Graduation was last ntie.. had too much to eat and too much loud music pumped into my head.... perspiration and cold air dun mix.. got sick.. guyz wanted to chill out somewhere or just just walk and walk and walk after that.. so we did just that.. i was bloody sick.. veri xin ku.. nbut i still continued.. haha.. but apparently at around 12 mid night some ppl wanted to go home liaoz.. haiz.. nvm...

yesterday was quite memoriable rite.. i mean.hehe. everyone can see some old flames rekindled and stuff haha.. i shalt not mention any names.. haiz.. ok.. yesterday was the first time i saw ppl wearing so nice outfits.. woah.. iliyas's was the best man.. beige leather coat and pants with a black turtle neck.. pro..the girls eh.. i thought most them looked nice.. yah.. the girls were like so elboratedly dressed up for the nite.. haha.. not like some teachers who were like.. so casually dressed.. but nvm la.. like we care. at least no one wore the same shirt clr as me. benny , chiu hao and yewtuck wore exactly the same colours.. haha.. lucky.. didn't go to those common shops like g2000 and u2 to buy...

well.. the food sucked.. not up to standard la.. everything was rrather tasteless.. yah.. orh maybe bcoz i was already kinda sick b4 that..

the lindy hop dance thing was ok ok la.. i mean for thsoe that participated it was kinda er.. ok la. quite fun. but for htose sitted they were thought to tdo stupid hand actions.. haha. most of them think is kinda lame.. can't blame them right.. i mean... seriously. those were stupid hand actions. most of them were just sitting there chattin.. tkain photos.. hmm.. maybe its not so bad after all..

i didn't get to take enuf photos... was too busy i guess. oh yah. won second prize in the lucky draw.. haha.. my 007 number actually was kinda lucky.. hehe.. not bad.. a canon scanner worth $149 haha... iliyas wanted to buy it for $50.. nahz.. dun think i'm gonna sell it. i've been needin a scanner for veri long liaoz..

think the best part of the night was the dancing part.. it could have been more fun if ALL the e4ians had joined in.. oh well.. it's not the first day we know them. anw we had fun.. we actually brought the crowd in the mood together with MR row and gang mann.. first it was the train.. we started out with 5 ppl.. chris leading, then shaun , me, xiong and benny.. then the train continued.. woah.. it was like damn long. power siahz.. haiz.. hl and eve didn't participate in anything.. neither did favian and johny and zhihao and blah blah blah.. hope they had fun watchin.. hehe.. maybe they didn't wana get their clothes wet..

after that had a lot of photo takin.. was drenched in my own sweat mann.. who cares.. natural is nicer.. took with the ppl i wanted to take with.. the e4ians especially.. it was cool... i never knew 2e4 was so big.. woah.. it's like alot of us man.. it was cool..

hah.. oh yah.. Mdm SHaron tan got kinda shocked to see my hair like that.. hehe.. in fact i was kinda shocked to see myself as well..anyway now it's back to normal..

yah.. we spent the nite ,or morning romaing the streets for something to do.. the guyz la. and hl , eve and mj.. the rest went home...... xiong got lost on the way.. i thought he was following us.. i dunnno wad he was doing sleeping on the bridge opposite fullerton.. i woke him up.. i mean.. i called his name. he got up.. then i dunno liaoz.. didn't manage to get him le.. nahz guess he went home.. or somethin..

i dunno.. it feels pretty weird.. it's like i'm missing somethin in my life now.. i dunno.. like something is not complete.. i dun feel that i've done wad i shud have done.. hmm... dunno..

so many things to say.. but my fingers are gettin tired from all this typing.. it's 12.41 in the after noon now.. maybe i'll come back later to cont blogging about last nite.. in the mean time, i'll go gunbouding.. haha.. that cheers me up a little... now thinkin whether to watch wishing stairs with kok they all later.. cya peeps.. peace out

i realised ppl can change if left to face with boredom for several hours.. haha..

