It's a Miracle! I'm finally blogging! after much pestering from those who tagged ( many months ago) i'm finally blogging! yup.. so u ppl should be proud of me taking the time to time out this load of crap here..

realli.. do u realli want me to update u on everything that happened from the last time i realli blogged up till now? haha.. dat's not erm.. feasible.. Time.. i need time.. i need rest..

i can tell u about now.. present. here. right now.

i'm sick. lost my voice. inflammed throat. infection.. this weekend got a audition for record label coming up.. yup.. formed a band ' Black couch' with some coursemates and band mates and connections.. basically consist of hanyuan and me on guitars, haz on bass, timo on keys, jonathan vox and jasper on drums.. jasper.. drummer for supernova.. if u heard of 'em before.. his mates in NS now.. yup..

current videos i'm workin on: john see's cousin's wedding, channel U insterstitial,alex promo video, china trip video..

finished videos over the month: jackie's wedding video

hope to get some entries done for upcoming competitions too, JVC, panasoic, SOny, wadeva.. just gotta get some films done.. might get something again.. haha..

yup.. erm.. i sorta left sp band already.. eating up my time la.. i feel like i let down laoban.. but den.. i realli dun like that place anymore.. the ppl.. some of the ppl are nice la.. no doubt.. but.. nvm.. no comment. bottomline is.. i left. will i go back? see first lor..

having ideas of starting a business. once it's legal ofcoz.. erm. details.. confidential for now. haha.

just upgraded my electric guitar's humbucker.. humless duncan pickup... quieter.. hahasoon, i'll upgrade my whole darned guitar! when i got the money la.. haha. get something better. yup.

soccer on sunday left me with a sprained leg.. strained i mean.. doc gave me anti-inflammation tablets.. along with the other anti-biotics, cough mixture, flu medication for my infected throat. damn.

yup.. that's all for now la.. it's late.. dice asking me to sleep. i am sick.. yup.
so, let's all gamble when i'll post the next entry.. haha. see ya.

temporary.. the colour change will do.. hmm.. looks like crap.. who cares..

ok.. finally taking some time outta my life to update u ppl on my life.. if anyone ever visits this place that is..

well.. i got a camera already.. that's fantastic.. powershot A520.. not the best.. but works for me perfectly..

this week.. Mass media research and Photography projects due.. Feature article and interative Cd due next week.. den study.. following 2 weeks exams.. 4 papers spread across 2 weeks.. den its filming time.. 5 videos to work on during the holidays.. with the help of lots of ppl ofcoz.. 1 MV.. 1 wedding.. pilot (media students).. And editing for the IBM concert and percussion concert ( which was a few months ago).. u can see how busy i'm gonna be.. erm.. i'm not sure whether the invitation for playing as lead guitarist in some band comm is real.. Joanne u gotta get back to me.. haha.. i need to plan a schedule real soon..

Ok.. the new band's going towards the correct direction.. progressing healthily.. no worries.. just need to work on some parts.. and we need to get a permanent keyboard player.. hope tracy would help out.. next jamming session should be btw the exam period.. de stress la.. haha

practiced a little of broken wings ( alter bridge), soul to squeeze ( Red hot chilli peppers) and californication just now..

band's on a 1 month break.. hmm..talkin bout band.. saw chermaine just now.. at city hall.. went with chiu, tracy and haz to take photos at esplanade.. ( www.p0433240.myphotoalbum.com ) i'm not very proud of it.. but i welcome constructive critism and some good comments ofcoz.. anw.. saw chermaine at subway.. erm. yah.. den headed back .. haz came to jam a little.. watch friends after he left.. and now i'm doing this..

xiangwei's talkin to me bout his couz weddin or something.. he's workin on the history part of our report.. due on friday.. come on.. we can do it..

ok.. i think i better get goin.. sleep is veri essential nowadays.. time passes so fast.. and its not becoz i'm having fun..

oh yeah.. mum went to shanghai already.. house all to myself and brother.. for 3 weeks onli la..

need soccer.

soccer needs players.

players need to be free/ want to play soccer badly.

i need to be free.

now all that's on my mind is esplanade, BrandX, gadgets, handphones, surveys, 3G, conb, SOGA, UCTA, reference groups, blah blah blah.. all will be done in 3 weeks time.. hahaha.. looking forward to it..

look forward for my new short film coming up soon.. should be ready by november 2nd..

go MODS inc.

I finally bought an ibook.. typing on it now.. getting used to it and all.. getting the com done up hasn't been easier.. its realli much more stable and realiable compared to a normal PC.. going to get premier in my com soon.. can do my movies properly le.. ok.. wishlist for the next few months ( all related to my ibook):
external hard disk drive
digitizer (or wadever they call it)
firewire cable
those cool things u put on the com so ur palms dun get heated up
protection for LCD screen
Camera?

i guess with all these i can keep making my own short films.. but i think i'll have to keep using the school's equipment for the actual shoots. Its better and i dun have to maintain it.

dad's in china.. sent over some mp3 CDs thru his boss last nite. bought the ventures CDs today, goin to rip it and send it over to him soon... apache rocks.. i love 60s rock... hahhaa.

ok la.. i'm dead tired.. and my ibook's fully charged finally.. goin to sleep.. BB...

i think my blog's too white.. so white until i can't see the words on some monitors. like my schools.. its supposed to be diff shades of white.. oh well..

workin on the videos for the percussion concert this friday this few days.. so difficult to actually sit down and complete it once and for all.. so many things will crop up suddenly de.. got the LOA to miss connect this afternoon.. but couldn't cont' with my editing.. coz the lecturers had to go.. so i did onli like 7 mins of the video.. my god.. now i gotta go to sch at 8am tml to collect equipment and start on editing.. start lessons at 12.. might have to skip so that the video will be in time for playing at 3pm at the auditorium tml..

anw.. so i HAD to go for connect.. went there to fac some group.. saw ifah.. made a few friends with year 1s.. the year 3s were busying takin photos with everyone else.. including me la ofcoz.. didn't go for connect last year.. so dis year went to take a look.. didn't expect to actually participate in the actual thing..

hmm.. filming.. work.. filming.. school.. leg.. sprained.. filming.. camera man.. concert.. basically that'll b my week..

ok shall go now.. law tml.. 2 tutorials to complete.. not yet done a thing.. probably gonna skip it.. scarifice for the band.. i better get cca points for this.. well.. at least a huge and thick portfolio.. hahha.. bb

ok i just switched the colour of this blog from black to white.. haha.. coz i my eyes get kinda screwed up after reading a webbie with black background and white fonts and den switching over to a webbie with white background and black fonts.. hard on the eyes. so i decided to just switch the colours for now.. till i get inspiration or TIME to REALLI change to layout.. but for now.. that's it.. and that's me under the archives.. yeah.. see ya..

ok the reason i'm realli here was to add on the links to kevin's and chinyong's new friendster blog.. its real empty still..

hmm.. busy busy busy... got to finish up to film asap.. datelines 25 july.. i bet many teams have already sent their entries in.. and i'm still shooting.. kingdom of heaven shot in 4 months.. this 10 min video shot in 3.. can't blame me..crew of kingdom of heaven dun hav sch.. haha. and complications such as bloody edmund (of the DMS aka eddie land). That bloody ed said i lied to him... LIE.. u bloody ass hole.. u're just too pure lazy to get ur ass up take the keys and open the bloody door of the store.. its date simple.. and its just 2 steps away from ur office for goodness sake.. thank god for good lecturers like Mr Loh and Ms Kwa and Ms Ngah..

anw.. injured my leg.. stupid sia... if i didn't went to that field at fc 5 to play soccer right after my gems on friday.. and the stupid thing is i was on that field only for a few minutes.. but i stepped on the wrong place.. uneven ground.. so kana ankle.. thought it was a sprain.. yesterday went to see chinese sensei.. he said its a slight fracture.. er.. ok.. to think i still managed to walk about campus, go for band and supper till midnite.. that's like 8 hours of after the time of injury.. hahaha.. so now i'm stuck at home for the weekend left ankle bandaged with pieces of ginger to reduce swelling the guy said.. the swell definitely have gone down.. not so painful anymore.. but.. if still doesn't totally cure by monday.. i'm gonna have it checked by westernized doctors..

finished all my books.. damn.. need more books to read.. any recommendations? took up reading in the train this year.. figured that it'll keep me from missing my stop coz of sleep.. haha..

let's see.. darrel's coming back tml.. after his glorious run in the national team under 18s.. some asian tournament.. the newspaper did a feature on him and said things like ' he's a fast learner and is a focus player'.. i was like yeah rite.. maybe during soccer.. but definitely not in sch.. hahaha.. it's been 2 weeks since term commenced.. he missed out on so much.. how's he gonna catch up? huh.. anw.. this year.. i'm gonna try to get a group without the inclusion of him.. did entrepreneurship project last year.. and all he did was come in and talk cock to jeremy.. and the other ah bengs in the group.. a group of 7 ppl.. productive? NOT. onli 4 ppl workin. me, jesslin, mei hui and chai lye.. and i got a freak C+.. wtf.. wtf.. did so much work and got a C+.. wtf.. hmm..

anw.. i realised something recently... during lecture.. with sanjay and jem around.. its.. noisy man.. and i'm getting realli pissed off sometimes.. ppl are tryin to listen to the lecturer... they're chatting away like nobody's there to hear them.. coz yang's there talkin too.. have to give 'em face.. but within me i'm screaming.. SHUT THe F UP!!... but.. have to.. ren3 lor.. no choice.. xi2 guan4 jiu4 hao3..

ok.. got a headache.. i'm outta things to write for now.. good luck to yan yan in today's competition.. soccer match this wednesday 2pm at imh.. yeah.. i won't be able to play.. obviously.. but i'm definitely gettin some filmin done.. haha..

time to do a little bit.. no.. alot of updating.. haha..

currently: slacking in sp bizit lib waiting for guy in charge of DMS to return from break.. so i can continue editing jiu zhai gou video.. hmm.. another hour to go.. i'm so bored.

anw. update.. from.. er.. when i got back from china. morning 1am. slept. got up in the afternoon went for band camp.. band camp lasted 4 days.. so onli was free on friday. I didn't want to stay over any of the nights of that MD camp coz i was too freakin tired. and hehehe. not enoughed washed clothes to pack la.. haha.

and er. found out i missed my SPFTV interview while i was in china.. damn. poh wah told me..so went to beg director and teacher-in-charge for 2nd chance.. didn't manage to.. but phyllis peters told me she heard veri good stuff bout me.. so that's a good start.

anw.. for the library video thingy.. my group WON.. haha. veri encouraging for me! haha..

oh yeah.. and er.. here are my results..

