7 days since i last blogged.. sienz. tml got chemistry practical test.. on QA.. scared. haben memorised a thing.. dun care just go there and do wad i noe..

went back to band today.. supposed to just go back with chiu hao onli.. in the end dunno why alot of the sec4s went back... cool.. haha.. all out play yewtuck. so weird.. seems like everyone went back except for the band major.. haha.
sylvia went to french horn le.. quite pleased to see that she has the same interest as me.. not bad.. like brother like sister..
ya.. let's see the differences..

me: sec 1--> trumpet section---> 1st trumpet-->wanted to go french horn section-->2nd and 3rd trumpet---> tp5 den 6 den 7--->syf 2001 played duet with fadilah---> bach---> clarinet---> supposed to go first--> thought 2nd was better-->syf 2003...

sylvia: sec 1 --> trumpet section---> 2nd and 3rd trumpet---> tp6 or 7( not sure ) --> got my bach--> syf 2003-->french horn--> first horn...

not bad.. somemore at least now got someone to take over my conducting burden.. hahahahaha.. actually i hope there will be A FEW conductors.. so the ONE conductor will not have so much stress.. at least have a few assistant conductor mahz..
acutally i've already been conducting this band since sec 2 le.. haha.. where got ppl do this type of thing for 3 years one.. haha.. no choice.. our band major can conduct 'very well'.. oh yah. i dun understand why. this person keeps talking about jn.. say she veri cute la.. veri nice la. veri dun la.. oh yah.. still got say sv cute also.. veri good.. somemore call her meimei..then say happy she go french horn section.. say say say.. oh yah.. stil got rbc.. kaoz.. dunno whether he loyal to lx or not also la.. cannot blame also.. seems like they onli sister to sister relationship..haha..i badz.

so the match's on thursday.. gotta win.. gotta show that we are not wad morais think we are.. and give the those that noe us some face also.. haha.. but this thursday they announcing the new committee lehz.. dunno.. no choice.. hope he announce after combine.. then we can join in.. i dun realli care about the party.. just food. i wanna play soccer.. and see who's gonna take over us.. actually i realli hope jna or sv or fad or atfah or ym gets a post.. want them to get wad they deserve.. wad d hell.. i actually dun even mind letting cl get something.. can't believe i did that.. but aiyah. i dunno.. went back today also didn't realli talk to my section.. was talking to trumpets.. trombones.. euphoniums..horns n percussion.. most of the time.. dunno wadz happening..

actually when we step down i want the steppees to sing a song that i'll re write.. for them.. for the band.. at least show some stuff la.. haha.. i already thought of part of it.. hope they'll like it..

i have been having non-rest nights these few days.. keep waking up.. sometimes dream to much.. so much until when i get up in the morning like no sleep like that.. den sometimes like got headache.. aiyahz.. it's been a long time since i've had a nice DREAM.. a quick kit-kat off reality... i think i need it especially now.. maybe it'll do my mind good.. coz it seems i'm realli starting to worry about my results le.. ppl pls if u can.. pls push me further.. not too far though. i still want my soccer.. haiz.. shouldn't realli on others.. reminds me of benny.. must in independent.. self motivation..haha.. come on i CAN DO IT! L1R5 12 points.. at least i will have a choice of destination rite? yea. thought it straight.. acutally i was thinking of continuing my music.. be a instructor next time after NS.. hmm stable economy n i have the interest.. haha.. well. it's an idea..

u noe wad.. i think i realli totally gotten over her already.. haha.. maybe feel abit dumb la.. coz other ppl can get just SMACK! like that.. i think so long still like crap.. aiyah my fault la.. think so much.. think until BYEBYE. but i realli think i get over le.. seriously.. oh well.. will continue stories next time i come to blog again.. cya peeps..

wish us luck on thursday. we need it.

hope my cousin get's well soon.. bridget too..

ciao

i can't believe it!!!!! it's a silver.

this is so far the best achievement of entire life until now..

sorta.