bought so much stuff these few days.. actually not much.. but feel like it's a lot.. yesterday went to queens way and pondered a long time whether or not to buy the boots..it was $79. i onli sold my predator for $40.. but salam sold it to me for $55.. thought it was rather reasonable.. then today i went back again.. reaslised i needed a pair of casual wear shoes and slippers as well.. and i got them lorz.. went to suntec at first to check out the price.. wanted to buy there initially.. luckily i went to salam.. got a discount from $113 to $75.. not bad.. haha.. going to spend money tml again before the soccer thingy.. buy grad nite shirt.. haha. ya.. noone's online..cya

o's finally over..
breathed a sigh of relief after the paper today.. THE LAST ONE.. bwahaha.. but after that it didn't realli feel veri ' last day' it felt veri ..erm.. shitty. brought ball.. soccer shoe.. initial plan was to go hockey court.. play soccer.. some didn't want to. some wanted to play bball.. haiz.. if wanna play bball tell me on monday lahz.. den i dun bring ball mahz.. haiz.. nvm la..

eventually also went there to play soccer.. sucked though.. place was too big and i kept missing chances.. den tried practicing finishing.. i realli suck.. wad a 'boost' to my confidence for the game tml.. erzz.. hope got enuf ppl to play la.. if not i call 2 of friends come join us le.. so far only got shaun, vian , chris , xiong, chiu ,me .. benny and kevin.. dunno whether they can play.. haiz.. played too much today i think..

supposed to feel happy today.. why isit i feel so damn down... must be the soccer-bball issue.. tmd la.. like that dunno whether saturday they playin or not.. at least i noe xy will be playing.. tan too.. benny also trying to force recovery.. if really cannot get enuf ppl get my 2 friends la.. one offensive wan.. one defensive.. they quite pro wan.. haha..

life seems so meaningless.. nothing to look forward to nowadays.. we realli should get a chalet or somesort la.. or its equivalent.. heck.. yea..just received a msg from her.. haha.. she'll never noe how much that means to me man.. hee..

anybody going to buy clothes for grad nite? i also need to buy.. will galdly accompany u.. (depends la)

a little short on cash lately.. need to buy so many things.. boots , jersey, grad nite clothes, mindice bday present ( my share costs $20 ) , favian's bday present and a treat for jn.. think will ask my parents soon..

well.. cya..

yea.. it's the end of another week.. woah.. long time never see this place. didn't surf net for long time too.. yea.. all 3 sciecnes finished now only left 2 papers!! yea geography and a maths p2..

gotta learn to watch my temper and the stuff i say.. i tend to over do things recently.. frustrated with myself prob.. yea. must be the exams.. THE EXAMS.. seems like 4 yrs of work going down the drain after each paper.. yea..every paper i take brings me one step away from target of 12 points.. haha my hope's a dream.. think will prob go to poly le.. yea. i mean i noe my father doesn't want me to.. but when the results are out wad can anybody do? haha..

they gonna buy jersey and stuffs.. hey.. isn't the jersey thing supposed to be a class thingy and not a soccer thingy.. heck.. wad d hell.. anyway some ppl also not buying.. kaoz so many things to buy.. still need to give favian and mindice birthday present.. think won't get too ex le.. no choice. hehe.. wait for x'mas lor. :p think i've gotta give someone a treat for lending me her tys during this Os.. yea.. should get her something maybe.. oh well.. chem today was ok i guess.. p2 la. p1 i totally crapped up.. physics i think die le... i mean i couldn't even remember i had to use f=ma for the 1st question!! die la.. hell.. bio was ok too.. hope can get at least a B for all science.. gotta bang on my a maths and maths le..

yea..choosing jersey numbers .. i chose 22.. dunno why.. so far the taken ones are:
1-alvin
5-kok
6-xiong
7-tan
9-chris
10-vian
11-huat
14-TLG
15-kevin
16-zhiwei
17-xiangyong
22-ME
25-zhihao
34-benny

sorry if i left anyone out.. i can't remember realli.. haha..so many single digits left..

gtg le.. a maths tuition tml 9am. gonna study with ppl at woodlands lib after that.. must get a1 for geography! haha.. my hope's a dream!

