Long time sinced i blogged..

had quite some fun yesterday at the steamboat and bbq thingy at marina.. er.. food not that great.. there were lizards and mice around occasionally but. i guess its the company that counts the most.. long time nvr see xy , johny ,ah poh, benny.. ah poh damn funny.. especially the bittergourd durian ice cream part..hahaz..

anw.. i manged to catch house of flying daggers last thurs.. yeah. missed Sp's string ensemble + band performance.. i can't believe i paid $6 for it and didn't go. I gave the ticket o xiang wei coz he said he wanted it. and he gave it back to the counter on the way home. ??????? what is he doing?? hahaz.. anyway. house of flying daggers is quite nice.. the scenary... cinematography.. i think the artistic impressions has some deeper meaning... i mean.. a show like that.. such big names.. can't be that lame right? anyway the 'super powers' the characters possess are too extreme already..

i miss soccer.. dun get to play much of it in sp... sometimes i really wish there were some ppl to play with in class besides JD.. hmm.. tribute is nice.. should go play it..and perform it for something.. pretty easy too..haha.. anw... i just finished CD thing.. the self description thing.. hmm onli homework left to do is the OC speech thing.. oh well.. byez..

it's my 150th post! wootz..i realli should print this out just incase something happens..hahaz..i realli wanna preserve this.. its wad i've been doing for the past few years of my life..

anyway.. just came back from supper an hour ago.. band pract today as well.. hmm.. our group for ICP prob got the best. haha.. well.. she didn't give any bad comments.. and she gave us the green light to execute the project..hmm.. pretty tired today.. guess i won't type much..

someone to die for.. playing in my head.. omg.. over and over again.. and that obviously song as well.. hahaz..

oh i just noticed someone today.. haha..

anw.. saw choonyan yest and today as well.. didn't know she was same sch as me.. biz.. retail i think.. wonder where adlina is... she's supposed to b in interior design.. is there ? in sp? oh well.. will see..

anw.. see ya..

Recently I've been,Hopelessly reachingOut for this girl,Who's out of this world.Believe me.

For so many nights nowI find myself thinking about her now.'Cause obviously,She's out of my leagueBut how can I winShe keeps draggin' me in andI know I never will be good enough for her.

She's outta my handsAnd I never know where I standCos I know I'm not good enough for herHe's good enough for her (for her, for her)'Cause obviously,She's out of my leeague,I'm wastin' my time'Cause she'll never be mineI know i never will be good enough for her.No, noNever will be good enough for her...

just came back from band pract..wah got freshie again. so many liao.. hmm..  didn't go eat supper after band.. wanted to come back.. didn't want to miss the last train as well.. didn't want to come back after midnight and have to walk one whole big round coz the back gate is locked.. oh well.. band ar... er.. i found out who was the one that used the bass clar already.. hahaz.. it was this guy.. jia li i think..
den during dinner at the staff centre.. after that mee goreng.. i realised that i had agreed to go watch string ensemble on thursday.. and it cost $6.. omg..
can't watch movie tml! coz band is brought forward from wed to tml.. so.. damn.. wed got that connect thing.. dun wanna go.. dun feel like going.. seems pretty lame to me. i rather go catch a movie. but now both of them cannot go on wed.. and i cannot go on tuesday.. wad good planning.. anw.. i hope i get my extended bass clar soon.. hahaz..
photography club didn't call to tell me there's something on this wed.. hmm.. prob coz i didn't pay up yet.. wad the hell.. i was sick mahz.. oh well.. got zaki to help me pay on wed.. coz. he'll b going.. i have to turn up for that connect thing.. or not... hahaz..
 k.. gtg go sleep now or mayb watch abit of tv first.. hahaz.. ciao..

So she said what's the problem baby What's the problem I don't know  Well maybe I'm in love (love) Think about it every time I think about itCan't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love) Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on Turn a little faster  Come on, come on The world will follow after Come on, come on Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running Running down into the spring that's coming all this love Melting under blue skies Belting out sunlight Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender To the strawberry ice creamNever ever end of all this loveWell I didn't mean to do it But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning Mean we're never alone, Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come onMove a little closer Come on, Come onI want to hear you whisperCome on, Come on Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on Jump a little higherCome on, come onIf you feel a little lighterCome on, come on We were once Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love Accidentally in love (x7)
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love,Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come onSpin a little tighterCome on, come on And the world's a little brighterCome on, come on Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love

today didn't go to huijing's birthday gathering at suntec..haha.. anw.. stayed home to study FOM.. hahaz.. typed and printed the powerpoint slides out into a word doc.. much easier to refer to for studying.. hahaz.. today's zhihao's birthday as well.. hmm..have to buy present..

been listening to 98.7 ALL day.. hahaz.. hear the same songs over and over and over again.. my god.. they don't change their songs..  most popular are glory of love , she will be loved , look what you've done , and alot more ar.. ok la.. usher's confessions part II got first on the perfect 10 charts.. omg..  listening to overdrive now.. haha.. brother just bought elva's cd..and piano songs.. hahz..

i'm trying i'm realli trying. i dun wanna make it too obvious.. like you said. u wanna conc on studies first..

happy birthday zhihao! didn't get u anything last yr.. this yr must buy liao.. hahaz.. guilty.. happy birthday huijing also.. weird. both of u on same or near day... or is it?

hmm.. went to queensway in the morning.. had a target of 2 shirts..1 jeans..1 cap and a pair of sandals.. but.. only bought 1 pair of jeans.. didn't get the sandals.. coz the ones i saw was too ex.. then we went to bugis.. wanted to buy bag.. when i reached there.. didn't wanna see.. anw we went to simlim sq.. they needed to do some project or something.. some it-based thing la.. so.. when there walk until my legs wanna give way liao.. den go parco walk.. bought some stuff to eat on the way back. was veri tired already.. den father asked to go out for dinner with them and some of his friends.. so went lor.. go there.. father's friends thought i was the waiter.. BWAhahaha.. u see i was wearing black.. and the water there was self-service.. if we wanted to get water we need to take ourselves.. so i was helping my father's other friends to take.. and i was wearing black.. but.. shit him lor. didn't he notice this exact same face was sitting at that table together with him? ... anw he said he didn't know la.. he was confused when he saw the shirt clr... crap. den went over to one of their houses for ktv.. er.. they sing all oldies.. chinese.. cantonese.. i wanna die liao.. luckily for me i onli had to cross a road to go home..haha.. so went off earli.. after a few sips of red wine and some chicken wings.. they aren't home till now.. er..did i tell u i had a dream? hahaz.. nvm.. see ya.. tired..

I'm getting better day by day.. sense of taste and smell recovering.. yay!  Didn't go the northlad concert tonite.. chose to play soccer with them at NYP.. coz.. haven't been exercising coz of sickness and stuff.. gonna grow fat if i continue doing this.. i onli exercise oNCE a week.. omg..

Parents came back from Hong konG today.. bought a lot of stuff.. cheap stuff.. food.. dried foods..

oh yeah.. couldn't find a proper place to play in NYP.. after we got out of the turf court.. the hockey ppl were there. damn them. . had to search all over.. NYP so big no place to play.. then saw that bball court ppl goin home.  so we go there play la. play half of the court. hit pole.. den accidetally hit one girl.. sitting on the floor.. den she cry.. 

... den bf not happy lor.. er.. stupid siahz. the ball not even hard. heck la.. some ppl just want attention... den went home.. got a bruised leg.. tried to tackle.. missed.. used knee to break fall.. damn.. right leg just cured. now left knee..

did CD homework liao.. pretty easy.. Adobe today was good.. interesting.. i can edit photos! pretty keen to learn more now.. oh yah.. dtp.. rushed home at mn yest to print and research the diff art movements.. even had to help xw do coz he's net down.. he owe me a treat man.. den not used.. we onli needed to know about pop art for next week's lesson.. right.. wad do we have to do again? or bring? i can't rmb.. wasn't listening.. i needed to pee then.. haha..

hmm.. stomachache.. needa go.. hahaz. queensway and movie on sat... hope secutor is coming... i need that SHOX secutor II!!hahaz.. BOIINGGG....

hmm.. health didn't seem to improve today.. weird.. must b not enuf sleep..shall get more tonight.. oh.. the xtra toilet in the hall.. the toilet bowl got removed today... er.. abit tired..must b the medicine.. piriton workin on me again..damn..haha.. ok.. i'll shall go now.. HL says she go down to sp tml... hmm.. wonder wad for.. haha.. playin soccer on thurs.. mans.. hope im fit..oh yeah.. i saw chew yan today.. outside the mrt station on the way home.. haha.. she's changed a little.. but still sweet as ever.. hmm.. i was buying ice-cream.. then i saw her.. couldn't recognise me.. i couldn't recognise her at first as well.. den i saw her eyes.. so knew it was her immediately lah.. haha.. so she was stunned at first.. then she slowly began to remember haha.. too sudden and fast for me to say anything to her i guess.. so i was like "hi" and when i was buying the ice-cream " do u want one? " she said no.. haha.. i can't believe she asked me " what are u doing here?" so i said " er.. i live here.." haha.. so.. real awkward experiece i guess..haha.. well.. see u around..

yay.. i'm gettin better.. got up this morning.. feeling..well alrite.. cept for the irritatin pain in my throat..no more fever.. flu has got better.. hmm.. that's good.
 
My maid's going off already.. and we aren't gonna hire another.. so we have to do everything by ourselves now.. haha.. how hard can it be rite? anw she'll be coming back every sunday as part time maid to help us out.. haha.. that's good..  she'll b leavin on 26th july.. her new employee is ang moh.. veri good wan.. haha.. ok lor.. it's about time we learnt to be independent.. hahs.. my mum so scared SHE becomes the maid.. everyday keep nagging and nagging.. haha..
 
hmm.. have to go do my STAIRS essay and read up on marketing and wad i missed out yesterday.. well.. ciao

i hate being sick.. shit.. flu got worse this morning.. went to see doctor.. she said i had inflammation in the throat..aRH.. bad throat.. bad flu.. supposed to give the $10 to phtography club today i think.. didn't go to sch.. heck.. hmm.. been sleepin the whole day.. getting headaches.. in the afternoon got abit of fever 38.2 degrees.. lalala~ supposed to b online at 9pm to discuss project thing.. my guess is that xiang wei didn't manage to print out the proposal last nite.. hehez.. ok la.... see ya later..

