this is one of the worst analysis i found.. haha.

Virgo Boy

He is always very particular about his appearance and is a fussy dresser. He is not a big spender, and is careful with his money. He takes a logical approach to every aspect of his life. He expresses himself in a straightforward manner. He often lacks tact and his criticism is not always endearing. With his analytical mind, he is often engaged in activities like chess and advanced mathematics that stimulate his mind. This leaves him little time to participate in physical activities and sports. He is usually a top performer in school and has all the ingredients for a successful career, possibly as a businessman or a doctor. He should watch out for anxiety or depression, which are common amongst Virgo boys.

Virgo - o type

August 23 - September 22

for Men
Personality: You take an active part in life and are sometimes referred to as the "renaissance" man. Your tender looks are deceiving because you become a roaring lion when can't tolerate something. Words you don't even mean come right out. Try to take the rational approach, if you don't want to regret anything.

Love Tendency: Being the practical joker, you enjoy the popularity among women. You like to share your opinion about everything, even in the most frivolous things. One problem you will come across is that you will be known as the heartbreaker in your younger years. This might occur but you become a one woman' s man once you get married.

Life: Your sharp decision-making shows your steadfastness and helps you in the future. You will stick out in a group due to your leadership quality, which will be great in corporate situations. Happiness will be in your life in abundance, so look forward to it.

Good Match: Your high expectations will be met with B-type Taurus, Capricorn, and Pisces, and O-type and B-type Cancers. You'll be able to share your dreams and goals together. A-type and O-type Taurus and A-type and B-type Scorpios

Bad Match: AB-type Gemini look as if they are the romantic person who will pamper you but that is very deceiving. They will drain you mentally and you will have a hard time following their wishes. Another mismatch will be AB-type Sagittarius who will hurt you.

ok.. my phlog can work le..
spend the day sleepin.. now veri awake and alert.. going to study thru the night again.. and watch half time of the man u - fulham match haha..

yesterday did quite alot of things.. but dind't accomplish each task.. went for tuition in afternoon , lfet 2 chapters of a maths to finish revising..then met up with vian , vin , chiu. came my house to 'study'.. ended up watching talking cock and talking cock.. haha. ltr did manage to study a bit of bio.. bout 3 chapters.. then played daidee.. had to di 52 push ups with head dunked in water.. still owe 2..

now having stomach aches. gtg. bye

didn't go to school for a whole week liao except for tuesday bip pract.. so today went to sch welcomed by the new toilet-like-tiled hall.. it lacks colour and creativity.. the design sucks.. high ceiling.. hmm. come la.. next year come back play soccer there..

went for earli recess.. like bout half an hour.. it's like the sch dun care bout us le lor.. shiok. we CAN do wadeva we want lor. i mean we were not studyin but loiterin round the sch.. haha.. yah. went to collect ticket from the new councillors during recess.. the few of us were the first to take the tix.. nice. chiu got 001. i think i got the nicest number.. bwahaha.. 007. she asked me whether i wanted.. haha..hehe..

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY
went off half an hour b4 sch ended to take photos.. shiok.. 2e4-ian boys.. initial plan was to take during recess at e3.. taht didn't work. than shaun wanted to take during the lesson after recess.. e5 ppl didn't want to come out... so all went back to class.
photo shoot was a masterpiece. running towards cam.. nice. then fauzi. then the stairs. cool. we left out a few ppl. rong yao and joei. was john lim there? i'm not sure.. didn't notice. too many of us. haha.

later played soccer with e4-ians guyz.. too bad.. couldn't play properly.. everytime i ran a little stood or stood on one foot to shoot or pass or challenge a ball i feel the pain of my blisters.. damn.. so couldn't play properly the whole time.. control was like shit. came back home with 2 more extra 'extensions' of the already big blisters, and also to find out it burst. so that's why it was hurtin so badly.. raw flesh exposed.. the abrasion..

eve took the ball home.. actually wanted to stay back in sch to study.. but ended up wastin time playin.. no correction watchin them play soccer.. i didn't shoot a few.. but the pain was realli...errgh..

so went outta sch by 5.30.. bought a drink at OUR 7-11.. the onli store we go to almost everyday without fail excluding weekends.. they shoud probably give us a membership card or something.. for us 2e4 ppl.. haha.. lame.

had a nice chat.. over msn.. hmm.. wonderin.. just wonderin..

so wad if there's onli a month left for us to see each other.. we still can meet up if we realli wanna.. yea vian u gotta point there.. u'all cried like dunno wad on the last day of sec2 bcoz u were gettin seperated.. come on la.. look at us now. those that WERE meant to be seperated were seperated.. those that still clung on to each other.. well their still clinging.. hehe..wadeva. it's late i can't phrase my words properly.