WP-A
DVPA-Dist
Econs-B
IVP-B
IDEAS-B
Newswriting-C
Ent-C
IPRA-C+

my first D... for distinction that is.. haha.. but gpa dropped la.. used to be 3.18 .. this sem dropped to 2.962

so overall gpa 3.069.. sad.. work harder next sem.. yea..

maybe later going accent to buy mouthpiece and reeds.. sch onli has size 3.5 reeds.. i want 4.. somemore vandoren traditional very fast worn out..

er.. soccer tml..

oh yeah. mum wants me to dj for her line dancing session on sunday.. at PUB CC or something like tt.. hmm.. am i getting paid?

talkni bout $$.. my team got $50 for the video thingy.. so pathetic.. $50 worth of book vouchers onli.. imagine sharing $50 worth of book vouchers amongst 6 ppl.. that's spastic.

anw.. life is treating well now.. suprising me now and den.. but still treating me well..

hmm anyone interested in sp concert? 15 may at VCH , 5.30pm.. can get tickets from me.. stalls/circle $12/$15... ya..

orite.. i'm boring my self with this entry.. yawning already. its 1.15 soon.. time to go back to eddieland. after lunch that is..

in jiu zhai paradise.. the best hotel i stayed in so far since.. day 1.. lets see took a plane down from singapore to cheng du.. den took a bus from there all the way to jiang you.. stayed there one night.. 2nd day.. coach got us to jiu zhai gou.. after going thru terrible terrain... the road was realli realli bumpy..for like 3 hrs.. took about 6 hours to reach.. ofcoz with breaks in btw and visits to some memorial halls.. libai memorial hall.. yah.. on the way had to piss in some extremely atrociously diry toilets.. along the way.. really.. after doing biz in there.. u will think singapore toilets are the best.. tourgroup mate even had to do her business in the behind a rock.. haha.. in the freezing temperatures.. with the cover of an umbrella only.. haha... yah..

reached jiu zhai.. stayed in one of the lousier hotels for a night..

lots of ppl behind me speaking in sichuan slang.. mandarin la. but i can't understand..

anw.. that hotel not bad.. at least got heater and stuff.. managed to sleep.. the beds here are all pretty hard lehz.. not used to it.. ya..

onli yesterday we managed to check in to jiu zhai paradise.. realli lives up to its name of paradise.. its.. fantastic la.. we have to drive up to this ulu place up in the hills.. and there it is.. 2000+m up.. even have this capsule like hot spring which source is from some natural spring.. can accomadate 7000 over ppl i heard.. goin there tonite..

i've never seen so many yaks in my life.. even got to eat it. and there's snow! haha.. we had to pass one hill on the way from jiu zhai to goddess lake.. that hill is 3064m up.. so there's snow.. yah.. hmm.. can't realli recap wad happened now la.. been too busy taking photos and video taping everything..

met some nice ppl in our tour group.. the tour guides rather nice as well... the fish available here is all fresh water fish.. realli alot of small bones everywhere.. but the flesh is realli tender.. ya..

jiu zhai gou itself.. wah.. fantastic. waterfalls.. giant multi-coloured lakes and live fish.. the weather.. u realli have to see it to believe it. much better than lake tahoe.. its realli good. recommend everyone to take a visit here..

erm.. goddess lake isn't that fantastic especially in the weather today when we visited.. rain.. oh man.

yaks are actually pretty cute.. haha..

oh yeah.. learned a sichuan slang.. sza cji te le.. or zha si te le.. or fried hitler transleted in chinese.. its a greeting of some kind.. means wish u longevity or something.. haha..

okok.. i have to go now.. update this thing when its available again.. internet access is pretty rare in the mountains.. haven't talked bout the tibetian culture over here.. oh well.. nvm.. next time.

i go liao.. see ya. bb

off to china in 7 hrs time.. been to US, UK, australia,Thailand,malaysia,blah blah.. first time to china.. die.. chinese everywhere.. gonna be scary i think.. cultural shock..haha..

well er.. when i come back on the 25th.. its the beginning of the band camp.. till 28th.. gonna be freakin tired i think.. oh well..

gastric's still not totally cured.. hope everything goes well in those 10 days.. yeah.. dad says alot of chili stuff.. those si chuan ppl.. so er.. haha. brought non-spicy snacks to eat.. just in case.. yeah.

this time i'm gonna put my course skills to good use.. on a mission.. to record and do a video on jiu zhai gou or just si chuan in general.. yea.. brought my digi cam, digi camcorder, mp3 recording devices. hope nothing gets lost. haha.choy.

ok la.. gotta add more music into my zen before i go.. clear out the memory cards from my digicam, and charge camcorder's batt..

less than 4 hours to sleep..

seeya.

If you guys got the time.. or u just wanna relax.. this is the best place to go to.. www.gprime.net haha.. highly recommended.. especially http://gprime.net/video.php/tornmime and http://gprime.net/flash.php/numanuma.. heh..

finally got some time to blog.. wanted to the other day.. but got fed up over my other com.. too slow.. so anw..

last week was study-week.. didn't study much... onli started friday.. haha. on econs.. paper is next week.. PR/Advertising 2 days ago.. wednesday.. onli started studying on sunday.. and guess wad.. some of us didn't go for our last IPRA lecture where the lecturer gave out notes on wad to study.. well.. eh.. i managed to get the notes on wad to study.. but nobody told me that those notes weren't the ONLY notes we were supposed to study.. so like 5 mins before the test on wednesday.. someone showed me his notes.. and guess wad.. wad i studied was onli 71% of the paper.. so..er.. oh crap. oh well. classmates like me, got screwed too..haha.. so.. luckily i onli needed to get 30% of this final paper right to pass this module.. so i guess i'm safe.. haiz.. was aiming for an A or at least a B+.. now.. haha.. nvm. it's over.

so er.. econs revision lecture today.. at 9am.. msg-ed Hc in the morning asked her whether wanted to share cab.. wanted to sleep a little longer.. was up the previous night discovering when the poles of the earths magnetic field will flip over.. and when earth will become eroded and depleted, like mars, by solar wind and the Sun's energy.. could onli understand 50% of that documentary.. but.. it was interesting., actually.. more scary.. to realise that cancer on earth will affect the people much more easily.. when the earths magnetism changes.. when there are no longer 2 poles.. rather..4 -8 poles.. and magnetism will be veri veri weak.. so.. er.. ya.. wadeva.. bottom line is. Our descendants will suffer in a few centuries from now.. argh.. heck.. i won't be around anyway.. unless i can live till like 800.. damn.. i'll be Yoda by then.. haha.

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anw.. got a cab to sch around 8.45.. left 15 mins to qiong there.. traffic jam along the way from amk all the way after lornie road.. so er.. reached sch half an hour late.. lusia also bochap.. think she realli hates our class la.. see the way she treats us.. compared to other 4 classes.. haha.

ok.. so after revision lecture went queensway a while.. update myself on the latests stuff.. intend to get somethings soon.. shoe's gona spoil soon anw.. initially wanted to go back ai.. but juliet says going back tml.. so decided to skip that and go home and slack..

4 days left to study for econs.. can make it i think.

so going for band tml..meetin sai, nigel and juliet for lunch first.. chiu comin later.. guess i'll study in the morning..

next week.. friday. 15 april flying to china till 25.. yea.. hols.. and i need a break la..

oh yah.. SOCCER PEOPLE!!!

lots of teams available to play with now.. so please tell me your schedule so i can arrange something for us.. i know stamina is low and we lack match pract but.. we gotta restart somewhere.. anw. it's just for fun..

got 3 teams now.. favian's brother's, my pri-sch friend's, and my classmate's..

i'm thinkin marina.. $50/2hrs.. without ref..

or some other grassy areas like amk..

those who see this.. respond asap and try to pass the msg.. and er.. we realli have to try to play without those ppl like renkun,chongyu,lucas for a while.. dey are temporarily unavailable..

will update again dependin on response.. ya..

oRITE.. see ya. gotta catch some sleep.. and think of some words of wisdom or inspiration to tell ai band tml.. haha.. read daniel yeow's blog.. he claims "Long hours of rehearsals, running rounds, the tears, the sweat, the laughters, the joy and the angst during the many months of preparation... For what? Just for the Medal in the end? the reward? Character building is still the most important, BONDING ..."

also " Music is about touching the audience... not getting a medal... what's the point if you can play all the notes on the page and not make any music?"

haha.. i onli agree partially.. it realli depends on the level of maturity of ur members.. right? and the experience.. u can't teach a sec sch band to play 'in-touch' with their feelings if they can't even sight read a piece properly or they don't even have the right embouchure.. all this technical basics should b taught in sec sch wad.. that's the BASIS of music maAn..

anw.. tt guy is one year older than me.. that means he graduated in 2004.. springfield.. dun think he ever felt that feeling of gettin a COP after all the hard work.. hmm.. shall do my research next time..

yeah.

bye. blogged for 43 mins.

gotta change my template soon.. this is getting boring..

hardly get the time or the inspiration to come here to blog.. so when i do.. appreciate it.. TAG!

this week's full of test and exams and stuff.. so many dateline.. everything's piling up.. and i still managed to sneak to AMK for a few hours today to check out some stuff.

let's see there's.. flash test tml.. news writing quiz on wed.. tutorials on econs to finish by wed.. oh.. that reminds me.. we owe lucia the black board thing.. er.. thursdays the dateline to hand in the specialist diploma thingy to kwa.. thing i'm gonna hand it to her tml.. earlier better, but before that gotta talk to phyllis peters.. den wed after sch gotta go get blazer done at raffles.. damn.. dunno whether got enuf time to study for advertising test on thurs.. and i also wanna try to make it down to aiband after test on thursday.. gotta complete filming by this week too! SO STRESS sial!!

and for today.. i'm now already 5 hours later to hand in our IDEAS business proposal.. didn't know had to hand it in today latest by 5.. and everyone didn't know too... so hehe..

today's IVP presentation.. oMG.. i think i just sucked.. i just could't get my mind working.. didn't know wad i was talking about.. gettin confused with my words.. errr..

i want the specialist diploma.. that's wad i dream off!

ok i'm off

and another smokers who blew their smoke out and let it rush to the face of the persons behind him should DIE earli. heck they will.bloody guy at AMK.

u deserve to fail. u deserve to get out of our class.
it's not my fault u come late for class. it's not my fault u decide to surf friendster while the tutor is teaching. it's not my fault u just dun bother to listen. u are there just for attendane everybody noes it. U onli appear good to ppl WHEN U NEED THEIR HELP. u asshole. u dare to blame me for not being able to help u. come on la. be realistic. u onli attempt at the end of the 3 hr class. wad have u been doing the whole time? surfing friendster for girls.. get horny.. and try to hook them up.. if u're so desperate for some free SEX why dun u just go get out of the sch.. go be a giggolo or something.. that's better right? u even GET PAID.. guess u're onli serious bout ur soccer.. so wad if u're in the national under-17s.. u suck in ur attitude.. u BUG ppl.. u even CHEAT during test.. i swear if i hadn't seen those formulas u wrote on the underside of ur cap just before the test.. i would have change my mindset.. i was gonna. i was already convinced u were smart. i was already telling ppl that u are. and u dare say i noe but i always dun wanna teach u.. right.. u dare say that. i tried ok. but how would u expect me to teach u wad the tutor has been teaching OVER the past month or more.. that's 4-5 lessons.. each 3 hours.. u expect me to teach u everything within 5 mins? u ask too much of me. u suck la ok. my first impression of u from the first day wasn't veri good already. the onli subject u seem to be interested in is pcc and girls.. clubbing.. right..and projects.. u just DOn't do anything do you. u wait for ppl to tell u wad to do.. and the outcome is not even guaranteed right.. lemme tell u something la.. NOBODY owes u anything. I dun owe u anything. but as for u. U owe US ALOT. so u i onli have 3 words for u. F*** off ******.

lots of things happened this week.. hmm..

family now with aunt celebrating her birthday at the TAVeRN... i'm stuck at home.. supposed to be studying for econs on monday.. so decided not to tag along.. got them to get me back after dinner with them.. but.. i'm not realli doing much.. ok la.. managed to go thru the chapters just now.. den got tired.. can't blame me right.. band since morning.. till 3? den ate.. got home. bathed. rest. studied a little. then dinner liao. come back study again.. now blogging.. tiring..

tml no soccer somemore.. 4 of them going to work. some tours thing. i didn't get to know. nvm. gotta study econs anyway. now both parents not working.. hmm.. thinkin..

bloody.. got attendance warning for IVP AGain! and entrepreneurship.. shit.. but why IVP?! i thought i've been going for lessons? haiz. veri stressed.