ARGh! fallen sick.. bad weather i guess. FLU.. gastric has been coming on and off this few days.. better go see a doc tml and have enuf REST.. yeah.. played soccer after sch today.. i just suck.. missed so many times.. felt the worse when zhiyang screamed in exasperation when i missed that shot.. haha.. well.. i scored 2 simple goals.. i guess.. so its kind of a consolation.. hmm.. have to improve on so many things.. i will..

i joined photography club.. i think.. seems like its freelance so no pressure.. good.. but have to pay a yearly fee of 10 bucks.. reasonable i guess..

skipped band pract yesterday to go watch becka in concert.. haha.. i mean her sch la.. choir , guzheng , band , guitar club and chinese drums.. no comment. SRJC conductor is the same as sp.. so haha..

arghz.. runny nose.. veri irritating.. and my eyes is feels like its heavy and swollen but its not.. arghz.. hate COLDS.. hey mayb i played suckily today coz of my flu. yeah. mayb that's why i couldn't concentrate.. haha.. i thought it was just synus at first.. but it cont' all the way till now.. now it's worst..

saw mindice on the train to sch again today.. hmm.. seems like every thursday i'll b seeing her on the train ba.. haha

today's lessons was. OK i guess.. 5 hours of com lab lessons.. i spent 1 hr doing ALL the 3 quizzes in for ITB and the rest surfing the web and playin flash table tennis.. sienz.. then it was desktop publishing.. the macs we use are nice.. but the mouse sensitivity so low..set to highest liao.. sienz.. learnt how to use adobe photoshop 7.. hmm.. quite easy la.. i should have just brought a thumb drive..easier to carry around also. anw.. im lucky.. im skipping tml's 3 min speech during OC.. haha.. no not orange country.. oral communications.. haha..

benny wants to watch king arthur.. nothing in that movie interest me.. except mayb its the first time kiera knightly is acting in a war film.. change of plan to mean girls i think.. hmm.. i wanna watch garfield more..

watched CNA just now and discovered some facts about headaches.. hmm.. wonder if the head pain i felt on the plane to thailand during landing was due to something else.. GOD i hope not.. hmm.. shall ask dr kwak's opinion tml.. hmm POLAR is the name of our group.. stands for PRODUCT OF LAZING AROUND ROCKS ..haha.. so lame.. but haha. it means something to us.. especially since the guy who came up with that is in our group.. hey didn't know shing yeen can chat so much on line.. i've linked u.. hope u dun mind..

oh well.. have to be off now.. tired.. feelin damn sick.. arrrgh...

i can't believe chermaine forgot to call me back for sectional.. damn it.. edmund had to call me and ask me to go there NOW.. haha. as if i would.. i was at ai.. grr.. hahz. hell. i'm thinkin of broadening my options of a cca in poly liao.. hmm.. i dunno lah.. should prob stay in the band.. see wad instrument i'll permenantly be playing first.. anw.. been doin notin today.. got up went for lunch at ivin's under the trecherous rain.. lucky got car.. then came back.. used com play yahoo! pool , do homework , play CM , got frustrated over CM , reloaded game , frustrated again , reloaded again , got bored , quit , came online , bored , and here i am now , 3 hours on this com , with a stiff neck.. haha.. i forgot to watch torque.. nvm.. will return it next time.. played soccer for mayon yesterday.. when i left at half time they were down 0-1.. but they managed to find 2 other ppl.. so from a side of 10 it became 11.. the sub scored 2 i heard from benny.. haha.. hmm.. went over to chris house there.. and found out onli favian and zhihao came.. played 1 on 1.. until parents came to hurry me back.. then ah poh came!er.. so late. i had to leave at 5.15 and he came at 5.. cool huh.. nvm.. i left the ball there.. went to aunt's house to bathe and change den rushed to have dinner with brother opp his church.. he was performin something.. oh well.. go support him lor.. it was one of the most boring service in chc i've been to probably.. haha.. except for the performance part la.. anyway..went home.. slept till bout 12 today.. hmm.. muscles abit aching.. i realised i always misjudge a header.. have to practice on that.. and i realise i can't cross when i dun have enuf time.. hmm.. needa practice on that.. needa improve on a lot of things. and need to play soccer more often!! haha! those in sp that are reading this.. please play soccer if u can after sch on thursday.. everyone i know releases earli on that day.. anw.. ciao.. gtg for dinner..

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chris got internet liao!! wootz.. haha.. er.. finally weekend is here.. er.. i dunno wad to talk about.. might b playing for mayon tml.. if they want me.. im despo for soccer man. long time nvr play haha.. ok.. er.. talk more next time rather tired now.. bb

hmm.. tml will be lessons from 8 ALL The way till 1.. sienz.. then later i'll b goin to ai band.. miss them already.. not too much though...haha.. but im a little sick now.. abit of gastric here and dere.. abit of cold.. hmm..haha.. nvm. ill recover quick enuf. er.. feel like playin soccer. realli feel like playin soccer.. if not ill grow fatter.. and.. WHITE.. sienz..my class not enuf guyz to play soccer together.. haiz.. nvm.. soccer this sat.. enjoy when i DO play it.. its like if u dun do something for a long time u will feel its full satisfaction when u finally do it.. haha.. i didn't go band today.. until i get a bass clar that i can control fully.. i realli think i need not go back lor.. normally with the previous RC i could control my tone and pitch and everything.. now with this leblanc i can't do anything.. waiting for aileen to return the bass clar onli..prestige.. haiz.. xue jun realli reminds me someone i noe. so does calista.. ok. nvm.. see ya.. needa wake up earli tml.. its 8am in sch for me.. sienz..

2nd day of sch today.. kinda enjoying life in poly so far.. hmm its diff alot diff from jc., haha..er.. think the class is losening up already.. needs time.. er.. went to play pool today after the tutor released us 2 hrs early.. so i had 4 hrs to burn b4 goin to yishun.. so.. ya.. er.. just realised huey chien stays 2 blocks away from me.. 3 mins away.. damn near lor.. ok.. benny wants to b sc of his CO.. he didn't get it.. er.. bought my stuff today... saw lots of ppl in the past few days.. zhenglong.. his gf..some girl from xps called cindy.. er.. haha.. i gtg liao.. bb

im feeling veri sleepy now.. no1 to chat with online.. haiz.. met so many new ppl in this 2 days.. orientation.. er.. think there is a seperation between the class.. the quiet ones.. the ok ones. and the beng-ish lian-ish wans.. i guess.. er.. my class got 12 girls out of 19 ppl.. haha.. biz sch rawks la.. but my class.. i think it takes gettin used to.. so now i noe 19 new ppl plus a few more in the band.. got to noe some others better as well.. haha... anw.. liang ying is not the onli one i know who has the same birthday as me.. this guy my classmate ..haha. he's the first person i talked to.. hmm.. got 1 or 2 cute ones in my class.. but not my type.. haha.. anw.. judging the cover of a book.. er... hahaha.. hmm.. got this crazed man utd fan la.. haha.. he keeps askin ppl whether they are man utd fans..hahz.. hmm.. today was damn lame.. orienation? highlights was the SB king and queen thing la.. they make couples from each class to go up.. 3 rounds.. 1st round.. dancing.. 3 genre of music.. 2nd round.. biting off a piece of bread together using onli their mouths.. 3rd round answering a question.. boring and entertaining sometimes.. flag day tml.. 8.15 in sch.. sienz.. got euro lehz.. how to watch like tt.. er.. mayb first half.. so if u guyz better stay clear of harbour front tml if u dun wan to donate money to me.. dotz. i think im gettin more chatty nowadays.. more chatty then i was in yj.. prob the ppl la.. in yj i stuck with the ai ppl.. over here im alone in my class.. duh. low possibility to b with ur fren la.. one DMC class onli got bout 20 ppl lor..haha.. oh yah.. my fac today damn chio la.. too bad she got bf liao..haha..jk.. den again.. she's not my type.. got a few more numbers today.. got to noe our ptm... bla bla blah.. i gotta sleep liao.. now i think of all the many ppl i've seen this few days.. ive got someone in mind that still is the best.. haha.. ...... damn sienz la.. WANNA PLAY SOCCER... SOCCER... SOCCER.. ehz.. u all better dun neglect us when u all go in nyp ar.. must meet up frequently to play soccer.. i scared i can't get enuf of it over here in sp.. scared.. real scared..

im totally lethargic.. in CM terms.. im lacking match practice.. nono. is SEVERLY lacking match practice.. er.. eveyday get up after 11am.. slp so late.. eatin times also upside down.. im like suffering from somekind of self made jet lag.. this is bad.. need to play soccer FAST.. arh.. supposed to play soccer today.. but everyone replied in the morning.. when I was sleepin. and tan n i already decided to cancel the whole thing.. so.. er.. the next time tan can play is on friday.. but dunno whether they can.. coz those ppl workin.. ar..how?

i was expecting beckham to miss.. but i didn't expect it to realli happen..er.. just as i predicted.. if beckham misses.. england go down.. if not they win.. too bad la.. first kick for far far away liao.. anw.. i think the left my place about 7? im not sure.. i fell a sleep.. anw.. i said bye and went back to slp again. ithink.. haha. then supposed to go to ai band at 9 today.. couldn't freakin wake up and no one called me.. so got up at 11.. today have sectional at 2pm at sp.. so i left hse at 12.30 met the ai band ppl to get my tuner.. went to apply for tertiary ezlink .. finally.. top up ezlink.. took a train towards sp.. den at woodlands had stomach cramp.. recognised it as gastric pains.. so took the other train back home.. saw cherlynn and cc tham on the train.. then had to take a cab back from yck mrt.. came home.. now resting.. playin CM.. leg wobbly liao..haha.. anw.. im on my way to winning champions cup and epl virtually.. er.. this morning's match.. in my view. i thought the rui costa's goal was a phil neville defesive error.. he shouldn't have tackled should have kept following.. den tackle.. den the postiga goal was tyco... the ball didn't even touch his head... anw.. credit to portugal for the fighting spirit.. england.. erikson shouldn't have made them sit back and defend.. idiot.. wad was he thinkin? a 1 goal lead is enough? and beckham.. the new paper says its the pitch that is horrible.. trust me.. we've all played in worse pitches b4 lor.. sand.. slippery.. but still can score from the penalty spot wad.. haiz..

hmm... just finished band.. ate dinner with a few seniors and some of us freshies.. yah.. then go band.. as usual my bass clar is flat.. haiz.. cannot blame.. all seniors try liao also flat.. so must b the instrument. haha... i tried the prestige bass clar that day.. wad a diff.. erm.. so after band went to clementi eat prawn mee.. then come home.. haiz.. the sp band ppl all veri gd.. veri pro.. but the one thing i cannot stand about them is that they smoke lor.. bloody hell.. i hate smokers.. all sure die earli.. haiz.. and the thing is.. they always speak in dialect.. shit lor.. i can onli understand like 1% of wad they saying... that's bad.. even they curse me suan me also i dunno.. arhz..ok la.. need to stay up till 2.35.. hmm.. tml is my cousin's wedding.. haiz.. so weird.. see someone with the same gen as u gettin married.. is like.. we're gettin so old.. arhz.. blog again tml..

supposed to go to sb camp today.. haiz.. heck.. goin to couz wedding tml.. dind't wana miss it.. feel tired and all.. anw.. yesterday went to the sentosa thingy.. 10 ppl went.. 1 went home by 2pm.. AND.. organiser kana diarrhoea didn't turn up.. er.. went there played a bit of beach soccer.. on that freakin hot sand.. and onli the girls could score.. guyz cannot tackle.. er.. so lame.. haha.. then feet got pricks and blisters.. went down to sea awhile soak up the salty walter.. oh yah cycled for a pathetic one hr.. waited for clotes to dry.. went to eat at harbour front.. kana bluff by the poster.. after tt took a taxi to east coast.. jam somemore.. go join sp band for bbq.. nothin much.. felt too full to eat.. played abit of soccer with seniors n chiu hao.. on that prickly grass patch which had lots of stones and seeds .. Ow.. er.. took a cab back with chiu and ed.. wanted to watch portugal and spain.. didn't hv the patience and strength to wait. slept half way while reading a book.. hahaz..

got up today with a stiff neck.. damn.. hmm.. playin cm now.. nothin to do.. tml's the sentosa + band bbq outing thingy.. hmm.. gonna b a busy day.. monday got Biz FO camp somemore.. till tuesday then go couz weddin. wed to friday.. father wants to go penang.. short eating trip.. so.. erm.. gonna be another bz week for me.. hahaz.. i wannna play soccer.. badly.. with lots of ppl..