just hope all of us won't cry or something on grad nite.. or wadeva u ppl take as the last day to see each other.. make it a happy occasion this time.. not all memories have to be sad ones rite?...

wad u'all wearin on grad nite?

missed sch today. first time in life. stayed at home and actually studied. did 1 compo. one a maths ppr. studied the hwole physics thingy. started on bio. started on tourism. i can never do this much things in the whole 6 hrs in sch. SChool SUx.

wondering whether i should go tml. will see.

feel like missing school like the others on friday or something.. i mean it's much more productive studying at home den in school lorz.. anyway i want to eat bk breakfast on friday morning.. and probably study there too.. realli dun feel like going.. here ii am.. 9.42pm on a tuesday night.. i sorta wasted the day again.. but i did do a few physics questions.. and i am reading alittle bit of bio once in a while.. haiz.. besides that i played a bit of soccer and watched tv..catched whose line.. drew carey show.. and ranma.. even watched abit of lydia's lame show.. wathed till 9 +.. den i thought hey.. i have a little bit of inspiration to write.. i wanted to start on the narative essay.. but decided this was much more comforting.. hehe.. i've a outta control procrastinater..

haiz.. i need clarification.. it's blocking up my thoughts, my moods.. nvm.. dun wanna talk about it.onli YOU noe about it.. YOu should noe who YOU are..

u noe.. besides a few acceptions.. i've always tried to blend in as well as possible.. and i've never delibrately tried to make anyone angry or anything.. i dunno why some ppl just dun see that.. and in midst of their own argument with other ppl.. i do sometimes make neutral remarks.. neitehr supporting either side.. but i get barked at.. it's like fucked up lor.. i really hope this person sees it sooner or later.. that sometimes he is rather ... and ... and .. those of u who read this.. dun go thinking it's u i'm insulting and all.. coz it SHOULD not be you.. anyway it's a free world.. i can say anything i wanna in this blog of MINE.. u dun like it dun read it.. i'm just stating wad i realli feel..

shouldn't this wad a blog should be like? sorta like a big confession place to throw ur doubts and unhappiness away.. most of the time infact.. after i blogged everything.. i usually just forget about it and forgive everybody who actually did wadeva thing they did.. so i should actually thank this blog.. it has probably been the most 'friend' to me.. it erased my troubles..

i realli hope i can find someone to talk to.. someone to ease the pain and confusion when something happens.. ok so i have my sisters.. but one of them just ends up scolding me for something which i had done previously.. that realli craps me up.. wad d hell..

was just reading back on today's blog.. and realised everything sounds nonsensical to me.. wad d heck.. i dun care.. just wanna type.. brothers gonna ask to use com.. i gtg.. will blog later.

ohyah willbe shifting house soon ater dec 22nd this year.. but just shift to the block next to us.. higher level.. bigger place.. finally can design my own room..

feeling high and low alot lately.. somethin's botherin me.. something has survived..

ok.. i was out on MC last thurs n fri.. so i had a long break from thursday and thru the weekend.. 4 days of slacking.. and still am.. doc said i was way too stressed... asked me to take a break.. after today i'll start studying like siao le.. i need to get 4 points less off my L1R5 to achieve my own goal.. dun wanan aim too high rite..

anyway for those of you peeps who still dun noe.. my L1R5 changed to a 16 after the addition of my physics..haha.. didn't expect to get a b3 for physics.. thought i was gonna get a just pass or somethign..thought i was kinda goin to do better for my chem.. well i DID do better.. i improved from a f9 to a d7.. but crap subject.. i still failed.. the worst thing is.. i dun get to see where i was wrong in my physics and chemistry!!!!! apparently.. the change in classroom was so 'sudden' on friday.. they couldn't hep me take my exam paper ... WHIcH THEY LEFT UNDER THE TABLE.. wen tback to school on monday onli to realsie nobody took my paper back for me.. went back to the old calss today to search for my paper.. onli found the stupid geography.. didn't find my chem n physics! HOW am i supposed to noe where i got wrong in my chem and physics! think it's thrown away bcoz of the n levels exam things.. DAMN.. i hate his life.. think i will need to borrow someone's paper and redo the bloody thing.. then check to see where i got wrong.. which concepts are wrong.. got 26 days left to save myself.. with regard to prelim result i only can enter nanyang jc.. actually i have no intention to stay there permmenantly.. i wanna enter ajc.. or if not i go poly.. these first 3 months is to try -try only. see whether j-life suits me..

