Thursday, June 12, 2003

ever realised how ppl just can't take the fact that 2 ppl can click so well just as good friends. perhap these ppl, just have such a patehtic life they have to blew up an issue ( one that is made up of crap ) of another person, just to get attention from people.

Perhaps.

now i understand. being a victiim of one of those crap stories u tell.. it's not the first time even. count urself lucky. one more time. strike 3..baseball terms.

u 3 ppl..wait..or isit 4.. u almost ruined my life.. stop saying those things.. it's stupid. and i always get shivers...don't say anymore. u the creator are the onli ones that can erase it.

yes.i noe.dun dare to care. it's my nature. i dun show wad i realli feel sometimes.. not that i'm a hypocrite of wad..just that if i dun feel it's rite..i dun show it..probably its the way i'm brought up. maybe that's why i think the rest are changing when acutally is my mind changing into a different view of the world.. its true right? when u get to noe more ppl...ur perception of the world will change. maybe i'm not strong-willed, easily get influenced..yes true. but i prefer to call it.. open-mindedness..i'm open to new ideas which i find cool..eeh?crap..talking crap..

it take both sides to realise..
2 to fight ..
conclusions can be wrong if u jump violently at it..
too deep and u may drown..
too tight and u'll suffocate..

thanks..u sorta helped me.. so ya..i'll lend it to u.. lakz la..

and benny..stop saying alamak.. i noe that's ur IN thing now..but it's sorta gettin nervy.. no offense.heck..it's a free world. do wad u want.

FREE WORLD with rules.. now wadz that supposed to mean?
huh? wad toking me?
crap..
postponed my a maths tuition..now doing..still got one tmapines sec school prelim paper one to complete and lots of other integration questions!!! haiz..

got a new free bag.

yesterday night..shiok..first time played soccer at night so competitively..8-10pm..with primary school friends and his.. two south africans joined in later..wait..or isit south americans.. who cares..they quite power..strong..tall..big framed..fast..creative..

got two blisters on sole of foot..too much friction. somemore small toe on my right foot has clogged up blod and blisters..and dunno wtf..

after that came back..got the worst cramps of mylife..first was the toe..so i stretched..than bcoz i stretched that part..than the hamstring cramp..than dunno wad to do..stretch one the other cramp.. so no choice..called mother.. on phone..i use hp call..our house..dumb..and i was in my room.worst still..she dunno what to do. so suffered in agony for about 15 min.. than smsed alot of ppl for advise.. haha..thanks guyz

oh yah..forgot to mention the court i played in was as big as our present school court yard.. and it's street soccer..alot of space..nice..
fully caged somemore..and best ..it's just two traffic lights down from my place.. can go there often liaoz..haha..

oh well..everypme take care. dun be a f-ed up person like me.. it'll lead to crap..

wad crap

-out-

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