it's band week for me.. monday sp.. tues ai.. wed sp.. thurs ai.. friday.. sp.. haiz.. and both my legs are bitten by mosquitos.. quite severly.. bout 20 bites per leg!! damn itchy.. haiz.. oh well.. match startin soon! i long to touch those drumsticks as well! supposed to go jammin tml.. our main singer can't make it...haha.. nvm la.. next week.. work hard ppl! let's go perform some day.. ( pref at the end of the yr at brandon's club ) haha.. nitez

my neck is stiff and my right palm numb from using too much of the mouse.. i've been on the com since i came back which was like 4 or 5 plus i think.. hmm.. that's 5 hrs excluding dinner time.. woahz.. no wonder.. how am i gonna last through the nite? heck.. just try.. today went back to ai band.. wad a difference.. compared to sp... haha.. then played soccer under the scorching sun.. at the courtyard.. at 12 noon.. then kana chased out by the guard.. then MR fauzi came.. he rulez.. he said play at yishun primary sch.. haha.. cool dude.. then we played until cannot tahan the heat anymore then go wash up.. go np arcade.. then saw yusmar they all again.. haha.. played the flight stimulator thing.. haiz.. slow game.. went to ch house to get the cd.. got home.. listened to all 48 tracks excluding F.I.R... no we have to confirm who is going to the gathering this sunday.. hmm... supposed to b a gathering for all 203 graduates at our level i think.. but no one seems enthusiastic about it.. cept mayb us.. haiz.. oh well.. friday first jammin session.. hope it works out well enough.. untested.. untrained.. unpro.. haha.. die. see how la..

managed to catch the mrt b4 midnite.. managed to catch 2nd half of italy vs denmark.. watching it now. can't believe denmark had to bulk of the possesion.. hmm.. just came back from eating ban mian again.. like everyweek go there eat ban mian after band in sp.. band finish so late.. 10.30.. wah liewz.. haha.. come back 12 + liao.. hmm.. got a slight sore throat.. tml goin back to ai band to help if i can.. haha.. yepz.. chiu hao played solo! on bari sax!haha.. hmm.. k la.. i'll go listen to my newly downloaded phantom of the opera and watch italy vs denmark..

is that all u're worried about? new friends? in ur beloved sch? isn't that the reason u wanna fly away? huh? when u wanted someone to talk to.. even on internet.. i was there.. when u needed to print a gp article.. i printed for u.. somemore go all the way to UR sch to pass it to u.. when u want me to watch ur concert.. WE went.. even shouted ur name. when u scored a goal we cheered with u.. when u miss a goal.. we encourage u.. when u need something u ask from me.. i try to find for u.. when ppl try to stop me from answering ur miss calls when u try to contact us.. i still call u back.. when u got a problem.. i listen.. u wanna use my com.. my games.. my scv.. u come over.. i Gave u posters i got from overseas.. i didn't give EVERYONE u noe.. i onli gave a few.. bcoz i had so much trust.. so much trust in u.. i even trusted u'll turn up with us to sgi.. but on that friday nite.. u didn't even call to tell me u didn't wanna go.. i had to stay up at nite even i though i needed that slp to wait for ur toapayoh cc to finish then call u to ask whether u wanted to go.. if u still wanted i had to print the forms out for u.. i remembered u didn't have a working printer.. then i called u on monday to ask whether u wanted to play soccer.. u said ok.. i asked when u were free.. u said friday..then thursday u called me to ask whether can go back on fri to take cert.. i said ok.. so we called every1 to go back on friday to take cert and play soccer.. then on thursday nite i msg u to confirm whether u were goin to play.. u said ok.. i said go together at 1030.. u didn't reply.. friday morning i called u again.. at 1030.. gettin ready to leave.. u just got up.. i talked to u nicely and ask whether u still going.. u said OK again.. i even said late nvm.. as long u reach there.. try to reach by 12.. u said OK again.. den when every1 was there.. u didn't turn up.. and i was left with just and SMS.. "hey.. dun think i'm going soccer liao.. ".. ok.. i asked why.. u said friend farewell party.. got gathering.. ok.. didn't even CALL.. where is ur sense of sincerity man.. friends for so long.. u didn't even give an apology in ur sms man.. i was so freakin upset with u lor.. and u didn't even notice.. rite.. u still can ask me when playing soccer again just now.. rite.. i just typed" u will go mehz" trying to see whether u will still come.. if u just said yes.. i would let it go.. but ur trust in me.. is so disappointing.. u just said " ... NO I WILL NOT GO FOR SOCCER AGAIN" then u went offline.. rite.. that's 4 + years or friendship trust for you ... hmm.. when my mum had a product that i saw could help u cure ur skin problems.. i even asked her to talk to ur mum and mayb it will help u.. when u were heaty and stuff i even brought u to buy cooling tea... even taught u how to differentiate cooling and heaty stuff.. u even tasted ur first DURIAN with us.. u wanted to eat kenny rogers that time.. nobody wanted to pay to go with u.. i went with u.. haiz.. just ask urself.. would u have done the same ?

just came back from a pub in katong side.. lots of ppl over 40 yrs old.. live band playing.. quite ok la.. ut veri smokey.. and they play tunes from the 60s and 70s..

oh yah.. i told u 3 times.. and 3 times u said ok.. but u didn't turn up.. and didn't even call to explain or apologise.. didn't even go for sgi with us.. organise on that day bcoz U said u could play lor..

just got told by father dat we aren't goin to malacca this weekend.. er.. so.. haha..heck.got and ulcer in my mouth.. too heaty i guess.. ar.. forgot to say just now i watch harry potter today.. yah.. after walk around np.. saw HL.. den go sit at macs.. get cert.. explore the new sch compound then go home.. 11am soccer tml.. remember to go guyz!

went back to ai to collect o level cert.. finally.. the old block is quite nice.. QUITE.. anw.. going back tml again to play soccer.. hope its like last week.. 12 ppl reunion.. shiok.. hope it doesn't rain..

might want to drive up to malacca this weekend again.. hmm.. better tell me wad games u all wanna buy.. $2 onli! haha.. dotz.. now durian season somemore.. eat until shiok la..

haah.. anyway.. looking forward to soccer tml!! wootz.. we'll make do with more than 5 haah.. we DID manage to play with just 4 ppl on tuesday..

change of pic.. got bored of my face in agony pic.. haha.. now it's my soccer boot! just that mine is the firm ground version.. for those who dunno that there is for indoor soccer.. hmm.. saw a damn nice soccer shoe at nikefootball.com yesterday..actually this morning.. called the secutor II.. damn nice.. gonna b the next shoe i'm targeting..

i never realised how good kinder bueno can taste.. bite.. CruNCH!.. then let ur teeth sink through the whole piece... then the hazel nut cream center will ooze out.. flow out.. filling the inside of ur mouth.. crispy and smooth at the same time.. then the taste..sweet.. heaven.. next bite.. alemak.. damn nice.. nvr realised it can be THAT good..

it's my father's birthday today.. didn't get him anything.. yet? anw.. went to eat at paramount.. ala carte buffet.. damn nice.. worth it man..

oh yah.. benny the name of that sesame paste stall is yi ku tang sui.. translated is second aunt soup water..???? haha.. yah.. erm... anw. i think u found it.. so that should b the wan.. best in singapore..smoothest in singapore..

world idol sucks.. australian idol is weird.. sings through his nose.. dutch idol is horrible.. african idol looks good.. sounds OK.. wee keong can sing better.. arabian idol.. can't understand a word she sang.. why sing a arabian song on international tv?? didn't get to catch the german.. the polish idol looks horrible.. my god.. i think the american idol is the best man.. the top 6 of AMI 3 can sing better than some of the world's idols..

haiz.. wad is the world coming to..

hmm.. it's been such a long time.. but it's weird.. reflectin on just that lame 3 days in my 16 + years.. how someone can engrave an impression in me so deep? i don't understand.. first sight? nahz.. second.. the past days.. no.. weeks.. no should b months.. been tryin to understand her better.. but i dun want to sound erm.. urgent? no.. pushy?.. nopez.. desperate..haha.. everytime i try to.. i think.. better dun disturb.. sch onli starts in july for me.. then.. in the holidays its.. busy schedules.. camps.. cca.. blah blah.. hmm.. but then.. it's amazing how i can spot her in a huge crowd of humam beings.. let's say hundreds? mothers day.. that day.. anw.. it might b single sided..must have.. right? should have.. mayb not.. haha.. still.. worth it?

weekeong , wei ye , eunice , me.. didn't go through. singapore will hung look alike..got through..waited.. 10 hrs...20 secs is all we got. they were lookin for someone that can project voice i think.. they didn't give us time. wk can do tt damn well.. we can't do anything to dem bcoz we signed the form. we might get sued.. oh well.. at least we were on ch 5 , 8 , and cNa's news.. memorial.. not good memories.. eye opener.. singaporeans.. the courtesy campaign is probably the most failed campaign in singapore.. haiz.. this is so sad.. heck.. go watch England v iceland..

been workin at my neighbours pastry warehouse thing the whole week.. pretty tired.. KTVs on tml nite.. wonder if we can make it.. should b la.. haha.. oh well.. i think i'm gettin sick.. prob caught the flu from chris.. haha.. anyway.. gtg rest earli to prevent myself from getting up late tml.. bb

today i think i'm not gonna do anything.. later at 6pm going to fly plane.. hmm.. been practicing on the simulator.. hope the control is about the same..haha.. should b la.. in a while im supposed to go to safra to play cards.. hmm.. the thing about that football champions game.. u play 1 or 2 match then sienz already.. oh well.. i feel like running suddenly or just cycling.. need to get out and exercise man.. everyday feelin so lethargic..

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog.. have to do a quick one today.. brother wants to use com..

got in the morning.. didn't want to was damn tired from yesterday's soccer.. but father dragged me outta bed.. so went jogging at macritchie.. had synus.. damn synus.. keep sneezing in the forest.. er.. ok la not bad.. took the lornie route.. as usual to the fitness corner and back.. took quite long today.. stamina damn bad.. after tt went to eat prata..

then afternoon went to watch movie.. TROY with vian , tan and chiu.. benny cannot make it at 1.. so think he managed to catch it with his seniors.. anyway.. the movie's not bad.. but it's 3 hrs.. felt like peeing 2 hrs thru the movie.. but didn't want to miss.. haha.. think john was worse.. haha..

anyway.. came back and slacked.. just watched man utd lift the FA cup ... finally some sivlerware this season.. ok i gtg liao..

i just realised an article on blogger was on the newpaper yesterday ... hmm.. not bad.. their makin improvements..

yesterday i felt damn weird la.. keep gettin headaches in the afternoon.. i thought was just because of staring too much at the com monitor.. then went out for dinner at a neighbour's restaurant..drank too much red wine.. it was sweet la... veri nice.. den got groggy and headache got worse.. den we headed down to ktv at laguna cc at bout 10.. sang till 12.. got back at 12.30.. felt damn sleepy. went to sleep.... tried but the coffee and tea i had earlier at dinner was takin effect.. and i was feelin damn flushed.. decided to take my temp.. turns out i had a slight fever.. 38.2 deg..hahaz.. so took to panadols and an hour later i was sweatin like mad.. so couldn't realli slp.. hahaz.. blah blah blah..

now i'm fine i guess.. but still got a flu.. ??? how come got flu after fever de.. so weird.. hmm.. still feelin sick and stuff now.. veri lethargic.. get dizzy after sitting too long on the sofa watchin the hijack of schoolbus #17.. duh.. i expected the ending to happen that way..

tmrw's the aj concert thingy.. hmm.. can't take pics right?damn.. argh.. heck nvm.. wonder wad we're gona do after tt..

k.. match started le. gtg..

hey wadz with the new blogger and all.. hmm.. i prefer the previous wan..already was quite familiar with it.. although this 1 loads much faster i guess.. anyway.. today woke up.. sun was shining in.. closed window. closed curtains.. on air con.. then had to wake up to play soccer.. anyway the electricity was shut down.. some electricians came.. hmm.. played soccer.. tiring.. long time no play.. den went to sunplaza.. eat.. i bought a cd.. harry connick jr.. listening to it now.. quite ok i guess... not fast paced enough for me to really like his kind of jazz.. yepz.. yah.. going to sp again tml with chiu hao and juliet.. i think.. haha.. kaez. i'll stop here.. nothing much to write too..