today played soccer.. not bad..think they played quite well.. i dunno wad happened to the other side.. abit unbalanced actually... our team got shaun , favian and alvin.. but they got johny , xiangyong and john tan.. chris didn't play today.. think he went off wif his ahem to safra or something.. i heard.. dunno.. no right to noe.. my whole team scored accept for me.. was doing alot more runs then usual today.. experimented with dribbles. n tried shots on goal.. was quite happy with my offensive performance.. i think i sucked at hte beginning of the game..actually hope will get to play like today tml for pe.. but too bad we dun have the luxury of time tml.. will most prob be playing in ah tong field bcoz the sch will not alow us to make noise in our field.. too near yishun pr.. they having PSLE..

an update on my bro's party.. THANKS TO ALL THAT CAME.. u'all made the event less boring.. it's weird.. to me it seems lifeless and boring.. but to my bro it seems he is enjoying every moment of it.. i lost my bike reflector.. dad was quite pissed about that.. was even nagging me about it this morning in the car.. i think irealli need to buy one sooner or at least ask them to chip in to the cost.. anyway.. {rekindled} over the days.. maybe it's becoz of stress? not sure..

learned how to play part of more than words , and better man over the week on the guitar.. finished qing tian.. can play quite ok le.. supposed to teach shaun how to..
and huiling oso.. had a nice chat with renes on msn yesterday.. updates on 'gossip' haha.. i yesterday too boliao le.felt like comin on line for a chat... no one seems present.. should be studying.. hope to realli start tml..after sch will not play soccer.. will go straight home to bia bio and a maths.. hope to score all a1s for maths , amaths, and bio.. will TRY for a distinction in english and chinese.. gotta update myself on current affairs.. cannot loose out in humanities.. at least get a b3.. like that can get my L1R5 of 2+2+1+1+1+3.. = 10. DREAm. success are made of dreams.. hmm.. been dreaming lately.. of things and results and her..

i dunno wadz wrong wif me.. i seem to be pissed and irritated by ahem all the time.. every thing he does agitates me.. just feel like whackin him up.. feels like i've got a lesson o teach him.. dunno why.. just holds a damn big grudge against him.

the new system in sch is not bad.. but bio still sucks.

soccer at ah tong tml.. my phone is rather quiet today.. no rockets.. msn is quiet too.. just came to blog.. still got lots to say.. lots to regurgitate.. haiz.. think i will ask at grad nite.

for those of u who are interested to know my results for prelim.. u've come to the right place.. i won't say it's the best score though..... it's the WORST. sorta.

got back my chinese paper 1 yesterday..was praying that my compo would get a 33.. i got it. was so darn happy.. letter got 15/20.. that's a record for me.. overall i made a 72 percent pass! that's an A2! for the first time.. bwahaha.. (some more win someone by 1 point.. bwahaha).. but i cannot be contented.. doesn't mean that if i don't study i will get an A2.. anw, i HAVE always had chinese tuition frequently.. many times a week.

let me start with the bad news..
i got a b3 for english..

the worse news..
i got a c6 for geography.. and a b4 for ss.. that's a c5 for humanities.. shit.. shit geography.. should have taken lit. maybe got higher chance of scoring a 3 or 4..
ss got a 20/25 lehz for source base..too bad the structured part got onli an 11...

the worst news..
i failed the whole biology exam.. but i managed to scrape thru by half mark to make it to the c6 catergory.. lucky for my practical. i mean.. wad johny said was true..

WHO COULD FAIL BIO MCQ?????

now the good news..besides the a2 for chinese.
got an a1 for a maths!
and if the score is being rounded off.. i get an a2 for e maths.. that's a big improvement from the b4 i got in midyr..

if i count my L1R5:
eng- 3
maths- 2/3
a maths -1
chinese- 2
human-5
bio-6

total: 19 or 20 points ( depending on maths)

so i'll onli manage to JUST make it to yj for the first 3 months..haha.. now waiting for my 2 other science results.. chem and physics.. i failed them both previously.. hope i can get a pass this time.. realli hope..

haiz.. to the REST of ya who haven't got ur results..

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST! will be waiting for my chem marks tml.. and see wad had gone wrong in my tourism in geography that casued the 27/50..

soccer during PE sucked today.. ground was 'manured' and wet.. got my shoesand socks damned dirty.. and we lost somemore.. zhihao slipped becasue of the sooty slippery surface at one muddy end of the field.. then i never handball.. chris handballed.. he accused me..not chris.. dun be mistaken. yewtuck clipped the ball to his own hand.. he shout ball to hand. come on la. sportsmanship man, 4 years le still like that. u'all winning somemore. haiz..nvm la.

still dunno wad to get for my bro 21st birthday.. an electric guitar? wonder where can i get a 2nd hand cheap nice one.. with amplifiers ofcoz.. or should i just MAKE him somethin.. nah. i'll buy.. but wad? someone pls help. he will onli be 21 once.. but then again so will everyone be their age once. haha.. but 21st bday signifies somethin big.. freedom.. someone help me.. i left 2 days.

