.. everytime i see her or talk to her or just walk next to her i feel this small flame being rekindled.. maybe it was never even put out..

sista remindered me of the thing i said i would do o HER on grad nite.. if u'all wanna noe wand that is.. go read my previous blogs.. haha.. haiz..

i hope she'll win in the end. like they said.heehee.