Happy mother's day to all the mother's of the world.. today is mother's day and i acc my parents and brother to service in the morning.. it was quite gd.. veri funny.. got skid somemore.. hmm.. tml gtg enrol in sp.. gonna go with new found friend.. haha.. actaully not found.. favian intro de.. oh well.. future class mates? who noez.. i dun realli noe how the poly system works.. haha.. kaez.. i gtg now.. i've updated my friendster with pics.. haha..

came back from thailand yesterday.. had my hair cut this morning.. erm.. bought alot of stuff for cheap.. wonder if the band thing will work.. glad jasmine wasn't the 1 kicked out of american idol.. she's my favourite..haha.. diana has a bulging stomach.. realised that singapore idol allows ppl above the age of 16 and under 30.. so i can join.. for fun ofcoz.. but then again.. i might consider the consequences.. the unwanted attention if i dun get through and stuff..haha.. nahz.. dun think i'll go.. but i'll consider.. haha.. just for the experience.. ok.. i've got a stomach ache now.. gtg...

just finished watching blue print: chase.. quite gd plot.. didn't noe singpaorean writers could do so well.. kinda gives me a bit of inspiration to work hard on that module in my course.. hmm.. should watch more blue prints next time.. played a bit of soccer today.. scored a tyco goal and sucked the rest of the match.. shouldn't have played when my foot was hurting..
then it started to rain.. so we walked in it from ai to 7-eleven.. then i walked out , in the rain again , to catch a cab .. den the rain became a drizzle... den stopped when reached yck.. damn.

today is the last day i can have cheap bus and mrt rides.. its like growing up to another phase in life.. or not. hahz.. tml no more concession fare.. shouldn't go out so often liao..

realise the drum game at PS is the best.. $1 can whack 5 songs.. i go bugis.. $6 whack awhile.. haha.. cannot blame la.. too amateurish.. didn't noe how to change to auto bass.. and when i asked a guy.. that f***er showed me some hand movements and shrugged his shoulders.. then said " like that lor" in mandarin.. attitude siahz.. the stupiud drum mani 4th and 9th mix were in japanese... yeah.. its more up-to-date but.. kinda like a waste of money for newbs like me.. keep losing and stuff.. the jap versio is DRUMmania.. the english version is percussion freaks.. now i know.. nvm.. i forgive that bugis arcade.. i did manage to change the stained $5 there.. mayb this is a kind of balance.. u noe.. i always believe there is a kinda balance in life.. like ying and yang.. stuff like tt...

k lahz.. i'll stop here today.. see ya guyz.. sorry can't make it to LOTR xhibition..

today woke up with no sense of purpose.. but had to get up because my synus was irritating me.. it was 9am.. shit.. watched the Passion today.. ok la.. nice.. but veri gruesome.. but dawn of dead is MOre Disgusting.. passion is just erm... painful to watch.. den managed to fill up ALL The forms for sp enrolment thing.. goin to pay up tml.. yepz..

it's the first time i actually figured out the chords of a song MYSELF today.. yeah.. and started to experiment transposing up and down.. haha.. learnt 2 songs today.. i wanna learn alot of songs by the end of this long break..

going to thailand this weekend again.. abit tiring liao.. every weekend travel overseas.. somemore always go north.. first it was KL-genting then melacca then now Thailand.. then supposed to go malaysia again with them in june again.. i think..

nothing else to talk about.. Huijing's forming up a band.. supposed to consist of me , kok , chiu , eunice and another guy.. wonder if it'll work out.. haha.. if not we'll have to reduce to a pair haha.. lots of group pairs are gd wad.. see savage garden? Roxette? Pj& duncan aka ant&dec? and lots more.. haha.. even powetstation.. wadz my point? damn sienz..

asked iffah to help ask whether i can buy over the condemned drum set from aiss.. they'll prob just give me the high hat.. toms and floor toms.. 1 symbal and the kick drum.. spoilt snare.. er..dunno whether i should get from them.. the stand is spoilt. think i will la.. as long got something that can produce a beat and omit a sound like drum set i think should b fine rite.. hope can get it for like < 200 or something.. coz i realli can't spend much.. more than that i'll just get a second hand oone.. or even a electric guitar in that chase.. i've gave it some thought.. i'll put the set in my room.. then i'll cushion up the walls with selfmade cushions to sound proof my room.. prob just some styrofoam and spoonge wrapped by a cloth or something.. then by a rug so the set doesn't stratch the floor.. den shiok liao.. everyday can play.. haha.. it's cool to have ur own drum set man.. it's like so rare.. k so a condemned drumset is out of tune.. so tune it..

ok will go off now.. have to go pay bills and acc mother somewhere tml.. then mayb can meet up with Them at causeway point.. ohyah.. alvin if u're reading this.. one guitar string cost about a few dollars.. according to my brother.. yep..

CIAO

i'm back in singapore again.. just came back like an hour ago or something.. best eating trip ever arhz.. i like malacca.. fresh new culture.. otak there is shiok.. the peranakan wan is nice.. not jelak.. alot of lemon grass.. the portugese even better.. steamed one.. den there's the chicken rice balls.. and the highlight of the trip is the TEOCHEW food man.. wah.. damn shiok.. cheap and DAMN good.. u HAVe to realli experience it to know lor.. we went to that restoran at about 5pm to book.. kaoz.. first impression sucks man.. we thought is road side stall.. kitchen at the entrance de wor.. den like road side stall lor.. smelly and dark.. wet also.. some flys.. and its a small place.. around the corner.. u wouldn't even have guessed it was a restaurant man.. at nite when we went there again to eat bout 7.30.. it was OPEN la.. woahz.. world of differece man.. and the food WOAH.. the bEST meal i've had in my WHOLE LIFE since man.. not joking.. everything is PERFECT ... authentic Teo chew food.. even got abalone with his SECRET vegetable.. oh yah.. did i tell u about the liVE menu they offered? no menu de lehz.. no pricing also.. the vegetables and meat are displayed for u to choose.. and the money issue.. well.. TRUST.. the or-ni.. or the yam dessert thing is fantastic.. authentic man.. real good... smooth not so sweet.. no coconut milk wan.. not oily also.. and u've to eat it mixed with not onli the ginko nuts but boiled sweet pumpkin as well.. wah.. they give a small serving for 5 ppl to share.. which is just nice.. damn appetizing.. the BOSs is already 76 yrs of age.. glowing with health.. wah.. i'll definitely wanna go back there again lor.. it's called.. TEO CHEW LEONG RESTORAN.. yeah.. at 55 second upper cross street.. have to go there again ar.. and damn cheap.. i mean reasonable..

today's breakfast is okok.. la.. nasi lemak , teh tarik and prata.. 5 ppl eating.. onli RM 13.. which converts to like S$1 + a person.. wOo..

bought 3 games.. shh.. RM 4 a piece.. haha.. cheap man.. harmonica for S$5.. and lots of pineapple tarts for brother.. alot of their local coffee also ar.. haha.. ok la.. elaborate more next time or when someone asks.. haha.. finger tired... i am too.. see ya..

woke up today bout 11am.. received an sms.. so i told them i wanted to watch movie.. if not i dun go le.. den i took a cab to mrt station.. ran to the next mrt.. went there to see them play pool..i played a game myself.. den never watch in the end...

watched that movie later at 7pm.. with becka nap n benny.. DAWN OF THE DEAD is nice... its veri graphic... veri 'alrite ! shoot them up!' yeah.. its a gd show.. a little bit of suspense here and there.. quite funny at some parts as well..haha.. but the script is SO predictable... so much like resident evil.. onli more gruesome... quite cool.. i've GOT to watch VAn helsing.. seems veri nice

hmm.. goin over to malacca tml morning.. at ard 7.30 gotta leave house liao.. coming back on sunday afternoon.. yah.. prob about 5 or 6pm ar.. depending on them.. hope i get to eat gd food there..haha.. mayb can buy some more stuff..

yah.. that's all for today.. gtg pack my bags le.. yep.. see ya guyz , sun.

turns out.. my ankle isn't healed yet.. so after the match which we won 3-1 last sunday.. it got worse.. better today.. in fact . i think its gd today.. nothing compared to shaun's ankle sprain.. ow. alvin played striker.. damn pro.. use him as striker this sunday again.. if there's match.. alfian.. sorry ar.. cannot play with u all.. this sunday the match we playing supposed to b relac relac wan.. cannot compete with u all yet ar.. haha.. one of our key players out injured.. i also abit ar.. ya..

tml goin for the med check up.. gotta leave house by 8.30.. yup.. after tt goin for badminton or something.. i think.. i dunno la.. long time never play badminton.. previous times i never go play with them de.. haha..

kaez.. gonna watch tv then bathe then sleep... hmm... hope to dream again tonite.. haha

just came back to singapore! match on sunday yay.. leg still abit sprained.. back pain.. dunno why.. ami startin soon.. gonna go watch..

yoz ppl.. it's hard to survive without internet access.. or without touching a computer for so just 3 days haha.. especially when there's so much to tell.. yepz... i'm now still in KL.. Ritz carlton hotel.. using their internet.. its RM 10 for 15 mins.. which converts to about S$5... so its like $20 per hr.. kaoz.. that's 20 times of wad we are using back home.. anyway.. its a posh hotel. yepz..

just came back from genting highlands this morning.. actually just an hour ago.. haha.. which is 12.30 pm.. the stupid travel agency didn't arrange for our trip back from genting to KL properly.. so we tompand another of their buses and switched to another that was goin to KL.. weird..kinda waste of time..

and GEnting is great.. didn't have enuf time or the correct ppl around me( dad n mum ) so didn't realli enjoyed the theme park and all that.. but i managed to go for this thing called the sky venture.. its actually a room a tunnel that has like a giant metal gauze wire as a floor.. and it'll pump air speeds of up to 200 km/h up wards.. so wad u do.. u fall into that room and start flying! woohoo.. cool experience man.. closest to sky diving i had so far.. first try was horrible.. keep smacking myself on to the floor coz my chin wasn't being kept straight enuf..haha.. legs were too bent.. so i was smaking on to the floor and falling and rotatin around like crazy.. 2nd try was great.. managed to fly high.. haha. and could at least control my flight haha.. hope u guyz realli serious bout going there in june...