it's been 6 days since i made a blog.. soon after i got my onli surviving ball left from ahpoh's house.. they HAVE to go and kick it straight into the drain.. and it was raining.. haha.. oh well.. wad the heck..

supposed to go and play pool tml..chris came up with this idea for us to form a pool clan.. and tml is for choosing the leader..haha.. go there for the game.. love of the game.. seems i've been playing alot of pool lately.. soccer too. but since my achin' sprain on the left ankle is killing me for the time-being.. i might as well retreat to the comfort of the indoor pool table..

played like f*** this afternoon after school.. soccer rulz.. although my leg hurrts like crap still .. sometimes that is.. still played 4 matches.. my team played 5 matchs.. won 4 lost 1.. i didn't play in the 1.. haha.. ahem ahem.

got an A2 for chinese prelim paper 2.. so far the best chinese result in my life. scored alot better then some others.. everyone didn't study. i salute favian. 32.

these few days planning the chalet.. shaun they all..
seems like they agreed already to share the place with the girls.. guess shaun and some of them were already outnumbered by the others.. yt seems to want to take charge of the chalet. hope most of the class will be able to pay and go.. SENTOSA.. 4 days 3 nights.. hope it will be successful..

i'm composing a rap.. with the bacjground of graduation and chorus melody of black eyed peas where is the love?.. i need a band to play the tune for me.. i need a rapper.. hope can perform or somethin.. it's my first rap outta inspiration..

but i haven't finished it yet.

need help too. guess i should start on steering back to my top prioities in studies first .. been slacking alot after wednesday ..

oh well.. gtg.. so much to say..so little time.. so much to do.. so much to think..

life's short. enjoy it. and it isn't that much of a straw..

apologies to everyone.. i have not updated my blog in like 2000 years.. ok many more like 20 days.. but wad the heck.. it's still long..

our beloved school's Operations manager sucks.

now i'm left with no more soccer balls in my house to kick..

am in the midst of lousy prelims. i think it's wrong to have just prelims.. the sch should have common test at least.. to prepare us for the prelims and then prepare us for o's.. my prelims sucks.. think i'm not getting into jc for the first 3 months of 2004... haiz.. nvm.. if that happens i'll busy myself with music , soccer and work.. maybe a few courses..

actually my o level plan for L1R5 is 12 points.. taht's why i have to try to make it below 20 points for prelims.. at least can get into yj for first few months..
already got chinese results and is a 3 so by retakin git i probably will get a 3 again of if i''m lucky a 2.. think i'm suing it for L1R5.. that leaves engl, humanitites, scinece , maths and another one.
so the xtra sub i'll use a maths.. been getting 1s for that.. eng aiming for 3.. humaities also.. scinece hope i can get at least a 3 if lucky 2 la. like that can get 13 points. so die le. scinece and humanities must get 2.. die. die..

wish me luck.

i think u do have a chance.. maybe i will take it... maybe i would..

i'm still going crazy.

today's my birthday.. dunno wadz got into me.. feeling realli blue lately.. i dunno.. just have no mood to socialise much anymore.. except maybe sometimes i feel a urge to play soccer or go cycling lor.. seems that i like going to the library to study. but with kevin , chris and benny preferably.. coz they are quiet when they should be and fun when they should be.. so its kinda better.. proabably the reason why i'm feelin so blue is becoz of these exams comings.. prelims in another 2 weeks practical for physics and chem is just next week.. bio was easy so i hope the 2 will be like that too.. oh well. actually i think there is another reason for me feeling glum.. lately alot of ppl have been saying stuff about me n mindice.. which is actually pretty irritating bcoz it gives ppl a great misunderstanding.. can't stand it..

anyway.. the school celebrated teacher's day yesterday which was a total disaster.. i mean.. it realli sucked lor.. it was the worst celebration i've seen so far in my 4 years in this pathetic school. probably bcoz its the first time the new sc are doing stuff..

oh yah. and the band realli realli sucked.. haiz.. i dun want to say it. but .. my good.. they realli sucked.. intonation was okok.. but was disrupted by some of the sec 1s sound.. so that was the first problem.. secondly is their volume.. it's like.. they are onli playing to themselves.. not projecting.. haiz..and the student conductor.. haiz.. another problem.. hope mr toh will realise that there are other potentials in the band rather the wn.. haiz.. he quite stiff and not spontaneous enuf leh..i mean.. he is standing infront of the band.. yet he never ask them to play louder.. and the stupid thing is they never test their volume at the courtyard before playing.. they should go there and test test first mahz..haiz.. dun care le.. by saying all these.. ch say i becoming like jing guang they all wanna interfier with the new batch.. but i mean.. i feel that i have something not done mahz.. nvm lorz.. just hope they call us when they need us lor.. kelvin seems veri arrogant. hope he changes soon.. if not band major will change to someone else le..oh yah.. xyz asked me wad has gotten into me.. coz i seem to be always trying to insult and humour him infront of others.. haha.. i dunno whhy also.. i just got this grudge inside me against him.. it's been in me for quite sometime already.. i dunno why.. just can't stand him anymore.. in this 4 years i've seen him. i realised he is a super kiasu.. super hypocratic.. and super psycho bitch.. haha.. wad d hell..