-Dis angel made my life a bitch!

yea! this week is over! bwahaha.. 4 yrs of maths and chinese finally over! bwahaha! ss and english also over... now must prepare for 5 more subs.. bio , chem , physics, a maths and geography.. after that is freedom! bwahaha.. haha.. 4 yrs of my life just going in a flash.. feels a bit weird.. think i'll feel saddened definitely after this yr.. i mean. if we go our seperate ways.. ya. definitely will miss all of ya..especially the guyz..

anywayz.. played soccer after the chinese o's today.. so lame. didn't even study yesterday.. and i went to sit for it.. paper 1 over at 10.. went to eat den take ball at vian house.. reached sch 12. still got time to study. haha. went thru my book.. glance thru la.. then went out of the library awhile to join tuck , zhen hao and eve.. haha.. the 3 of them.. scaring each other.. test chiense words.. i didn't noe most of them. anyway i think they studied so hard for nothing much.. i didn't even study and iknew how to do most of the han zi and zao ju..haha.. guess 6 yrs of tuition didn't go to waste.. yah.. gotta pia sciences and a maths liao.. need all the help i can get!

haiz.. lost my soccer..haha. realli.. no skill le. dis few days play super off form.. den will get a little tempremental when i dun perform to my expectations..haiz.. who cares. must be the exams.

seems that i'm always waiting for her.. dunno why. when i come on msn i wish she comes online. when i check my hp i wish her name appears in my inbox.. when i study i wish she would be there to support me.. i get a little bit worried when i see her wif someone else..i dunno.. dunno whether it's just another illusion of my curiousity.. or wad.. maybe i should try to get to noe her better..

next week alot of ppl birthday.. no choice. u'all gotta accept wad we give.. no money la.. still must save to buy shirt for grad nite. and a pair of shoes. and a bag. and a laptop. haha.. that's after my exams la..

still yet to design my room.. i dun wanna ove into the new place with nothing in my room.. haha.. looking for inspiration.. prob will get it after o's anyway i dun have the heart to do anything except worry and study and think about stuff.. not that kinda stuff.. nice stuff..

soccer match.. 7 a side? maybe.. jersey? some may not buy.. boots.. some may not have. why don't we wear pe attire? just a suggestion.. i dun mind doing the above but the rest? i dunno..

quite tired.. blisters on my leg.. gtg le.. she reply liaoz.

u noe wad? U suck man.. i just can't stand u..realli.. u suck. when speaking o u on the phone i try.. i realli try not to be rude to u or anything.. trying to talk to u like a normal fren.. but i just can't do it.. u are a bloody ass hole.. suepr kiasu.. super hypocratic and u are super matrialistic.. i just can't stand u. you are 2 diff ppl infront of teachers and other ppl.. u're so FAKE... u FREAK. haiz.. no point insulting u so much anyway.. no point.. u won't even come online to look at our blogs anymorez.. when was the last time u even touched urs? irritating piece of shit.. i dunno why there is this grudge.. but i just can't lift that grudge.
in short. YOU DISGUST ME.
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it's been a long time since i last updated this man.. anyway it's the o's u peeps won't coem see unless ur dman free rite.. so wad the heck. u'll prob read this a few days after i've finished it.. haha.

anyway.. was the emaths paper today.. supposed to be easy.. i found it relatively ok.. but shit.. careless mistakes and stupid errors.. made me loose 8 marks le.. die.. if can't get 85 and above then sure a2 or less le.. confirm moderate de mah.. hell..

anywayz the dman ss is tml afternoon with english.. haiz.. ss is after eng at 2pm.. so think i've still got some time to sort thigns out alittle.. i haven't touch english.. heck.. it's a language.. not something u can study overnight.. ok.. mayeb i could get some inspiration of somesort from some reading materials.. shit.. i've not been reading books since like when.. sec 2 ? damn.. later just gonna glance at the format of the letter writing thingy..

studying all themes for ss except growth and venice.. so that leaves theme 1 ,2 ,3 and 5.. finished 2 and 3 le.. read thru 5 le.. going to memorise later.. have to read thru the rest of the book to.. just in case.. hehe..

to the e4ian boys: not confirm.. but there shud be a soccer match 2 weeks after we finish o levels.. so it's prob on the 1st or second weekend of december.. venue should be the field near my house.. u noe? follow bus 854 route.. versus my cousin's church friends. they're bout 25-25 yrs of age.. be prepared..11-a-side i think.

to everyone: good luck for ur o levels! forget about tkj's lame talk about doing and trying ur best.. it's almost the same thing at the olevels... coz u can't guarantee u are DOING ur best can u? u onli can TRY to..haha..

pardon the typo's i've gotta run..

gonna play soccer for 3 weeks after o's..

this is one of the worst analysis i found.. haha.