oh yeah.. and there's this street in KL called pataling street or something.. reminds me of china town and pasa malam mixed together.. its real gd.. sells alot of stuff.. like queensway and bugis and pirated cd shops all mixed into one.. k la..
i gtg liao.. 15 mins almost up..
we'll b back tml.. bye

didn't do much today.. supposed to go for easter thingy at indoor stadium.. brother wasn't feelin well.. so didn't go.. yepz..ate and watched alot of tv.. yeah.. changin the blog's music was probably the most prodcutive thing for the day.. haha.. yeapz.. tml gonna back my bags le.. and collect my specs haha.. yepz.. see ya.

haha.. i got homework.. drum lesson de.. hahaz.. yah lorz..

went to ssc to play LAn dis mornin.. supposed to meet chris at 945 to go vian hse first.. by 10.. but i reach yishun int at 10.15.. so had to go ssc straight.. hahaz.. went there.. all coms all booked up.. so played lan.. den went to hockey court to play soccer.. over strained my ankle or something.. coz when i was in the pool later playng water polo.. i felt like leg sprain like tt.. now better le.. hmm.. weird..

watched arsenal kinda thrash liverpool 4-2.. actually they beat them onli in the second half.. haha.. so alvin won his bet.. benny's gonna have to play keeper next match.. and alvin striker!! yeah..haha..

i wonder if dreams come true? or is it just there to play tricks on me.. like.. asking me whether im supposed to feel the way i am supposed to be .. or something like tt.. wonder wad dreams are made up of.. i once read dreams are actually just ur brain working at night.. so its like... if u keep thinking about something alot of times.. it'll appear as a dream..hmm.. interesting..

i gtg liaoz.. drum lesson tml morning.. early.. 1045..

den goin to bugis to buy bag.. haha.. yeah..cya.

ok.. so far got good response about the new layout.. haha.. except for the face.. haha. nvm. i like it.. i made it like that.. its like im shouting.. releaving stress.. haha..

today went to tour agecy with mum.. dad wants to go KL.. since we can't go korea.. haha..

long day tml.. still need to do homework.. sienz..

gtg bb

Alritez.. spend the whole afternoon ok.. actually onli 2 hours.. learnin how to use html.. hahaz.. NOTICED ANYTHING DIFFERENT?? hahahaz... changed my layout.. did it myself for the first time... haha.. can u all hear music and stuff?? yeah..Give me some comments.. dun too brutally honest though.. haha..

dang.. korea trip is canceled.. coz father's damn boss wants him to come back on monday for a 2 hr meetin.. so unreasonable lor.. now we need to forfeit the $400 we gave earlier.. and i can't go to korea.. damn.. finding a job now.. at least work for 2 months before starting poly.. get a bit of pocket money as well..

this afternoon got alvin and chris to accompany chew yuen to bugis to buy her bag.. after buying that.. it started to pour.. so we hung around that area.. which was super sienz.. so rain got smaller and we crossed the road lorz.. go walk around parco . go arcade.. finally used my stained 5 bucks at the arcade.. the auntie there didn't notice i think.. haha.. wasted it on arcade stuff.. den went to watch woodlands wellington vs that jap club at woodlands stadium after eating at yu kee duck rice.. ch house there.. dotz.. i didn't have to be so specific..

its late.. i meant to call u.. nahz.. too late.. i guess u need ur rest and peace and quiet as well.. im considerate u noe.. haha..

tml play soccer.. TRAIN.. haha.. at ch house that field.. hope it isn't too wet and stuff.. i better bring extra plastic bags and clothes incase it gets all muddy and stuff..

tonight there's aresnal vs chelsea and real madrid vs monaco i think.. at 2.30 am.. ok.. so it isn't tonite.. its tml morning.. tml is just 32 minutes away.. haha.. anw.. i gtg catche some sleep... needa watch the match.. so that's 2 and half of slp.. den slp for another like 3 and half hours or so before going to play soccer.. kaoz.. tough.. nahz.. dun wanna get sick.. think i'll just like watch first half or somethin.. im already rather weak.. somemore today so unhealthy sit at the duck rice stall all surrounding tables except for one had at least one smoker.. kaoz.. damn smelly.. then go stadium also got so many smokers.. knn.. breathe in so much smoke today.. unhealthy siahz.. i HATE SMOKERS... i dun understand why they want to die early.. is life that hard? yea.. i guess it is.. but so is every1 else.. from titus : " life is easy.. and if urs isn't.. QUIT WHINING!" haha.. good ad.. star world rocks.. gd shows..

see.. im free to write wadeva i want now.. i mean.. i feel free la.. coz im in my own room! bro's using the com on the other side.. so i had mine connected by LAN.. cool ehz.. i feel i'm given much more privacy over here. with no mum prying over every word i type.. haha.. ok she doesn't do that.. i think.. i just feel she sometimes likes to.. haha. kinda paranoid eh..

dunno why i suddenly had this urge to read chicken soup that day.. so i read it.. didn't noe why i hadn't touched that.. it has always been in my parents room.. hmm.. quite nice.. but i prefer it more related to my life..

just bought a cd from the cd place in between northpoint and the interchange.. $4 onli.. veri nice songs.. but this com in my room.. the cd rom can't seem to be able to play it!! damn.. have to dl cd ripper first.. den dl real player.. so i can play it.. damn stupid.. the windows media player here isn't updated.. stupid siah.. nvm la..

ok lah.. think i've talked enough about today.. blog again next time.. im missing her quite badly.. hmm.. afraid someone would do something earlier then me.. then wad will happen?? hmm.. haiz.. but i dun wanna rush.. dunno her that well yet.. slow.. slow.. slow..

hey u guyz.. come tag my board lehz.. no biz the leh..

Liang : "out"

today i received bad news at lunch time.. kinda ruined my whole day.. yeah.. so didn't have the inspiration to go for drum lessons tonite..so postponed it to friday.. anyway... i was freakin worried my father would lose his job.. he was freakin pissed with his freakin boss.. haiz.. if he were to lose his job.. need to change lifestyle lorz.. somemore i dun think can go on the korea trip.. coz father has to go for ONE meetin during that time.. damn his boss.. anyway.. may end up having me and my mum onli goin to korea.. hmm..will see how tml lor.. if i aren't goin i feel like goin to get a job.. just any job.. part time de.. until sch starts..

hmm...can't type so much of wad i want to now.. i dun have the privacy.. the com and tv is sharing the same room and my mum is now in here watchin some show.. so.. i'll blog later.. ya..

goin bugis tml anybody wanna come? feel free..

the moon tonight is nice.. yesterday i was told it was nice.. but i couldn't see it over here at yck it was too cloudy today is the opposite..haha..

mum's havin a cough..

blog later..

today i watched love actually.. actually love IS all around just that we dun actually notice love.. hmm.. it's a nice show la.. haha.. been watching lots of love stories lately.. love actually , big fish , sound of colours , turn left turn right.. yeahz.. all quite nice.. yeah.. watched Mr deeds too... not that funny.. even love actually was more comical den mr deeds.. hahaz..

played soccer yesterday in the morning.. den went to play lan.. supposed to help mayon play match.. dey not enuf ppl.. but canceled last minute coz the opponents couldn't get players.. so went to play more soccer..quite tanned liao ar haha..

just now went to esplanade to watch sp concert band .. not bad .. i would like to play for them if i can.. haha.. will go join them in sp.. yeahz.. im inspired by the oboe player.. mayb will join trumpet again.. mayb will go back to clarinet.. haha..

hmm.. nothing much liao lorz.. the concert was gd.. it'll b better if someone else was sitting next to me.. haha.. no offence.

how i wish that someone would just initiate a chat on a phone or just an sms.. just something.. let me know my existence on this earth is significant to her.. haiz.. think i'll take Ur advise.. patience.

see ya. i gtg.. gd nitez..

no ruud no saha.. still managed to get a goal... cool.. manz.. and henry pires all sucked.. bwahhaa.. alritez.. man u gonna win FA cup liaoz.. haha..

hmm.. never update for a long time.. paisei. no privacy at home.. u see my com is infront of the tv.. in a room.. and my mum watches tv there every nite.. so didn't want to blog.. incase she reads anything ahem ahem.. haha..

wad happened today? i woke up to the sound of my phone sms beep.. vian n chris already down stairs i just get up.. so i told them to wait.. i got up bathed and wash up.. so they came up played cz awhile then waited for alvin n john to come.. when swimming at around 1+ i think.. then so suay.. started to rain.. then stop.. rain then stop.. hahaz... awent to furo bath as well.. then went up again.. brother was back so couldn't use the come with cz installed in it.. some of them played magic.. some played com.. some sit there and sleep.. then kevin appeared from aj.. haha.. i watched mr deeds too.. ya.. then went to yj to see their jam and hop.. they damn on wan.. ok la.. lousy facilities.. but i think those ppl had fun.. i didn't have mood to hop around.. haha.. so went to the second level to provide better special lighting effects.. in other words.. when those ppl where busy dancing.. me and chris ANd han ming ..played with the ohp from the top haha.. disco effect.. then went home lor.. didn't eat dinner and the rest goin home to eat.. wasn't that hungry but had to eat something.. so grabbed a curry puff from old changki.. haha... yah.. now at home lorz...

still finding someone to go to sp band concert with me and chiu hao.. hmm.. nigel why never help to find de.. nvm..

hmm.. benny suddenly ask me to play for mayon tml afternoon.. weird.. think they real despo liaoz.. haha..

k la.. i gtg liao.. abit tired.. update agai next time.. haha..

shit la..

if i noe can get so many ppl to play today i would have gone for soccer instead......... damn it MANZ.......... wah liaoz.. if onli called chris earlier.. but den if i didn't postpone soccer till tml.. they wouldnt have organised badminton.. which wouldn't have been canceled and those ppl go play soccer... hmm.. but today got 6.. john , benny and me wasn't there.. but tml onli got 6 mayb.. unless rakesh n chong yu comes.. until now haven't reply!!! kaoz..

damn it ar... if today we got play.. then got 10 liao lor.. SIENZ.... mayb shouldn't organise so much casual play soccer liao.. waste time onli.. and too often they will get bored.. but i wanna play.. rash subsided liao...

anyway. went to eat korean food last nite.. all the kimchi and chilli stuff gave me a stomach prob today.. so couldn't play soccer anyway.. so went to ai band again.. for fun.. den went to iffah's hse watch videos of our band.. quite memoriable la.. haha.. then watched some malaysia produced ghost show which realli isn't scary at all.. but some of them still kana frightened.. haha.. no wonder they thought ju-on and the eye2 was scary..

anw..hope can play properly tml.. haiz.. stomach still havin a little trouble..

hmm.. at a weird dinner at romano's just now.. father's friend came from aussie .. so invited him to dinner.. but my other father's friend and family where there too... kaoz.. can't stand their family of spoilt brats and impolite kids... heck..

i gtg liao.. cya guyz.. soccer start liao.. tml man u vs arsenal.. hope man u wins..

hmm.. damn.. got this bloody rash on my neck..doc says is due to allergy to something.. damn.. might be the gatsby spray.. hahaz.. mayb something i ate... damn la.. can't go play soccer or wad.. got flu and this rash thing.. haiz..

didn't get into mass comm np.. freak. Nevermind.. just think of it that i got accepted into a course with less intake.. which makes it more difficult..haha.. which is true lor.. mass comm np onli accepts 200.. sp media comm onli accepts 100.. haha.. damn lucky to get in liaoz.. haiz.. must b i didn't promote myself enough in the last section of the paper.. nvm.. now i'm the onli one going into media comm in sp.. haiz..

hmm.. got to 'guest play' for ai band that day speech day rehearasal.. haha..cool.. first time that i played highlights from grease.. its a simple piece.. easy to sight read.. not bad.. hm.. the band discipline veri bad now.. haiz.. hope seniors do something about it.. if they noticed la..

ami start liao.. blog later.. hope jasmine gets thru.. ciao

JASMINE TRIAS ROCKS! she can sing well , she's cute , and she's onli 17!!