woahz.. the atmosphere was quite nice.. after 4 years finally.. a solid medal.. haha.. somemore only second time taking part in this for the school.. for me is the second time la.. for some is the first and only time..
we were so worried we would get COP.. especially ch la.. he keep saying we might get COP.. sh also.. but ok la.. not bad.. intonation problems solved some wad in vch.. only our rhythm killed us all..

silver lehz.. haha.. i think i'm sorta gonna miss going for band.. the place where i can excel in the most in school.. compared to the others.. i think it sort of gives me a sense of accomplishment.. haiz.. and i still can't believe its silver.. i dun wana step down so fast.. i wanna relax in the band now.. let them give us respect and pass on the work to the sec 3s.. haha. but i have one last thing to do before leaving.. my log book.. i wanna chagne it to CD.. at least more high tech and more reliable.. easier for the younger generations too.. guess the ppl i'm gonna miss most is those that i sorta 'made frenz' with this year.. my section especially.. and my ex-section.. the two fav sections of mine.. clarinet and trumpet.. the clarinets gave me a lot of stress.. some of them got no confidence in them selves to play.. make me veri agitated.. but guess now then i'm sorta stepping down soon.. i'm not that stressed le.. i just hope that cl would go back to her original self and talk to me soon.. ya.. hope to come back to see welcoming faces.. and i want the band to remember me for a long time..

juliet is probably the most respected and eldest of our batch this year.. yah..

thinking of treating my section to pizza.. but think they won't appreciate much too.. so i dunno la.. den somemore i'll be the onli guy.. veri awkward.. maybe get the whole band la.. then the sec 4s and 5s treat.. cool rite.. dunno..

want to get them something.. dunno wad to get.. oh well.. see how it goes.
i have 5 new vandoren reeds size 3 at home.. can someone buy form me? haha.. oh well. thanks everyone for ur great support and well wishes.. see u'all soon.. think i wanna get mc tml.. and thursday.. dunno see got e maths or not first.. haha..

ciao

haiz.. dry throat.. prob coz never drink water for so long le.. accompany nigel to np to look for jiayin's present.. the guy is so damned filthy rich.. willing to spend $300 for a gift.. kaoz.. i wouldn't even spend that kind of money on myself all at once..

having band practice everyday except for friday.. supposed to go watch some show with my parents on tt day.. gave the excuse i needed to have tuition.. but guess i could push it earlier.. finish sch at 12 nn anw.. nah.. want to play soccer first... already sacrificed my mons , weds for xtra band sectionals.. can't skip soccer on friday..

if those ppl dun wanna play soccer on friday.. or not play properly.. i think i'm gonna be damned pissed.. dunno.. see how.. but tt's wad i think..

scolded gh , yk , jt, im , cm n fdz yesterday about keeping discipline during band hours.. even when mr toh is not around.. told them le.. but today even when toh is around.. they still dun listen.. see la get scolded le.. happy la..
my clarnts also.. tell them to take note of articulation and not be so rough le... juz dun listen.. i dunno why when i tell them they cannot comply.. but when mr toh tells them then listen.. haiz..realli wish we can drop a few members that sucks just b4 the syf.. drop a few save the rest gd rite? those ppl ar.. so long le.. still cannot run notes, neither can they play in tune.. they dun put in enuf effort.. can't stand it.. ask them to play.. give me that stupid long face... veri irritated.. especially with yz.. zt still puts in effort.. but not enuf.. rad too little air le.. shk haiz.. anyhow play wanz..

too bad.. french horn cannot drop players.. too few too late.. haiz.. if can think out of the 5 3 will be out le.. xh think will go to 4th horn.. dunno la.. I DUN WANNA GET C.O.P... again.. i've worked hard at this for 4 YEARS!!!! can u ppl not be so selfish!!!!!!!!!!

haiz..

atifah gave a card.. quite nice... ya.. mr toh had to say the thing out during band.. i dun mind.. but she minds.. dunno la.. all ch fault.. gtg le..

cya next time.. prob just b4 or after my syf.. too bz these days to blog...