Virgo Boy

He is always very particular about his appearance and is a fussy dresser. He is not a big spender, and is careful with his money. He takes a logical approach to every aspect of his life. He expresses himself in a straightforward manner. He often lacks tact and his criticism is not always endearing. With his analytical mind, he is often engaged in activities like chess and advanced mathematics that stimulate his mind. This leaves him little time to participate in physical activities and sports. He is usually a top performer in school and has all the ingredients for a successful career, possibly as a businessman or a doctor. He should watch out for anxiety or depression, which are common amongst Virgo boys.

Virgo - o type

August 23 - September 22

for Men
Personality: You take an active part in life and are sometimes referred to as the "renaissance" man. Your tender looks are deceiving because you become a roaring lion when can't tolerate something. Words you don't even mean come right out. Try to take the rational approach, if you don't want to regret anything.

Love Tendency: Being the practical joker, you enjoy the popularity among women. You like to share your opinion about everything, even in the most frivolous things. One problem you will come across is that you will be known as the heartbreaker in your younger years. This might occur but you become a one woman' s man once you get married.

Life: Your sharp decision-making shows your steadfastness and helps you in the future. You will stick out in a group due to your leadership quality, which will be great in corporate situations. Happiness will be in your life in abundance, so look forward to it.

Good Match: Your high expectations will be met with B-type Taurus, Capricorn, and Pisces, and O-type and B-type Cancers. You'll be able to share your dreams and goals together. A-type and O-type Taurus and A-type and B-type Scorpios

Bad Match: AB-type Gemini look as if they are the romantic person who will pamper you but that is very deceiving. They will drain you mentally and you will have a hard time following their wishes. Another mismatch will be AB-type Sagittarius who will hurt you.

ok.. my phlog can work le..
spend the day sleepin.. now veri awake and alert.. going to study thru the night again.. and watch half time of the man u - fulham match haha..

yesterday did quite alot of things.. but dind't accomplish each task.. went for tuition in afternoon , lfet 2 chapters of a maths to finish revising..then met up with vian , vin , chiu. came my house to 'study'.. ended up watching talking cock and talking cock.. haha. ltr did manage to study a bit of bio.. bout 3 chapters.. then played daidee.. had to di 52 push ups with head dunked in water.. still owe 2..

now having stomach aches. gtg. bye

didn't go to school for a whole week liao except for tuesday bip pract.. so today went to sch welcomed by the new toilet-like-tiled hall.. it lacks colour and creativity.. the design sucks.. high ceiling.. hmm. come la.. next year come back play soccer there..

went for earli recess.. like bout half an hour.. it's like the sch dun care bout us le lor.. shiok. we CAN do wadeva we want lor. i mean we were not studyin but loiterin round the sch.. haha.. yah. went to collect ticket from the new councillors during recess.. the few of us were the first to take the tix.. nice. chiu got 001. i think i got the nicest number.. bwahaha.. 007. she asked me whether i wanted.. haha..hehe..

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY
went off half an hour b4 sch ended to take photos.. shiok.. 2e4-ian boys.. initial plan was to take during recess at e3.. taht didn't work. than shaun wanted to take during the lesson after recess.. e5 ppl didn't want to come out... so all went back to class.
photo shoot was a masterpiece. running towards cam.. nice. then fauzi. then the stairs. cool. we left out a few ppl. rong yao and joei. was john lim there? i'm not sure.. didn't notice. too many of us. haha.

later played soccer with e4-ians guyz.. too bad.. couldn't play properly.. everytime i ran a little stood or stood on one foot to shoot or pass or challenge a ball i feel the pain of my blisters.. damn.. so couldn't play properly the whole time.. control was like shit. came back home with 2 more extra 'extensions' of the already big blisters, and also to find out it burst. so that's why it was hurtin so badly.. raw flesh exposed.. the abrasion..

eve took the ball home.. actually wanted to stay back in sch to study.. but ended up wastin time playin.. no correction watchin them play soccer.. i didn't shoot a few.. but the pain was realli...errgh..

so went outta sch by 5.30.. bought a drink at OUR 7-11.. the onli store we go to almost everyday without fail excluding weekends.. they shoud probably give us a membership card or something.. for us 2e4 ppl.. haha.. lame.

had a nice chat.. over msn.. hmm.. wonderin.. just wonderin..

so wad if there's onli a month left for us to see each other.. we still can meet up if we realli wanna.. yea vian u gotta point there.. u'all cried like dunno wad on the last day of sec2 bcoz u were gettin seperated.. come on la.. look at us now. those that WERE meant to be seperated were seperated.. those that still clung on to each other.. well their still clinging.. hehe..wadeva. it's late i can't phrase my words properly.