anyway it's my bday today.. waiting for favian and kevin to come and swim.. hope they come soon.. coz i wanna go get a phone.. new phone.. probably siemens m55 or some nokia cheap model.. my parents keep on stressing that they dun have enuf money le and blah blah blah.. which i tink is absolute nonsense as my father recently this year have made so much upgrading to the household..like the new big screen or rather no screen tv projector thingy.. with new surround sounds system and all.. somemore he sold the old bike.. not veri old.. for $200 and bought this new bike for $500++.. further more.. he got my brother a new phone! which he used forhimself and gave his old wan to him.. let's see... wad else.. oh yah.. he went to australia for a week just recently with my mum.. and bought like 6 kg of nougats home and another 4 litres worth of red wine in this big aluminium foil plastic bag and stuff.. and i was like woah lor.. it's like he onli gets wad he wants.. nothing for the rest.. but can't balme him la.. he has worked damned hard to even manage something like this.. almost the full 5c's le.. i mean.. he deserves a reward to himself every now and den rite.. just wished that my parents dun squabble every now and den about mediocre things..

anyway.. seems like everything is ok with cl le.. so quite ok.. oh yah.. realised that md is realli spoilt .. and veri veri playful.. she says she has present for me. when i said that she dun have to give today.. she sent back.. ' but i want to give today!'.. or something like that la.. anyway i'll just thank her.. although i hope that the present dun take up too muhc space.. or i'll just have to give it away to someone else..

oh well.. gtg le.. thanks everyone for giving me thier blessings.. realli grateful at least u made me a little more cheerful.. oh yah and to liangying and mindice's father.

happy birthday too!

no mood to talk.. no mood to write.. no mood to do any thing..

hope they dun disgrace our face tml... haiz..

i hate restrictions of others on me.. i rather restrict myself...

dat's all today.. those who wants to watch ju-on the prequel plz tag my board..

day didn't suck till 7.55pm..

31 july

.. few weeks left to prelims.. start studying from now.. no soccer till prelims

sylvia not bad.. can play horn quite well.. got potential.. but still lots of room for improvement.. percussion as gone down down down down without sinniah and juliet.. gotta built up le.. clarinets seems ok.. except i think i should make some arrangements.. it feels like iffah is playing solo all the time.. dunno la.. i can't be bothered with cl dere.. tml going to wani's bday party after soccer.. dunno how to go.. dunno how.. nvm.. i think i go with fadila after heats lorz..

band posts.. heard he wants ahem 2 b treasurer.. objection! ap ap ap.

can't wait for inter class soccer.. i just hope i won't be the person who destroys everything.. hope i got form on that day..dun want to disappoint anyone..

a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p.everthing.a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p. a.p.

7 days since i last blogged.. sienz. tml got chemistry practical test.. on QA.. scared. haben memorised a thing.. dun care just go there and do wad i noe..

went back to band today.. supposed to just go back with chiu hao onli.. in the end dunno why alot of the sec4s went back... cool.. haha.. all out play yewtuck. so weird.. seems like everyone went back except for the band major.. haha.
sylvia went to french horn le.. quite pleased to see that she has the same interest as me.. not bad.. like brother like sister..
ya.. let's see the differences..

me: sec 1--> trumpet section---> 1st trumpet-->wanted to go french horn section-->2nd and 3rd trumpet---> tp5 den 6 den 7--->syf 2001 played duet with fadilah---> bach---> clarinet---> supposed to go first--> thought 2nd was better-->syf 2003...

sylvia: sec 1 --> trumpet section---> 2nd and 3rd trumpet---> tp6 or 7( not sure ) --> got my bach--> syf 2003-->french horn--> first horn...

not bad.. somemore at least now got someone to take over my conducting burden.. hahahahaha.. actually i hope there will be A FEW conductors.. so the ONE conductor will not have so much stress.. at least have a few assistant conductor mahz..
acutally i've already been conducting this band since sec 2 le.. haha.. where got ppl do this type of thing for 3 years one.. haha.. no choice.. our band major can conduct 'very well'.. oh yah. i dun understand why. this person keeps talking about jn.. say she veri cute la.. veri nice la. veri dun la.. oh yah.. still got say sv cute also.. veri good.. somemore call her meimei..then say happy she go french horn section.. say say say.. oh yah.. stil got rbc.. kaoz.. dunno whether he loyal to lx or not also la.. cannot blame also.. seems like they onli sister to sister relationship..haha..i badz.