Econs test. new writing test. Entrepreneurship presentation. DVPA. IVP. Wep publishing. all the test comin up this two weeks.. then.. band.. now on the exam break.. but.. haiz.. have to pract still..

today's sectional sucked for me la.. waste of time..go there play holding notes and rests while the rest of the section played their running notes.. wad the hell.. like tt i go for wad.. might as well go one corner and pract myself.. wad a waste of time.. wad i needed to pract i didn't.. haiz.. will bring my instrument home soon.. dun even think i will have enough time to pract..

veri tired now.. plan to get up at 9 tml to continue studying.. if possible complete all my stuff by this weekend.. think its possible? i left revision for econs onli.. den entre presentation.. think that's all? should be able to.. gotta organise my time properly le..

i'm sick le. gonna be a nerd for the next few weeks. before sem ends..

see ya. sad day tml. work.

now in web publishing class.. hotside weather freakin hot.. so i picked a seat right under the air con..freakin cold now. so cold i can't move my fingers fast enough to type this properly.. yah.. shall change my blog settings later.. so ppl can view at most 5 days worth of stuff.. haha..

my home's com's fine now but the monitor is still veri.. er.. spoilt i guess.. mum changed net from singnet to starhub le.. the stuffs arriving next month.. yay.. hmm..

on a break now.. going to eat a donut.

now still in macromedia flash class. yea.cya. 2 guys already sleeping liao. haha.

i'm in the last minute of my 30 min break of news writing.. hmm.. com's spoilt at home so gotta rush some stuff over here.. yah.. so pathetic gotta check my mails in school and all.. and yeah.. my school's intranet mail.. i just checked it.. i'm 85% below my attendance for IVP.. damn.. gotta stop missing classes for IVP.. yah.. going to play miniclips for a while before some news writing continues.. ya.. blog the next time i get the chance to use a com.. bb

Com's screwed up now.. think kana some virus or something.. Monitor also dying le.. keeps turning on and off.. sometimes gradually fading to a dark red.. den blank.. den gotta either off an on the monitor or just hit the sides of the monitor.. damn irritating. Can't even blog, check mail or surf friendster.. basically.. the links just dun work.

wanted to blog last nite.. but can't.. went to anti-virus.com to scan my com for viruses.. found 4 diff types of trojans.. and 80 other spyware.. haha.. damn..

Managed to finish all my work for econs and new writing for wednesday's tutorials.. so proud of myself..haha.. can go for band tonite.. 'safely'.. been missing alot of practs and sectionals recently.. couped up with work.. got sick a few times too.. hmm.

NEED SOCCER.

Flash lesson now.. gotta go. blog when i can next time.

jamming with classmates on thursday..

had my reunion dinner at my couz house dis year.. went there.. watch a lot of tv.. haha.. we ta pao dere.. den forgot to collect the yu sheng.. or rather they forgot to give us.. so father called uncle to go get it on the way to my couz house.. so onli start like 8.. haha.. ok la.. got ang paos.. watched more tv.. talked a bit.. den go home liao..

CNY 1st day.. got up rather late.. bout 11.. pai nian to my parents.. get ang pao from them.. went to my aunt's place to pick her up.. den set off to my grand-uncle's place.. basically just talked to my grand uncle.. met a few distant cousins for the first time.. haha.. FIRST time in my 17+ years.. yah.. den went home rest a while before heading to another aunt's place.. they have this annual CNY celebration thing where they usually have a lion dance/dragon dance performance followed by dinner.. buffet style.. mostly home-cooked.. and den a get-together-sing-a-long session.. normally me and my couz will b stuck in the guest room playin PS and games.. but today we had to perform some thing.. dey had their on KATONG IDOL.. omg.. not veri fun la.. veri senior-citizen orientated la.. the whole thing.. and my uncle wrote rewrites of cNy songs.. he does it every year.. like a theme.. quite jiat lat.. u noe.. like for the gong xi gong xi song.. he starts it off like this is the year of the rooster.. we are veri happpy.. blah blah blah blah blah blah.. gong xi gong xi gong xi.. aiyoz.. and there are like how many verses.. i think our 'favourite' is the he xin nian one.. it starts: tua ang pow, suay ang pow, big ang pow, small ang pow.. wah piangz.. i got so bored.. den i realised that my other cousins are also slowly disappearing from the place.. haha.. one by one.. all zhao.. anw.. spend the rest of the night at bishan.. initially wanted to watch costantine.. but onli got single seats.. so.. went to coffee bean to sit lor.. chat.. bro asked his friend to come down.. that breaker la.. the 16 year old de.. mickey her name.. dunno whether its spelt that way.. intro a little lor.. den talk..den we all ( cousin's, brother, me ) send her back first.. den took a cab back.. stevie came to stay over.. i slept.

yah.. father's friend is at our house right now.. later gotta go outside say hi.. and get ang pow.haha..

yah.. Happy CNy to all! hope u all get lots of ang paos....haha..

and i still am facsinated by electrico.. listening to them right now.. SO MUCH MORE INSIDE!!

haha.. yea.. that's from their album.. they realli rock.. everyone should start listening to em... hmm alot of things to talk about actually.. but getting veri lazy to blog and all.. yah.. there's my SB talent time that was a total screw up.. for me at least.. caught a flu on the morning of my performance. so my voice became veri nasal.. haiz.. i was freakin disappointed to listen to myself in the video. first note off pitch also.. at least i noticed that when i was onstage.. haiz.. nvm.. at least someone took a video of me.. quite touched to see her do that.. haha.. i just know her for a week.. ok now that's over.. i'll just concentrate on my SP talent time.. haha.. duet this time.. with THAt person.. she got into the SB finals btw..

soccer match this morning. totally sucked.. i felt i played like crap.. scored a spectacular own goal.. well.. er.. coz of a miskick.. haiz.. 3rd goal miscommunication with keeper.. and a blunder from the Centre back.. makeshift team anw.. i dun think i'll b playin for them anymore la.. feel veri distant from them.. no sense of belonging.. u know.. when they start speaking to each other in a language u don't understand infront of u.. that sucks. anw thanks mj for letting me in the team. guess u didn't have a choice anw.. haha.. not enuf players..

soccer tml morning.. 930 chris house there.. gonna get cramps.. and more blisters.. den i'll won't be able to walk properly during CNy visits.. haha..

my dad's going overseas longterm i think.. if he gets thru the interview.. Shanghai.. goin over to work.. and my mum might be following.. so the house is gonna be looked after by me and my brother..

going jamming on monday.. with nat,zy,haz, melissa and other ppl.. go see wad we can do.. haha.. never jammed in studio before.. always used my home.. or other ppl's homes.. haha.. its less restricted.. duh.. and u can use it as long as u want.. no xtra charge..

ok la.. hope our 'still thinking' band is still functioning.. noe u all rather busy now.. so am i.. haha.. hols get together again..


be inspired by this 6 ppl.. they're electrico.. from left amanda ling (keys) , desmond goh (bass), david tan ( lead guitar, vocals ), william Lim Jr ( percussions, backing vocals) and Daniel sassoon ( guitars).. interest to find out more about them go to www.electricomusic.com.. yea..

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lots of activities nowadays.. good.. adds colour to my life.. not that poly has no colour.. these extra things add MORE colour.. haha.. first there's talent time SB.. ya.. xw asked me to join cscc talent time.. maybe i'll try too.. yah.. also want to play for SB soccer team.. the tournament starting soon.. erm.. den ofcoz there's band.. sp band.. musical delights coming up soon.. practices and sectionals.. still gotta play for river raft.. and er.. the ALumni concert.. maybe.. they need a bass clar..

Singapore won indonesia in the tiger cup finals.. 5-2 aggregate.. i'm inspired.. realli inspired.. by subramani.. by sharin ishak.. good players.. lionel lewis.. unorthordox but effective.. haha.. i feel like buying the national team jersey liao.. feel patriotic suddenly.. 2 years ago.. felt so disgraced..losing to malaysia and all..but dis time.. malaysia lost.. they were in 3rd place.. haha.. so felt like a battle fully won.. though i dun realli watch singapore soccer and all.. veri veri seldom la.. but.. i still felt the great feeling of Singapore winning.. could feel the atmosphere in the stadium.. even though i wasn't there.. felt good being able to see the sea of red.. Singapore fans.. feels good..

ya.. econs test tml.. i better go sleep soon.. in a while.. gotta string a guitar for my dad.. haha.. ciao.

ok. i'm still bored. this lesson ends at 4. not 3. argh! bored.

oh crap.. got a B for wp ca.. Shiat! pulled down by mcq.. haha.. ok la.. considering i got 17.5 over 40 for the stupid mcq test.. i think i did quite well for my html.. haha.. come on man.. who studies theory?