just hope all of us won't cry or something on grad nite.. or wadeva u ppl take as the last day to see each other.. make it a happy occasion this time.. not all memories have to be sad ones rite?...

wad u'all wearin on grad nite?

missed sch today. first time in life. stayed at home and actually studied. did 1 compo. one a maths ppr. studied the hwole physics thingy. started on bio. started on tourism. i can never do this much things in the whole 6 hrs in sch. SChool SUx.

wondering whether i should go tml. will see.

feel like missing school like the others on friday or something.. i mean it's much more productive studying at home den in school lorz.. anyway i want to eat bk breakfast on friday morning.. and probably study there too.. realli dun feel like going.. here ii am.. 9.42pm on a tuesday night.. i sorta wasted the day again.. but i did do a few physics questions.. and i am reading alittle bit of bio once in a while.. haiz.. besides that i played a bit of soccer and watched tv..catched whose line.. drew carey show.. and ranma.. even watched abit of lydia's lame show.. wathed till 9 +.. den i thought hey.. i have a little bit of inspiration to write.. i wanted to start on the narative essay.. but decided this was much more comforting.. hehe.. i've a outta control procrastinater..

haiz.. i need clarification.. it's blocking up my thoughts, my moods.. nvm.. dun wanna talk about it.onli YOU noe about it.. YOu should noe who YOU are..

u noe.. besides a few acceptions.. i've always tried to blend in as well as possible.. and i've never delibrately tried to make anyone angry or anything.. i dunno why some ppl just dun see that.. and in midst of their own argument with other ppl.. i do sometimes make neutral remarks.. neitehr supporting either side.. but i get barked at.. it's like fucked up lor.. i really hope this person sees it sooner or later.. that sometimes he is rather ... and ... and .. those of u who read this.. dun go thinking it's u i'm insulting and all.. coz it SHOULD not be you.. anyway it's a free world.. i can say anything i wanna in this blog of MINE.. u dun like it dun read it.. i'm just stating wad i realli feel..

shouldn't this wad a blog should be like? sorta like a big confession place to throw ur doubts and unhappiness away.. most of the time infact.. after i blogged everything.. i usually just forget about it and forgive everybody who actually did wadeva thing they did.. so i should actually thank this blog.. it has probably been the most 'friend' to me.. it erased my troubles..

i realli hope i can find someone to talk to.. someone to ease the pain and confusion when something happens.. ok so i have my sisters.. but one of them just ends up scolding me for something which i had done previously.. that realli craps me up.. wad d hell..

was just reading back on today's blog.. and realised everything sounds nonsensical to me.. wad d heck.. i dun care.. just wanna type.. brothers gonna ask to use com.. i gtg.. will blog later.

ohyah willbe shifting house soon ater dec 22nd this year.. but just shift to the block next to us.. higher level.. bigger place.. finally can design my own room..

feeling high and low alot lately.. somethin's botherin me.. something has survived..

ok.. i was out on MC last thurs n fri.. so i had a long break from thursday and thru the weekend.. 4 days of slacking.. and still am.. doc said i was way too stressed... asked me to take a break.. after today i'll start studying like siao le.. i need to get 4 points less off my L1R5 to achieve my own goal.. dun wanan aim too high rite..

anyway for those of you peeps who still dun noe.. my L1R5 changed to a 16 after the addition of my physics..haha.. didn't expect to get a b3 for physics.. thought i was gonna get a just pass or somethign..thought i was kinda goin to do better for my chem.. well i DID do better.. i improved from a f9 to a d7.. but crap subject.. i still failed.. the worst thing is.. i dun get to see where i was wrong in my physics and chemistry!!!!! apparently.. the change in classroom was so 'sudden' on friday.. they couldn't hep me take my exam paper ... WHIcH THEY LEFT UNDER THE TABLE.. wen tback to school on monday onli to realsie nobody took my paper back for me.. went back to the old calss today to search for my paper.. onli found the stupid geography.. didn't find my chem n physics! HOW am i supposed to noe where i got wrong in my chem and physics! think it's thrown away bcoz of the n levels exam things.. DAMN.. i hate his life.. think i will need to borrow someone's paper and redo the bloody thing.. then check to see where i got wrong.. which concepts are wrong.. got 26 days left to save myself.. with regard to prelim result i only can enter nanyang jc.. actually i have no intention to stay there permmenantly.. i wanna enter ajc.. or if not i go poly.. these first 3 months is to try -try only. see whether j-life suits me..