so the match's on thursday.. gotta win.. gotta show that we are not wad morais think we are.. and give the those that noe us some face also.. haha.. but this thursday they announcing the new committee lehz.. dunno.. no choice.. hope he announce after combine.. then we can join in.. i dun realli care about the party.. just food. i wanna play soccer.. and see who's gonna take over us.. actually i realli hope jna or sv or fad or atfah or ym gets a post.. want them to get wad they deserve.. wad d hell.. i actually dun even mind letting cl get something.. can't believe i did that.. but aiyah. i dunno.. went back today also didn't realli talk to my section.. was talking to trumpets.. trombones.. euphoniums..horns n percussion.. most of the time.. dunno wadz happening..

actually when we step down i want the steppees to sing a song that i'll re write.. for them.. for the band.. at least show some stuff la.. haha.. i already thought of part of it.. hope they'll like it..

i have been having non-rest nights these few days.. keep waking up.. sometimes dream to much.. so much until when i get up in the morning like no sleep like that.. den sometimes like got headache.. aiyahz.. it's been a long time since i've had a nice DREAM.. a quick kit-kat off reality... i think i need it especially now.. maybe it'll do my mind good.. coz it seems i'm realli starting to worry about my results le.. ppl pls if u can.. pls push me further.. not too far though. i still want my soccer.. haiz.. shouldn't realli on others.. reminds me of benny.. must in independent.. self motivation..haha.. come on i CAN DO IT! L1R5 12 points.. at least i will have a choice of destination rite? yea. thought it straight.. acutally i was thinking of continuing my music.. be a instructor next time after NS.. hmm stable economy n i have the interest.. haha.. well. it's an idea..

u noe wad.. i think i realli totally gotten over her already.. haha.. maybe feel abit dumb la.. coz other ppl can get just SMACK! like that.. i think so long still like crap.. aiyah my fault la.. think so much.. think until BYEBYE. but i realli think i get over le.. seriously.. oh well.. will continue stories next time i come to blog again.. cya peeps..

wish us luck on thursday. we need it.

hope my cousin get's well soon.. bridget too..

ciao

i can't believe it!!!!! it's a silver.

this is so far the best achievement of entire life until now..

sorta.

woahz.. the atmosphere was quite nice.. after 4 years finally.. a solid medal.. haha.. somemore only second time taking part in this for the school.. for me is the second time la.. for some is the first and only time..
we were so worried we would get COP.. especially ch la.. he keep saying we might get COP.. sh also.. but ok la.. not bad.. intonation problems solved some wad in vch.. only our rhythm killed us all..

silver lehz.. haha.. i think i'm sorta gonna miss going for band.. the place where i can excel in the most in school.. compared to the others.. i think it sort of gives me a sense of accomplishment.. haiz.. and i still can't believe its silver.. i dun wana step down so fast.. i wanna relax in the band now.. let them give us respect and pass on the work to the sec 3s.. haha. but i have one last thing to do before leaving.. my log book.. i wanna chagne it to CD.. at least more high tech and more reliable.. easier for the younger generations too.. guess the ppl i'm gonna miss most is those that i sorta 'made frenz' with this year.. my section especially.. and my ex-section.. the two fav sections of mine.. clarinet and trumpet.. the clarinets gave me a lot of stress.. some of them got no confidence in them selves to play.. make me veri agitated.. but guess now then i'm sorta stepping down soon.. i'm not that stressed le.. i just hope that cl would go back to her original self and talk to me soon.. ya.. hope to come back to see welcoming faces.. and i want the band to remember me for a long time..

juliet is probably the most respected and eldest of our batch this year.. yah..

thinking of treating my section to pizza.. but think they won't appreciate much too.. so i dunno la.. den somemore i'll be the onli guy.. veri awkward.. maybe get the whole band la.. then the sec 4s and 5s treat.. cool rite.. dunno..

want to get them something.. dunno wad to get.. oh well.. see how it goes.
i have 5 new vandoren reeds size 3 at home.. can someone buy form me? haha.. oh well. thanks everyone for ur great support and well wishes.. see u'all soon.. think i wanna get mc tml.. and thursday.. dunno see got e maths or not first.. haha..

ciao

haiz.. dry throat.. prob coz never drink water for so long le.. accompany nigel to np to look for jiayin's present.. the guy is so damned filthy rich.. willing to spend $300 for a gift.. kaoz.. i wouldn't even spend that kind of money on myself all at once..

having band practice everyday except for friday.. supposed to go watch some show with my parents on tt day.. gave the excuse i needed to have tuition.. but guess i could push it earlier.. finish sch at 12 nn anw.. nah.. want to play soccer first... already sacrificed my mons , weds for xtra band sectionals.. can't skip soccer on friday..

