hmm.. it's been such a long time.. but it's weird.. reflectin on just that lame 3 days in my 16 + years.. how someone can engrave an impression in me so deep? i don't understand.. first sight? nahz.. second.. the past days.. no.. weeks.. no should b months.. been tryin to understand her better.. but i dun want to sound erm.. urgent? no.. pushy?.. nopez.. desperate..haha.. everytime i try to.. i think.. better dun disturb.. sch onli starts in july for me.. then.. in the holidays its.. busy schedules.. camps.. cca.. blah blah.. hmm.. but then.. it's amazing how i can spot her in a huge crowd of humam beings.. let's say hundreds? mothers day.. that day.. anw.. it might b single sided..must have.. right? should have.. mayb not.. haha.. still.. worth it?

weekeong , wei ye , eunice , me.. didn't go through. singapore will hung look alike..got through..waited.. 10 hrs...20 secs is all we got. they were lookin for someone that can project voice i think.. they didn't give us time. wk can do tt damn well.. we can't do anything to dem bcoz we signed the form. we might get sued.. oh well.. at least we were on ch 5 , 8 , and cNa's news.. memorial.. not good memories.. eye opener.. singaporeans.. the courtesy campaign is probably the most failed campaign in singapore.. haiz.. this is so sad.. heck.. go watch England v iceland..

been workin at my neighbours pastry warehouse thing the whole week.. pretty tired.. KTVs on tml nite.. wonder if we can make it.. should b la.. haha.. oh well.. i think i'm gettin sick.. prob caught the flu from chris.. haha.. anyway.. gtg rest earli to prevent myself from getting up late tml.. bb

today i think i'm not gonna do anything.. later at 6pm going to fly plane.. hmm.. been practicing on the simulator.. hope the control is about the same..haha.. should b la.. in a while im supposed to go to safra to play cards.. hmm.. the thing about that football champions game.. u play 1 or 2 match then sienz already.. oh well.. i feel like running suddenly or just cycling.. need to get out and exercise man.. everyday feelin so lethargic..

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog.. have to do a quick one today.. brother wants to use com..

got in the morning.. didn't want to was damn tired from yesterday's soccer.. but father dragged me outta bed.. so went jogging at macritchie.. had synus.. damn synus.. keep sneezing in the forest.. er.. ok la not bad.. took the lornie route.. as usual to the fitness corner and back.. took quite long today.. stamina damn bad.. after tt went to eat prata..

then afternoon went to watch movie.. TROY with vian , tan and chiu.. benny cannot make it at 1.. so think he managed to catch it with his seniors.. anyway.. the movie's not bad.. but it's 3 hrs.. felt like peeing 2 hrs thru the movie.. but didn't want to miss.. haha.. think john was worse.. haha..

anyway.. came back and slacked.. just watched man utd lift the FA cup ... finally some sivlerware this season.. ok i gtg liao..

i just realised an article on blogger was on the newpaper yesterday ... hmm.. not bad.. their makin improvements..

yesterday i felt damn weird la.. keep gettin headaches in the afternoon.. i thought was just because of staring too much at the com monitor.. then went out for dinner at a neighbour's restaurant..drank too much red wine.. it was sweet la... veri nice.. den got groggy and headache got worse.. den we headed down to ktv at laguna cc at bout 10.. sang till 12.. got back at 12.30.. felt damn sleepy. went to sleep.... tried but the coffee and tea i had earlier at dinner was takin effect.. and i was feelin damn flushed.. decided to take my temp.. turns out i had a slight fever.. 38.2 deg..hahaz.. so took to panadols and an hour later i was sweatin like mad.. so couldn't realli slp.. hahaz.. blah blah blah..

now i'm fine i guess.. but still got a flu.. ??? how come got flu after fever de.. so weird.. hmm.. still feelin sick and stuff now.. veri lethargic.. get dizzy after sitting too long on the sofa watchin the hijack of schoolbus #17.. duh.. i expected the ending to happen that way..

tmrw's the aj concert thingy.. hmm.. can't take pics right?damn.. argh.. heck nvm.. wonder wad we're gona do after tt..

k.. match started le. gtg..

hey wadz with the new blogger and all.. hmm.. i prefer the previous wan..already was quite familiar with it.. although this 1 loads much faster i guess.. anyway.. today woke up.. sun was shining in.. closed window. closed curtains.. on air con.. then had to wake up to play soccer.. anyway the electricity was shut down.. some electricians came.. hmm.. played soccer.. tiring.. long time no play.. den went to sunplaza.. eat.. i bought a cd.. harry connick jr.. listening to it now.. quite ok i guess... not fast paced enough for me to really like his kind of jazz.. yepz.. yah.. going to sp again tml with chiu hao and juliet.. i think.. haha.. kaez. i'll stop here.. nothing much to write too..