In web publishing class right now.. damn boring.. practically wasted another day.. ok la.. wp's not so bad.. but IPRA.. DAMN.. Tutorial is so freakin boring.. next is the more fun lesson.. dvpa.. at least that's something.. something useful.. but.. man.. the long hours.. finishing at 6.30 again i think.. or is it 6.. er.. not sure..

no dinner at home for me today again.. have to eat out before i go back and chiong econs tutorial and the econs review questions AND newswriting... SHIT.. tuesday always so hiong for me.. all the hiong tutorials on wednesdays... in fact wednesday's timetable onli consist of 2 tutorials.. 2 hrs and 3 hrs respectively.. with a one hour break in between.. after that is 3 hrs of free time.. until band starts at 6 plus.. ends late.. will get home by 11.30- 12.. SPband might be getting us to go to sweden for some competition or something.. winson asked yesterday.. hmm.. $1000.. maybe can consider.. experience la.. but.. anything more than that.. er.. den see how first.. somemore i not veri close to the band ppl.. onli a few year 1s.. the rest not considered close..

i miss playing street soccer suddenly.. but i can't do that now.. my right shin is bruised and my left leg near the ankle there... also bruised.. i think another 2-3 days should b ok liao.. got match dis sat?? hope so.. must play soccer at least once a week.. if not i'll die sial..

hmm.. why break so long one.. the tutor not doing anything now..my friends surfing frienster looking for 'potentials' and criticising others.. haha..

oh yeah.. where is my orange adidas soccer ball... if it's lost den.. er. get me a new one ar.. i think we used that like about wad.. 5 times? maybe more maybe less..

tutor still not doing anything.. sigh.. lesson almost over liao..

hmm.. wad else is there to talk about.. let's see... hmm i dunno man.. i wana play soccer. heck my injury. i wanna play soccer.. too bad my onli earli day is thursday.. finish at 2..

ok.. tutor's talking finally.. see ya.. annoucing marks for wp..

first week of the new year almost over.. and in 2 weeks time.. CA week.. that's fast.. i did something stupid this morning.. was so sleepy..even after 6 hours of sleep.. slept in the train.. listening to songs.. jay chou and mike buble mostly.. den slept.. woke up. yew tee already. still long. so sleep again. woke up bukit gombak. sleep again. BAD MOVE. woke up. saw the door closing at jurong east. so the train travelled back to bukit batok. i was already late.. so.. shit.. got down at bukit batok.. walked quickly out to the nearest road.. damn disorientated.. alien area.. got into a cab.. lucky me.. got to school.. cost bout $8.. shit..and i was 15 mins late.. crap. stepped into the lecture theatre. saw my friends on the right. missed a step. almost slipped down the flight of stairs.. but regained balance in time.. giggles from girls on my left.. 'haha'.. ignored them. got to the corner where my friends sat.. sat there. stoned for the rest of that lecture. got out for a snack. went for econs lecture. den lunch. spent like 20 mins finding a seat. den IPRA lecture. sat there for 1 hr realli doing nothing. just listen to the guy talk. den came home. slept. 2 hrs. got up at 6. started on work. till now. with a little half hour break in between for my dinner of left overs.. so that's my day. i've been on the com from 6 to 12. eyes tired sial.

hmm.. lemme summarise my day yesterday .breakfast. econs. lunch. newswriting. band. dinner. band. supper. sleep.

today. breakfast.mrt.overslept. cab. lectures. lunch. lecture. home. sleep. work. dinner. work. now going to sleep.

ofcoz i left out the juicy details..

tml's my DVPA presentation.. gotta wear formal. finish sch at 6.30.. LATe sial. CEline's birthday tml.. pool.. Ai band having concert tml? in Ai itself? haha.. er.. not considered concert la.. ppl pay to watch concerts. this is er.. free exposure. nigel sms-ing me time tml. see how..

soccer match on sat against chiu hao's friend that alvin's team.. hope can win.. hmm.. should i get contacts for soccer.. coz i now veri scared to head the ball with my glasses.. its dangerous.. especially.. my 2 sticthes near the eye is caused from a cut by my previous specs.. so.. so.. maybe can consider.

erm.. freakin' tired now.. shall go sleep..earli. for once this week. ok. its 1am. not too earli. at least tml i can get up a lil' later.

Ciao..

So.. it's the new year. 2005. doesn't change anything does it. cept that its 5% GST now.

so we went out yesterday.. with no idea wad to do wadsoeva. chiu, vian, chris, dice met me at yck mrt.. i was late right, i said yesterday. was caught up in the toilet. so the 5 of us went. to city hall. suntec. walked. kenny rogers. ate. left. i wasn't hungry at all. shared a chicken pot pie with chris. i ate too full a lunch la.

so we walked bout suntec after tt. did something stupid, was walking in tower records. toppled over a rack full of cds. piangz. like some stupid chain reaction like tt. one drop all drop. paisei. lucky the guys were there to help me arrange them back. haha. "highlight of the evening"

. . .

favian was tired, he slept for 3 hours, chiu hao didn't want to stay over at orchard also.. can see that benny was kinda pissed for being asked to come out so earli to do nothing, tried to make the best out of the situation , tried to stay happy. come man, it was new year's eve. but it was kinda true, we had no place to go, nothing to do, just waited for kok they all to meet us. called kevin as well. met up with the trackers after their gathering. walked round orchard road, they trying to spot potentinal girls, and be the first to say hi. haha. see alot of ppl getting sprayed, everywhere the same smell, felt better around orchard, more atmosphere i guess. but still we had nothing to do. just walking. rodney told me he wanted a smaller size for his jersey. it's too late to change now le. didn't tell me earlier. so they left at 11 +.. kok they all. so left with the initial 5 of us before kok they all came. dice was still with eunice's gang. den after getting a drink and watching 3 competitors fight sales of the spray cans thing for a while, chiu and favian went back too, so benny got louis out, me, chris ,them, got some tix for meet the fockers, kevin came too. so counted down at midnite. "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" that was all. tried to call lots of ppl, onli manage to get thru to most of them after midnite, i onli finished my calls around 12.30am.. so me,chris,kev,ben,louis sat at BK for a while, ordered some food. while waiting for the movie at 2.25am. the other side finishes their movie round 2+ .. so basically we slacked around cine-leisure from midnite all the way to 2.25am. watched the show. not veri funny. didn't realli laugh out loud, just snicker a little here and there. finished the show, 4 plus.. called lendl, dice phone was out. lendl's phone died too. so did mine. used benny's phone to call jeevan in the end. walked frm orchard all the way to esplanade. 30 mins i think.. blisters hurting..went to find them drinking at esplanade at some secluded areas. onli jeevan lendl and dice were there. so talked a little.. 6am. went home. slept in train. yck. took a cab home. slept till 3.

now i'm up.. later going with father to queensway to collect soccer jerseys. hey wads wrong with orange and black.. haha. total cost $456.

orite. i'm off now. that's for u. previous post.

Because,
things don't happen like you want them to.
i just wanna say i love you,
But i wanted to u were far away,
so i pray,
Let true love find you.

u see,
u never got to see what i felt for you,
i hope u feel the same way too.
When the time is right, then i'm gonna say,
i love you..
That's when true love's found you.

hmm.. going out in 5 mins.. meeting the normal ppl.. going out. somewhere. not yet decided. happy new year to all. see u all next year. now is the last time i'll be able to touch my com for the year of 2004.. i've gotta make a few new year resolutions.. haha..

Resolutions for the new year

1. Spend more time on work.
2. Set priorities right.
3. Get her.
4. Play GOOD soccer.
5. Get fit.
6. be punctual.
7. Try not to take MCs just to skip classes
8. Take MCs when i'm realli sick
9. Remember ppls birthdays
10. Be happy throughout the year!

oh damn.. i guess my 6th resolution isn't realli gonna happen before 2005.. i'm already late! it's 4.54 now.. i'm supposed to meet them at 5! oh no! shall rethink- re edit my resolutions on 1/1/2005.. haha.. happy birthday to john tan first.. just in case.. i've gotta go! See u'all in the near year!

i'll say i it to u soon! ( not to u, for those of u that manage to read this.)

Happy New YEAR everyone!

and may all ur wishes come true!

watched phantom of the opera yesterday... its a veri nice show.. veri veri nice. i guess it would b better in the theatres.. with a live band and all.. the soundtrack just rocks.. hats off to andrew lloyd webber.. i think that's how u spell it.. anyways.. i finally got to watch the show.. instead of just knowing how parts of its music goes.. without knowing the reason behind it.. the phantom is realli just a traumatised, desperate, music genius who has gone crazy... over the years.. yeah. that's wad i think he is..

gonna go queesnway tml.. spend money.. hmm.. getting jerseys.. and maybe a shoe.. i need a good walking pair of shoe actually.. can't keep wearing the adidas indoor soccer shoe everywhere i go..

ok.. shan't blabber too much today.. got econs to do.. at least i'll try.. missed friday's lecture so i doubt i can complete it today.. which reminds me.. i need to fill up my LOA soon. yeahz.. ciao.. the new year's near.. new year is on the 8th day of christmas..haha.. i just realised.. hah.

i'm damn sick now. just woke up. missed dinner. told them to go without me. wanted sleep. bad things happened just now. i'm damn sienz now. stupid IDEAS module.

dad just came back with food. i go eat. 10.39. weird time for dinner.'

it wouldn't hurt to tag.

went for match today. unfit. sick. stomach got prob. got flu. phlegm in my throat. DAmn sick. but i still wanted to play. i played like shit today. mainly bcoz i couldn't work with renkun la.. he damn pro. calm and composed. but he likes to play as a sweeper and me as a stopper.. abit weird.. nvr tried that b4.. with chongyu we play flat 4.. anyway.. my stomach was bothering me at half time.. so i decided to take a rest.. den on the 20+ min of second half i subbed john tan.. went in to cover right back again.. i totally suck at that position.. too slow to react.. can't read.. was not on top of my game today.. unfit la.. my throat veri dry like tt.. lots of phlegm and i feel veri er.. bloated? sick. anyway we didn't lose. we were winning 2-0 at half time. den when i came out. the got another 2 goals. and conceded one. den due to some stupid mistakes the other side managed to equalize.. i think so la.. wasn't realli concentrating on the match.. just felt sick.

basically that's it. we drew with them 5-5 in the end. i fell. bruised my left arm slightly. after the match sat around. bought drinks. got a cab back with benny. he was rushing to work.. he pay. so.haha. ate some leftovers . bathed. came here to type. it's been a long time since i did that.. bloggin i mean.

a little recap..

wednesday. didn't want to go school. went to get my hair cut. den came back. went to yishun in the mornin to get doc's Mc, went to cold storage. didn't get anything. came back. was already feeling quite sienz. later mindice ,eunice came to learn new songs for the countdown on x'mas eve. practiced a bit. benny came. drums was loud. finished pract rather late. tired. ate dinner at KFC. at first had a craving. den. horrible. it just sucked.

thursday. went to school. finished school at 2. hazry came to jam with us. reasonably good drummer. we played a few christmas songs. ran thru some old tunes. alvin came. he wasn't in good mood. something in school. but he learn his parts veri fast. finished playin everything. already round 10?1030? not sure. went to 925 to eat with eunice and dice.. ban mian stall. tried the fuzhou fishball noodles. not bad.