Its the first time i hear of ppl change name after 17 years of existence bcoz of feng shui.. hahaz.. eye opener..

my planning is lousy manz.. shit.. i shouldn't have agreed to ALL of them on the same day.. hell.. lucky turns out ok .. i think.. luckily i cant borrow a bike from my neighbour.. he's away from singapore.. sorry arhz.. next time lor.. we still got time wad... just that dun have benny onli... unless his appeal fail la.. haha.. which is quite difficult lor..hahaz..

so tml my whole day's packed.. gona meet them at 11 to play soccer.. then at aorund 1 i think i'll go to causeway point to watch the eye 2 at 1.30.. hope got more ppl go la.. dun wan 1 on 1 with her.. haha..

no cyclin tml arhz.. paisei... realli sorry arhz.. somemore onli 3 of us.. kok got training.. kevin.. dunno la he.. heard from benny that he's not comin also.. so.. onli left benny , chris and me.. hmm.. 3 ppl.. go there do wad? more ppl more fun mahz..

match on sunday changed to versus botak liaoz.. the other team isn't free.. they themselves got match.. alvin won't b playin.. neither will chris.. hmm. we already lost 2 gd players... hope alfian can make up for them.. haiz..

i gtg toilet liaoz..
cya..

kaoz.. utd kana thrash by city 4-1... damn sienz.. totally give up on them liao.. this season..

notin to talk about today.. didn't do much.. after my mum went out for dance i just stayed at home and played guitar.. played a game called the partners.. not bad.. like sims.. just more emotions involved.. can buy alot of things.. but cannot built.. is like makin ur own law firm.. for a soap opera.. haha.. abit borig after a while.. long time nvr play this kind liaoz..

benny told me he might wanna go overseas in april.. haha... ask him think somemore first la.. dun make decision so fast..

tml RTX coming to my house.. compose song.. hahaz.. set ar.. they want me to help ..k lor.. try my best..

den go play soccer.. prob somewhere.. will tell them tml.. its the sch hols anw.. think they should b free..

pulled myself outta my bed to go have a hair cut at 9am this morning.. wanted to beat the sunday crowd.. managed to..haha.

now waiting for movie.. later can watch liao..yeah.. can't wait for u all liao.. paisei.. but i dun mind watching again wad.. haha.. if it's gd..

anybody wana watch the eye ? hmm.. she says runaway jury was gd.. k lor.. will try to catch it some time..hehe.. i called np's voice response system yesterday.. hehe.. i'm shortlisted for the test this tuesday! yeah.. 3 big steps.. i've past the first step.. wonder if i can jump over to fsv in 2nd year or somethin like tt..

now watchin trailers of all the new movies comi out.. will see.. have to start saving money liao.. got lotsa things to do and buy.. learn drums for brother's friend.. 20 bucks a lesson.. buy that new soccer shoe... get a job.. buy new clothes.. train.. play soccer.. needa do all these b4 sch starts..

this week supposed to go cycling or something again..hah.. afternoon cycling there and back onli.. destination still yet to be decided... anyone interested to join can just tag me lor..haha..

cya.. will blog again tonite..

-sheltox b sheltox.. baygone b baygone-

woke up at 1pm today..

let me tell u about the 3 days 2 nights chalet..

1st day

checked in.. rented bicycles.. 12!
cycled to so called haunted places.. red house , changi hospital , ex-commando camp.. didn't go in.. went to changi village.. saw some transvestites.. ate nasi lemak..$2.50 onli.. cheap and nice..took few photos.. went back for real bayern match.. some slept.. tuck bathed together WITH john lim.. kaoz.. gay. saw bayern lose to real by one zidane goal..see them play ps2... air con was way too cold..

2nd day

had to return bikes by 10am... pool pool pool.. arcade.. drum mania.. drum mania.. spent about $7 buck on that machines until the card reader got problem.. so decided to stop and go back and slack.. rained heavily.. got a little wet..kok came b4 lunch i think.. yea...hl and dice came at night.. went to ktv.. sang till midnight.. hahz.. they got in with shorts and sandals.. :P think some of them stay awake the whole night.. i couldn't do that.. had to at least slp a bit..

3rd day

walked hl out to mrt station at 6am in mornin.. air was fresh.. came back and couldn't find the door to the chalet... pitch black.. called benny to open. alvin opened the door for me.. i slept.. when i came back.. heard some of them go in and out of the chalet.. mornin englim , ry and john lim went off first.. some of them payed mahjong.. some slept.. as in continued sleepin.. i played we7.. hah.. then checked out... when to whitesands to eat.. then took 39 back to yishun.. was supposed to go watch big fish or something.. but turns out those o the other side decided to watch runaway jury.. so.. i didn't go.. so me benny mindice decided to go watch haunted mansion.. which sucked.. as in. it wasn't realli gd.. too predictable.. typical disney family movie.. not my type anymore..


eCK. supposed to go cut hair today.. woke up so late.. forget it.. supposed to go call up np now.. hope i'm shortlisted.. test on tuesday.. hope i get thru tt AND the interview...

gtg... bb

lots of things to say... will do so tml.. my brother has to use the com to print some stuffs.. ok lor.. see yall tml..

damn.. man u crashed out... 3-2.. shit porto..haiz expected anw.. keane couldn't play.. so haiz.. was supposed to get up and watch this morning but hp didn't ring on time..didn't set the alarm properly.. damn.. nvm..

the sun is out and the world is a happier place.. chalet today.. great.. can do wadeva we want. hope cycling tonite.. yepz.. have to go pack bag liao.. blog on friday if possible.. should haVE LOTS of stories to tell.. yepz.. bye.z

going to chalet tml.. not bad in a matter of like 2 days can gather about 12-16 ppl to go.. not bad le.. yepz.. plannng cycling trip to red hse.. the supposed haunted chalet.. have to rmb to bring my camera.. hahz.. yepz.. thursday nite i plan to book ktv for them.. depends la.. see response first.. yepz..

tml gonna meet favian john and chris first .. gonna collect the developed photos from favian than go pasir ris or something.. he have yet to give me all his cds he promised.. nvm.. will wait.. i'm used to waiting.. trains my patience..

tml gonna collect ps2 from benny from aj at 945 am.. cool..gonna have to carry it around.. hahz..hope some ppl help to carry too.. must rmb to bring xtra controls.. if not it'll just b one person starin at the tv.. hahz.. won't make much of a diff la.. even if there's another control.. there'll still b just 2 person playin and the rest starin.. heck.. there's always mahjong and hahz.. daidee.. yepz..

gotta do some planning now first.. ya.. mayb burn afew audio cds or something so can listen in chalet.. friday supposed to go watch big fish.. i've yet to see it.. it's gettin out of cinemas soon..

bruce came just now.. supposed to carry the old cpu back.. but.. it was too big and heavy for him.. ended up watching william hung.net..hahz.. he's damn funny manz..

well..man u vs porto.. hope man u wins.. hahz.. with thier horrible defence.. huh.. just hope la.. hope ferguson would put solksjaer on the right wing.. rmb how he played so damn well at that position last time? and there was all these comotion that he'll take becks place in the team? now becks gone.. so fergie.. have u found ur replacement??

i opt for a line up of : howard gk , brown rb , g,neville +keane cb , o shea lb.. fortune and silvest out due to injuries..
then solksjaer rm , scholes + djemba-djemba/kleberson cm, ronaldo/giggs lm and ofcoz saha and v.nistleroy up front..

hahz.. mayb there's a chance with that formation..

well see ya soon..
buaiz.

woke up today to the sound of door bell.. computer guy came.. fixed up new com .. yeahz.. now have internet access in both coms.. great. no more fights over computer with bro.. yepz.

mayon match tml.. realised we onli have 11 players exactly.. benjamin , chin yong not playin.. chiu and hao also not playin.. die.. i scared i tire out tml.. i'm supposed to still be sick.. nvm.. should recover by tml.. felt much better today already.. yepz..
its the first time i got inspired by benny to win tml.. to let us score and not concede.. read his blog.. he seems fired up.. hehe.

watched league of extraordinary gentlemen today.. its nice..

so cool AND lame chattin wif my brother ONLINE ... we're just a room away from each other.. dotz.. haha..

well its late.. gotta get up earli tml..nitez.

man u won 2-1 to fulham.

-score!-

hmm.. woke up to an sms today at 10am.. was fr favian.. " wad u wanna do today?" .. i was so damn sleepy i cont' to slp till 11.30.. den replied his msg.. hah.

anw.. vian and poh came at around 3pm.. i was practicin canon in d on guitar tt time.. den they came.. they played magic and MU.. yepz.. and watched mtv asia awards... and ate lots of peanuts.. hell lots.. den kevin came.. chris was late coz he watch BIg fiSh with his fried onion or shallot or char-lo-ti.. haha.. guess tt's his secret character la.. had dinner here wif dem then went down to ktv rm to watch gangs of newyork.. den half way thru.. they started to play magic so we decided.. just sing karaoke la.. so.. we did. sang lots of lame songs.. vian and poh played pool.. first time i hear kevin sing karoake.. haha.. not bad.. even remixed bsb's i want it tt way to a chinese version.. haha. fun.. recorded it on vian's phone.. rmb to send me ok?

its past mid nite now.. at 10am later.. my com will b taken away.. to be upgraded to a faster , smoother more reliable and LAN/wireless internet enabled computer.. haha.. wonder how it'll b like tml without a computer at nite.. hmm.. seems little weird.. guess i'll have to keep my self occupied with soccer on espn or something... mayb watch league of extraodinary gentlemen..

vian suddenly say he hot soccer.. great news for us.. can play on sunday.. hope benny can make it too.. i'm not sure whether i can recover by den.. tml supposed to play soccer wif them in the afternoon.. hmm.. will see whether i'm fit enuf then.. yepz.. hope i can play..
someone get last samurai..

-recover...recover..-

hehz.. we were so bored just now we just stuck to the com and internet.. played abit of CS on the xbox as well.. den ate dinner at kev's hse.. haha... den chris went back to the com.. and me and kev just hung around.. slacking.. haiz.. i think slacking has become a daily routine for us le.. like a hobby already.. dis is bad.. real bad.. we realli need some motivation manz.. and why haven't i recovered yet?!?? can't stand it.. i can't play soccer.. ran abit to the bus stop while chasing for 859 just now.. was already coughing after tt.. again.. oh yeah.. b4 tt we met up wif vian.. just to go walk at the pasa malam.. yeah.. walk round there 2 times.. and a 3rd time to go into the fun fair.. haha.. the 'ferris wheel' is like the baby brother of the actual thing.. dotz.. anw.. we just walked around the pasa malam.. doing nothin.. the bags sucks too.. so bought some stuff to eat and sugar cane drink.. i'm not supposed to consume all those stuff but heck la.. drink more water later..haha..

think going to watch gangs of new york tml... initial plan was to play soccer then come my house ktv rm to watch.. but erm.. i dun think i can survive soccer... still not yet recovered.. further more match comin up on sunday.. need to force a recovery.. hehe..

oh yeahz. rmb next wk go watch BIG fish yeah.. i'll c whether i can borrow last samurai.. i dun mind watching that.. heard some pretty gd things about it.. but didn't have any time or cash to watch it haha.. yepz. damn o levels and stuff. had to save up to watch lotr 3 tt time.. could onli choose to watch 1 movie.. anw.. i'll try to find a way to go watch tt.. yepz..

i've dl the photos le.. developing some onli.. the nice wanz.. i'll burn the videos yup.. my throat seems a little sore now..