Happy mother's day to all the mother's of the world.. today is mother's day and i acc my parents and brother to service in the morning.. it was quite gd.. veri funny.. got skid somemore.. hmm.. tml gtg enrol in sp.. gonna go with new found friend.. haha.. actaully not found.. favian intro de.. oh well.. future class mates? who noez.. i dun realli noe how the poly system works.. haha.. kaez.. i gtg now.. i've updated my friendster with pics.. haha..

came back from thailand yesterday.. had my hair cut this morning.. erm.. bought alot of stuff for cheap.. wonder if the band thing will work.. glad jasmine wasn't the 1 kicked out of american idol.. she's my favourite..haha.. diana has a bulging stomach.. realised that singapore idol allows ppl above the age of 16 and under 30.. so i can join.. for fun ofcoz.. but then again.. i might consider the consequences.. the unwanted attention if i dun get through and stuff..haha.. nahz.. dun think i'll go.. but i'll consider.. haha.. just for the experience.. ok.. i've got a stomach ache now.. gtg...

just finished watching blue print: chase.. quite gd plot.. didn't noe singpaorean writers could do so well.. kinda gives me a bit of inspiration to work hard on that module in my course.. hmm.. should watch more blue prints next time.. played a bit of soccer today.. scored a tyco goal and sucked the rest of the match.. shouldn't have played when my foot was hurting..
then it started to rain.. so we walked in it from ai to 7-eleven.. then i walked out , in the rain again , to catch a cab .. den the rain became a drizzle... den stopped when reached yck.. damn.

today is the last day i can have cheap bus and mrt rides.. its like growing up to another phase in life.. or not. hahz.. tml no more concession fare.. shouldn't go out so often liao..

realise the drum game at PS is the best.. $1 can whack 5 songs.. i go bugis.. $6 whack awhile.. haha.. cannot blame la.. too amateurish.. didn't noe how to change to auto bass.. and when i asked a guy.. that f***er showed me some hand movements and shrugged his shoulders.. then said " like that lor" in mandarin.. attitude siahz.. the stupiud drum mani 4th and 9th mix were in japanese... yeah.. its more up-to-date but.. kinda like a waste of money for newbs like me.. keep losing and stuff.. the jap versio is DRUMmania.. the english version is percussion freaks.. now i know.. nvm.. i forgive that bugis arcade.. i did manage to change the stained $5 there.. mayb this is a kind of balance.. u noe.. i always believe there is a kinda balance in life.. like ying and yang.. stuff like tt...

k lahz.. i'll stop here today.. see ya guyz.. sorry can't make it to LOTR xhibition..

today woke up with no sense of purpose.. but had to get up because my synus was irritating me.. it was 9am.. shit.. watched the Passion today.. ok la.. nice.. but veri gruesome.. but dawn of dead is MOre Disgusting.. passion is just erm... painful to watch.. den managed to fill up ALL The forms for sp enrolment thing.. goin to pay up tml.. yepz..

it's the first time i actually figured out the chords of a song MYSELF today.. yeah.. and started to experiment transposing up and down.. haha.. learnt 2 songs today.. i wanna learn alot of songs by the end of this long break..

going to thailand this weekend again.. abit tiring liao.. every weekend travel overseas.. somemore always go north.. first it was KL-genting then melacca then now Thailand.. then supposed to go malaysia again with them in june again.. i think..

nothing else to talk about.. Huijing's forming up a band.. supposed to consist of me , kok , chiu , eunice and another guy.. wonder if it'll work out.. haha.. if not we'll have to reduce to a pair haha.. lots of group pairs are gd wad.. see savage garden? Roxette? Pj& duncan aka ant&dec? and lots more.. haha.. even powetstation.. wadz my point? damn sienz..