if those ppl dun wanna play soccer on friday.. or not play properly.. i think i'm gonna be damned pissed.. dunno.. see how.. but tt's wad i think..

scolded gh , yk , jt, im , cm n fdz yesterday about keeping discipline during band hours.. even when mr toh is not around.. told them le.. but today even when toh is around.. they still dun listen.. see la get scolded le.. happy la..
my clarnts also.. tell them to take note of articulation and not be so rough le... juz dun listen.. i dunno why when i tell them they cannot comply.. but when mr toh tells them then listen.. haiz..realli wish we can drop a few members that sucks just b4 the syf.. drop a few save the rest gd rite? those ppl ar.. so long le.. still cannot run notes, neither can they play in tune.. they dun put in enuf effort.. can't stand it.. ask them to play.. give me that stupid long face... veri irritated.. especially with yz.. zt still puts in effort.. but not enuf.. rad too little air le.. shk haiz.. anyhow play wanz..

too bad.. french horn cannot drop players.. too few too late.. haiz.. if can think out of the 5 3 will be out le.. xh think will go to 4th horn.. dunno la.. I DUN WANNA GET C.O.P... again.. i've worked hard at this for 4 YEARS!!!! can u ppl not be so selfish!!!!!!!!!!

haiz..

atifah gave a card.. quite nice... ya.. mr toh had to say the thing out during band.. i dun mind.. but she minds.. dunno la.. all ch fault.. gtg le..

cya next time.. prob just b4 or after my syf.. too bz these days to blog...

just finished 2 tuitions in a row.. no time to eat dinner.. gobbled some stuff down my throat just before the chinese tuition.. now eating those food taht i didn't eat just now.. one piece of boiled chicken.. heck..
mother officially fully retrenched today.. she talk until almost wanna cry le.. haha.. happy and sad day for her lor.. 30 yrs in work.. at the same place.. not bad la.. k le.. gtg liao.. tml still got music exchange..

ok.. shit.. i can't handle my time properly! ARGH! can't sleep well at night either.. wad am i gonna do! it seems like i've got alot of things to complete! got so much a maths homework which i didn't do.. school and tuition.. must complete by this friday.. still got e maths prelim exam 2002 to do.. luckily today i no need to stay back do coz com lab got pro.. haiz.. suppose to do tonite.. i think i do tml.. since i'm going to help CO in the syf ting .. i'll miss maths anyway.. i'll also miss bio n chem.. bwahahah.. it's just one day..

so tired after the performance last night.. i think we should derserve a one day break.. mr toh says this is bad attitude.. butwad the heck... i did GET up.. i DID go to sch.. so should be quite ok just to THINK of not going to sch rite.. haha.
haiz.. got alotof rashes on my neck..

that day play soccer with them.. kicked xy's leg.. fell down.. leg now got bruise at the knee there.. a 'hole'.. curing le..

i think we played rather ok at the concert.. quite majestic the first few bars..
ofcoz after that got problem la...

haha..

figured i got 9 outta 10 rite for my chinese listening compre.. that's a good start isn't it..

oh yah.. tried out the hockey court for socceer near vian's place..
quitw near la..

scored 4 goals.. happy.. lousy goals.. who cares.. it's goals.. maybe just one nice one.. the one i ram in one.. haha.. favian.. i realli think u shouldn't play so much.. ur injury.. go see a doc la.. if not next time cannot play worse..
not asking u to stop totally.. just for a while.. or dun run so much.. play keeper lor.. haha.. that''ll be nice..

it's just 2 weeks more to SYF! yea! after that can step down le!yea! but i'll miss them la.. seriously.. i'll miss those close or rather close ones la.. and the not so clsoe but frenly ones also la.. heck.. i think i'll even miss the lousy juniors as well.. u'all must remember to have band camp next year.. no competition next yr.. and remember to call us seniors back!! form ALUMNI ! haha..

to the CO ppl tml..

benny , denise, zhihao , chris , jiahui , qian hui, minjie, huiling, evelyn ... etc etc.. the list goes on..

good luck lorz.. just do ur best.. u'll get wad u deserve.. dun worry.. if u've worked hard.. than u'll get results..

i'm sitll wondering why they need 6 people to help carry a few instruments..haha.. nevermind.. it's their day..should help them..

gonna miss heritage tour this saturday! got music exchange at woodgroove...

oh well.. that summarizes it..
the rest to lazy to type.. chat in my zonk board if u like.. buaiz..