friday: x'mas eve. supposed to start school at 11 tt means i have to leave the house at 9.45 in order to make it there on time. went down stairs at 1015. decided i was going to be late.. so better take cab. waited. 15 mins. no cab. went home. skipped school in the end. it's just 1 hour of econs lecture. anyway spend my morning playing drums and going thru my songs. dey came earli. mindice and eunice. they did the powerpoints for the lyrics of the x'mas songs. we ran thru some parts. den i had to rush up and down. alvin came. me and him helped to arrange the chairs and stuff. den the rest came. all helped to carry the parts of the drum kit and amps and guitars down. went down. practiced a few songs. my guitar was a little outta tune.. didn't care. no time to. kick drum pedal just sucked. went upstairs with chiu hao to fix it for like 20 mins. came down. eat a little. den gotta a lot of ppl talking to me. so i was the MC. we started of by playing a few christmas songs. didn't play veri well. but i guess it was ok. den it was games.. by my mum. some memory game. den genieve my other MC gave a performance by herself.. some violin piece named 5th concerto or something.. den 2 other pieces with mindice accompanying her.. on the keyboard. den it was us again. performance. played 1 last christmas song. den starting with the pop songs and oldies.. i think ppl enjoyed that better than the christmas songs. we played better also. cept for the fact that my guitar was a little off tune. after many pieces.. tony and eddie came to perform on stage. we had to become a make shift band. yongsin my couz-in-law on bass.. albert on guitar with tony himself. and ofcoz.. me on the drums.. eddie. as himself. or rather.. elvis presley.. a veri old and wrinkled one suffering from spasms and retardation or soemthing.. but he sings well. entertaining.. damn funny. so after bout 45 mins of elvis and oldies. ( apache ). we got on to line dancing. didn't realli want to dance. but mindice eunice and benny was veri on.. so joined in. taught them. or rather helped my mum to teach a few dances.. simple ones.. like jingle bell rock.. electric slide.. cowboy cha cha and wild wild west.. or something like tt.. the rest slacked outside by the pool. nearing 12.. john shaun and alvin head home first.. didn't stay for the countdown. the rest did. chew yuen went off at 9+ i think.. felt bad not being able to entertain her.. but.. i was so busy! so everyone went home after a few performance by tony and eddie again. with yongsin again on the guitar. dis time with zhiliang on the drums. and me on the keys. had a hard time trying to play with them. coz i can't hear my self on the keys.. the speakers were too far away.. had to figure out the chord progression for all those songs like on the spot. some i couldn't catch. some i think i did ok.. haha. eunice mindice and chris stayed over. the rest went home. benny and the bullion gang went to orchard to do nothing. haha. smashed candy cane outside my house. benny. watched dodgeball. went to eat. watched a little of national treasure. slept.

x'mas day.. got up.. father decided to treat those that stayed over to lunch at safra restaurant.. so.. went there. ate. er. after tt wanted to play street soccer actually. but onli like 4 ppl free.. so decided to go to dice house to play pool.. coz yewtuck so hot play pool.. dunno why also. so went there. around 4+.. played 3 games. sang karaoke. auntie came to fetch me to OCC to meet my family for the penang buffet thing. $23 per person. the food is not up to standard. after actually going to penang and tasting the best of the best around.. the penang food fair is no longer appetising to me anymore.. we used to go there and find the food reasonably good. this time, my brother said.. he didn't even want to go for seconds.. so after tt went home.. got on the com.. talked on the phone. slept. had to prepare my self for today's match.

and finally.. events of today are all in the first few paragraphs... haha.. so i'm sick. and tml there is the stupid IDEAS presentation of the plasticine models and drawings. sienz. dun feel like going. later at nite supposed to go dinner near clarke quay with couzing siew hwee and yong sin.. see how.. might not feel like going. runny nose now...

wednesday going to get team kit.. finally.. pay for all first.. $28 per person.. so we have 14.. that's 28 x 14.. er.. bout $400? er.. ok la.. i might get 2 shirts. haha. different numbers. like favian. he took both 11 and 13.. i might take 22 and something else. or not. see my mood.

yeah. thats my x'mas weekend for u.. summarised in just these few words.. new year's around the corner.. new resolutions again i think.. i didn't fulfill any of those i wrote last year. i think. well.. yeah. sad. resolutions..

yesterday had inspiration to write a song. to do something.. but.. didn't get on with it.. not today. maybe tonite? maybe.

merry x'mas !!

its back to sch tml.. haha.. so many things undone. the donation thingy not yet found. wad m i gonna do. haha. heck. now my room got one electric guitar. one bass guitar. one keyboard. 3 amps. and one drum set. yay. finally. but wad a time. when i start sch i dun get the time to play. shit. oh well. lucas said without a paddle is funnny. i thought it was ok onli.. i thought shaun of the dead was nice.. haha. benny thinks its boring. haha.. one mans meat..

now watching some symphonic orchestra playing some pro piece. fascinating.

soccer was this morning. got up at 7. chris called at 7.15. favian was there already he said. so i bathed. changed. got ready. went out. raining. called benny. took a bus to his bus stop. wanted to get a cab coz it was damn late already. 7.50. waited veri long. some stupid cabs dun wanna stop. pretend nvr see. shit. some freakin ppl rush for the cab with me. shit. so took a bus. from there took another 812 to ah tong. still drizzling. went there. changed. warmed up. kicked abit. got wet. started match. sneezed. within 10 mins we were 3-0 up. before we noe it. at half time. we were i think 6-1 or something. can't rmb. den by the end of the match. we found ourselves winning 15-3. so kwa zhang rite. but realli lor. haha.out of that 3 goals conceded 2 were own goals. unpredictable and unsavable.. so.. we scored 17 goals. haha. i managed to get 1/4 goal. shared with alvin and 2 other guys. haha. ask me bout it. haha. so went to sakura after washing up at some tap. ate dry beef kway teow with a lot of chilli.. shiok. but abit too shiok. i cannot handle the chilli padi.. haha. ok la. i gtg.. my mother's pushing me to go and sleep coz there's sch tml.. duhz. its on li 11 lor. i have to get up at 7 onli..

quite satisfied with the way alvin played and the way mindice played their instrus today.. benny improving.. mayb tired from soccer. chris. got interest. kok didn't come. chiu tired. i lots my chords. neighbour came down. brought his friends. got 1 pro. realli pro. damn pro. electric guitar. play until i melt. i played drums for dem.. a bit borring kinda music for me.. but haha.. dey say i good so.. happy la. haha. got a gig in one weeks time and a week after. benny. convince me u can play on that day.. drummers interested invited to tag.. haha..

i realli hope the band works out. i mean. day and nite i think about it. i mean since i'm in one i should give my best and stuff right? at least do something during practices. ok la. today's jammin quite productive. cept tt the bass is not there. so had to sub with another guitar. shit la. where's my strap. 2 weeks liao. or more? den on the way back. zhiliang told me benny maybe cannot make it on 24th. i asked ben. he says can. i choose not to believe zhiliang. kok. come back and play if u can. 3 drummers better than 1. need to learn lots of stuff now. 11 songs. hope can make it. dun wanna spoil christmas. it IS gonna be christmas eve..

penang recharged me. i guess. more cheerful when i was there. no worries no stress no nothing. just eat and travel and sleep and watch tv the whole day. but i remembered when i was there, had this HUGE tendency to go jamming again. coz i wanted to show that we are better than those ppl playin in the hotel. and yeah, i think we are. but sometimes i feel that the onli person that realli wants to play in a band is me. show me u have that enthusiasm. it shouldn't be a chore. come on. its meant to be fun. the learning is enriching. the practices make u better. the playing is sensational. playing for a crowd, priceless. haha. come on. i noe u all have it in u. u got to let it out. enjoy. and can see alvin enjoying already. that's good. i can feel the commitment in him to learn, memorise and play. i noe u've got work. but this band is not the onli thing on my mind either. i've got other stuff to do to.

i guess i like wad i can get out of jamming. we amatuers showing wad we can do. create music. wad i realli like about it is when i just sing. sing out. its like shouting to an open sea. especially when u have to power over the rest of the instruments. it feels good just letting go. close my eyes and i feel it. who cares if i can't sing it well. i try. i listen. i listen to the other instruments. the rhythm. now, will someone pls lend me a bass guitar. the drum set's comin next week. borrowed ofcoz.

blogging. helps me recollect. think whether i'm realli over reacting over certain issues, also helps psycho-ing myself into believing certain things. why would i want to do that? i'm just human..

sometimes i envy others. happy go lucky, carefree. how do u do it? u dun ever seem to get angry.. i try not to. even when i am. but sometimes it can't be helped. u noe wad i mean. i'm just human.. mayb its the stuff he has.. able to relieve stress? i dunno..

its refreshing to see a familiar face, an old friend once in a while. to see them talk the way they do. amazing wad 2 mins can do.

amazing wad 2 mins can do. i was tired and all. a little bit frustrated. a little bit satisfied. came in to see. to help if anything. " go away " wad the heck. anything..

dodge ball. funny.

..coz i've got too much blood runnin in my veins going to waste. thanks rob.

still in penang..

stupid sp.. i purposely changed my class from 22 to 20.. den now they go change me from 20 to 21.. shit.. supposed to be same class as jeremy.. haha..well dats too bad. actually i dun realli care la.

12.. supposed to get 3 onli. got 12.

nothing much to buy. got a fake man utd replica.. realli fake. but nice material la. can use for soccer. and another shirt. names of real players. just a few. nice design.

brother bought a shirt. and 2 jeans from this shop called kawaii.. supposed to imports from korea..haha.. the sales girl quite friendly.. got to know her abit. she asked me to guess her age.. i guess 19.. she said she's 15! haha.. i asked my brother to guess after tt.. he also said around 18.. yah.. she looks matured for her age.. aniwae komtar got nothing to buy de.. nothing i want to i mean.

after tt went to prangin mall. huge mall. got dvds there. father bought the most stuff there. after tt ate again.. the same street stuff.. onli with newer inclusions.. oh yeah. that's yesterday.

this morning reali nothing to do. so free and easy until almost bored.. supposed to go jet skiing.. brother couldn't get up. so. haha. at 11 we walked to the near buy place.. ate nasi padang.. i dunno wad u call it here la. same la. not bad.. the curry everythin veri nice. den walked back after getting some sugar cane juice and goreng pisang from across the road. den walked back. was discussing whether to go to prangin to get more stuff.. but in the end decided not to. so stayed in hotel. slack. watch black hawk down on cinemax. den stupid cable got problem. so came down here.. internet room in the hotel.. to use the internet lor. later going for dinner .. seafood.. maybe can detour into some night flea market or something. can get stuff for u all..


stupid hotel. ppl shifting stuff outside this room.. so damn noisy.. stupid phone ringing behind me. wad the hell.. brother asking me not to say that.. not veri nice he says.

arghz.. i wanna go jamming. big tendency. and er. u know wad. our band is much better than the resident band here in this hotel. listened to them play few tunes. their wonderful tonight is just HORRIBLE. wrong chords wrong notes. can't sing. haiz.. at pragin yest there's this singer player the acoustic and singing at the mall.. horrible. can't strum. can't sing. i was saying to my brother maybe if we came here and started a music career we would be successful.. haha.. maybe ar.. next time. retirement plan. haha..

ok la. if anyone reads this. soccer on thurs afternoon? for john..

i'm tryin to get u all stuff.. whether i can is another thing..haha. the most u all come here watch show lor.. yeah.. i gtg liao. times up. this place isn't free as i thought it was. its RM8 per half hour. used 50 mins after my father already. yah.. he used since 3.11..