-need.. water.. LOTS...-

haha.. am at kevin's hse now..he's sleepin and chris is playin qing tian using kev's hp..knn.. like no batt like tt.. haha.

anyway.. just went to aj dis morning.. got up at 7.30 to chris's call .. they were supposed to meet at 7.30 my place.. but by that time no 1 was there yet.. and chris called to tell me that he and kev will go into aj first..then i met up with favian at bout 8 then went in to get caught by the sch's om.. had to register our name.. haha..bluff our way through again.. we said we were lookni round the sch as visitors b\coz we put aj as 1st choice.. dotz..

den took lots of photos with ajcians... hehe.. chris's bball didn't turn up although we called her about 4 times.. haha.. in the end she told us she will onli b free at 12.15.. haha.. anw.. at bout 11 we went to np to buy chocs and eat lunch.. den go yj take photos with p24 again.. haha.. guess john and chris disappointed.. couldn't get to see natasha.. bwahaha..

yepz.. pretty bored now.. nothing to do.. anw... blog again later if i have the time..

ok... my throats a little better today.. think the 'sore' part's gone. Besides the occasional coughing and getting choked on phelgm.. i'm guess i'm gettin better.. yepz.. haha.. mayb it's the haze these dayz.. been lookin out the window and seeing onli until bullion park.. the rest is a blur..

anyway.. today went with zhihao to nyp to check it out again.. rongyao supposed to come meet us at 9am yck mrt.. haha.. called him at 10am still at home.. heck nvm. yah.. went there and spoke to more lecturers on design and asked about mass comm.. one of them said i was pretty focused.. yepz.. am i? i dunno.. den we went over to benny's house to do JAE.. ya.. my com couldn't be used.. whole housed blacked out since last nite.. anw. it's alrite now.. light's back on.. everything's running ok..
tuck wanted to come use gym.. couldn't be used..
yah.. then we were considerin whether to go watch a movie.. but 2 didn't want to go.. so heh.. came my house to slack.. watched scary movie 3.. again.. for the 3rd time.. watch diz kinda movie need ppl like zhihao to watch.. can laugh loud loud.. got atmosphere..then went down for tennis.. like for a while..the balls kept flying outta the court.. i was coughing like crap already.. due to phlegm in my throat.. damn. yah. so we sorta gave up on tennis and went back to my house to slack.. benny went off DEN msged me to tell me he went off.. dotz. nvm. wasn't doin anything anw.. just slacking. chris use com.. i play guitar until hand pain. then ate dinner.. den came back to my rm.. same thing happening.. zh and kev dozed off le.. haha. next time if goin any1s house must plan wad to do first.. if not damn sienz. go there slack.. for the past weeks been to ppl's hse.. notin to do de.. must have some plan.. games or something.. or some motive at least.. haha.. not just mahjong or daidee... hehe..

anw.. i'm goin to aj tml morn.. acc chris togehter with vian n kev to take photos.. shall bring my camera as well.. i hope. then going back to yj to take class photos.. yepz. with the LIT class of yj.. p24.. shall wear homeclothes.. 7.30am they'll b here.. kaoz.. earli.. the doc asked me to drink alot of water n get lots of rest.. haha.. didn't do both.. mayb that's why i'm not well yet.. heck.. it's onli been 2 days since i've seen the doc..

mayon match dis sunday.. pressure.. need to get well asap.. need to practice for tt.. been a long time since i played soccer.. it'll be hard to play after just recoverin.. will have to try.. hope we dun relive the humiliating defeat against pythons b4.. we were young den la.. YOUNG.. and some of us dun even noe wad is soccer.. except that u have to kick the ball.. dotz.. the highlights of that match was just kok gettin studdded by that guy.. can't rmb his name.. yah..

anyway.. we have won most of the matches we've played so far.. although their erm.. average teams.. yepz.. i think with the prescene of rodney , benjamin , vian and kok around.. shouldn't be a problem.. they have real potential manz.. i thought rakesh was damn gd as well.. hope he can play EVERY match for us.. haha..

k lah.. hope i can get well soon.. need to train on soccer le.. need to get fitness. can't keep wasting time fallin sick.. new com's comin this sunday.. the com guy has to bring back my present com to get some parts out over the weekend.. means..no internet for a few days.. means no music for a few days.. i can't live without my com! haha... i'll pull through..

Janice's sch band performin at macritchie on 14 march.. think is 4-5 pm or 5-6 pm dunno la..

Yj concert at chong pang CC.. $6 per ticket..14march evening.. i'm supposed to go give morale support to my now ex-seniors and sch mates performing.. any1 interested to join me?

anw.. i've loggin out now.. cya..

-peace not war-

finally got the time to come down to blog.. yepz..

firstly.. got my results le.. not too bad.. i expected better..haha.. who cares.. as long as in can get me into my couse.. yepz.. got a 17.. a point worse than my prelims.. but den again.. i dun care.. yepz.. some of my friends got bad results bcoz of humanities and english.. haiz.. hope they make a right decision after this.. yepz.. i'm kinda diff from them.. i scored the worst in science subs phy 4 , chem , 5 and bio 5.. got 2s for both maths e and a.. and 3s for eng and combine humanities.. chinese remained the same.. 3.. damn.. wasted my $20 for the second exam.. nvm.. worth a shot.. i suck at science anw..

yupz..recently down with the flu.. lots of phelgm .. running nose.. even inflammation in throat..haiz.. sad.. i dun wanna be sick when i'm free.. waste of time.. i wanna be able to do everything when i'm free.. play soccer.. go cycling.. go eat anything.. go watch movie.. now i'm stuck at hom.. trying to force a recovery asap.. supposed to go to seoul garden tml.. but my throat's been killing me.. haiz.. how? tml go there drink water onli? haha.. dunno manz..

anw.. benny acc me to np this morning to pay up and apply for mass comm.. yepz.. finally know the way there.. haha.. well.. see whetehr i get called up and shortlisted lor.. haha.. if not i go design or business management or something.. haha.. yepz.. see fate la.. haven't done my JAE.. dunno when i'm gonna.. abit unsure lately.. i need at least 6 choices incase i dun get into any.. yepz.. mayb should even consider bio chem related courses.. haha..jk.

BIG FIsh.. weird name for a movie based on love and fairy tales ain't it? hehe..

just found out that those rappin competitions are actually real.. they have 1 broadcasted on mtv.. watched it last nite.. cool man.. how they come up with words so quick dissin' each other.. it's amazing.. it's brilliant to watch.. think it's called MC competion of something.. yepz.. realli reminds me of eminem.. but eminem's last battle in the 8 mile was de BEST man.. real killed the words out of his opponent leavin him no shit to rebutt.. haha..damn cool.. especially the part he went a capella.. is it true chinese ppl can't rap?

i'm freakin sleepy now.. mayb bcoz i got up at 8 today to go to Np to apply.. or mayb bcoz we played pool for 3 consecutive days or mayb bcoz my medicine is just gettin my drowsy.. haha.. should be the last option.. by now u should get it that my blog for today ends around here..

yeah..

-peace out-

tml is the day that i thought i would be prepared for.. all this while i was so busy plannin wad i was going to do for the next years of my life that i forgot that it will ALL depend on tml.. 2.30pm..

haiz.. i freakin nervous now.. keep tellin my self to keep calm.. so that i won't get gastric pain tml.. luckily tml b4 sch there's this outing.. yah..hope it'll ease my nerves till then.. yepz.. " wad's done is done..wad's done is done..wad's done is done..wad's done is done.." i need that in my head all the time.. even now my hands are turning cold as i type this..

so many questions still left in my head.. i've not decided where i want to go yet.. hope tml will clear things up a little for me. .yepz.. there's always other course rite? i mean.. if u aren't fated to b there.. u're not lor.. yepz.. why worry rite? hehx.. just wished that someone will b there when i get my results.. at least someone to share the happiness OR sadness with..haha.. obviously she won't b there.. she has to get her own results too rite? haha..

ok crap.. i'm real nervous now. .i shalt not talk about O's no more.. destiny lies in fate.. and ur own work brings fate.. ya wadeva..

anyway.. AMI starting soon.. hope thier singing will soothe me a little..yepz..

SEE YA PPL! GOOD LUCK FOR UR RESULTS! AND...


-ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE-

-Group E5
You are found to be a person who loves to love. You prefer emotional decision more then mantel decisions. You consider life just to enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to call FLURTIES.
You love to increase the list of your friends and beloveds.
You have a number of dreams but you never work hard to make your dreams come true which is the biggest drawback in your nature you take everything much lightly.



With in 7 days you will meet a person whom you have never met before that is the person ideal for you.

-If your personal colour is blue, you are introspective and purposeful by nature. You hold conservative beliefs and under stressful conditions, prefer to withdraw into gentler surroundings. You seem to have a lot of control over your passions and desires, but are sensitive to the needs and feelings of others, nonetheless. You are a loyal friend and would prefer to lead a sober life.

ok i spent my day slacking at home.. slept till 11am.. first time can slp so well.. the sun didn't shine in much today.. yeah.. most of the time the sun will glare so much in my face.. even if pull the curtains the wind will blow them open.. then the curtains will be slappin on my face and stuff.. haha..nvm.. point is i slept till rather late today..

yepz then spent the afternoon researching AGAIN on poly courses and entry requirements.. even went to NTU and SMU's websites.. yepz.. dunno if i'm makin the right decision..

yah.. then around 5pm went cycling.. again.. sienz. wanted to cycle pass aj to see if i can catch a glimpse of any1 i noe.. but the traffic light had so many ppl.. so i turned left.. and headed into Ang Mokio ave 10 side.. yepz. since i was there. .thought i would pay Becka a visit.. i reached her house downstairs.. no1 at home..dotz.. haha.. yepz.. it look liked it was gonna rain.. so i rushed back.. yepz.. didn't rain till now.. dotz again.
then later found out the no1 answered the phone at becka's hse coz she was bathing.. dotz again.. haha.

yepz.. came back . ate the same thing i ate for lunch for dinner.. haiz. left overs. yepz.. then watched tv.. came online.. chatted abit.. watched AMI till now.. chat online again.. those ppl online dun seem to b respondin much.. except for 1.. haha..

supposed to go out tml.. go walk walk or sth.. haha.. but seems can't make it.. tight schedule... gotta go give FREE tuition tml at sch..hope she appreciates this..

got asked by my fren to go back to help play my clar for yjc concert.. again.. haiz.. dunno wad to do.. should i go? according to her.. no1's playin my part now.. i dun wanna b irresponsible.. but.. is it a waste of time.. i dunno.. no offence.. but to me i dun feel they are ready to take part in a concert.. i mean.. u are letting ppl pay to watch u lehz.. i noe u ppl work hard.. but the basics are not realli there yet.. need to work on alot of things lor.. intonation especially.. the clashes make my hair stand..