asked iffah to help ask whether i can buy over the condemned drum set from aiss.. they'll prob just give me the high hat.. toms and floor toms.. 1 symbal and the kick drum.. spoilt snare.. er..dunno whether i should get from them.. the stand is spoilt. think i will la.. as long got something that can produce a beat and omit a sound like drum set i think should b fine rite.. hope can get it for like < 200 or something.. coz i realli can't spend much.. more than that i'll just get a second hand oone.. or even a electric guitar in that chase.. i've gave it some thought.. i'll put the set in my room.. then i'll cushion up the walls with selfmade cushions to sound proof my room.. prob just some styrofoam and spoonge wrapped by a cloth or something.. then by a rug so the set doesn't stratch the floor.. den shiok liao.. everyday can play.. haha.. it's cool to have ur own drum set man.. it's like so rare.. k so a condemned drumset is out of tune.. so tune it..

ok will go off now.. have to go pay bills and acc mother somewhere tml.. then mayb can meet up with Them at causeway point.. ohyah.. alvin if u're reading this.. one guitar string cost about a few dollars.. according to my brother.. yep..

CIAO

i'm back in singapore again.. just came back like an hour ago or something.. best eating trip ever arhz.. i like malacca.. fresh new culture.. otak there is shiok.. the peranakan wan is nice.. not jelak.. alot of lemon grass.. the portugese even better.. steamed one.. den there's the chicken rice balls.. and the highlight of the trip is the TEOCHEW food man.. wah.. damn shiok.. cheap and DAMN good.. u HAVe to realli experience it to know lor.. we went to that restoran at about 5pm to book.. kaoz.. first impression sucks man.. we thought is road side stall.. kitchen at the entrance de wor.. den like road side stall lor.. smelly and dark.. wet also.. some flys.. and its a small place.. around the corner.. u wouldn't even have guessed it was a restaurant man.. at nite when we went there again to eat bout 7.30.. it was OPEN la.. woahz.. world of differece man.. and the food WOAH.. the bEST meal i've had in my WHOLE LIFE since man.. not joking.. everything is PERFECT ... authentic Teo chew food.. even got abalone with his SECRET vegetable.. oh yah.. did i tell u about the liVE menu they offered? no menu de lehz.. no pricing also.. the vegetables and meat are displayed for u to choose.. and the money issue.. well.. TRUST.. the or-ni.. or the yam dessert thing is fantastic.. authentic man.. real good... smooth not so sweet.. no coconut milk wan.. not oily also.. and u've to eat it mixed with not onli the ginko nuts but boiled sweet pumpkin as well.. wah.. they give a small serving for 5 ppl to share.. which is just nice.. damn appetizing.. the BOSs is already 76 yrs of age.. glowing with health.. wah.. i'll definitely wanna go back there again lor.. it's called.. TEO CHEW LEONG RESTORAN.. yeah.. at 55 second upper cross street.. have to go there again ar.. and damn cheap.. i mean reasonable..

today's breakfast is okok.. la.. nasi lemak , teh tarik and prata.. 5 ppl eating.. onli RM 13.. which converts to like S$1 + a person.. wOo..

bought 3 games.. shh.. RM 4 a piece.. haha.. cheap man.. harmonica for S$5.. and lots of pineapple tarts for brother.. alot of their local coffee also ar.. haha.. ok la.. elaborate more next time or when someone asks.. haha.. finger tired... i am too.. see ya..

woke up today bout 11am.. received an sms.. so i told them i wanted to watch movie.. if not i dun go le.. den i took a cab to mrt station.. ran to the next mrt.. went there to see them play pool..i played a game myself.. den never watch in the end...

watched that movie later at 7pm.. with becka nap n benny.. DAWN OF THE DEAD is nice... its veri graphic... veri 'alrite ! shoot them up!' yeah.. its a gd show.. a little bit of suspense here and there.. quite funny at some parts as well..haha.. but the script is SO predictable... so much like resident evil.. onli more gruesome... quite cool.. i've GOT to watch VAn helsing.. seems veri nice

hmm.. goin over to malacca tml morning.. at ard 7.30 gotta leave house liao.. coming back on sunday afternoon.. yah.. prob about 5 or 6pm ar.. depending on them.. hope i get to eat gd food there..haha.. mayb can buy some more stuff..

yah.. that's all for today.. gtg pack my bags le.. yep.. see ya guyz , sun.

turns out.. my ankle isn't healed yet.. so after the match which we won 3-1 last sunday.. it got worse.. better today.. in fact . i think its gd today.. nothing compared to shaun's ankle sprain.. ow. alvin played striker.. damn pro.. use him as striker this sunday again.. if there's match.. alfian.. sorry ar.. cannot play with u all.. this sunday the match we playing supposed to b relac relac wan.. cannot compete with u all yet ar.. haha.. one of our key players out injured.. i also abit ar.. ya..