today played soccer.. not bad..think they played quite well.. i dunno wad happened to the other side.. abit unbalanced actually... our team got shaun , favian and alvin.. but they got johny , xiangyong and john tan.. chris didn't play today.. think he went off wif his ahem to safra or something.. i heard.. dunno.. no right to noe.. my whole team scored accept for me.. was doing alot more runs then usual today.. experimented with dribbles. n tried shots on goal.. was quite happy with my offensive performance.. i think i sucked at hte beginning of the game..actually hope will get to play like today tml for pe.. but too bad we dun have the luxury of time tml.. will most prob be playing in ah tong field bcoz the sch will not alow us to make noise in our field.. too near yishun pr.. they having PSLE..

an update on my bro's party.. THANKS TO ALL THAT CAME.. u'all made the event less boring.. it's weird.. to me it seems lifeless and boring.. but to my bro it seems he is enjoying every moment of it.. i lost my bike reflector.. dad was quite pissed about that.. was even nagging me about it this morning in the car.. i think irealli need to buy one sooner or at least ask them to chip in to the cost.. anyway.. {rekindled} over the days.. maybe it's becoz of stress? not sure..

learned how to play part of more than words , and better man over the week on the guitar.. finished qing tian.. can play quite ok le.. supposed to teach shaun how to..
and huiling oso.. had a nice chat with renes on msn yesterday.. updates on 'gossip' haha.. i yesterday too boliao le.felt like comin on line for a chat... no one seems present.. should be studying.. hope to realli start tml..after sch will not play soccer.. will go straight home to bia bio and a maths.. hope to score all a1s for maths , amaths, and bio.. will TRY for a distinction in english and chinese.. gotta update myself on current affairs.. cannot loose out in humanities.. at least get a b3.. like that can get my L1R5 of 2+2+1+1+1+3.. = 10. DREAm. success are made of dreams.. hmm.. been dreaming lately.. of things and results and her..

i dunno wadz wrong wif me.. i seem to be pissed and irritated by ahem all the time.. every thing he does agitates me.. just feel like whackin him up.. feels like i've got a lesson o teach him.. dunno why.. just holds a damn big grudge against him.

the new system in sch is not bad.. but bio still sucks.

soccer at ah tong tml.. my phone is rather quiet today.. no rockets.. msn is quiet too.. just came to blog.. still got lots to say.. lots to regurgitate.. haiz.. think i will ask at grad nite.

for those of u who are interested to know my results for prelim.. u've come to the right place.. i won't say it's the best score though..... it's the WORST. sorta.

got back my chinese paper 1 yesterday..was praying that my compo would get a 33.. i got it. was so darn happy.. letter got 15/20.. that's a record for me.. overall i made a 72 percent pass! that's an A2! for the first time.. bwahaha.. (some more win someone by 1 point.. bwahaha).. but i cannot be contented.. doesn't mean that if i don't study i will get an A2.. anw, i HAVE always had chinese tuition frequently.. many times a week.

let me start with the bad news..
i got a b3 for english..

the worse news..
i got a c6 for geography.. and a b4 for ss.. that's a c5 for humanities.. shit.. shit geography.. should have taken lit. maybe got higher chance of scoring a 3 or 4..
ss got a 20/25 lehz for source base..too bad the structured part got onli an 11...

the worst news..
i failed the whole biology exam.. but i managed to scrape thru by half mark to make it to the c6 catergory.. lucky for my practical. i mean.. wad johny said was true..

WHO COULD FAIL BIO MCQ?????

now the good news..besides the a2 for chinese.
got an a1 for a maths!
and if the score is being rounded off.. i get an a2 for e maths.. that's a big improvement from the b4 i got in midyr..

if i count my L1R5:
eng- 3
maths- 2/3
a maths -1
chinese- 2
human-5
bio-6

total: 19 or 20 points ( depending on maths)

so i'll onli manage to JUST make it to yj for the first 3 months..haha.. now waiting for my 2 other science results.. chem and physics.. i failed them both previously.. hope i can get a pass this time.. realli hope..

haiz.. to the REST of ya who haven't got ur results..