oh yah.. wil be back on tuesday afternoon.. 1PM+ reach airport in JB i think.. den takin a cab back home lor.. so will reach back round 2+.. i didn't bring my phone.. so anything on after 2 msg me.. but i'll onli read it after 2.. when i get back that is.. yeah.. first time gastric cured by itself.. nutmeg drink rulez. taste like cola without the gas. yeah. bought some concentrate back too.. k. see ya..

in penang now.. haha.. basically been eating and sleeping and sitting in this MPV since i got here.. at alot of stuff ar.. first day reach here den immediately went to eat char kway teow and ice kachang.. on the way still got eat stuff like ampong balik.. dunno how to spell la.. but is this banana kueh... singapore oso have.. but thsoe at the road sides here realli is nicer.. the peanut cake.. er. man cheng kueh also better.. crispier.. oh yeah.. that meal also ate laksa.. not bad.. realli miss the penang laksa over here.. actually i can't realli remember wad i ate in sequence.. becoz over this 2 days.. realli alot ar.. like eating trip.. and dis is better than malacca man.. cheaper. nicer. erm.. got the fried oyster oso. oh yah. yesterday's nite hokkien mee.. BEST! er.. not ur singapore dry fried hokkien mee.. is the equivalent to singapore's soup prawn mee.. onli nicer.. and include ingredients like pig intestines.. and the te kah also..wah pro.. the pig trotter in the prawn mee soup.. wah biang.. melt in the mouth lor.. steady..

dis morning.. got up went for breakfast.. i can't remember wad i ate actually.. but i know dat i had kway teow soup for lunch la.. coz got gastric yesterday nite.. so while the rest enjoyed penang laksa. i had to take dat. but nahz.. i dun care la.. the kway teow veri diff also.. so smooth and soft. hmm.. went for a tour round penang island.. visit water falls and stuff.. and still got the war museum.. we managed to have some snacks on the way back to the hotel for a rest.. went to this place near some where called the padang.. down there sells 2 things that u can't find in singapore.. i think its called che wu and de other one is the popiah.. che wu is something like indian rojak onli with a thicker sweeter nicer gravy.. fantastic.. the popiah.. nicer.. got a but of gravy.. i think is prawn stock or something.. damn shiok.. haha.. yeah.. after tt came back to hotel slept awhile.. watch cinemax den set off for dinner at 7+.. reached the destination at 8.. the BEST MEE SUA i ever eaten in the whole damn world.. the last time i had dat was 3 years ago.. same place.. standard dropped slightly.. but.. still nice la.. like sharkfin sial.. poor mans shark fins they call it.. for a party of 14 ppl.. we paid RM217.. that's reasonable man.. damn nice. so now my parents and the rest of them went to a bar.. la.. listen to music.. yah.. i gotta go liao.. see ya guys wed..

hmm.. today. mindice came. supposed to come at 8.30. but at 8.30 she msg me to bluff me she just got up. so i thought can sleep another hour or so. den at 9am received a call. she's outside my house liao! haha.. so.. she use com. after that did abit of keyboards thingy. den she want sch at around 1+. i went ZL place to jam with benny and alvin. no keys today veri weird. veri empty. i wanna effects pedal..

had runny nose today.. getting sick liao. late nites or should i say veri earli mornings nearli everyday. get up earli. so sick. got home bathed. sat on sofa watched simpsons. first time i watch simpsons until sleep. too tired liao. so manage to pull myself up to off the projector and sleep. until dinner. den dey called. went to buy present for chiu hao at causway point.the big big funny looking doll and a toilet bowl with a dancing piece of shit in it. haha. cost a total of $30 i think. den called him to come down to take. he was painting the house. no time to answer. so we sat at the interchange there eating bread from breadtalk and talking until someone decided to call him. manage to get him down. travelled to yishun. favian went back first. gave him the present. haha.. nice look on everyone's face. chris said, ur favourite.. haha. went home. bathed again. runny nose getting better. and now i'm blogging. haha.. tml moring have to set off for penang at 6.45.. taxi coming from malaysia to bring us to johor airport. air asia. den a 45 mins flight to penang. yea. food. realli miss the laksas and fried kway teow.. de road side chee cheong fun and de super nice mee sua.. couldn't forget the line dancing de previous time i was there. gosh. the horror. those horrendous line dances. 50 trying to at 15. omg. lucky for me. this time is with my family.. haha.. yeah.. hmm.. i've got nothing much else to say..


sylvia.. u were right. that is life! thanks..

well see u all when i get back on tues. soccer on thurs afternoon if any1 reads this. jamming on friday maybe.. see ya. it's past midnite already. happy birthday chiu.

today's main event was supposed to be GEM registering.. and soccer in the morning la.. stamina down.. never do warm up.. dun think will be able to have match.. true. realli not ready. fitness down.. technique down.. everything down.

everything.

singapore idol. Sylvester realli sucks like hell. can't sing. realli realli can't sing. can't project. uses throat. strains his voice. off pitch. if he wins. i won't b surprised either. singapore's taste in music. disappointing. ok la. not the WHOLe of singapore. just some of them who watch SG idol.. and voted. imagine world idol. wad a disgrace.

its depressing to .. arghz. its just depressing. depressed.

i just don't like the feeling of being kept from something..

shit.

got into entrepreneurship.. GEMS.. wanted DIY com or photography also.. but time clashes and the section was closed by the time i got there. oh well..

gastrics back.

singapore idol. taufik won. that's good. anw. the final 2. taufik and sly. this proves one thing. u dun need a good voice to sing in singapore. u just need to smile alot. and appeal to alot of people.. hahaz. oh well. its not a talent show. its a popularity competition.

haha.. i just changed my blogs layout.. got pretty bored with the old one.. well dis ones more boring.. but i like it. haha. anyway.. did nothing today.. ok.. ya i bought a nike shirt and a water bottle dunno for who or wad. just bought it to use up the full $50 voucher.. haha.. haiz. well er. see ya. match comin up. penang trip coming up. er. band practs coming up.

thats me shootin the arrow.. cool huh.. got the bullseye after 10 tries. not bad for a newb.. haha

stupid blogger.. type so much yesterday.. the post didn't turn up right.. shit. had to delete it. it was empty anw.. didn't do much today.. went to vian's house. collect back dvd.. play with dog. horny dog. left at 12. jamming at 2.. reached there at 2.45.. zl just get up.. today's pract was quite good.. benny makes a good drummer lehz.. not bad.. managed to play all the songs thru once..good rehearsal actually.. den i left at 4.30.. went for band. met chiu at 5 at semb mrt.. ate packed food from co-op for dinner.. went for band. long time nvr see tao geh liao.. sight reading veri bad.. bass clar tone so bad also.. den today got some small small solos also cannot play.. my rhythm also all wrong.. haiz.. nvm la.. pract bit more.. shalt not skip band practs unnecessarily anymore.. after band went to chiu hao house there the coffee shop.. ate chicken chop.. not bad.. went home in a cab.. too tired liao.. troubled.. i wanna whack someone liao!!

anw.. benny said shutter is nice.. shall go watch it soon..

just came back from malacca yest. was so tired i slept after dinner until.. now... but i had my dinner at 8+ la.. slept around 10 i think.. no wait. i remember i watched shark tales first.. haha..

anw not much in malacca i guess.. i was there with another 2 families.. neighbours.. that family that we went to bintan with.. and the other neighbour. the family of the girl that played er hu and violin during the lantern festival.. genieve her name.. all we did there was eat and eat and shop and eat and eat somemore.. so.. pretty much an eating trip to the best eating places in melaka.. lets see.

first day we reached there bout lunch time.. so ate at this place restaurant called bibik neo.. paranakan food.. den went to plaza melaka raya.. bought dvds.. tried to find some games.. not in stock yet.. too earli. said had to wait till christmas.. ok lo.. i still got penang.. den after that i couldn't realli remember wad we did.. i remembered we took some time choosing the dvds.. and rushing back to our cars.. coz the time was up.. den.. oh.. we went to makota shopping centre.. or isit spelt mahkota? or makkotha? or makhota? or makotah? not impt... went there me father and stanley's family sat at coffee bean while the rest went to shop.. den after a while i went to look around the place.. too.. pretty boring.. typical shopping centre.. no bargaining . den on the way back we saw some massage thingy.. the thing that u step on and it shoots electricity up ur leg.. haha.. some of us went to try. and got shocked.. people set the thing to onli bout 10 or 20.. dey go set at 99.. haha.. siao.. anw after tt we wanted to try go cart.. went there.. started to rain.. de guy said cannot drive coz wet oily.. and his workers dun worker when it rains.. ok lor.. so we waited for the rain to get lighter den went back to hotel.. rest awhile.. bout an hour.. den went to go eat at this fantastic restaurant.. teo soon leng.. teochew food... supposed to be the best.. it was the best meal i had the last time i was there.. but this time i guess the standard dropped abit.. i think due to the crowd la.. too many ppl coming on a weekend.. might be due to the place being featured on one of the shows on tv also.. the one with mark lee i think.. i dunno.. i dun watch..
den after dinner we walked to the night market side.. smelled all the food at the road side stalls.. so nice.. i felt like eating.. but i was too full.. den like last time.. brought them to see the line dancing and karaoke groups.. the different dialect communities doing different things along that road.. then genieve made the metal name thing.. she made it into a bracelette cost RM11.. hmm.. after that.. we went to try the go cart thing again.. this time it was dry and ready.. haha.. got this 7 year old pro down there.. realli pro.. he made one round in less then 1 minute i think.. pro driver.. so we go lor.. not veri fun la.. coz too few people can go at one time.. then 1o mins.. i crashed into the side once while trying to turn at max speed.. haha.. lucky didn't over turn.. RM60 for 10 mins.. but they gave us more than 10 mins la.. RM 60 per person la.. so after that went back. watch rocket man movie on star movies. lame. sleep.