it's getting hard to find time to update this blog.. it's also getting harder to find time to play a decent game of proper soccer... got thrased by those sec2 guyz after vian went off yesterday.. scored a goal.. and another own goal...crap.
scored the own goal the same way chiu hao did.. haha.. same place.. bought a tub of ice cream. couldn't finish. duh.
ate vege bolognaise and oragina. before rushing home for tuition. went back was pressured by the teacher to do well in oral exams.. couldn't sleep last nite.. nervous. so called my mei.. talk until 12.. probably i can't sleep bcoz i was forcing myself to sleep.. coz these few days also slept veri late.. so i think my body not accustomed to sleepy at 10.30pm.. earliesdt is 12 midnight.. regurgitated 2 times.. before i slept..

today is supposed to be tmy day for my o level chinese oral.. didn't go to school.. was greeted at 5.45 am with an sms.. then followed by a pain in the stomach.. gastric. so called up the school ask whether i could go later to take the oral exam just after i went to see doctor..the clerk told me to get an mc..and they will re-schedule for me.. so ok lor.. went to docs.. explained situation.. she gave me gastric pills and phlegm medicine.. ask whether i want tranquilizer to sleep.. haha.. i tell her just before the o level than i take from her.. she told me that i am veri veri stressed.. so tensed that i will kill my results becoz of stress and not because i can't realli do the paper.. so stress is my main enemy now..
haiz..

going to cut my hair after lunch.. then probably gtg back to school for band practice.. competition a few weeks more.. but concert is just 4 days away.. gtg practice despite my gastric condition..haiz.. hte most go there listen to them play also good.. but will get stressed by those ppl again.. i'm not gonna conduct if mr toh is not conducting us on monday..
have to practice my clarinet.. die la.. one week never practice le..

and can u believe juliet? she asked us to skip ALL rememdials and ALL extra lessons to go for BAND prcatice.. she says band is FIRST PRIORITY until the 22nd of july.. kaoz.. after that day i only left 48 days left to buck up everything before my prelims u noe!!!!!! i fialed chemistry and physics leh! kaoz.. THINK U ARE THE MAIN COZ OF MY STRESS...

go eat le..
bye.

came back yesterday from the cycling thingy.. not veri streneous but tiring though.. weird. it was only the return trip that was the tiring one.. oh yah..saw mr toh at the esplanade while i was there.. expected to see chiu hao.. haha.. guess it was too late le..

it's just weird talkin to u about those kind of thigns and stuff.. ok fine.. u want somebody to listen to u..don't u have HER...i thought u said u love her alot.. maybe she is open to listen to u la..i just can't talk to u about that..frankly..i think it's sick..just sick.. who SMSes another guy to tell him u got wet dream 3am in the mornin? COme on man.. i wouldn't want to wake up and check a msg like that in the mids of the night.. all u want is a person to tell ur feelings and problems to right? tell the person that IS interested in listening to lor..

back..

didn't go for tuition this morning.. was too tired and too lazy.. so i sms the teacher said i wasn't coming because i didn't get enuf sleep for 2 nights.. haha..bad..

at least i was good enuf to tell her i didn't want to go.

need to finish all my homework by this weekend.. still left with geography , bio , chem and a maths...

must qiong le..

thanks to...:
lendl for cooking noodles
paul for lending me lock and key for bike
benny for closing the door, asking for directions , carrying other ppl bike up the stairs , leading the way, holding the torch, holding the plastic bag filled with 2 bottles of mineral water while cycling back and bringing the odor control spray for ur leg.
the rest..

the previous practise in band was alrite.. no mocking and stuff.. quite ok..but they were to obsessed with thier plan..which i think didn't realli work.. haha.. judgin from the last practise.. i think we go on stage throw face onli.. u guyz better practise.. hARD.. DAMN HARD

ang mo kio's seoul garden realli veri nice... thanks to my cousin who brought a lemon for his pepsi to make it twist.. favian came up with the delicius lemon chicken!

nice..

think going there again..soon.. the service there veri good also.. funny fat guy..fat and not veri funny lady..haha

oh yah..sorry guyz.. i thought u all new favian and weixiong was there.. i told someone.. but ic an't remember who..haha.. nvm la.. geography u all do le ma? i haven't touch...doing tml..

the first 'tuition' session with my cousin on chemistry was actually quite productive haha.. now i noe how to do the mole......... couldn't belive that i didn't realli understand it at all in the first place..haha.. should have started earlier..

basically that's was my week lor.. slacked alot.. tuition alot... waste money alot..eat alot.. scolded abit.. get bite abit.. get kicked abit..

oh yah... i htink my ankle's still sprained.. dunno is sprain or wad.. so long le.. since weixiong ramed my foot that friday until now.. still pain.. haiz..

heck

can play soccer can le.

maybe i going to eat prata tml mornin..cycle there.. eh? no cannot.. fatehr going cycling in the morning.. haha forgot..
oh well..

cya guyz in school soon..