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST! will be waiting for my chem marks tml.. and see wad had gone wrong in my tourism in geography that casued the 27/50..

soccer during PE sucked today.. ground was 'manured' and wet.. got my shoesand socks damned dirty.. and we lost somemore.. zhihao slipped becasue of the sooty slippery surface at one muddy end of the field.. then i never handball.. chris handballed.. he accused me..not chris.. dun be mistaken. yewtuck clipped the ball to his own hand.. he shout ball to hand. come on la. sportsmanship man, 4 years le still like that. u'all winning somemore. haiz..nvm la.

still dunno wad to get for my bro 21st birthday.. an electric guitar? wonder where can i get a 2nd hand cheap nice one.. with amplifiers ofcoz.. or should i just MAKE him somethin.. nah. i'll buy.. but wad? someone pls help. he will onli be 21 once.. but then again so will everyone be their age once. haha.. but 21st bday signifies somethin big.. freedom.. someone help me.. i left 2 days.

it's been 6 days since i made a blog.. soon after i got my onli surviving ball left from ahpoh's house.. they HAVE to go and kick it straight into the drain.. and it was raining.. haha.. oh well.. wad the heck..

supposed to go and play pool tml..chris came up with this idea for us to form a pool clan.. and tml is for choosing the leader..haha.. go there for the game.. love of the game.. seems i've been playing alot of pool lately.. soccer too. but since my achin' sprain on the left ankle is killing me for the time-being.. i might as well retreat to the comfort of the indoor pool table..

played like f*** this afternoon after school.. soccer rulz.. although my leg hurrts like crap still .. sometimes that is.. still played 4 matches.. my team played 5 matchs.. won 4 lost 1.. i didn't play in the 1.. haha.. ahem ahem.

got an A2 for chinese prelim paper 2.. so far the best chinese result in my life. scored alot better then some others.. everyone didn't study. i salute favian. 32.

these few days planning the chalet.. shaun they all..
seems like they agreed already to share the place with the girls.. guess shaun and some of them were already outnumbered by the others.. yt seems to want to take charge of the chalet. hope most of the class will be able to pay and go.. SENTOSA.. 4 days 3 nights.. hope it will be successful..

i'm composing a rap.. with the bacjground of graduation and chorus melody of black eyed peas where is the love?.. i need a band to play the tune for me.. i need a rapper.. hope can perform or somethin.. it's my first rap outta inspiration..

but i haven't finished it yet.

need help too. guess i should start on steering back to my top prioities in studies first .. been slacking alot after wednesday ..

oh well.. gtg.. so much to say..so little time.. so much to do.. so much to think..

life's short. enjoy it. and it isn't that much of a straw..

apologies to everyone.. i have not updated my blog in like 2000 years.. ok many more like 20 days.. but wad the heck.. it's still long..

our beloved school's Operations manager sucks.

now i'm left with no more soccer balls in my house to kick..

am in the midst of lousy prelims. i think it's wrong to have just prelims.. the sch should have common test at least.. to prepare us for the prelims and then prepare us for o's.. my prelims sucks.. think i'm not getting into jc for the first 3 months of 2004... haiz.. nvm.. if that happens i'll busy myself with music , soccer and work.. maybe a few courses..

actually my o level plan for L1R5 is 12 points.. taht's why i have to try to make it below 20 points for prelims.. at least can get into yj for first few months..
already got chinese results and is a 3 so by retakin git i probably will get a 3 again of if i''m lucky a 2.. think i'm suing it for L1R5.. that leaves engl, humanitites, scinece , maths and another one.
so the xtra sub i'll use a maths.. been getting 1s for that.. eng aiming for 3.. humaities also.. scinece hope i can get at least a 3 if lucky 2 la. like that can get 13 points. so die le. scinece and humanities must get 2.. die. die..

wish me luck.

i think u do have a chance.. maybe i will take it... maybe i would..

i'm still going crazy.

today's my birthday.. dunno wadz got into me.. feeling realli blue lately.. i dunno.. just have no mood to socialise much anymore.. except maybe sometimes i feel a urge to play soccer or go cycling lor.. seems that i like going to the library to study. but with kevin , chris and benny preferably.. coz they are quiet when they should be and fun when they should be.. so its kinda better.. proabably the reason why i'm feelin so blue is becoz of these exams comings.. prelims in another 2 weeks practical for physics and chem is just next week.. bio was easy so i hope the 2 will be like that too.. oh well. actually i think there is another reason for me feeling glum.. lately alot of ppl have been saying stuff about me n mindice.. which is actually pretty irritating bcoz it gives ppl a great misunderstanding.. can't stand it..