second day.. got up to go for breakfast at the hotel restaurant.. horrible food. tasteless and not appetizing at all.. ate a bit den went for archery.. jingwen tried.. i didn't see.. we were still upstairs.. den bertrand tried.. hmm.. no energy de.. nvr hit the target board at all.. the genieve tried.. she did it before so.. more pro.. but didn't hit the bullseye.. den my turn.. i tried.. first few shots almost flew either in the sand or behind.. den after that i got the hand of it.. shots got closer to the bullseye.. the instructor asked me whether it was my first time.. i said yes. he didn't believe.. he say most first timers not so pro.. haha.. ask me go train back home and go for tournament next year.. den he ask me how i know how to shoot. i saw watch movie lor.. robin hood.. lord of the rings.. den on my 12 shot.. got the bullseye.. got my name in the reviera hotel hall of fame.. haha.. no la.. dey just asked for my name and room number dunno for wad.. maybe some records ba.. after tt saw jingwen thrash everyone in table tennis.. she's just 11.. pro. smaller li jia wei.. den went for lunch at this place called auntie lee.. peranakan food again.. just that cheaper and better.. but damn difficult to find.. giant prawns.. huge fish.. not bad la.. after that went to makotah to look for stuff again.. clothes this time.. got this huge sale at parkson grand.. bought a few shirts.. and jeans.. so did the rest.. not bad la.. good prices den after 2 hours we went back.. bought a few durians from the road side.. saw some road side stalls.. abit unhygienic la.. use bare hands to fry the prata and roti john de.. hmm.. looks appetizing.. but.. didn't dare to buy.. den on the way back checked out auntie dorothy recommennded place for dinner.. called.. seafarer... ordered our food.. went back to the hotel.. ate the durians at the car park jinwen and her father went kayaking.. de rest of us went up stairs... i slept awhile.. watched wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai... then we came out again.. saw people playing fire crackers and rockets.. heard rather.. hari raya mah.. so we went to eat dinner.. listen to the one man band playing.. coz this birthday man came up to sing a few songs from the beegees.. oh my god.. entertainment of the highest grade.. he sang his heart out.. trying his best to immitate the beegees.. onli to sound like william hung on helium.. im serious.. for half an hour.. den this guy came up to play afew blues and jazz tunes.. on his harmonica.. pro guy.. didn't realise u could do so much with a harmonica.. anw.. the dinner was priced ok.. RM 158 for 10 ppl.. cheap la.
went back to hotel.. wanted to go to the pub.. live band mah.. den they say children cannot go in.. den their parents also dun wanna go liao., like that onli my family and 2 other guys.. where got fun.. i'll be so bored. so ok lor.. went back room.. i played uno with jing wen.. genieve and bertrand joined us later.. played till rather late ar.. saw chelsea thrash fulham 4-1.. haha.. went back room.. tired. sleep.

last day .. got up.. got gastric.. food poisoning wad eva.. couldn't go out.. pain.. took a few pills.. rest in the hotel room while the rest went out for breakfast.. i had to eat at the hotel.. went down at 9.30 not much food left.. no diff i couldn't eat anything anw.. so had a bit of porridge.. went back waited for them to come back hotel.. den checked out.. took charcoal pill.. den got in the car.. headed back for singapore liao.. stopped by macs to get some lunch.. den headed all back.. jam at the causeway.. hmm.. didn't do much on the last huh.. anw.. got back.. benny called from dice house.. ask me to go.. cannot ar.. sick. ate dinner. watch shark tales. sleep.

today.. just got up at 11 plus.. now's 12.20.. later going soccer. i think. i'll go eat liao. hope tml jamming is successfull.. full strength..

see ya.

i see hope.

hope in the patient and persistant.

bought new shoes yesterday.. mum couldn't stand the sight of my shoe.. so got me to buy a new one.. haha.. so good lor..i got a new pair of indoor soccer shoes.. top sala IV.. adidas.. Light. Soft. Nice.

just watched this movie with jack nicolson in it.. er wadz the name again.. er.. as good as it gets.. hmm.. nice show. kinda weird though the after-effects.. veri depressing yet heart warming..

band? guitar? jamming? tabs? chords?present? dunno wad to do..

hmm..
chalet is on 18th - 20th of november.. remember ar.. book liao.. please try to come..

bout electrico's cd today... much more inside.. good band.. good musical sense.. nice style.. but vocals and choice of lyrics not too powerful.. not bad liao la.. i'm inspired by them..

christmas party for my family is on 18th dec.. my brother's band oxygen will be playing.. 25th dec for my friends i think.. our band playing.. christmas songs.. and others. den after tt another elderly band will take over.. haha..

ICp over.. now left FOM.. haven't been mugging much.. just reading.. and trying to absorb as much from the little bit of crap i've read.. hmm.. can wan la.. tml.. pia..

tired.. i think i shall sleep liao.. played soccer just now.. supposed to be at 4.. waited the whole day to play at 4.. i left the house at 3.50. it rained at 3.52. i took a cab. reached yishun at 4.10. it stopped raining at 4.11pm. we waited for others. played soccer till 6+ i think.. den ah poh came.. den chiu hao came.. den play again.. til 7.30pm like tt. i think.. till i was having gastric pains.. came home.. couldn't find the food that i thought my mum cooked. gave her a call. she says in the kitchen. it was in the wok. ate that with rice onli. it's onli 1 hr ago that i realised there's more stuff to eat in the pot next to that wok. how was i supposed to know? haha.. nvm. ate that for supper.

just helped benny with his presentation .. he just left not long ago.. he left at 1.30am. pro.. happi halloween.

nitez.

chalet.. how? i need ur response.. if anyone sees this.. response.. sms me.. tag.. chat with me on msn.. tell me.. i just need ur response man...

chalet.. how? i need ur response.. if anyone sees this.. response.. sms me.. tag.. chat with me on msn.. tell me.. i just need ur response man...

alright... i'm typing this on my brother's laptop.. quite nice to use actually.. haha..

supposed to go watch exorcist today.. but i can't i think john couldn't .. he gave a reason that goes something like he taking back his results today or something like tt.. i dun get it. nvm.. anw.. benny got promoted. i knew it. wonder if anybody i know didn't get promoted.. anw.. it's not a bad thing to get retained right.. i mean.. u have 1 extra year to study wad others onli had 1 year to do so.. doesn't mean that i would want to get retained la.. i wouldn't want to study everything one more time again.. so sienz.. haha.. some more my course is 3 years lor.. not 2 years like jc.. wad am i talking about? lala..

exams coming.. i haven't touched anything yet.. hmm. i promise i will start tml or maybe tonight if possible.. it's supposed to be study week..

hmm.. jam sessions.. when starting? i enthu liao..

maybe wanna watch white chicks later.. haven't checked my hp...it's at 4.20 or something at yishun. see first.. had diarrhea yesterday...

anw.. gtg.. tml got dtp lecture and some speech i gotta do on suicide..teenage suicide that is.. haha.. see ya..

got to play soccer with more than 4 ppl this morning.. 14 infact.. haha.. ok la.. quite fun. but we realli need to play more often. can see that everyone's skill stamina and crap all deteoriorating.. how to have match with zhiyang team's.. have to warn them that their team is pretty strong.. run like siao wan..

tml got excel test.. its at 12.. but i have to be in ssch by 9 to do some CD report shit.. damn sienz.. den also have to hand in this adverisement i made for Creative Comm.. have to go school and print.. house no ink.. besides the school's paper much nicer.. and the ink is much nicer and faster too..

watched resident evil yesterday.. hmm not bad.. but a little short la.. 1 hr plus onli.. after that went to mindice's new house to play pool.. the cue comes in 3 sizes.. have to have small ones coz the room's length is not enough to fully stretch the cue.. er.. u know wad i mean?

yest morning went to ajc open house.. go there for one specific purpose but i dun think they wanted to watch them perform.. so zhao.. so sienz.. but saw some ppl la.. after that went over to pj's open house.. also to waste time.. realli waste time lor.. go there do nothing one.. just see the sch.. the sch is damn big.. but veri hot.. veri airy.. too airy until the sunlight shines directly in EVERYwhere! and the band that was playing realli sux. the singer reminds me of aliff.. no offence.. haha.

then met benny at orchard while the rest of them went to get eunice's ticket's for some ballet performance.. at sistic.. er.. specialist centre.. i went with benny's family to see some australia university exhibition.. realised Sp is affiliated with the university of sydney.. not bad.. after poly.. if parents willing maybe can go in.. but ex sial.. $18,400 a year..but then i can cut in 1 and a half year.. other students need to study 4 years.. i go there study 2 and half year onli.. not bad.. see how when that time comes.. now must conc here first.. GEMs.. need to choose.. Public relations.. music appreciation and er.. i dunno liao.. maybe follow chiu hao.. entreprenuership.. i do wana set up my own ad firm also.. hmm.. wonder if that is possible.. argh.. think about excel test tml first la.

hmm.. watching exorcist on tuesday.. hmm.. nahz.

lThe last time i blogged was the day during dtp.. about a month ago plus a few days.. dat's long.. anw.. tml DTP again.. i'm gonna to have to skip the it class in the morning to go print a hard copy of my book cover.. haiz.. wad crap.. why ppl say i look like beng yu.. wad an insult... ok la. not that bad.. ppl also say i look like steven.. yr 2 dmc.. haha.. at least that guy better.. hmm.. mayb i got common face.. heck.. should change image liao.. differentiate myself man.. i can't stand it.

Got a flu recently.. got a doctor's MC and some medicine.. the med at nite makes me damn drowsy.. sleep soundly.. but difficulties getting up from bed.. realli too drowsy..

This sat got so many JC's open house.. i wanna go AJ wan.. see her perform.. anw.. AJ so much nearer.. but mindice ask us to go PJ de.. hmm.. have to think.. now every step is crucial.. especially after the exams liao.. more dangerous..

ARGH! so many things to do! so little time.. everyday besides the essentials of life like bathing, sleeping eating, i still have to do a little bit of housework now.. no more maid.. grr.. increase my workload.. less sleep also.. coz gotta get up earlier.. somemore now all the datelines comin.. presentations.. projects.. presentations.. projects.. haiz.. too many.. until fall sick. i even forgot i had a blog man.. 1 month since i blogged.. i realli forgotten about this until i saw my friend blogging.. den i realised.. yes.. something i can confide in completely..

IDEAS proposal have to do by tml.. chiu hao coming.. piangz. everything also last minute.. friday my OC speech somemore.. i hope the speech goes from the bottom.. i dun think i'm ready for it tml.. the tenor sax still in my room.. haven't returned to the band room.. no time and too heavy.. how.. haiz.. i wonder whether the band room is opened on sat.. like that at least my father can fetch me there..

today.. go digi media studio qiong Project at 9am.. den we found out got class.. so cannot use free acces.. we idiots go and book stupid timeslots without checking the schedule for classes.. so bobian have to share share with others after sch.. den everybody damn kan qiong la.. somemore the lecturer wants us to close and shut down after 5.. wad de hell.. he so naggy.. and irritating.. keep asking us to get out.. come on lor.. we tml. i mean later. project due.. and i haven't even printed my shit out.. wad de hell.. somemore i saved in freehand format.. at home cannot open.. com lab also cannot.. so i had to qiong the thing on adobe photoshop just now.. the text and all bo bian must change lor.. coz adobe dun have those fanciful fonts ma.. haiz..