just finished 2 tuitions in a row.. no time to eat dinner.. gobbled some stuff down my throat just before the chinese tuition.. now eating those food taht i didn't eat just now.. one piece of boiled chicken.. heck..
mother officially fully retrenched today.. she talk until almost wanna cry le.. haha.. happy and sad day for her lor.. 30 yrs in work.. at the same place.. not bad la.. k le.. gtg liao.. tml still got music exchange..

ok.. shit.. i can't handle my time properly! ARGH! can't sleep well at night either.. wad am i gonna do! it seems like i've got alot of things to complete! got so much a maths homework which i didn't do.. school and tuition.. must complete by this friday.. still got e maths prelim exam 2002 to do.. luckily today i no need to stay back do coz com lab got pro.. haiz.. suppose to do tonite.. i think i do tml.. since i'm going to help CO in the syf ting .. i'll miss maths anyway.. i'll also miss bio n chem.. bwahahah.. it's just one day..

so tired after the performance last night.. i think we should derserve a one day break.. mr toh says this is bad attitude.. butwad the heck... i did GET up.. i DID go to sch.. so should be quite ok just to THINK of not going to sch rite.. haha.
haiz.. got alotof rashes on my neck..

that day play soccer with them.. kicked xy's leg.. fell down.. leg now got bruise at the knee there.. a 'hole'.. curing le..

i think we played rather ok at the concert.. quite majestic the first few bars..
ofcoz after that got problem la...

haha..

figured i got 9 outta 10 rite for my chinese listening compre.. that's a good start isn't it..

oh yah.. tried out the hockey court for socceer near vian's place..
quitw near la..

scored 4 goals.. happy.. lousy goals.. who cares.. it's goals.. maybe just one nice one.. the one i ram in one.. haha.. favian.. i realli think u shouldn't play so much.. ur injury.. go see a doc la.. if not next time cannot play worse..
not asking u to stop totally.. just for a while.. or dun run so much.. play keeper lor.. haha.. that''ll be nice..

it's just 2 weeks more to SYF! yea! after that can step down le!yea! but i'll miss them la.. seriously.. i'll miss those close or rather close ones la.. and the not so clsoe but frenly ones also la.. heck.. i think i'll even miss the lousy juniors as well.. u'all must remember to have band camp next year.. no competition next yr.. and remember to call us seniors back!! form ALUMNI ! haha..

to the CO ppl tml..

benny , denise, zhihao , chris , jiahui , qian hui, minjie, huiling, evelyn ... etc etc.. the list goes on..

good luck lorz.. just do ur best.. u'll get wad u deserve.. dun worry.. if u've worked hard.. than u'll get results..

i'm sitll wondering why they need 6 people to help carry a few instruments..haha.. nevermind.. it's their day..should help them..

gonna miss heritage tour this saturday! got music exchange at woodgroove...

oh well.. that summarizes it..
the rest to lazy to type.. chat in my zonk board if u like.. buaiz..

it's getting hard to find time to update this blog.. it's also getting harder to find time to play a decent game of proper soccer... got thrased by those sec2 guyz after vian went off yesterday.. scored a goal.. and another own goal...crap.
scored the own goal the same way chiu hao did.. haha.. same place.. bought a tub of ice cream. couldn't finish. duh.
ate vege bolognaise and oragina. before rushing home for tuition. went back was pressured by the teacher to do well in oral exams.. couldn't sleep last nite.. nervous. so called my mei.. talk until 12.. probably i can't sleep bcoz i was forcing myself to sleep.. coz these few days also slept veri late.. so i think my body not accustomed to sleepy at 10.30pm.. earliesdt is 12 midnight.. regurgitated 2 times.. before i slept..

today is supposed to be tmy day for my o level chinese oral.. didn't go to school.. was greeted at 5.45 am with an sms.. then followed by a pain in the stomach.. gastric. so called up the school ask whether i could go later to take the oral exam just after i went to see doctor..the clerk told me to get an mc..and they will re-schedule for me.. so ok lor.. went to docs.. explained situation.. she gave me gastric pills and phlegm medicine.. ask whether i want tranquilizer to sleep.. haha.. i tell her just before the o level than i take from her.. she told me that i am veri veri stressed.. so tensed that i will kill my results becoz of stress and not because i can't realli do the paper.. so stress is my main enemy now..
haiz..