-ok i get it-

ok.. apology excepted..

i think i've officially withdrawn from school already.. yepz.. form ct called today and said i didn't inform her that i wanted to leave sch.. ya.. so anyway.. my mum from a letter to notify her and my father went down personally after lunch to drop her that letter.. yepz. so i think i'm now a free man..

all i have to do now is get my life sorted out.. wad do i want to do.. hmm.. think if i can get into a JC.. it'll have to be Aj.. if it isn't then.. i'll go to a poly.. ngee ann to take mass comm if possible.. or nyp to take media management , again.. if possible..all requires b3 and above for english.. minimum.. i suppose.. haiz.. left onli a few days to decide.. life is tough..

hehe.. any of u watch titus? i remember the phrase.. " LIFE.. is easy. And if yours isn't.. QUIT WHINING!" haha.. watching star world makes my day.. sometimes.. i'm not watching as much TV or soccer as i used to already.. i dunno why.. even though i'm at home most of the time i spent as much time as i can on the pc.. either chattin or finding new songs to sing , play , wadeva.. and ofcoz.. blogging.. haiz.. there are so many things that i want to type in a blog.. but rumours are irritatin.. yepz.. i hate the teasin.. the rumours.. the commotion about stuff that u dun realli want to disclose but just have to. u noe wad i'm sayin? U noe wad i mean????? coz i don't.. haha..hahahaha.. i'm crazy.. mad.. over u.. am i? no idea.

went back to band today.. didn't realli HELp them out much.. just went to see them.. chat with them.. catch up with them.. yeah.. saw a damn irritatin new junior.. sec 1.. childish.. immature.. sec1.. haha.. yepz.. i offered to help sylvia in her a maths.. she said ok.. so now i have to go down to aiss every tuesday and thursday b4 band to coach her or at least give her some help..yeah.. and i'm doing it for free..

Big Fish was a show i actually wanted to watch as well.. just that i totally forgot about it AND the title.. ewan mcgregor's in the film.. not bad.. he can actually act a few types of roles.. obi wan ( star wars ) , christian ( moulin rouge ) and now this.. hmm.. versatile actor.. should get an oscar of something.. haha..

Any1 wanna watch sumtinks gotta give with me? it seems nice.. kinda.. a little weird.. but i dun mind watchin.. it'll be a change to see keanu in a different form.. instead of NEO.. haha..

haiz.. so sienz.. need to sort things out fast.. less than 72 hours to decide my fate. hope i can get to choose an option whether or not to go to poly or JC.. now i have the choice.. my parents agree on both.. hmm.. so now it's just me.. JUST ME AND MY LIFE..

bayern v madrid.. later. 3.30am.. dun think i'll watch.. tired now.. going to slp soon.. yeahz..

-will u complete me?-

in case u didn't know.. time is a precious thing .. especially on weekends..

that's my nick on msn.. if u didn't see it that is.. wanna know why i wrote tt? bcoz i'm freakin pissed.. so far.. everybody that is late at least turns up and goes in the end.. but noooo.. u told me to wait there at 10.15.. i left the house at 10... rushing there incase i was late.. i didn't receive no calls... so i waited.. waited till 10.45.. ya.. i thought we could go.. nonono.. " eh.. i think we finish at 12.. u go first" was the first thing i heard.. WITH who? kevin as usual was late.. he was already gettin out of the house i pressumed.. can't blame him.. he was chattin till 4am for wadeva reason.. but U.. u told me to meet at 10.15.. and i canceled other plans to go out with U ALL.. and wad.. u don't turn up? dun tell me u didn't know about CCA yesterday? even if u did couldn't u just send me an sms in the morning.. dun have to wait till i wake up and walk there then tell me u can't make it rite? MY WHOLE morning is wasted..

at least he has changed abit.. workin life made him a better person.. wad has that jc done to u.

FINe.. i'll put this all behind.. but not until i have my part of the 'fun'..

weekends.. today supposed to be family day for me.. sundays my mum goes dancing.. my brother goes church.. my father goes cyclin.. i don't do anything.. so goin to sentosa on sunday is fine for me this week..

u were like.. so wanna go acjc tml or not?.. u kept askin tt question.. so many times.. since i see u as a gd friend.. i decided to go lor.. i dun even have tix.. and no girls are even going.. YOU wanted to go.. so i went WITH u.. both of u bought tix.. i didn't.. i always thought that it isn't the place u are goin to .. it's the company u're with..

it's time for a taste of ur own medicine.. it isn't the first time.. i admit i was late a number of times as well.. but at least i turn up.. huh.. maybe i can't blame u.. bcoz if it u didn't stay in sch.. u'll probably get kicked out rite.. ha.. there's always other places.. ITE not bad wad..

if it weren't for this blog.. i'll probably spit at ur face when i see it.. that is if i dun receive and apology.. i wonder if u even think that u are in the wrong.. but no.. i'm gonna put a mask and pretend its all ok.. until u read this entry i guess.. then mayb u'll understand..

i want my apology or at least an explanation.

- now i comprehend ur feelings -

haha.. got the green lite from my parents to stop sch.. who cares if yj don't let me withdraw.. haha.. withdraw myself.. pon all the way! haha.. Ai band has grown SOOOO much bigger.. anw.. some ajcians came over today to practise for talent time.. not bad.. got quite talented ppl.. even a girl who hasn't got any back grnd of playin the drums.. she managed to learn tt thing u do in just 2 days.. nono.. less.. bout 3 hrs the most i guess.. cute girl..

william was my primary sch mate.. think he doens't noe me last time.. but i know him.. haha. so he was quite shocked when i told him i knew who he was.. anw.. eng choon was in aj as well.. didn't see him for 4 whole years liaoz.. he didn't change much.. just taller.. haha.

just can't get her off my mind ya.. haha.. nvm.

oh yah.. i went to yj today at around 12.30! haha.. think i can be considered as outsider le.. nvm la.. sch dun acknowledge my withdrawal.. i get student fare on buses and mrt.. not bad wad. haha.. just pon lor..haha..

yepz goin to aj tml at 1pm to help them again.. haha..they better give me a treat after this man.. lend them the house as practice area.. give free drummin lessons.. made sure she could play.. somemore need to put on sch u to get into aj.. risk myself being caught trespassing.. haha.. nvm. it's worth it ..in a sense.. if u noe wad i mean..

anw. i gtg. le.. damn tired.. u jc ppl must all be sleepin rite now! haha..

-few days left..

i'm so bored. pon lessons since i came to school.. now in sch library burning time . i've got gastric pains and i feel like i have diarrhea. feel like going to toilet all the time. haha.. die liao.. i wanna go home after this. maybe can get early leave form or something like that. or maybe i'll just walk out the gate and tell her i've already withdrewn. hope to withdraw by tml.. veri sienz liaoz.. come to sch also no meaning.. today hl , ws, jie en and cindy came to yj to crash.. think they only went for one chem lecture and now waiting for maths lecture in the library also.. haha.. so lame.. pon aj to come yj.. hope i can convince my father asap to let me withdraw from sch.. i dun understand lor.. yesterday at dinner my brother was persuading me to withdraw from ' the stupid school' already.. yah.. ALREADY.. my mum agrees too.. but i've got to let my father sign.. while we were discussing that yesterday he kept quiet so i asked him for his comment.. he said.. up to u lor.. begins with the end in mind... haha.. his fav phrase.. but weirdly that phrase actually gives me some pressure.. am i makin the right choice ? anyway today i found out that nyp has this film and media management thing.. its related to mass comm as well. so i guess if i decided that np is too far away.. i have to go nyp and take it.. yepz.. its a newly launched coursed.. just this year.. nyp is so near my place.. why not rite? its eitehr nyp or np or aj.. i won't ever come back to yj.. the honey moon 3 months are not as relax as it seems.. yj sucks so much my straw feels inferior!haha.. lame.. but i thought of it.. so erm.. still lame.. wad the hell. i'm freakin bored here in yj library.. wanna shit.. think have gastric pain again.. so sienz.. so sienz.. goin home after this.. i decided le..


YJ sucks so much all the straws in the world feels inferior..

another slacky day.. pon sch again.. didn't even tell my parents.. onli told my maid not to wake me up in the morning haha.. yepz.. tml morning goin to sp and np open hse.. hope has arrived! will elaborate further tml.. i veri tired le.. BYEZ..

the thought of u remains in me..

hmm.. hope my missing of lessons won't affect me too much.. i still want to catch up.. but at home.. hate sch. . realli wanna see whether poly is better or not.. heard there is a poly open hse this sat.. maybe i shud go see see.. don't realli noe much about poly life.. but i've been hearing alot about it.. hmm.. anybody interested in goin wif me? haha..

i feel much better stayin at home too.. can do the work at my own time.. no pressure.. it's just me and my passion.. and lots of tit bits.. if i'm interested in it i'll work on it wan.. at my own time.. anyway john's not going tml i pressume.. anyway.. i feel kinda sick too..

oh yah.. cherlynn u asked me my opinion of the gers in our class.. well.. i kinda scared i offend some.. haha.. nvm la hor.. hope they forgive me..

well..

Angelina.. think she's quite a nice person to talk to.. veri approachble also ya.. Tiffany.. think she has quite a unique character.. yepz.. veri erm.. ang moh kwan wan.. so different from the girls in my sch.. haha.. Leh jun.. the 'ghost' of p24.. onli seen her once.. haha.. was expecting the mystery girl to be some chio bu.. haha.. no offense though.. charissa's gone down under le rite? nvr realli knew her.. haven't spoke to her yet.. Natasha seems veri nice too.. always smiling wan.. erm.. think my friend likes her haha. she quite chio la.. sharada erm.. seems veri gd friends with natasha... hehe.. seems nice too.. can see she isn't the dao type.. Ling fang always seems veri stressed.. she's the first girl i talked 2 on the second day i was in sch with p24.. she seems ok but vERi stressed! should ask her to relax... heard she's workin.. maybe that's why she's so tensed.. Marzuka ar.. i've been in the same class as her since sec 3! haha.. she's a nice person to talk to.. she can write pretty well i guess.. she and liza used to top our class in essay writing.. Yvonne is SO pink! she realli takes great effort to showcase her pinkish style.. everything is pink lor... she seems ok la.. chattable.. dunno noe her well enuf i guess..and ofcoz cherlynn.. always has a view on something and never fails to let it out to the world! haha.. kinda brings life to the class? i dunno.. haha.. yepz that's my view of the girls.. oh yah.. all that aside.. is vincent like erm.. has he got problems? he seems er.. how do i put it.. ar.. he kinda gives me the creeps. heh. no offense too.

my mum's askin me to go to sleep bcoz its gettin late and i'm supposed to be in sch tml.. hmm.. well. i AM goin go slp soon.. but for the sch part.. eh.. i'm not so sure.. hehe..

erm.. need a little help with the html.. could some one help? tag me..

do you like the new blog look? hehe.. cool.. it expresses how i realli feel rIGHT NOW..yeah manz.. Sschool is crap! will be back later to edit haha.. i kinda lost my phlogger link.. damn.. nvm.. later will settle that.. er.. haha.. u'all can feel free to tag on the brand new tag-board i just made! give me some new ideas on wad to do and stuff.. question me if u want.. yepz.. try not to insult PLEASE.. my days in yj are depressing enuf..