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today went for Dtp in the morning.. i reached damn earli hoping we could start earli.. coz i had to leave earli.. didn't happen. started on time. from scratch. thought could leave by 10. had to. left by 10.30 instead.. had to go back ai sell tix.. not bad managed to sell tickets to MDM TAn GB.. and got a few ppl to go on that day to buy tickets from the booth.. including Mrs SHaron heng, Ms Ng suang ching , Rozi.. haha.. ben chee also.. er.. met lendl and chris in nyp sold them tix as well.. not bad.. but now got pressure liao.. must perform well..
anw.. felt rather bad leaving them to do the DTp themselves.. when i was there we weren't going no where either.. veri slow progress.. wad ya expect.. its from scratch.. somemore had to scrap the cow idea. COz its fizzy. DAMn OJ with lemon.

it's realli been a long long long long time since i last blogged. well been pretty busy and stuff.. and everytime i go online i onli have time to check my mail.. do my stuff o e-learning and mayb play a game or two.. yeah.. den after tt i'll feel damn tired.. too tired to do anything else..

just camp back from IBM camp a day ago.. hmm.. got sick on sunday.. felt pains in the back when i eat or breathe hard.. so went to see the nearest doc.. 24 hr clinic.. at clementi.. $15 surcharge.. hack care.. had to check it.. was damn worried it was emphysema or bronchittis or something la.. but the doc said it was just over strained.. play too much of my bass clar.. anyway he gave me gastric pills.. he said the pain in the chest was caused by gastric.. darned pepsi.. anw.. went home that nite.. slept in my bed.. wad a nice feeling after the no-blanket-sleep on table past few nites..haha.. anw.. monday i tried to play.. still pain.. but better.. until now.. it's still pain.. but not so bad.. can feel that its just muscle aches..

intensive training.. hmm.. lips almost cracked i think.. haha..

today still had to go project meetin at 9.. tml also..sienz diao.. friday goin to watch garfield. yay. sat got match. mayb. depending on zhiyang's ankle. haha..

sp concert 17th sept.. $6 a ticket.. anyone interested?
please contact me!

shit.. so much work.. tml still got itb test.. Sienz.. haven't revised anything.. but den u might ask wad's there to revise on ms word? huh.. anw.. i just sent my assignment to suantze... er.. my creative comm tutor.. my printer's out of ink.. no choice. save me to trouble of printing or asking others to print also la.. haha.
OC topic changed.. now.. so many things changing.. arghz.. hope i get into the additional film module next year manz.. onli one class of 22.. hope i get in.. i'm beginning to feel like my english in this course is too NeWB already.. wah liew.. nvm.. i learn something new everyday..
Speech outline to hand up tml and still not yet done..

benny came to play pool just now.. den watched a bit of the li jia wei match for the bronze. she lost.. i think in the 4th game she lost confidence and just wanted to get out of that place liao.. dunno why koreans like to shout so much in table tennis.. haha.. haiz.. forced laughter..

i bought nice shorts yesterday.. dri-fit.. $33.. not bad.. rather ex.. but since i don't have a nice pair.. might as well get a good pair.. den went to favian's house play soccer .. with chris and his brother.. till 11.30 like tt.. den went home.. hmm.. nvr wear glasses play soccer i play better.. haha.. anyway i got home and cough/flu got worse.. shit.. hmm.. today been at home the whole day.. anw it's always a short day on sunday.. coz i'll slp till bout noon... den wake up to be rushed out of the house for lunch.. den come back.. either do work or other stuff.. anyway.. i was onli reminded of tml's test onli just.. haiz.. can't believe i forgot..

anw.. i gtg liaoz.. see ya.. chris, shang, becka.. i've linked u..

today was friday the 13th.. felisa went to her new employer le.. now have to do everything on our own.. haha.. omg.. this morning she ask me to tompang her taxi to sch.. supposed to come at 8.50 the taxi.. but was freakin late. came at 9.40.. so brought me to school by 10.03.. lecture supposed to start at 10.. but when i reached there.. someone msged me.. told me lecture for that day cancelled.. coz lecturer sick. kaoz.. anw. the next lesson which is supposed to be at 12 was brought forward to 11.. den went to fc1 to eat.. nothing much la dere. so quiet somemore. like a ghost town. with ppl.. so weird. like zombies like tt. everyone at CLS is looks like some kind of doctor or something.. anw we went to CD at 3 lor.. then kana bombarded by lots of projects. new and old.. arhz.. CD is horrible. i thought Cip could b fun for me if we were to go ahead with the band thing. but.. no.. have to be a class thing.. ...

anw i went to suntec after tt.. went to watch a magic show.. touch community services de.. pastor kong performing. music was way to loud. not veri professional.. but not bad la.. got some kinda christian msg at the end of it also.. but more sincere then some church services i've been too.. haha.. den went for supper.. the porridge at china town.. veri full.. come back whack guitar until now.. shiok.. left hand got cornified layer liao.. wootz.. as i practice more. the sound gets better.. haha..

tml's sectional cancelled.. actually can go for community service for salvation army.. nahz. i dun think i'll go.. think i'll just slack at home.. run to the nearest CD shop and get maroon 5 and jet... hahaz.. had to burn time while waiting for my parents at suntec just now. so went to hmV and tower records.. citylink and suntec.. haha.. listened to alot of cds.. nothing appealing nowadays.. cept for those 2 cds.. the rest i've already bought..

hmm. feel like playing soccer tml.. nahz.. guess i'll just stay at home and finish wadeva work i want.. SOS 8am.. that is soccer on sunday at 8am.. i think.. alrights.. see ya.. love to go jamming.. who's with me?

i've nothing much to blog today.. didn't go sch at all today.. except for freshie band pract from 6.30 till 9.. hahaz.. so earli band finish. not used to it. found out i kept squeaking becoz my bass clar bell not pushed in totally.. so stupid of me.. hmm.. kana bluff by mindice. err..
i think from now on i'll try my best to look on the brighter side of life.. it'll make everyone's life AND mine better.. ok.. i'll go sleep now.. friday the 13th.. how nice..

argh.. played soccer today.. but like suffering siah.. my leg down there got one wound.. everytime touch the ball will pain.. then still got the knee thing.. kana bang that day mahz.. today still abit pain.. but after a while concentrate on the game.. everything ok liao..

national day today.. yesterday went to watch some fireworks! ate kenny rogers.. nice meal.. full... got some nice pics of the fireworks if not for the darned smoke and the shaky hand..haha.. then went to chijmes to watch soccer manutd lost.. haiz.. oh yeah.. zhihao bought a classical guitar liao.. we accompanied him to buy at swee lee bras basah.. erm.. saw kevin on the way home in the mrt..

today.. got up played soccer. ate ban mian after tt. walked around np. saw sylvia. erm. went home. rest a while went to eat crab at neighbours house. gathering. father's friend.. my neighbour.. has one daughter.. looks quite cute from the back haha. young la. prob sec 3.. erm.. went to eat durians.. at club house after tt. too much siah.. 3 pkts.. onli like 15 ppl eatin..

tml i'll have to carry my bass clar all around school.. till band starts.. oh my god. i'm thinking of buying my own reeds after sch tml. At ps..think should b able to make it ba.. hmm.. tired liao.. onli left 6 hrs to sleep jia lat. have to go le.. see ya.. happy national day..

its always good to relect on the positive side of life all the time.. makes ur life better.. makes u happier..

ar.. who am i kidding..

anw.. finally got to watch sch of rock today.. its nice.. nice.. hmm went to play soccer outside yj after tt.. feel so much better after playing soccer.. a knock here and there.. feel more normal already.. hahaz... its like a cure.. my gastric's gone also! amazing.. i realli miss playing soccer with them all the time.. we have to do some sports together at least once a week manz.. keeps the bond and keeps me healthy..hahaz... now everyday after sch is like eat.. or go home or band.. NO soccer.. haiz.. got la.. but i seem to onli enjoy soccer when i'm playing with my close friends la.. rite? who doesn't? u'll enjoy anything as long as it with close friends.. haiz.. i've got lots and lots and lots of nEGATIve things to talk about.. but can't.. coz this is a public blog.. ppl will see.. ppl will know.. ppl will tell.. hahaz.. but it's nothin much la.. just feelings.. like let's see.. er.. hate. Anw.. i'm tryin to put that behind me... hell..
haven't done my freakin OC homework.. haven't studied for the test on sat on FOM and for tml's supposed suprise OC test.. haiz... i feel so slack.. can't keep this up man. bad influence i guess.. i realli need soccer.. more.. much more.
I dun have that craving for the guitar anymore.. i wanna play soccer.. i wana study.. i wanna feel like i'ved studied.. i wana feel like i'm exercising. heck. i wanna feel like i'm back.... er... some tension building in me now.. need a listener..
the moon is a beauty today. yellow.. onli i 5/8 of it is glowing... no clouds in the sky.. clear.. windy.. veri windy. beautiful night. wad a waste.. sleeping.. but its essential.. anw.. u guyz sorta made my day. soccer rulez. anw. gotta go.

so tired.. stupid siahz... i wanted to take the NS mrt er.. in the direction wards city hall from sch.. so took.. den i missed the stop at raffles place.. and went to bugis! shit.. then came back lor from bugis to city hall.. got on to the train.. i think i slept on it..standing.. damn.. it was damn crowded. anyway the train had to terminate at ang mo kio.. wah kaoz.. damn tired liao lor.. normally onli take 40 mins train ride home.. today.. 1hr 20 min train ride then still got to walk home.. and the sun was damn hot today.. around 5pm even.. sunset so its glaring.. arhz.. bad day today..

ICP today was er ...laughable. i guess. the guyz had a plan to get back at the tutor.. she said we were too noisy last week.. says we want attention.. ok lor. today we kept EXTREMELY quiet during her lesson..haha. Then i think she completely ignored us lor.. wah liao. everytime she's only looking at the girls and she was sitting on the other side of the class where the girls where.. really completely ignoring us guys. sexist. den during the break she came over to ask us why we were so quiet.. zhiyang just nodded his head. hahaz. when she asked us questions we would just give very soft and unconfident answers. torturing for us.. haha..

now damn tired..i wanna play guitar.. so many songs i wanna try out on it.. especially tribute... i wana play siahz.. shit. i should go get one guitar myself i think... ARRGHZ.. now have to make do with the organ first... which is quite a mess realli. it sounds different play guitar solos on the keys.. too electrical feeling liao.. even when i change the sound to piano or guitar.. still feels veri.. er.. MIDI.. veri er.. flat. somemore my D key on the second octave of the lower keyboard is spoilt.. everytime i press C or E it goes down with it.. veri irritating... oh well.. guess we have to get a portable keyboard too.. hmm..now i'll go search the web for cheap guitars.. hahaz.

i fell sick today. on the way to sp.. on the train. excruciating pain.. gastric. damn yck got no toilet. and it was raining..got toilet la. but is the portable kind.. dun like.. like shitting in the middle of the road..anw.. i got on the mrt.. hopin the pain would go away. den i couldn't stand it.. was wincing already. got down at yishun.. mrt's toilet was under renovation or something.. so had to go to northpoint's toilet.. anw.. it was clean. in the morning mahz. haha. so shitted.. and realised i didn't take enuf toilet paper!! anw.. thank god i took some tissue in the morning and put it in my pockets.. i decided not to go sch after tt ofcoz. went to see doc and went home.. took a cab ofcoz.. while i was waiting.. there's this lady keep askin everyone waiting for a cab whether they going to town.. she no money to take a cab to town.. wants to share one.. dotz.. anw.. went back to realise the guitar is gone. given away.. haiz. now hand itchy.. wondering whether to buy one for myself..anw.. the pain is still there.. have to get up earli tml to take medicine and eat breakfast.. haiz.. skipped band today again.. bo bian rite.. i always get gastric pains when i go for band.. so if i go today it'll b worse. so.. haiz.. anw.. see ya.