going to cut my hair after lunch.. then probably gtg back to school for band practice.. competition a few weeks more.. but concert is just 4 days away.. gtg practice despite my gastric condition..haiz.. hte most go there listen to them play also good.. but will get stressed by those ppl again.. i'm not gonna conduct if mr toh is not conducting us on monday..
have to practice my clarinet.. die la.. one week never practice le..

and can u believe juliet? she asked us to skip ALL rememdials and ALL extra lessons to go for BAND prcatice.. she says band is FIRST PRIORITY until the 22nd of july.. kaoz.. after that day i only left 48 days left to buck up everything before my prelims u noe!!!!!! i fialed chemistry and physics leh! kaoz.. THINK U ARE THE MAIN COZ OF MY STRESS...

go eat le..
bye.

came back yesterday from the cycling thingy.. not veri streneous but tiring though.. weird. it was only the return trip that was the tiring one.. oh yah..saw mr toh at the esplanade while i was there.. expected to see chiu hao.. haha.. guess it was too late le..

it's just weird talkin to u about those kind of thigns and stuff.. ok fine.. u want somebody to listen to u..don't u have HER...i thought u said u love her alot.. maybe she is open to listen to u la..i just can't talk to u about that..frankly..i think it's sick..just sick.. who SMSes another guy to tell him u got wet dream 3am in the mornin? COme on man.. i wouldn't want to wake up and check a msg like that in the mids of the night.. all u want is a person to tell ur feelings and problems to right? tell the person that IS interested in listening to lor..

back..

didn't go for tuition this morning.. was too tired and too lazy.. so i sms the teacher said i wasn't coming because i didn't get enuf sleep for 2 nights.. haha..bad..

at least i was good enuf to tell her i didn't want to go.

need to finish all my homework by this weekend.. still left with geography , bio , chem and a maths...

must qiong le..

thanks to...:
lendl for cooking noodles
paul for lending me lock and key for bike
benny for closing the door, asking for directions , carrying other ppl bike up the stairs , leading the way, holding the torch, holding the plastic bag filled with 2 bottles of mineral water while cycling back and bringing the odor control spray for ur leg.
the rest..

the previous practise in band was alrite.. no mocking and stuff.. quite ok..but they were to obsessed with thier plan..which i think didn't realli work.. haha.. judgin from the last practise.. i think we go on stage throw face onli.. u guyz better practise.. hARD.. DAMN HARD

ang mo kio's seoul garden realli veri nice... thanks to my cousin who brought a lemon for his pepsi to make it twist.. favian came up with the delicius lemon chicken!

nice..

think going there again..soon.. the service there veri good also.. funny fat guy..fat and not veri funny lady..haha

oh yah..sorry guyz.. i thought u all new favian and weixiong was there.. i told someone.. but ic an't remember who..haha.. nvm la.. geography u all do le ma? i haven't touch...doing tml..

the first 'tuition' session with my cousin on chemistry was actually quite productive haha.. now i noe how to do the mole......... couldn't belive that i didn't realli understand it at all in the first place..haha.. should have started earlier..

basically that's was my week lor.. slacked alot.. tuition alot... waste money alot..eat alot.. scolded abit.. get bite abit.. get kicked abit..

oh yah... i htink my ankle's still sprained.. dunno is sprain or wad.. so long le.. since weixiong ramed my foot that friday until now.. still pain.. haiz..

heck

can play soccer can le.

maybe i going to eat prata tml mornin..cycle there.. eh? no cannot.. fatehr going cycling in the morning.. haha forgot..
oh well..

cya guyz in school soon..