anyway.. the school celebrated teacher's day yesterday which was a total disaster.. i mean.. it realli sucked lor.. it was the worst celebration i've seen so far in my 4 years in this pathetic school. probably bcoz its the first time the new sc are doing stuff..

oh yah. and the band realli realli sucked.. haiz.. i dun want to say it. but .. my good.. they realli sucked.. intonation was okok.. but was disrupted by some of the sec 1s sound.. so that was the first problem.. secondly is their volume.. it's like.. they are onli playing to themselves.. not projecting.. haiz..and the student conductor.. haiz.. another problem.. hope mr toh will realise that there are other potentials in the band rather the wn.. haiz.. he quite stiff and not spontaneous enuf leh..i mean.. he is standing infront of the band.. yet he never ask them to play louder.. and the stupid thing is they never test their volume at the courtyard before playing.. they should go there and test test first mahz..haiz.. dun care le.. by saying all these.. ch say i becoming like jing guang they all wanna interfier with the new batch.. but i mean.. i feel that i have something not done mahz.. nvm lorz.. just hope they call us when they need us lor.. kelvin seems veri arrogant. hope he changes soon.. if not band major will change to someone else le..oh yah.. xyz asked me wad has gotten into me.. coz i seem to be always trying to insult and humour him infront of others.. haha.. i dunno whhy also.. i just got this grudge inside me against him.. it's been in me for quite sometime already.. i dunno why.. just can't stand him anymore.. in this 4 years i've seen him. i realised he is a super kiasu.. super hypocratic.. and super psycho bitch.. haha.. wad d hell..

anyway it's my bday today.. waiting for favian and kevin to come and swim.. hope they come soon.. coz i wanna go get a phone.. new phone.. probably siemens m55 or some nokia cheap model.. my parents keep on stressing that they dun have enuf money le and blah blah blah.. which i tink is absolute nonsense as my father recently this year have made so much upgrading to the household..like the new big screen or rather no screen tv projector thingy.. with new surround sounds system and all.. somemore he sold the old bike.. not veri old.. for $200 and bought this new bike for $500++.. further more.. he got my brother a new phone! which he used forhimself and gave his old wan to him.. let's see... wad else.. oh yah.. he went to australia for a week just recently with my mum.. and bought like 6 kg of nougats home and another 4 litres worth of red wine in this big aluminium foil plastic bag and stuff.. and i was like woah lor.. it's like he onli gets wad he wants.. nothing for the rest.. but can't balme him la.. he has worked damned hard to even manage something like this.. almost the full 5c's le.. i mean.. he deserves a reward to himself every now and den rite.. just wished that my parents dun squabble every now and den about mediocre things..

anyway.. seems like everything is ok with cl le.. so quite ok.. oh yah.. realised that md is realli spoilt .. and veri veri playful.. she says she has present for me. when i said that she dun have to give today.. she sent back.. ' but i want to give today!'.. or something like that la.. anyway i'll just thank her.. although i hope that the present dun take up too muhc space.. or i'll just have to give it away to someone else..

oh well.. gtg le.. thanks everyone for giving me thier blessings.. realli grateful at least u made me a little more cheerful.. oh yah and to liangying and mindice's father.

happy birthday too!

no mood to talk.. no mood to write.. no mood to do any thing..

hope they dun disgrace our face tml... haiz..

i hate restrictions of others on me.. i rather restrict myself...

dat's all today.. those who wants to watch ju-on the prequel plz tag my board..

day didn't suck till 7.55pm..

31 july

.. few weeks left to prelims.. start studying from now.. no soccer till prelims

sylvia not bad.. can play horn quite well.. got potential.. but still lots of room for improvement.. percussion as gone down down down down without sinniah and juliet.. gotta built up le.. clarinets seems ok.. except i think i should make some arrangements.. it feels like iffah is playing solo all the time.. dunno la.. i can't be bothered with cl dere.. tml going to wani's bday party after soccer.. dunno how to go.. dunno how.. nvm.. i think i go with fadila after heats lorz..

band posts.. heard he wants ahem 2 b treasurer.. objection! ap ap ap.

can't wait for inter class soccer.. i just hope i won't be the person who destroys everything.. hope i got form on that day..dun want to disappoint anyone..

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