i'm so bored. pon lessons since i came to school.. now in sch library burning time . i've got gastric pains and i feel like i have diarrhea. feel like going to toilet all the time. haha.. die liao.. i wanna go home after this. maybe can get early leave form or something like that. or maybe i'll just walk out the gate and tell her i've already withdrewn. hope to withdraw by tml.. veri sienz liaoz.. come to sch also no meaning.. today hl , ws, jie en and cindy came to yj to crash.. think they only went for one chem lecture and now waiting for maths lecture in the library also.. haha.. so lame.. pon aj to come yj.. hope i can convince my father asap to let me withdraw from sch.. i dun understand lor.. yesterday at dinner my brother was persuading me to withdraw from ' the stupid school' already.. yah.. ALREADY.. my mum agrees too.. but i've got to let my father sign.. while we were discussing that yesterday he kept quiet so i asked him for his comment.. he said.. up to u lor.. begins with the end in mind... haha.. his fav phrase.. but weirdly that phrase actually gives me some pressure.. am i makin the right choice ? anyway today i found out that nyp has this film and media management thing.. its related to mass comm as well. so i guess if i decided that np is too far away.. i have to go nyp and take it.. yepz.. its a newly launched coursed.. just this year.. nyp is so near my place.. why not rite? its eitehr nyp or np or aj.. i won't ever come back to yj.. the honey moon 3 months are not as relax as it seems.. yj sucks so much my straw feels inferior!haha.. lame.. but i thought of it.. so erm.. still lame.. wad the hell. i'm freakin bored here in yj library.. wanna shit.. think have gastric pain again.. so sienz.. so sienz.. goin home after this.. i decided le..


YJ sucks so much all the straws in the world feels inferior..