lot's to say.. but i've got so much things in mind..i can't explain all.. coz once i finish one..the others are forgotten..oh well..do wad i can.
so rumours are out.. heck care le.. just dun expect to see the same me next time i go for band.
playnig tic tac toe online..crap.
er mei.. u are crazy.. wanna bao chou also no need like that mahz.. but haha..it's a nice plan.. yewtuck's got a blogspot.. ..
today played soccer... actually got up late in the mornin.. so no time to decide anything.. so rushed.. was supposed to think which to go to..soccer or movie.. and whether i wanted to go for band or bio.. but in the end.. i did everything.. not bad..
went for bio practical den band till 12..later went to watch yas and khartik play soccer.. humiliaing those peeps..later i was joined by te e2s and 4s..which is only a few..haha.. couldn't realli play much.. everytime i stretched my left leg.. move the ankle..it hurts.. so realli..soccer sucked today. after soccer actually told hl n eve i couldn't go coz i got no money n thought it was a waste of money. but hl made me feel bad about it.. den so many other ppl went to go watch.. so to join in the laughter...literally.. i went lor.. initially i wanted hl to treat.. coz realli no money..but my emergency money finally paid off.. haha.. pardon the pun. i actually kept $22 as emergency money in my wallet..haha.. cool.. oh yah..found my aranda membership card broken into 2..no 3.. with one small dropping piece at the top.. ju-on sucks.. lousy plot..lousy everything.. only the face scary.. it's the company that counts..rushed home for tuition , den the 3 girls went to watch jolin.. i think.. not sure.

ya..that's my life for today.. any questions? bwahaha..

ever realised how a person will get influenced so unconsciously in the real world? it scares me..

ok. i am cool. that helped.

i'm looking for a word.. someone that will go to any degree to do something just to get what they wantt or rather , where they want, the type where they don't really care about others emotions or anything, oh yah, these people also want lots and lots and lots of attention. what do u call this people again? i remember! they are called BLOOD SUCKING ASS HOLES

and guess wad? i know someone JUST like that.. and u noe wad.. U guyz noe him too! bwahaha..

everything is a joke isn't it? huh? wad is that i hear u say? what? u're just kidding? oh realli? what is it again? oh! so u think it's funny rite? well let me tell u this.. it isn't the first time.. it's not the second..countless times u made wrong judgements.. wrong accusations..and just wrong things.. wad the hell.. u want attention? go get it.. BY YOURSELF why do u have to push people in the water when after all, u just want people to look at the person standing next to the river.. the one laughing at the guy in the water..

yes..u entertain ppl.. yes, i noe u like to make ppl laugh , but spare a thought for the others next time u crap something up..

ya...today finally played soccer after Sooooooooooooooo long.. missed kicking.. but mostly i got all my stuff wrong.. alot off target.. damn.. got kicked by weixiong 3 times today when trying to block his shots.. pain sia my left ankle.. so many ppl asking me to go watch ju-on..so many ppl told me it sucks too.. bought match for eve.. costs $5.95.. didn't noe so ex.. aiyah..anything..
wanna play soccer tml again or not? haha.. can skip band tml.. got bio and chem! but got a maths tuition after that.. supposed to finish 2 of the 4 test papers our school gave by tml..she wants to see.. didn't do yet. how.. sure kana scolded tml. who cares..

hmm..testing my zonk board whether it works..the thing about blog u can't see immediate changes unless u have a new entry..haiz..slow ar..

long time never play soccer..mainly bcoz my soccer ball is at weixiong there..
have to zoom back after band rehearsals... giong to lend my 2nd sis cd player tmlz..wadeva lorz.. hope dun spoil can liaoz..haha.. trust her la.

what a girl wants.. thought it wasn't a movie worth spending money for.. i was right.. downloaded it.. first part took me quite long.. 2nd part took me the time it took for the first part to finish playing..cool.. just nice.. quite a nice show.. but veri mushy type.. not realli my type...but amanda bynes quite cute..not CHIO though..sweet.

finished paert of my homework.. cool..left 7 more..

i want soccer. i wanna feel..i wanna heal... blah blah..

any of u ppl out there feelin stressed? or u feel like shit? or u've lost something in ur life? tune in to friends every tuesdays at 10opm on Channel 5!

father's day today.. being the good son i am..i bought the same thing that i bought for my mum on mother's day! haha..