tml goin for the med check up.. gotta leave house by 8.30.. yup.. after tt goin for badminton or something.. i think.. i dunno la.. long time never play badminton.. previous times i never go play with them de.. haha..

kaez.. gonna watch tv then bathe then sleep... hmm... hope to dream again tonite.. haha

just came back to singapore! match on sunday yay.. leg still abit sprained.. back pain.. dunno why.. ami startin soon.. gonna go watch..

yoz ppl.. it's hard to survive without internet access.. or without touching a computer for so just 3 days haha.. especially when there's so much to tell.. yepz... i'm now still in KL.. Ritz carlton hotel.. using their internet.. its RM 10 for 15 mins.. which converts to about S$5... so its like $20 per hr.. kaoz.. that's 20 times of wad we are using back home.. anyway.. its a posh hotel. yepz..

just came back from genting highlands this morning.. actually just an hour ago.. haha.. which is 12.30 pm.. the stupid travel agency didn't arrange for our trip back from genting to KL properly.. so we tompand another of their buses and switched to another that was goin to KL.. weird..kinda waste of time..

and GEnting is great.. didn't have enuf time or the correct ppl around me( dad n mum ) so didn't realli enjoyed the theme park and all that.. but i managed to go for this thing called the sky venture.. its actually a room a tunnel that has like a giant metal gauze wire as a floor.. and it'll pump air speeds of up to 200 km/h up wards.. so wad u do.. u fall into that room and start flying! woohoo.. cool experience man.. closest to sky diving i had so far.. first try was horrible.. keep smacking myself on to the floor coz my chin wasn't being kept straight enuf..haha.. legs were too bent.. so i was smaking on to the floor and falling and rotatin around like crazy.. 2nd try was great.. managed to fly high.. haha. and could at least control my flight haha.. hope u guyz realli serious bout going there in june...

oh yeah.. and there's this street in KL called pataling street or something.. reminds me of china town and pasa malam mixed together.. its real gd.. sells alot of stuff.. like queensway and bugis and pirated cd shops all mixed into one.. k la..
i gtg liao.. 15 mins almost up..
we'll b back tml.. bye

didn't do much today.. supposed to go for easter thingy at indoor stadium.. brother wasn't feelin well.. so didn't go.. yepz..ate and watched alot of tv.. yeah.. changin the blog's music was probably the most prodcutive thing for the day.. haha.. yeapz.. tml gonna back my bags le.. and collect my specs haha.. yepz.. see ya.

haha.. i got homework.. drum lesson de.. hahaz.. yah lorz..

went to ssc to play LAn dis mornin.. supposed to meet chris at 945 to go vian hse first.. by 10.. but i reach yishun int at 10.15.. so had to go ssc straight.. hahaz.. went there.. all coms all booked up.. so played lan.. den went to hockey court to play soccer.. over strained my ankle or something.. coz when i was in the pool later playng water polo.. i felt like leg sprain like tt.. now better le.. hmm.. weird..

watched arsenal kinda thrash liverpool 4-2.. actually they beat them onli in the second half.. haha.. so alvin won his bet.. benny's gonna have to play keeper next match.. and alvin striker!! yeah..haha..

i wonder if dreams come true? or is it just there to play tricks on me.. like.. asking me whether im supposed to feel the way i am supposed to be .. or something like tt.. wonder wad dreams are made up of.. i once read dreams are actually just ur brain working at night.. so its like... if u keep thinking about something alot of times.. it'll appear as a dream..hmm.. interesting..

i gtg liaoz.. drum lesson tml morning.. early.. 1045..

den goin to bugis to buy bag.. haha.. yeah..cya.

ok.. so far got good response about the new layout.. haha.. except for the face.. haha. nvm. i like it.. i made it like that.. its like im shouting.. releaving stress.. haha..

today went to tour agecy with mum.. dad wants to go KL.. since we can't go korea.. haha..

long day tml.. still need to do homework.. sienz..

gtg bb

Alritez.. spend the whole afternoon ok.. actually onli 2 hours.. learnin how to use html.. hahaz.. NOTICED ANYTHING DIFFERENT?? hahahaz... changed my layout.. did it myself for the first time... haha.. can u all hear music and stuff?? yeah..Give me some comments.. dun too brutally honest though.. haha..