NOTHING

we gave up on the house.. oh well..mum didn't like it much..i liked the giant balcony and the nice view... too bad.. not practical enuf to convince my mum and brother to move..haiz..
maybe now i can get my father to give me part of the money he was going to use to move.. to renovate my room.. i wanna design it myself this time.. since i'm gonna be stayin here for quite long le.. haha.. see how lor..

no time to watch movie with u'all le la.. no time..realli no time..remedials this whole week..somemore got tuition.

chinese and a maths..

i need help on chemistry.. cousin supposed to come today to help..
she couldn't make it.. so she said to make it on weekdays.. nights.. see how la.

er.. think i owe u guyz an apology.. or something like that..

rite. so i dun play wc3..i thinik that's the main thing that is makin me drift.. heck.. i just have no interest in demons and magic..
reminds me of harry potter..eeks.. no offense.

Nemo is a good fish to find.. so is CRUSH a good turtle to meet..u noe? it's like WOAh , then it's like woooooah..and its like.. wOoOah.. haha..

just watched mtv movie awards.. nice..TATU performed their les thing again..this time with a whole lot of girls.. who stripped their skirts and blouses of half way thru the song.. then they were dancing in wadeva they were wearing underneath...cool..i was like shocked.. it's the awards.. didn't expect something like that to happen..haha..nice eye opener..haha..

nice.

u watched sco concert on the same day i watched benny's concert? hmm.. cool.. somemore same time got home..haha..

gtgz..bye.

nothing can come from nothing.. wad have u lost? nothing! cheer up you'ol bugger..

oh yah..now i owe benny $15.50.. weixiong.. i want my soccer ball back.. u borrowed.. u didn't return..

friday the 13th..yesterday..not veri suay..but still suay..

watched benny's performance which was supposed to start early and end early at around 8.30.. that's wad he told us..
but.. it ended up endind at 9.30..

we initially wanted to go eat after that.. kenny rogers..he said..but nooooooo...we had to wait for him until 10.30pm! bcoz his toa payoh co members were cutting cake.. and he didn't want to leave em.. crap.

ok maybe the performance DID change the way i think of CO.. but i still think Co ppl have a certain attitude.. dunno why..
it was good though, the music..GOOOD.. the pipa player is so sissy.. yuck..actually come to think of it.. i didn't realli hear benny himself playin.. heck..

after that went to eat at lao pa sa.. it was the only place open at that hour.. duh.. then couldn't catch the last MRT.. crap.. even ran to station. too bad..benny had to pay for the $20+++++++++++++++++ taxi ride..
bwahaha..

didn't do any studying this week though.. although i'm supposed to have finished a few chapters of chem and bio.. my homework is not even touched yet. nvm.. i'm going to do it in and hour's time.. new target.. finish holiday homework in this two days of the weekend..

cousin is coming over to help me in my chem tml .. good.. i need it

think shifting house liaoz.. but it's just another uinit in season's park.. but its big.. nice.. and airy..

and it cost about the same price as the present unit we're living in.. cool..
guess if we DO manage to shift over.. i'll get to design my own room..haha..and it's a change of view too..from the pool view.. to the city view.. argh.u'll get wad i mean when u DO come over next time.. IF that is..

yesterday they went to safra to play pool.. didn't call me..haiz..wadeva

ever realised how ppl just can't take the fact that 2 ppl can click so well just as good friends. perhap these ppl, just have such a patehtic life they have to blew up an issue ( one that is made up of crap ) of another person, just to get attention from people.

Perhaps.

now i understand. being a victiim of one of those crap stories u tell.. it's not the first time even. count urself lucky. one more time. strike 3..baseball terms.

u 3 ppl..wait..or isit 4.. u almost ruined my life.. stop saying those things.. it's stupid. and i always get shivers...don't say anymore. u the creator are the onli ones that can erase it.

yes.i noe.dun dare to care. it's my nature. i dun show wad i realli feel sometimes.. not that i'm a hypocrite of wad..just that if i dun feel it's rite..i dun show it..probably its the way i'm brought up. maybe that's why i think the rest are changing when acutally is my mind changing into a different view of the world.. its true right? when u get to noe more ppl...ur perception of the world will change. maybe i'm not strong-willed, easily get influenced..yes true. but i prefer to call it.. open-mindedness..i'm open to new ideas which i find cool..eeh?crap..talking crap..

it take both sides to realise..
2 to fight ..
conclusions can be wrong if u jump violently at it..
too deep and u may drown..
too tight and u'll suffocate..

thanks..u sorta helped me.. so ya..i'll lend it to u.. lakz la..

and benny..stop saying alamak.. i noe that's ur IN thing now..but it's sorta gettin nervy.. no offense.heck..it's a free world. do wad u want.

FREE WORLD with rules.. now wadz that supposed to mean?
huh? wad toking me?
crap..
postponed my a maths tuition..now doing..still got one tmapines sec school prelim paper one to complete and lots of other integration questions!!! haiz..

got a new free bag.

yesterday night..shiok..first time played soccer at night so competitively..8-10pm..with primary school friends and his.. two south africans joined in later..wait..or isit south americans.. who cares..they quite power..strong..tall..big framed..fast..creative..

got two blisters on sole of foot..too much friction. somemore small toe on my right foot has clogged up blod and blisters..and dunno wtf..

after that came back..got the worst cramps of mylife..first was the toe..so i stretched..than bcoz i stretched that part..than the hamstring cramp..than dunno wad to do..stretch one the other cramp.. so no choice..called mother.. on phone..i use hp call..our house..dumb..and i was in my room.worst still..she dunno what to do. so suffered in agony for about 15 min.. than smsed alot of ppl for advise.. haha..thanks guyz

oh yah..forgot to mention the court i played in was as big as our present school court yard.. and it's street soccer..alot of space..nice..
fully caged somemore..and best ..it's just two traffic lights down from my place.. can go there often liaoz..haha..

oh well..everypme take care. dun be a f-ed up person like me.. it'll lead to crap..

wad crap

-out-

inkjets outta black ink..gotta go to benny's house to print..haiz..so much work to complete by today ..so little time..and i can't believe i'm still sitting here crapping away at my com..
going to play soccer later at st soccer court near horizon gardens..probably about 5 mins away on bike.. see whether i can join hteir team or if not get them to come form one.. benny's going too..

8pm-10pm soccer with my primary school ex-classmates..how cool is that.. just hope that my blister on my right toe dun give me too much trouble later.. it's gonna hurt..there's supposed to be 3 weeks of HOLIDAY! a BREAK from school..guess wad.. seems that almost everyweek i've gotta go back school for remedial and stuff..worst still..my a maths and chinese tutor wants to push me during these holidays coz my results sucked..haiz.. still need to buck up on chemistrym physics and biology..gonna finish ten year series of those 3 sciences by these school hols.. at least i hope i can..

still on MC..but still want to play soccer..no choice..if not i won't get to play liao..somemore soccer ball not with me.. looking at the situation now.. seems that those that used to play soccer with me have lost that interest..no more lon ghours of soccer.. now the most i've played with them is 1 hr... haiz.. hope is just bcoz of the bad weather..and the Os..

i realli feel i'm driftin.. someone catch me and bring me back..please..

the things that he said weren't true..dun believe..that is if he said anything..she still crazy over u..i'm still crazy over someone else..
dun be so naive to believe things that dun have a basis..

only a few more months left and this is happening..crap..rather live with it then spoil it.

and u..i dun seem to understand u anymore..i used to be able to..but now wheneva u talk..i can't differentiate whether u are trying to be sacrcastic or trying to be funny..or are u just trying to insult me.. i dunno...realli dunno.. is it me whose changing or u ?

i realised y$#&%#^ is like rain..a conventional friend..comes and goes easily..

i've been thinkin alot lately.. crab breedin..how about it?

and also benn thinkin alot lately..

ohyah..anyone now a cure for sleepless nights before big examinations?

i can't..not like this..

Os was simple but i couldn't take advantage of the situation! crap..crap..

heard something about me..some created rumour again..
come on la.. i'm not that type..i wouldn't do such a thing.. in other words..its not TRUe..if it were true why the hell would i say it out loud! crap la.. i'm not that type of person..